riot inside my head

current life: romanticizing my first time become a mom life

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when you are not considered as a family

😂

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working mom. kuat-kuat semua working mom. energinya dari mana sih?!

ini sebagian besar perempuan semua lagi!

how could the world runs without women anyway!

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I am not letting anybody taking me out of my comfort zone

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improving the skills of this is only a job, not personal. so not personal problem, not personal issue.

accept and move on.

on to the next job.

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I hope that every birthday you have, you can remember that creating stability, creating deep roots, is not passive. it is consistency and kindness. it is having compassion for yourself over and over.

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sejak awal puasa, akhirnya fill my veins up with caffeine.... hoah

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oh the update is I am back to work so everything seems back in places, except the morning routine is awakening but lovely.

even though I will always need a cup of coffee afterwards.

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kalau throw back ke waktu lahiran, the pain was so real I feel my body could burst apart.

7 hari lagi merayakan 2th jadi ibu. memang benar hari-hari terasa panjang namun tahun akan cepat berlalu...

anaknya pinter, jenaka, ekspresif! my lovely girl ❤

eventho it burst apart, when she was born, all those scattered pain was somehow become a whole new me, a whole new joy I've never experienced before and the pain goes away linger on the past.

i'm grateful on my motherhood journeys..

let's grow beautifully, my girl.

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free palestine please..

hancur hatiku....

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next project rumah bikin satu pojok buat buku-bukuku to the ceiling, sofa, and wide window!!!!

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klo punya rumah ga mau minimalis, maunya warna2 lucu ngecat sendiri design sendiri.

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Mari suarakan di platform apapun yang kita punya.

Penulis, karyawan, dan mahasiswa (pencari kerja di masa depan) harusnya peduli karena perubahan sistemik ini diperlukan bagi semua pembayar pajak.

Turun ke jalan atau bergerak dengan jari tangan itu pilihan.

Tapi mengedukasi orang-orang sekitar kita dan saling jaga ada keharusan.

Sampai tuntutan kita dikerjakan, suarakan!

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Udah lama dismenor ngga sesakit ini. Ini semua salah pemerentah.

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pic taken from linkedin.

bismillah semoga saya dapat kerjaan yang begitu juga post 2 years sabbatical leaving. I am ready to go back to work. eventho I am not. but I have to.

who likes to work tbh.

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day 10th finally.. how could it flew away so fast.

Jenn is adjusting well and me so proud but sad but arrgh mixed feeling.

tinggal nunggu kejelasan company to go back to work.

semangat mama in this economy, we must use all the sources we can!

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what kind of vivid dream I just had. went to sleep at 7 pm and now woke up with mixed feeling bcs of a weird dream.

we are on a boat. I am glad I am with my daughter. somehow this huge boat went into some bad weather and we jumped into another time line where time went to slow there. We are lost but we can make contact outside. and we met people there also like normal life.

when we make concact with ppl who is searching for us, the time there seems moving so fast so we are like communicating with the older ppl every day. danggg mimpinya sience fiction ngakak lol!

but I am glad I am with my daughter.

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my 3rd coffee of the day becosssss I woke up at 3 am