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⠀⠀SOMEDAY ' part four

⠀ ❤︎ ' you thought he'd like you too someday, he thought otherwise

𝗖𝗛𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗘 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗦 ? . . crush!riki─── ✿ 𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎 . 𝗐𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 fluff profanity riki pulling his big boy pants up violence ' ❤︎ ( 𝖽𝖺𝗂𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗅𝗂𝖼𝗄 ) ♱ like and reblog ! 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖽 . 𝗆𝖺𝗀𝖺𝗓𝗂𝗇𝖾

⠀ ‎‎𝐈𝐈 . part one part two part three part four

여키 EDITION . last smau before my doom awaits me

anakinfanclub

knight

superhero!jungwon x regina george!oc

sypnosis ꒱ jungwon wasn’t so popular at school. outside of it, he broke headlines. although battling hardened criminals, there wasn’t anyone he feared more than marin miura; the meanest of the mean. but when she finds out who jungwon rly is in probably the most traumatic way ever, she fights to uphold her ego ;)

warnings/contains ꒱ crack, based in dc universe, brat tamer jw (U KNOW MEEE), oc is an asshole, jw is a nerd, hes a loser at first, tsundere oc lowk, cocky jw, kissing, hurt/comfort, sarcastic oc & jw

wc ꒱ 11.4k

rose’s note ꒱ IM BACKKK this originally used to be an old blue beetle fic from my abandoned wattpad that i HEAVILY rewrote and had to deal w losing my work like 4 times but enjoy everyone heh heh

yeokii

⠀⠀SOMEDAY ' part four

⠀ ❤︎ ' you thought he'd like you too someday, he thought otherwise

⠀ ‎‎𝐈𝐈 . part one part two part three part four

여키 EDITION . last smau before my doom awaits me

jongseongsnudes

best friends (one)

bff/fwb!niki x you “you and niki are best friends that fuck. it works perfectly, with you being too busy with school and him being too emotionally detached for anything more. yet it all crumbles after feelings shift and everything falls into the very grey area you were afraid of to begin with.” cw; !mdni! smutttttttttttttttt. fwb. a toxic, jealous niki. kinda angst. 2.1k words.

hoonguin

꒰﹕﹒home invasion ❀ lee heeseung

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎written for the heart’s mailroom event ! ༊

✷ your strict parents raised a sneaky daughter, and lee heeseung, your boyfriend of four years, is proof of it !

pairings ⸝⸝ ‎bf!heeseung ✿ f!rea‎ ‎ ‎ ✉️‎ ‎ ‎ wc ⸝⸝ 6.3k

🗯️ 内容‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ explicit sexual content ♫ 18+ ⸝⸝ intended for mature audiences | minors do not interact ᯓ secret & established relationship, cussing, overstimulation, first-time sex, loss of virginity, protected p in v, oral (f. & m. receiving), slight dacryphilia, praise, dirty talk, emotional intimacy, aftercare !

⟶ mentioned ⋮ hoshi (seventeen) ₊ ryujin (itzy) ₊ sunoo (enhypen)

EL’S ✷ BUBBLE : 2000s era, no fixed place because we’re here for vibes only <//3 hee & rea are about 20-21 here by the way ! also this is very much fueled by my lifelong doawk nerd tendencies and rodrick heffley resurfacing in my brain again . . . thank you so muchi for the request ! i lawb you ❤︎ enjoy my ever-so-lovely hoonguin nation (‾◡◝)

The rain came down in unforgiving sheets, harsh against your bedroom window, the sound of it filling every quiet space in the room. Water streaked down the glass so heavily the city lights outside looked blurred and distorted, turning everything beyond your room into watercolor smudges of yellow, red, and white.

“You’re soaking, Hee. Like, genuinely soaking,” you scolded, standing in front of him with a towel in your hands. “You’re going to get sick one day, I swear. Actually, no, you wouldn’t even be sick if you stopped climbing through my window every time it rains.”

Your flip phone had long since been abandoned somewhere on your bed after you hung up on him thirty minutes ago, your CosmoGirl magazine laying face-down on the carpet beside your desk chair. Your computer screen still glowed dimly from across the room, Facebook left open mid-scroll, photos of your classmates crammed into tiny albums — parties, cheap drinks, blurry peace signs held toward cameras.

Everyone else your age seemed to spend Friday nights somewhere loud.

Heeseung spent his climbing onto your roof.

bxbybluelove-x

such a gentleman, l.hs.

wc: 4.5k | heeseung x reader | smut(mdni)

synopsis : you can’t take heeseung’s fake gentleman act anymore and finally confront him. unfortunately, it doesn't go quite as you expected as he retorts it against you.

( toxic situationship, dom!heeseung who’s lowkey a dick, kinda bratty sub!reader, mentions of alcohol and smoking, size kink lowkey, petnames, name calling (slut), fingers in mouth, oral f and m receiving, spanking, hair pulling, p in v (unprotected), praise and degradation, teasing!! )

check out my other drabble here!

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·

You didn’t really know what you would call you and Heeseung.

Fuck buddies? Friends? In a relationship? (probably not)

You just knew that you wanted him now. As you sat next to him at dinner, surrounded by all your friends. You couldn’t help yourself from looking at the way his blonde hair fell just above his eyes, how he listened attentively to whoever was speaking, not interrupting, or how his leg kept twitching under the table, in the way he always does when he can’t stay still.

You fought the urge not to rest your hand on his knee, not knowing the boundaries that could be crossed in front of your shared friends.

You also told yourself that was the reason he had barely acknowledged you during the dinner, except for when you arrived and his eyes raked over your body.

anakinfanclub

supa rich

shy dom!jungwon x regina george!oc

sypnosis ꒱ miri was stereotypically rich. stuck-up, pretty, stubborn… and jungwon, her doting, down-to-earth smartass bf just couldn’t let her think she was above humility ;)

warnings! ꒱ 18+, smut, plot plays a big role, fingering, oral (f!receiving), brat taming (YESSSS), overstimulation, degradation, spit, choking, slapping, dom jw (although u can’t tell at first), talks of being unethically rich, alcohol mentions, munch jw, mention of feeling like u need to pee Lol, jw gets rough

wc: 5k

rose’s note ꒱ WOW i have not written in ages.. so this lowk took a couple days.. enjoy hehe

wonvelvet

make them know ₊˚⊹ ᰔ overstimulation — mdni

‘just one more baby cmon’ heeseung has been at it for hours, his hand practically glued to your clit as he continues to make you orgasm for the nth time of the night.

‘don’t close your legs please, open up for me baby’ your legs are shaking, eyes red and filled with tears. the pleasure is too much, ‘heeseung.. just wait a bit please, i cant-‘

you’re still talking, to heeseung this means you arnet pleasured enough and all he wants for you is to be so overwhelmed with pleasure you can’t even think about anything else but him.

how can he stop when you look so cute squirming and begging around his fingers? your glossy eyes and flushed cheeks just look too pretty for him to stop.

he occasionally swallows your moans and protests with his mouth, but he loves to hear you beg. he’ll increase his hands pressure and speed just to see you squirm a little more.

your hands fly to grab his wrist, ‘please just a minute’ your voice breathless and heart racing, ‘i’ll wait for a minute baby, but then i’m not going to stop’

you can’t even feel your legs anymore, even a light touch of his fingers are enough to make your oversensitive cunt cum, but he still thinks you aren’t pleasured enough.

if you can still think, he isn’t done!

prettybs

TAKE SOME OF THIS IT’LL CALM U DOWN ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 —NRK

-> a story based on my Higher series!

smoking in riki’s bed is the best way to relax after a stressful day… if he can find his weed.

📓pairing: dealer!riki x fem!reader

contains: weed smoking skinship fluff kissing bickering riki’s kind of rude to his mom

🗯️vaeh’s note: i guess I’m back from my short ass break. this was supposed to be a Higher drabble but ig this counts as a regular bonus part now cs I am the worst at keeping my ffs short

blvnt1e

微醺 tipsy ways — y.jw au 方式

黑穗病 ─── "I need you. need your attention. need you to look at me like this." Jungwon is your boyfriend who always drinks, and when he does, he shows up at your door and can't help but get horny because of how much he thinks about you.

ⳇ 𝓟 airing ╸ tipsy!jungwon x fem!reader

ⳇ w/c: 11.4k

㰙꯭ؚۣۙۗ㰛꯭ؚؔ 𝓦arnings: MDNI, unprotected p in v (don't do this to urself), drunk sex, manipulative behavior, clit play, squirting, light boob play, finger sucking, overstimulation, overwhelming sex, creampie, cunnilingus, dirty talk, praise kink,rough sex, lots of marking (fr), somnophilia, constant petting, hypersexual!jungwon.

𝓡ina's note: im almost finished with the ot7 enha AUs yeei, TYSMM 4 THE 700 FOLLOWERS, love y'all, it motivates me so much, like or reblog if you liked it and leave a comment (i love reading yall‹3)

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nikidikiy

🪽 MORNING LIGHT ✴︎ NISHIMURA RIKI

贅沢 ──── 0,4k ✿ bf!niki x 𝒇!𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ㅤ♡ fluff゙ ☆ kissing, swearing, drunk and sober mention, club mention, make out mention, physical touch

ℕ𝕀𝕂𝕀𝔻𝕀𝕂𝕀𝕐 notes -> heres another short fan fic i hope this doesn’t flop cuz im working my ass off for the Jay REAL BET fan fic and yeah…pls don’t flop im crying 🫪

ENHYPEN MASTERLIST NIKI MASTERLIST

After being drunk last night you got woken up by the sunlight shining your asses off in the bedroom

Yesterday you went drinking with Niki at a club, when you both got drunk it turned into a make out session at home

You two even had to take a cab home because no one was in the state to drive

Now you’re sober, both, and when you realized where you were and what happened last night . . . Looking down you felt a weight on top of you

Only to see Niki fast asleep on your chest, drool dry on his mouth and some even dripping slowly from his mouth still

he’s shirtless and in only boxers, the covers are tangled at end of the bed, in your legs

his hands are around your waist, face on your chest

his bare face was so beautiful and he looked so peaceful like this that you wanted to munch him whole

his lips were pressed in a slight pout, cheeks puffed and messy hair in million directions

it’s hard to believe how soft and cute he can look along with his nonchalant demeanor during the day and night

not today tho

when you were about to tangle yourself from him, barely having the energy to sit up, and when accomplishing it you celebrated by smiling

but all that hard effort got shattered when you felt his hands pull you down by the waist and fall back into place

a loud huff escaped you as you fell back onto the pillow and he just murmured a non-sound that sounded like a no

“nm nm…” he murmurs

“kiki..i wanna get uuuup…” you whine

“5 more minutes…” he whispered not caring

“no niki—“ he cut you off by squeezing your waist so all the air gets out of you LITERALLY

“MHHHH!” you groan “NIKI!” you yell

he pouts opening his eyes, groaning deeply “shut up….i said stay…” he hugs you again

“i hate you…” you murmur

“mhm…” he replies knowing you don’t mean that

…

silence followed after his answer and you suddenly felt guilty for saying that

“okay no sorry i love you…” you kiss his forehead, and he lifts his head up to meet your eyes, smiling

he kisses you before he fell asleep again against your shoulder

“i love you too…..” he whispered

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heewnss

[ enha reactions: can't sleep ]

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ HEESEUNG ♡

it's warm and quiet in your shared room with heeseung, the only sound being the soft hum of the fan overhead and heeseung's steady breathing beside you. snoring away without a care in the world, unbothered by the fact that you've been trying and failing to fall asleep for almost an hour.

falling asleep in heeseung's arms was always bittersweet, he smelled good and he loved to hold you close - but every shift of his body against yours reminded you just how close the two of you were. and how intoxicating feeling his bare skin against yours really was. every sleepy sigh, every time his chest pressed against your skin, arms tightened around your waist - had a rush of arousal pooling between your legs.

heeseung basically slept on top of you, like he can never fully leave you alone, even when unconscious. and tonight it was unbearable. your eyes following the twirl of the fan above your heads for another minute before you're finally turning toward him. frustrated and restless as your fingers push the soft strands of hair back on his forehead.

"hee," you whisper. met with more snores. he looks so pretty sound asleep beside you, it was almost unfair. all the sharpness in his features seem to disappear the second he's unconscious. no sight of his teasing smirk, no cocky tilt of his head. just long dark hair falling messily across his forehead and pretty lips pursed in the cutest of pouts.

his lashes rest against the tops of his flushed cheeks, the bridge of his nose shiny from your moisturizer he couldn't keep himself from stealing. his fingers twitch every now and then in his sleep, pulling your body against his without even realizing it. you can't seem to tear your gaze with him, not embarrassed to admit how badly you wanted him even now.

if not more. this version of him feels rare. quiet. defenseless. the same boy who spends all day running his mouth and simultaneously making you laugh is suddenly just still. heeseung shifts in his sleep, letting out the softest of sighs and that's enough to have you teetering over the edge.

you're moving before you can talk yourself out of it, carefully wiggling out of his grasp and swinging a leg over his hips. you shift until you're sat comfortably on his lap, sticky panties pressed against the crotch of his pajama pants as your nipples pebble against his chest. "hee," you try again, whinier this time - head tilting up until you're able to press a line of soft kisses against his skin.

your hips move as if they've got a mind of their own, soft moans falling from your lips as you chase a pace that'll satiate the ache between your legs. you press down harder, teeth grazing his clammy skin as your fingers tangle in his soft hair. he shifts beneath you, cock growing hard without him even realizing why and the sudden press of it has your hips stuttering.

that wakes him up. a quiet groan leaves him immediately, brows puling together as he blinks slowly into the darkness - confused with the new weight pinning him against the mattress. "...baby?" he mumbles, voice deep and rough from sleep. his eyes focus on the sight of you on top of him, hips rolling slowly against his with your face buried in his neck.

his senses come to life one by one, a low curse falling from his lips when he can fully feel how wet you are through your panties. "oh, fuck." he says through a chuckle, hand sliding down the arch of your back before settling on your hip, gently guiding the movement of them. "look at you go," he says almost awestruck, watching the desperate roll of your hips as you trail a wet line of kisses from his neck to his chest.

"don't," you warn, head lifting to scowl down at him. yet there isn't much bite in your words. not while you were holding back the whimpers that threatened to spill. "what's the matter?" he says softly, head tilting to the side as his eyes trace over your features, obvious amusement riddling his. "isn't this what you wanted, babe? attention. you couldn't even let me sleep..." he feigns annoyance, hips lifting to meet every last one of your hurried grinds while his hand sneaks beneath the lace of your panties.

his brows shoot up slightly when his fingers find your wet slit. "fuck," he mumbles. "since when were you this needy, baby?" you're scoffing, dark eyes rolling yet your hips don't miss a beat. "don't call me needy," you whine, the soft chuckle he lets out vibrating against your chest.

heeseung leans down to press a lazy kiss to your forehead, trailing his lips down the side of your face while his fingers toy mindlessly with your clit. "you're making a mess all over me, baby. what else am i supposed to call you?" his teeth graze your skin gently, teasing you before he's biting down fully - earning a surprised yelp from you which he meets with another laugh.

lovecvrexx

JUST FRIENDS? ✩ Y. JUNGWON

( 양정원 ) ⓘ 𝑺𝑴𝑼𝑻! ⋆ unprotected sex ⋆ sexual tension ⋆ control play ⋆ teasing⋆ denial ⋆ fingering ⋆ unresolved tension : 644

──── in which ︵ jungwon calls it “just friends,” right up until his hands are under your shorts and neither of you can pretend anymore.

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you're both under his blanket, same as always. shoulder to shoulder, heat pressed into heat, your leg nudging his every few minutes like it's accidental. the tv is on but muted, nothing but flashing colors spilling across the walls. the rest of the house is quiet—the others asleep down the hall, the fridge humming low, the fan ticking faintly from where it's aimed at the bed. jungwon shifts beside you, one arm tucked under his head, the other draped over your waist like it's casual. like it's nothing.

but his palm is resting low, too low, his thumb brushing lazy circles against the band of your shorts, and you feel the way his breath catches when you don't stop him.

he leans in, voice low and soft and unbothered. "prove we're just friends," he murmurs, like he's offering a dare. "let me touch you. and don't make a sound." your throat tightens, but you don't say anything. you don't nod. you don't pull away either.

he smiles. he always smiles like that when he knows he's winning. slow and smug and quiet, like he's been planning this. his hand dips beneath the blanket, then slips past the waistband of your shorts like he's done it a hundred times before. warm fingers ghost over your pussy, barely grazing, and he hums under his breath when he feels how wet you are already. "fuck," he whispers, just loud enough for you to hear. "you were waiting for this, weren't you?"

his fingers move slow at first, middle and ring dragging through the mess between your legs, gathering it up before circling your clit with practiced precision. you twitch, your breath falters, and his arm tightens around your waist. the pressure is gentle but firm. don't move.

his touch gets meaner—faster, tighter, cruel the way it stays just on the edge of enough—and you're trying so fucking hard to stay quiet. your lips are parted, teeth digging into the inside of your cheek, thighs trembling under the covers. every breath feels dangerous. every shift of his fingers threatens to drag a sound from your throat.

his mouth finds your neck, not to kiss but to taunt. "see?" he murmurs, smug and low, "just friends. good friends let each other do this, right?" he presses down harder, your hips jerk, and you almost choke on the gasp that escapes. barely audible. just air—but it's enough.

his hand stops instantly. he pulls his fingers away like you burned him, leaves them wet against the hem of your shorts as he exhales a sharp breath through his nose. "fuck," he mutters, then laughs—quiet and cruel and so fucking pleased with himself. "you almost made it."

you're panting. your whole body is tense, drawn up tight with the effort of not making a sound, not begging for more. you want to reach down and finish it yourself but you already know he’d stop you. already know he'd grab your wrist and say don't embarrass yourself.

he rolls onto his back beside you, arm tucked behind his head again, body still warm with the weight of what he just did. he's grinning, and you hate how much you want him to touch you again. he turns his head, eyes half-lidded, voice thick with mock sympathy. "you were so close, too. next time maybe don't be so loud."

you swallow hard, still staring up at the ceiling, trying to calm your pulse. you can feel him watching you. waiting to see if you'll beg. he wants it. wants you wrecked and quiet and obedient. but he won't say that.

not when he already got what he wanted. not when you let him touch you. not when you're still throbbing beside him in silence, proving exactly what he already knows.

friends don't do this.

but you did.

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⠀⠀SOMEDAY ' part three

⠀ ❤︎ ' you thought he'd like you too someday, he thought otherwise

𝗖𝗛𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗘 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗦 ? . . crush!riki─── ✿ 𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎 . 𝗐𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 angst profanity jealousy alcohol getting stood up ' ❤︎ ( 𝖽𝖺𝗂𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗅𝗂𝖼𝗄 ) ♱ like and reblog ! 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖽 . 𝗆𝖺𝗀𝖺𝗓𝗂𝗇𝖾

⠀ ‎‎𝐈𝐈 . part one part two part three

여키 EDITION . men ain’t shit

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lac4ygal

OFF THE ICE l.hs x f!rea

SYNOPSIS. when your relationship finally falls through ice hockey captain Lee Heeseung finally gets to fall into bed with you after… a while

wc… 3.2k / 3,236

pairings. icehockeycaptain!heeseung x theatre!reader

warnings. themes of a recent breakup, emotional vulnerability, mild angst, alcohol consumption, fingering, oral sex (reader receiving), penetrative sex, missionary, riding, doggy style, multiple orgasms, nipple play, Heeseung’s obsessed with readers tits

l’s note // so this is lowkey inspired by allie and dean from off campus bc I finished the series in a day and I’ve been obsessed with them since I read the books in 2024 so yeah! and also heesueng as an ice hockey player is so dada 👅 pls enjoy!

The fight starts the way all your fights with Marcus start — quietly, which is almost worse than if he’d just raise his voice.

You’re standing in his apartment with your coat still on because some part of you knew when you came over that you weren’t staying. He’s sitting on the edge of his desk with his arms folded and his mouth doing the thing where it goes thin and patient.

“I’m not saying it’s not exciting,” he says. “I’m saying it’s worth thinking about practically.”

“I have thought about it practically.”

“Have you? Because an agent doesn’t mean—”

“I know what an agent means, Marcus.”

“I just don’t want you to get your hopes up and then—”

“Then what?” You look at him. Really look at him. “Then what? Say it.”

He exhales through his nose. Measured. Reasonable. “The industry is brutal. Most people don’t make it. That’s not me being mean, that’s just statistics, and I think you deserve someone who’s honest with you about that.”

cherryw0n

Sex with Jake while being high pleaseeeeee?? The nastiest one at that...🤩

nasty dog | sim jake

pairing: neighbor!jake x younger!reader (afab)

synopsis: one visit to your friendly neighbor's house with the intention of giving him freshly baked pastries that your mom made took quite a heated turn.

genre: smut

contains: profanity, weed usage, high sex, age gap (jake is 24, reader is 18), unprotected sex, corruption, unethical behavior, morally grey characters, power imbalance

smut warnings: dom!jake x sub!reader, spit play, masturbation (f.), voyeurism, exhibitionism, inexperienced!reader, virginity loss, dirty talk, corruption kink, clitoral stimulation, pussy rubbing, teasing, fingering, mutual masturbation, daddy kink, manhandling, oral (f. & m. receiving), 69, pet names (little girl, sweetie, doll...), reader has a bush (bush girlies rise!), breeding kink, roleplay elements, praise kink, command play, jake loooves tits, both are just needy and vocal

NOT PROOFREAD! (english is not my first language)

MDNI!

katseyepen

someones watching

yakuza husband x wife!reader

summary: you've had a stalker for quite some time now, and the only way to deal with it was NOT dealing with it.

warning: established relationship, stalker, slight miscommunication, fluff.

"are you mad?" you ask abruptly, while picking at your nails. it was a dumb question, his jaw even clenched at it.

riki didn't answer, it was probably better off that way. the silence has you sinking in your seat; wishing a hole would open up and swallow you.

he was driving you somewhere "safe" for the night. "i told you this would happen and you didn't listen" he muttered between clenched teeth, almost like he was talking to himself.

he's looking at you now, "you don't listen" his voice etched with hurt, and eyes full of disappointment. you couldn't be mad which made it worse because he was right.

----

you hadn't listened to him, which led to someone stalking you for five months.

this was discovered when you came home and saw photos of you littered across the room.

some were close shots and some were unclear if it was even you. either way chills had inevitably spread over your body.

riki was beside you seeing the same thing, instead of standing there looking at the pictures he sighs, walking into your closet and coming out with a duffle bag "start packing" he mumbles, you shake a bit caught off guard since you weren't paying attention to anything but the photos everywhere.

they captured your life—some were you sleeping: in your bed, at a library, then some captured you out with your husband, friends, and your annual parent hangout.

you were smiling in most, the blood drained from your face when you realize the angles and closeness that some of these were taken at. you haven't even noticed it, and for months it was happening.

"put. your. things. in. this. bag." he repeated, emphasizing each word.

you scramble to the bag; bringing it to your dresser and shoving random things in it—hands shaky in all.

you didn't understand why he was so mad, but he had his reasons; one of them being that a while back he was sent a picture of you getting into a car— and he did nothing.

he didn't spend that night alarmed, he also didn't bother telling you about it because he didn't wanna worry you, and he hadn't realized it got much worse because it got quiet. no updates, no slip-ups— nothing he knew it didn't just "go away" but there was also nothing he could do but wait. he'd waited so long that he forgot it was even happened until now and he cursed himself for that.

you had this deep feeling this wasn't happening because of who your husband was—it was happening because you wanted instagram. you had begged for this app, despite your own saftey.

riki had told you over a million times about the possibilities while having social media, but this is the one thing you wanted to have. Instagram.

so you posted on there for a good eight months: your café stops, vacation trips, friend hangouts, your dates, and stories with the location present in the corner for "the aesthetic", and even though you took the stories down an hour later it was enough for anyone quick enough to pinpoint where you were.

you had gotten careless overtime, you even posted right there in the moment instead of waiting until you weren't at the location anymore.

your husband suggested getting your account managed, but you scolded him for trying to treat you like a "baby" and keep you in a box.

you just didn't know how serious it really was.

---

the car comes to a complete stop, riki gets out slamming the door then coming over to your side. "c'mon"

he takes your bags to this hotel? which you didn't know how that would be a "safer" option than your home but you went with it.

"oh— your phone." he holds his hand out; waiting, and reluctantly enough you place it in his hand, and watch as he drops it to the ground, stomps on it, shattering it to many pieces.

he then chucks it into some bush, not taking a second to glance at the stunned look on your face.

when you stepped inside to the main lobby, it was different than outside—much cozier and closed off. riki goes straight to the receptionist showing her a card, and the look on her posture changed, like it wasn't late at night and she was tired, but alert.

he must own this hotel or something. he owns and does so many things you could hardly keep up so you gave up on trying to.

you follow close behind him as he rushes over to the elevator. in the silence of the closed space you take a second to look up at him, and he's staring straight ahead—expressionless. you couldn't help but frown. you were already in a bad situation, now you had to deal with this "silent treatment"

inside the hotel room this churn in your stomach didn't leave, not from fear or guilt, but hunger.

while riki sits on the couch working on his laptop, you lay on the bed staring out the window thinking— thinking about everything. what you could have done better, why you? and could this have been avoided if you stayed without Instagram?

your stomach echoes a rumble so you sit up peeking at riki. "what are we eating for dinner?" your words coming out quieter than you meant it to.

"m not sure" he digs around in his pocket pulling out his phone then holding it up for you to take, without looking from his computer—that stung a little.

he wasn't looking at you now?

"order something."

you stare at the phone in his hand "but.. I don't know what you want."

"im not picky" he shrugs, just as you're about to take it he's looking at you now with this smug yet non-existent smirk on his face. "just don't post anything." he muttered carelessly.

the comment made your throat close in tight, and you blinked registering his words; you blink again this time to hold back any tears that threatened to spill.

you could take accountability, but not the humility he was dishing out hot and fresh.

"i didn't mean for this to happen" you whispered, your voice breaking before you could stop it.

he doesn't seem to acknowledge you, but you saw his face soften whenever his eyes flicked to you for a second. or maybe that didn't happen and you were just hoping it did.

you take his phone and walk back to the bed; dropping down on it. you stare at the bright screen with glossy eyes as all the words blurred together on the screen. you find your moms contact nonetheless.

it rings around two times before answering. "yes?" you hear the soft sound of your mother on the other end.

"mom..." your breath hitches, she's instantly cooing at the broken sound of your voice "yes baby? what's wrong"

"I'm fine..' you say quickly, to assure her you're not in danger. "i just... things got weird. someones been—" you hesitated lowering your voice. "watching me"

silence followed on the other end "where are you?"

"im with riki, im safe" those words alone had your mom taking a breath of relief. "thank God for him"

"mhm" you hum "could i stay with you tomorrow or until this is all sorted out" you ask then there was another pause "oh honey of course, I'd love that"

"bye" you whisper, "okay, bye baby" she ends the call.

after the call ends you sniffle, wiping your nose with the sleeve of your shirt. you didn't even bother ordering food, you return his phone, tossing it onto the couch beside him. "i didn't order anything" you inform, and he nods not looking up from his laptop, and the heavy feeling in your chest only grew.

you turn away, getting some clothes out of the duffle bag you brought and close yourself in the bathroom, and lock it. behind the door a sob you didn't know you'd been holding slips. you couldn't stop the tears that were falling like rapid fire— hot and salty.

the cries racked through you, as a pit grew in your stomach—no longer hunger but it indeed was a guilty feeling and him acting this way only made it worse for you, but you didn't know how to address it.

you look in the mirror to see your red eyes and puffy face. like you were broken down, mentally and physically so you try pushing away any thoughts before stepping into the shower.

as you let the water hit your skin, warm enough to relax your muscles—but not enough to quiet your mind. the memories ran in your head on repeat trying to remember if you've ever seen anyone taking photos of you, but you haven't.

the pictures littered everywhere in your room was so intentional your skin crawled just thinking about it. they had been in your home; the place you're supposed to feel comfort was now a crime scene.

when you came out the bathroom the hotel room was too quiet—not including the AC.

your brows pull together slightly as you step into the main room, drying your hair with the towel.

"riki?" you call out, but get no reply. you move further out to check the "kitchen" area—empty. your chest tightens "riki...?" and that's when your heartbeat picks up, fast and uneven, your mind filling the silence for you before you could stop it.

what if the person's watching right now and knows you're alone?

did riki just leave or?—

what if someone's here?

you stopped moving completely, pausing to listen for a second.

your hands slowly curl into themselves, nails pressing lightly into your palms as you stood there, unsure if moving was the right thing to do.

you take a seat on the bed to catch your breath—a knock.

sharp and loud, your entire body jolted, eyes snapping to the door. it had every intention of being heard.

for a second you didn't move. then another knock.

you force yourself forward, each step slower than it should have been, your breath shallows as you you lean to look through the peephole.

it's just riki.

all your worries faded in an instant you almost got almost whiplash. you don't waste a second to unlock the door, pulling it open—and there he was.

he stood there, observing you, and the startled look your face held, your red eyes, and thats when it hit him that he'd left you alone.

"..sorry" he lifts a bag with boxes inside. "i went to get food"

he moves past you, setting it down on the counter, already opening it—he took out burger and fries.

that wasn't what was on your mind, the pit in your stomach that churned with uncertainty made you lose your appetite.

you climb into bed, pulling the blankets over yourself, curling onto your side.

the way you two did your own separate things had you feeling like a ghost dancing circles around him in hopes to finally be seen you push that down, finally being able to lay in bed

as the minutes pass your breathing finally evens out. slowly slipping into a state of unconscious. rikis presence in the room was enough to have you sleeping like a baby without a worry in the world. even if he wasn't right beside you.

----

in the middle of the night you feel the bed dip beside you, the sheets shifting, and a quiet rustle following as riki slides in beside you. the space between closed immediately, you barely had time to register it before his arms slipped around your waist, pulling you flush against him.

so close you could feel the rise and fall of his chest.

for a second you tens—just out of habit, out of everything that happened earlier, but it didn't last. not when he held you like this, you melted into his touch shamelessly. resting your hand over his, the one that was wrapped around you.

his face dips into the crook of your neck, breathing in your natural scent. "im sorry, i shouldn't have acted like that earlier" he whispers against your skin, regardless if you heard or not.

you didn't know if you were supposed to answer or not but you were awake now. just barely, but enough to hear that his voice had soften over. "i forgive you" you whisper.

he didn't say anything after that. neither did you, you both let the silence hang in the room—nothing awkward, but peace.

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a/n: there was smut to this but i deadass think im brain dead so i cut it out.

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