amor fati

up, up and away

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I was talking to Eric and then he randomly said, “What was the last part? You cut off.” But we are not on the phone. So I knew he fucking fell asleep with his eyes open again. I tried to repeat what I said and then he started snoring. So I threw him a blanket and said, “Just go to bed.” And he told me to have a good rest (cuz he says he never sleeps). He’s so annoying and he better not die on my couch.

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People who are only fans of pop are always in such denial about how much of a collaborative effort it is. You will see someone be like, “Yes music video this is blackity black it has black all over it.” And the video was produced by Dave Meyers or some shit.

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I learned about this game called Poople where they give you a random 4 letter word and you have to change one letter at a time to make the word POOP.

It’s here.

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Someone said that something was “ligbitiqua” and I was so annoyed cuz I knew in my heart that wasn’t a word and then I googled what it could possibly mean and now I cannot stop laughing.

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I’m late to the Diddy sex tape. Calling him itty bitty Diddy is hilarious.

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Also folks work out three times a day and avoid their favorite cookies to get a mid body and I come in with some cajun fried chicken and prilosec, making jokes about cholesterol.

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It took me until my 30s to realize I was very different. And that some of the things that I experience aren’t everybody’s experiences, nor are they easy to harness. Some people have been trying for years to get their boss to hear their ideas. Or to get their friend to laugh at their jokes. Or do get their boyfriend to get some ambition. Then I come along and think that people changing their behavior in a room is just a funny and quirky thing. The boss doesn’t talk over me. Their friend is laughing and giving me compliments. Their boyfriend is asking me for advice. It makes people very mad.

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I asked Dozie and Ashley if I’m crazy for hating everything and everybody and they said I am auditing and adjusting my life. TBH whenever I get this feeling, I am forced to make a change and better things start happening to me but I act like IDK what it is every time it comes around

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I judge people by how they treat my friend Shawn. Cuz he really can’t do anything for anybody and has so much humility so if you treat him badly, I probably won’t like you. On many occasions I’ve seen him disrespected for no reason and it makes me so mad.

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Guy: I dated two girls from Virginia Beach.

Me: Okay.

Guy: You might know em.

Me: I don’t.

Guy: Man! I can’t stand their funky ass.

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This guy showed up today. I’m going to take him to the vet on Monday to see if he has a chip. I’ve been calling him Pops. He’s very smart. I saw him in my backyard and he was laying with Koda. I gave him water and he handed me the bowl back for more. No signs of a missing dog in the neighborhood. He can’t stay so I hope he finds his real mom soon.

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I’ve started freezing meat and giving it to Koda and she loves it. It’s like a popsicle to her.

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Symba is coming to see me once again.

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The girlies look great today 🤠

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I gotta photoshop this pic this man took of me and my fam cuz my boob is out quite a bit 😂

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We went to the park and I was like, “Did we just leave the house to go to the park?” and my sister is like, “I need to go to CVS.” and Priya said, “We’re going to be here 85 years while she searches for stuff.”

She’s still clueless about the circus.