Saltylifesea

I hope my crush never found this tumblr cause I talked about him a lot.

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Night street photography in Sydney CBD

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Things I Want to Do Before My Next Birthday

1. Take at least one solo day trip somewhere new, just me and my camera.

2. Finish at least 5 full travel vlog without leaving it half-done.

3. Read (and actually finish) at least 3 books I’ve been putting off.

4. Try a new hobby or learn new language, even if it feels out of my comfort zone.

5. Have a proper picnic day with friends or boyfriend; good food, laughs, photos.

6. Print out some of my favorite photos and make 1/4 book of my journal spread.

7. Save up for one meaningful purchase instead of random little ones.

8. Spend a whole day offline ; no screen time (even nintendo or any gaming device) just real life.

9. Revisit one place from my childhood or teenage years.

10. Write at least 5 solid journal entries on blog that I’ll be glad to reread later.

[kunamaibintangitunamamu]

Semua orang di kehidupan kita ada masa dan misinya. Kalau misinya selesai, masanya juga akan usai.

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Every soul we meet has a chapter in our story, and when their mission finishes, they close like a loading screen finally hitting 100%

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Heart.exe keeps freezing every time I try to feel normal

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you didn’t waste your 20s.

you survived them.

you learned.

you got through heartbreaks and disappointments you don’t talk about.

you’re not late.

you’re still blooming..

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Around Sydney

Cam: Canon Eos RP

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I never knew that i will be in love again after the last relationship I had.

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We are only a good couple when we are in a good time. But when we had a bad time, we don’t know how to react. I can’t even express my feelings because u always think i started argument. So I have to pretend im fine all the time with how we have became. I missed us, how we used to be. But I can’t forced u to be the same person when everything has changed and harder for u. It’s too selfish for me to asked for ur attention but it’s also too painful for me to being ignored and constantly think how worthless i am to u.

(That is what i wanna texted him today, but He called me first before I sent it and I can only crying instead of talking about my feeling)

[poetry-siir]

“People are so vulnerable at night. They’re willing to spill out their souls to anyone willing to listen. They have desires to do things that never cross their mind when the sun is in the sky…”

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I was single almost entire 4 years during my bachelor degree but Those years I feel I was the most romantic as I am. I romanticizing my life too much that I like to stare the night sky from my dormitory balcony and wrote beautiful poem every-night to people I am grateful to be part of my life.

As I grow older I am busy to survive, I am just working like a robot and exhausted from my own life, I don’t know how to be happy anymore I am feeling so lonely in a strange country. I can’t even look on my old picture without thinking if she was the same person that just look so different.

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Currently, obsessed with matching set. Especially when it come in blazer kinda casual.

[estrellablogg]

𝑭𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅.. 🍁

[silent-reverist]

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I truly hate these kind of feeling when I am too scared if I will never be enough to be with someone even tho He gave me words affirmation all the time that I am more than enough.

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This is why I don't wanna get attachted to people. Because they leave memories and It hurts so much. I will rather date my imaginary KPOP Boys o(╥﹏╥) *I said this while hugging my Bang Chan Pillow Case*

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『TOP』

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2010 // 2020

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Damn a babie to a daddy 😏