at first, stiles didn't even notice it. the way his heart would race and his cheeks would flush; he was used to having that reaction around you. so used to it, in fact, that he had stopped letting it be a distraction. you'd giggle at his joke or look up at him through your lashes and he'd blush, fidget, move on. like his own little routine.
what got distracting was when he had made the sudden realization one day: you're hot.
the two of you had been friends for so long, crushing for almost that whole time, that by the time stiles looked up and saw you in your bikini, it was too late to turn back. he was a goner.
literally-he was out of lydia's backyard and in her half bathroom before you could even ask him to help with your sunscreen.
holy shit. he gripped the sink, glaring at his flushed reflection. get yourself together, perv. so she's got nice tits. really, really nice tits and thighs that could suffocate you and jesus her hips-
no! nope, no no no nonono. it is way too early for this. get real. she's seen you recite the entire opening crawl of the force awakens. she is not going to do that with you- woah! or that! get it together. get it together. get it together.
and so stiles marches back out where you and your friends are gathered, playing marco polo. you glance at him and smirk in that way the tells him you're totally cheating, only proven true when allison calls out "marco!" and you slide past her in the water without joining in the choruses of "polo!"s from all over the pool.
stiles stiffens. your goddamn smirk.
this is going to be a loooong day.
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and it was. a long day that ended in his right hand wrapped around his cock and a fantasy he wouldn't repeat even if there was a gun to his head.
but that was over, and it was three days later, anyway. the pack was meeting at the movies to see a new romcom, which the girls were excited for, and the guys were... hoping it had a good soundtrack. it's not that they didn't want to go, it's just that their time- well, stiles' time could be better spent on things like useless research and avoiding his homework. that was his mindset walking into the theater.
now, he's about three inches from having no mindset at all. you're sat next to him, too close for him to remember a single detail of the movie, and you're wearing a tank top. low cut. lace trim on the top. prettiest color he's ever seen.
and stiles can see straight down it.
every time he glances over at you, whether it be an excuse of reaching for the popcorn or making a joke or listening to you talk, he has a view down your top right to where your tits are pressed together, rising and falling subtly with each breath. he wonders what the smooth skin of your breasts would look like covered in hickeys. he imagines the sounds you'd make if he had you pinned down, mouth enveloping your pert nipples. he-
he gets up a little too hastily when he rushes out of the theater, into the quiet hall.
"god," he mumbles, tugging his own hair. "fuck."
he has to will his blood to cooperate before he can show his face again.
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it's getting worse.
stiles is chewing on the cap of the marker he has in his hand, eyes darting all over his murder board.
"wouldn't they hunt in packs? this fable here, it reads... stiles?"
stiles turns on his heel, watching you now as you sit on his bed. he's been avoiding looking at you lately, since just recently he had a close call when you hit your knee on scott's coffee table and whined a dramatic 'ahh', leaving stiles to imagine that noise, that face you made in other scenarios.
it's been harder (ha, ha, yeah, no pun intended. he's struggling.) since you asked to come over and help with some research he was doing after a meeting with deaton. you sat all pretty and focused on his bed, twirling and tucking and sometimes tugging your hair when you read out of a book he had borrowed (stolen) from the argent's.
so when he looked at you now, it was with great mental strength. especially when you started rattling off a really smart point he didn't think anyone else would notice that he had realized twenty minutes ago, giving him some time to zone out and watch as you gather your hair behind you, tying it up in a ponytail while you look up at him through your lashes. giving him a second to imagine you looking at him like that with your lips wrapped around his cock, letting him guide you by the ponytail-
stilinski! great. mental. strength.
he turns back to the murder board and nods, eyes squeezed shut as he feels the familiar heat spread all over and his jeans get tight. "yeah, that's- i know, that's a good point."
he hears you shift, the way you get noticeably quiet. "stiles, are you... is everything alright? you seem off."
he shrugs, nods, shrugs again. swallows. "yeah. just a bit tired, that's all."
he can feel your disbelief, but he'd rather feel that then disgust. you both sigh at the same time, and the evening moves on.
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it's pretty much every time he sees you now. he's a mess, unable to choose between relieving himself and willing his dick to cooperate. you've made a mess of stiles, and he's dying.
you're wearing leggings today, talking to scott while stiles watches from the bench. coach is barking orders at a couple of stray lacrosse boys, and stiles is lucky enough to have dodged his attention this evening.
game night is usually when he's free of the hold you have on him, too busy gnawing on his goalie gloves and tracking scott across the field. but you and allison showed up early (curse scott and his happy relationship), so his pea-sized brain has time to imagine sliding the buttery fabric down your legs, kissing exposed skin as he goes. he'd definitely pay close attention to your thighs- he thinks about those more than he'd care to admit, and he's aware of how idiotically insecure of them you are.
because of his train of thought, he doesn't realize you've caught him staring until it's too late. you're prancing over excitedly and leaving scott to smirk at stiles all knowingly, and stiles resists the urge to flip him off.
"you gonna play, 24?" you nudge his foot teasingly with your own. he looks up at you and feels those telltale signs as he fanaticizes about tracing the line of your jaw with his finger, both of you panting softly as he coos at you while you whine pathetically. he has to blink away the thought before he can speak.
"um, i hope not. it's an important game." he leans back a bit and you tilt your head, clearly mulling over your next words. he fills the space in the meantime. "but if i do, i'll be sure to keep away from the ball."
it's music to his ears when you laugh. finally, finally he's blushing about something normal, having regular fantasies instead of these hormone fueled pornos that seem to be on repeat in his head lately. he smiles up at you and you take a small step closer to being in between his legs.
"i don't mean to bring it up so randomly..." you avoid his eyes, fiddling with your hands. "but i was just wondering if i've done something to upset you?"
he blinks. "what?"
"it's just that you've been distant and honestly, you're acting kind of like you're allergic to me. if i did something or there's something going on just tell me. it's kinda driving me crazy." you ramble, brows drawn together in discomfort.
stiles' eyes widen and he shakes his head, standing. his heart skips a beat when you have to tilt your chin up a bit to keep his eyes. "no, of course not. i didn't know... i guess i've... it's just-" he sighs and rubs the back of his neck. how is he supposed to explain this? 'oh, hey, girl i've been super into for a pathetically long time, i've been imagining what you'd look like if i pinned you to my bed and drove us both insane from a sex marathon! that's cool, right? not objectifying at all!'
you frown, crossing your arms. "just tired?"
it's bait, he knows it is. the same excuse he used less than a week ago to keep you from figuring him out. you're a clever girl and he's stupid when he's horny, so he has to play his cards right here. if you think he's lying, things will only get worse and there's a hefty chance you'll distance yourself. but if he tells a lie a little too well, you're going to be around him constantly again. either way, he's starting to wonder if he's a masochist from the amount of pain he's going to inflict on himself.
"it's nothing, really. i didn't mean to get distant." he clenches his jaw as he gauges your reaction, which is a less-than-ideal-but-not-terrible pout. he wants to smooth the lines of your forehead with his thumb and make you laugh again, but he has to focus. "let me make it up to you?"
you turn your face away (very, very not good) and huff. "no, don't worry about it."
stiles cringes internally and bites the inside of his cheek. how can he un-dig this hole he's in? "no, no, i want to. i shouldn't have made you worry. that's my fault. i'll pick you up tomorrow, we can get food. my treat."
you turn back to face him, and the way your bottom lip just barely juts out tells him you're playing it up, but he doesn't mind. he's come to realize that you like to feel earned, and he's more than happy to earn you. he takes a breath, eyebrows raised. "what are you thinking?"
you drop the pout (much to his relief, he was just starting to imagine you using that face on him when he makes you tell him exactly what you want him to do to you) and put your hands on your (perfect, sexy) hips. "i'm thinking that if you didn't mean to get distant then it was subconscious, and it's going to be more of an effort to be around me than not."
so clever. god, you're so hot when you use critical thinking skills.
stiles sighs and shuffles a bit. "yeah, okay, i can understand where you're getting that but it's wrong-"
"but it isn't. you've been proving it right all week and-"
"hold on, no i haven't, i've just been-"
"-you definitely lied to me in your room a few days ago-"
"-there's no way you're actually believing-"
"STILINSKI!" coach's voice booms over both of you, halting the beginning of an argument that probably would have only turned stiles on more. he whips his head around to where the entire team is gathered, and realizes he was so wrapped up in you that he tuned out everything around him, including the team rallying together to talk strategy before the game started. he blinks, distantly hearing you mumble a mortified "oh." and skitter off, leaving stiles to be completely embarrassed alone.
"would you like to join us or are you too busy harassing the young ladies in the general area?" coach's tone is strung with impatience, eyes wide.
"ah..." stiles glances to the spot you just stood in and then back to the team. "no, coach, 'm coming."
"fantastic." he drawls, before turning back to the team and continuing his rant. stiles is half-listening, half-daydreaming about 'making it up to you' in many different ways, positions, and places. for many hours.
yeah, he's dead. for sure. you're killing him.
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although making it up to you currently involved a lot more clothing and a lot less begging, stiles was having a really good time. sat in his room, arguing about book to movie adaptations, both of you holding your own milkshakes. with all his time spent avoiding you out of... sex-driven fear? he really forgot how much he enjoyed your company.
"you wouldn't get it," you shake your head stubbornly as he stands and sets his milkshake on his desk so he can use the dry erase board in his room. "you don't read books."
"i do-"
"yeah, i don't count the bestiary."
"that's besides the point, anyway. i don't have to read the book to know whether the movie is a good adaptation or not!" he starts writing down movies he knows are heavily based off of books while you crawl across his floor to his desk, sneaking a spoonful of vanilla ice cream and whipped cream. he's too busy to notice that the half-melted treat dribbles off of the spoon and spills above the cut of your tank top (the same one as the movie theater, actually) and onto your exposed thighs.
"fuck." you hiss under your breath. stiles turns to see what caused your quiet outburst, but his brain screeches to a halt at the sight of you.
perched on your knees, you're glaring down at the mess that's been spilled on the top of your tits and thighs, white sliding down to the line where they're pressed together. stiles doesn't even blink, just stares with a slightly open mouth at the sight of you. a small noise leaves his mouth and he can feel the tent in his sweats, but he's a bit frozen.
you look up when he makes the strangled grunt, looking caught with his milkshake in your hand, as if that's his issue right now. "uhh... whoops? i swear, it just flew into my hand! how crazy is that...."
your joke trails off as you really see his face. his eyes are dark and hungry, almost predatory as they sweep over your body, hanging on the spills that you made. his mouth shuts and his jaw clenches. his hands are curled into restrained, white-knuckled fists. and...
he's hard as a fucking rock.
it's easy to tell, with his grey sweatpants, and you feel your mouth water at the sight.
"it's fine." he mumbles, voice dry. you take a second before you realize he's talking about the milkshake. both of you are bright red. you force out a breath and he seems to come to, turning back around quickly. "uh, s-so, harry potter-"
"is that because of me?" you blurt, getting hotter in the cheeks every second.
stiles quiets, turning to face you finally. your stomach swoops and you shuffle barely closer. his adams apple bobs.
"yeah. it... it is"
that's it. a simple confession, but it feels like a chord being snapped between the two of you. your confidence grows. you made stiles like that.
"are you gonna do something about it?"
his head snaps up, eyes wide as he looks at you. "you want me to?"
"why else would i ask, stiles?" you sound almost exasperated, like he's taking to long. he swallows and drops to his knees in front of you.
stiles. is crawling towards you. on his knees.
"are you... do you really?" he's close, so close now. looking into your eyes like they'll answer for you. like they contain every 'yes' you've been too scared to whisper.
which, honestly, is probably not far from true.
"i do. i really, really, d-"
his lips are on yours before you can finish, one hand cupping the back of your neck to bring you closer. you let out a muffled noise of surprise, mouth opening on it's own accord as stiles takes the kiss deeper, tongue exploring your mouth hotly.
"you're impossible-" stiles gasps, going in for more before he can finish. "-to be around-" his teeth nip your bottom lip. "-when i can't have you."
his lips leave a wet kiss on the corner of your mouth, so passionate that he misses, and he continues that trail onto your neck until he finds the spot that makes you squirm. his hands go to your waist, pulling you closer and knocking your knees together. you feel dizzy with want, barely registering his words.
"what-" you gasp, blinking and leaning into his demanding mouth. "what is that supposed to mean?"
stiles groans against the skin of your neck, kissing lower, closer to the sticky mess you made just minutes ago. "i can't think... can't even... fuckin'... breathe when you're near, y'look so pretty. j'st wanna make you-"
he interrupts himself again, opting instead to lick the ice cream off the top of your tits like he's starving. you gasp as the feel of his tongue against your skin, pressing your thighs together to try and relieve some of the sudden pressure shooting down your stomach to your core. he's barely making sense and he still has you all foggy brained, swaying just a bit under his touch.
"you-you've thought about this? befo- oh-" you stumble, as he tugs lightly against the low cut to give himself better access to the sweetness melted onto your skin. he laughs, seeming to clear up a bit.
"yeah. you kidding me? i've basically been-" he's kissing back up your neck now, seeming to track a path to your lips. "-perpetually hard for the past three weeks."
you swallow thickly and he captures your lips. stiles tastes like vanilla ice cream and it's the most tempting sin, luring you over the edge. enticing you to do things you'd normally pretend you weren't into. he runs a hand down the side of your body, squeezing your hip lightly. "you're torture, you know that?"
"i could say the same to you."
he smiles at you, like a sap, like a saint. you feel your mind fall into his hands and your heart nestle against his ribcage. you no longer belong to yourself. you never have. and neither does he, it seems, as his eyes wander all over you.
"wanna move to the bed? i can clean up your thighs..." his tone is low, clearly suggestive in a bad-pickup-line way. you nod, giggling girlishly and stiles hauls you up to gently lay you back on his bed, tugging your tank top off on the way. his eyes linger on your chest before moving along, kissing a wet trail down your body as he hooks his fingers into the waistband of your shorts. "god, look at you. you're gorgeous."
it's not like you're wearing lingerie and sexy makeup- you went to stiles' place to lounge, so you're wearing your lounge bra and some comfy shorts. stiles looks at you, though, as if you invented beauty. he sighs contentedly as he pulls your bottoms off slowly, eyes drinking in your stomach and hips and thighs like you're the first woman to have them. once he's got them far off enough, his hands press your hips back down and his eyes meet yours.
"not to late to back out. well- obviously it's never too late, it's just... okay, this is me asking for consent. i was trying to make it sexy, but it sounded a bit rapey."
you laugh breathlessly and nod at him where he stands, towering above your almost-naked form. "stiles, please stop talking and fulfill both of our fantasies already."
stiles grins and tugs his shirt halfway off before stopping abruptly. "wait- both?"
you roll your eyes. "stiles, why would i be so... so..."
"obedient?" he offers with a cocky smirk. you flush.
"agreeable, if i didn't want this?" you nibble your lip as he pulls his shirt the rest of the way off his body, getting on his knees at the edge of the bed and spreading your legs. your body moves pliantly under his hands. the sight of it all is downright promiscuous.
"well," stiles presses a kiss to the inside of your knee. it would be sweet if not for the sinful way his eyes are preoccupied with the wet spot on your panties. "i heard girls find consent sexy. maybe i screwed that one up a bit. what do you think is sexy?"
he asks in that absent tone that tells you he's storing away information as he kisses further up the inside of your thighs more fervently. you let out a breath that feels too shaky too early and watch as his pink tongue swipes out to lick up some ice cream spill. it makes you clench around nothing.
"any day now." his hand is gently rubbing your thigh as he moves to lick and suck almost crudely at your other thigh.
your eyes narrow slightly. "gimme a second."
he gets closer to where you're literally soaked for him, nibbling lightly at the plush flesh of your inner thigh. you shove down a low whine of impatience to avoid your already growing embarrassment.
"your attention to foreplay is- i like it." you admit softly and he hums, licking a stripe of ice cream out of the way. taking a second to think, you continue. "i like the... the desperation. how you took me without really... um... i like it when you just do what you want, i mean."
it's difficult to form a single thought once stiles presses a kiss against your clothed clit, being sure to add plenty of pressure. almost like a reward. "what if you don't like what i want? will you tell me to stop?"
you nod, chest rising and falling heavily with every breath. you glance down at stiles, and a small sound leaves your lips when your eyes catch his hand down his sweats, slowly stroking himself. he flushes.
"you.... can't i help?"
he lets out a small moan and his eyes flutter as he halts his movements. "i don't- i don't have a condom."
against all better judgement, you shake your head and thread your fingers through his messy hair. "it's okay. just pull out, yeah?"
his brows shoot up, and you wonder for a moment if he's about to cum in his pants. but then he nods and rises, standing in between your legs now. his fingers deftly tug off your panties, pocketing them in his sweats (for "safe keeping") and his lips part silently once you're exposed to him.
your legs begin to close, feeling suddenly too naked and too insecure for his hungry eyes, but his hands catch your knees easily, even giving you a little tap as a sign to scoot further onto the bed.
before you comply, curiosity takes over and you tug at the strings on his sweatpants. "wait, what about you?"
he tilts his head. "what about me?"
you narrow your eyes, fingers dipping under the band. "can i take these off?"
"oh!" his brows shoot up, as if he forgot about himself altogether. "oh, yeah, of course. please."
you waste no time pulling his bottoms off, his cock springing out. it's flushed and leaking, looking properly erotic in the dim lighting of his room. your eyes flutter up to meet his and you wrap your hands around him, pumping twice.
stiles moans, hips twitching into your hands on their own accord. "holy shit."
part of you just wants to finish him that way, positively fucking hooked on the look he has, pleasure pinching his pretty face all tight. he pants and pulls your hands away, eyes squeezing shut for just a moment. "y're gonna make me cum, holy shit."
"i'm sorry, you just..." you fluster, laughing a tad at the both of you. he shakes his head, though, so you fall silent and let him crawl over top of you, kissing you deeply. he unhooks your bra with a bit of struggle and you both have to cooperate to get it off of your body. you giggle, and his eyes are locked on you as your smile slowly fades.
"don't be sorry," his voice is gentle, "i've imagined that so many times it should be criminal." he kisses you again and you feel his fingers graze along your stomach. stiles pulls back far enough to see your whole face and you wonder why- then his thumb is circling your clit.
the high-pitched gasp you suck in is not as embarrassing as the louder whine that leaves your lips once he's slid a finger into you, eyes closing for a moment to soak in the bliss. it feels like heaven, for a long moment. but his fingers are slow. too slow. and even when you cant your hips, he doesn't speed up enough to have you seeing stars (like you know he can). instead, he has you writhing impatiently. "you're... stiles, please."
it's whiney and pathetic, but stiles seems to stifle a smirk when he hears it, covering it with a sympathetic pout instead. "i know, pretty girl, i know. you gonna ask nicely?"
and you knew you gave him permission to do whatever he wanted. but you didn't expect to be into it. your lips part and you almost tell him to shut up and fuck you already. but you're hot with embarrassment and something else he can totally feel when your walls clench around his torturous fingers. so instead, you opt for falling right into his hands.
"please, stiles, fuck me already." you whisper, lips brushing against his when you speak. "please."
"there we go." he presses a peck to your lips and slips his fingers out. "such a good girl."
you aren't given any time to process that and the fact that it made you throb like a personal whore- stiles is already swiping his tip through your folds, making you gasp when it catches on your clit. he's panting heavily as he lines himself up, and you're a little surprised when he finds your hand and laces his own against it.
then, he's stretching you open and you're seeing stars, just like you knew he could make you do.
stiles is sweet, but he's not exactly gentle. hips rolling into you and his tongue pressing against your own. a hand pinning you to the bed and keeping him upright, the other tweaking your nipples or teasing your clit. he's all over you, pulling back every once in awhile to watch the way you arch your back and gasp out unintelligible pleas. his moans are about as pathetic as yours and he hisses "fuck" into your ear when you clench around him tightly. your dance goes on like this for a moment, and he's rambling horny nonsense constantly.
"stiles, 'm close-" you whimper, free hand pulling him closer by the hair. he gasps out and his hips snap roughly.
"yeah, me too. jesus, you're so perfect. look at you." he pushes some of your hair out of the way, eyes meeting yours. "you gonna cum for me?"
you nod, eyebrows turning up as you feel the warmth crawl up your belly. your free hand tugs at his mussed up hair again and his expression matches yours. he speeds up and you gasp and whimper, pliant under his body as he fucks you into his mattress.
"stiles, fuck, stiles, i'm-"
"that's it, there you go, hooooly fuck." he holds your hips down when you finish, rutting into you with an open mouth. he's got his forehead pressed against your own, swallowing each others desperate moans as he rides you through your orgasm. stiles' moan is sudden and loud when he pulls out in a rush and finishes on your cunt, his tip pressing into your overstimulated clit and making your legs twitch.
you gasp out a breath and sink into the mattress, sighing contentedly. when your eyes flutter open on heavy lids, stiles is gazing at you. he leans down and kisses you, soft and sweet and full of a confession long coming.
"that was..."
"amazing." he finishes dazedly, hands running over your bare skin anywhere he can reach. "want me to use my mouth?"
your brows raise. "stiles, i just came."
"i know." he sighs, playing with some of your hair. "it was so fucking hot."
"you said you've been perpetually hard for three weeks?" you attempt to change the subject, but stiles only grins wider.
"yeah, so i've got plenty more fantasies to play out before i'm out of steam."
you shove him lightly, fighting a flustered smile. "just- give me a second, you dog!"
"awooooo." stiles deadpans an imitation of a howl, nuzzling into your neck. "let me know when you're ready. i'll just be here. naked. on top of you. in the mood to make you pass out from orgasms. willing to learn every kink you have- which, hey, the praise kink was a good guess, right?"
you groan, pushing him off of you. your face is flushed red and you snatch his nearby discarded t-shirt when you sit up. "that was so out of left field."
"yeah, but was it? i mean, you-"
"i'm getting in the shower, stiles." you stand and take a few steps away from him before you turn to gauge his reaction.
his eyebrows shoot up from where he sits on the bed. it makes you bright fucking red when his eyes trail down and he watches a bead of his own cum slide down your inner thigh. he licks his lips.
"i'll come with."
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this is from the vault, so if you've read it already, that's why! don't be afraid to interact with it anyway, i love crazy readers and feral responses sjdjsaskdj
hi babe make me stiles stilinski headcannons please
stiles stilinski bf headcanons
anything for you!!! this is half fluff, half nsfw! i hope u enjoy honey munchkin.
tw: mention of cannabis, cowgirl, praise, eating pussy,
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stiles would … be the dorkiest bf ever, insisting on carrying your books even when there are only two of them and you keep telling him they’re not heavy. he’d sling them under one arm like some kind of gentleman from an old movie and walk you to every single class, no matter how far out of the way it was. sometimes he’d spend the entire walk rambling about some ridiculous theory or a conversation he overheard, and other times he’d just stay close enough that your shoulders brushed together every few steps. everyone at school would know exactly where to find him between periods: trailing beside scott, or trailing beside you.
stiles would … get unusually affectionate when he’s high. he’d end up with his head resting in your lap, mumbling half-finished thoughts about things that don’t quite connect anymore, his words fading in and out like static. and when your hand slips into his hair, scratching gently at his scalp, he just melts—quiet little sounds slipping out of him as he presses closer, nuzzling into your touch like he’s been waiting for it all his life... which he has.
stiles would … be a little awkward with physical affection, but he’s a lot awkward with most things, so you really shouldn’t take it personally. it’s never big or obvious with him; it’s the small, accidental-seeming touches. the brief brush of his fingers against your lower back when he’s guiding you through a crowded hallway, trying to act casual but still wants to make sure you’re right there. or when you’re reaching for something just out of your height and he steps in behind you without thinking, one hand steadying your hip as he grabs it for you.
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stiles would … be the biggest munch of all time, and i mean that literally. his touch holds a sacred reverence, bordering on worship. he would always be so gentle, no matter how needy; marking the time with soft, feather-light kisses to your clit, quiet whines that would vibrate through your body. every minute he spent between your thighs became a form of catharsis.
stiles would … be the happiest boy in beacon hills with any action that he got, but his favorite position? that would be cowgirl. he was an insecure boy, but the moment you were on top, whispering gentle reassurances in that soft voice, with the warmth of your pussy surrounding him? all his defenses would dissolve. he would utterly melt into a puddle beneath you, hands desperately kneading at the flesh of your ass, nodding along to every word you said.
speaking of praise, stiles would be the biggest sucker for it. all it took was a few words of encouragement, and he’d be completely at your feet. for instance, just whispering, "you’re doing so good, look at how perfectly you take care of me," would leave him utterly breathless and eager to please.
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i hope you all enjoy this! dedicated to my babyyy @roxierebellion
he shows you a song him and michael made together.
pairings: dad!luke hemmings x afab!reader
you and luke recently had your first child together, you’ve been coming to the studio with him quite a lot while he recorded his new album ‘everyone’s a star!’. for the first time in awhile you didn’t come with him, which is when him and michael had the silly idea to write a song and record it now that they’re both fathers.
warnings: none!
word count: 659
song recommendation: cool dad / 5 seconds of summer
authors note: came up with this like two hours ago so it’s a shorter one compared to what i usually post but i hope you like it!
luke eagerly grabs your hand, dragging you down the hallway to the recording studio he’s been working in all day with the rest of the band. he holds your baby with one arm like it’s his third child already. luke seems to have grown into fatherhood so easily, taking as much responsibility over your child the best that he could even though he’s the busiest man you know. he’s still the perfect dad.
“i’d love to know what’s got you so excited.” you laugh as he pulls you towards the room, you both stop at the doorframe and he looks down at you with glimmering eyes.
“you’re about to find out, i promise.” he smiles, pressing a kiss to your cheek before stepping into the studio.
michael was already sat down, a pair of headphones on over his backwards cap. he looked up from his phone, adjusting his headphones so they were covering just one ear instead of two.
“hey y/n, y’alright?” he greeted you with a smile, you returned it. “hi michael! i’m good, just a little tired. who knew parent life was so exhausting? luke’s never said anything about you complaining about it and you’re on your second one.” you rant.
his smile widens at your whining. “it’s tough.” he agreed. “you just gotta push through, you can’t complain about it too much because you both signed up for it, y’know?” he pointed out.
“that’s true.” you agreed, turning your gaze back to luke who was settling the baby to sleep for a little peace.
time passed in the studio, the sound of calum and ashton recording down the hallway could be heard. the baby had finally reached sleep and luke sat down beside you.
“okay, so … me and michael made a song, it’s all a joke and we’re probably not gonna release it on streaming platforms but it might end up on a vinyl or something.” he shrugged. “anyways, doesn’t really matter but i’m just trying to justify it before you get mad.” he nervously chuckled.
your eyebrows furrow. “why would i get mad?” you ask, looking up at him with confusion.
“i don’t mean mad— i don’t know. maybe i do mean mad.” he stuttered, grabbing his phone, opening his voice memos and passing it to you. “it’s the top one.” he said.
a 2 minute long voice memo named ‘cool dad’ sat infront of you on his screen. you dread to hear this song already just by seeing the name.
you press play hesitantly, placing the phone down on your thigh. the second luke starts to sing you crane your head to look at him within half a second, a scolding look on your face.
the song ended and luke was stiff beside you, michael laughing the entire way through knowing he wrote most of the song and luke was getting the blame for singing them.
“she’s gonna hear that and think you’re serious one day!” you say the minute the song outro begun, gently hitting luke’s bicep. “you practically dismissed everything bad as long as she doesn’t touch the fucking thermostat? are you serious, luke?” you laughed, the seriousness in your tone dissolving at the dumb lyrics.
“this was michael’s idea, i just sung it.” he defended himself, lifting his arms and showing you his hands to plead not guilty.
“michael has his own kids to deal with, that’s not my problem.” you immediately snap back. “if she ever hears this it’s your fault and then it’s very much going to be your problem.” you continue to scold him.
“i’m sorry, but when she’s old enough to even know what marijuana is i think she’ll know that the song isn’t serious.” he replied, reaching over to massage your shoulders.
“i know, i’m not even that mad i’m just trying to scare you.” you giggle when he lets out a breath he was holding and you lean back into his working fingers.
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he’d never say it outright without laughing it off, but this song does really does do it for him. late nights on tour, bad wifi, staring at his phone hoping you’re awake. the lyrics def hit for him especially because of the distance, and michael would 100% blast this and say “it’s just a classic” while thinking about you the entire time.
— the only exception,, paramore
michael in 2014 was a paramore defender for life. this song is soft in a way that scares him a little; about letting someone past the walls, choosing love even when it feels risky. you’re the exception to his chaos, the person he trusts even when he doesn’t trust himself.
— tear in my heart,, twenty one pilots
michael mentioning tear in my heart in that one vid actually inspired this haha. i honestly don’t have a lot to say about this one, just that he would get the most overwhelming feeling in his chest.
[mulder & scully - the x-files; lee harker - longlegs; will graham - hannibal; dale cooper - twin peaks; clarice starling - silence of the lambs; rust cohle - true detective]
the concept of mulder, an atheist, reverently kissing scully on the forehead and then on both sides of her face in a manner that depicts the sign of the cross is just a little too insane for me.
pairing: ashton irwin x reader
summary: when your roommate has had enough of having to listen to your casual hookups, buried feelings come to the surface and emotions get the best of you both.
warnings: smut, slight angst, brief slut shaming, no mentions of contraception
word count: 2.8k
authors note: this is my first attempt at writing smut and i kinda hate it but i hope you guys like it more than i do!
between the sounds of your moans, the squeaks of the bed, and the grunts leaving the mouth of the guy you were with, ashton thought he was going to lose his mind. you two had moved in together after you responded to a craigslist ad he had posted, stating that he was looking for a roommate after his former one had moved in with his girlfriend. you and him met up at a coffee shop to discuss the living arrangement, and two weeks later he was helping you carry boxes into his house.
you two quickly became very good friends, and would even have weekly movie nights every friday. the first red flag was when you began having to cancel your friday movie nights with ashton in favor of hooking up with strangers you met in random bars or on dating sites. the first couple of times, ashton figured it may have been a coincidence. after two months, ashton had reached his breaking point.
now, it was nearly 4:00 am, and ashton had barely slept on account of your late night endeavors. plagued with thousands of questions as to how he managed to let this happen to the two of you, combined with the orchestra of sex sounds coming from across the hall, ashton was certain that his brain was going to explode if he didn’t put a stop to it.
without thinking, ashton quickly rose from his bed and made his way to your door, aggressively knocking on it. “y/n! get out here right now!” he yelled. from the other side of the door, he could hear muffled whispers and the sounds of panicked footsteps approaching. before he had a chance to change his mind and retreat back to his room, his eyes were met with your rather disheveled appearance – messy hair, flushed cheeks, and your comforter wrapped around your naked body. you hurriedly stepped outside and closed the bedroom door behind you before turning to ashton. “what the fuck is your problem?” you whispered, frustration evident in your voice.
“you. you're my problem,” he responded bluntly. you furrowed your eyebrows, growing increasingly annoyed by the minute. “me? what did i do?” you asked.
he rolled his eyes, and scoffed. “don’t act like you don’t know.”
“i really don’t!” you reasoned. in response, he let out an exasperated sigh. “i want him out of here,” he demanded firmly.
your eyes widened in realization before shoving his left shoulder. “you couldn't have waited until after we were done to kick him out?!”
he let out a dry laugh, his eyes flashing with anger. “is that really your number one priority? getting off?”
“why else would you have sex if it weren't to get off?” you questioned.
he rubbed his forehead and shook his head. “you know what? have fun with your little boy toy. i'm done with this conversation,” he said as he turned to walk away.
almost immediately, you became overwhelmed with guilt and desperately reached out for ashton's wrist, pulling him back towards you. “look, give me five minutes and i'll get him out of here, okay? then we can talk about what's really bothering you,” you say, sighing in defeat.
he nods softly, and you two don’t exchange any words as you let go of his wrist and disappear into your room. ashton lingers for a moment, listening for signs of movement on the other side of the door. once he hears muttered complaints coming from the guy, and your repeated apologies, he goes back to his room and waits to hear the sound of the front door closing.
when that sound finally came, he took it as his cue to find you again. emerging from his room once more, he checks your room to discover that you aren't in there. the living room was his second best guess, and upon entering, he immediately locked eyes with your figure sitting on the couch. he noticed that you had cleaned up your appearance a bit. most notably, you had switched your comforter out for a gray oversized t-shirt and black shorts.
when you see ashton walk in, you move over on the couch, motioning for him to sit. he follows suit, and immediately, you notice how visibly tense he was. this wasn't like all of the other times you two had sat on this very couch together. normally, there was little distance between you, and the atmosphere was comfortable and serene. now, you’re positive that you could cut the tension with a knife if you really wanted to.
you decide to take initiative, and clear your throat. “so… what was that about?” you ask hesitantly.
he sighs and shakes his head, visibly beside himself. “i don’t even know.”
you examine his features – how his brows were furrowed, and how he anxiously fidgeted with his hands.
“i’m not gonna take that as an answer, ashton,” you say softly as you reach out to place a comforting hand on his thigh.
he flinches away from your touch and shoots up from the couch, putting an impossible distance between you two. in that moment, you could practically see all of his walls going up, shutting you out completely.
“don't touch me!” he demands, a bit too loud for your liking.
“jesus, ash! what the hell has gotten into you tonight?!” you question, your voice matching his.
“you really wanna know what’s gotten into me? i guess tonight was the night i realized how much of a slut my roommate is! tell me y/n, how many guys have you brought home in the last two months? i mean, it’s gotta be pushing ten at this point,” he spat, barely noticing how your body physically recoiled at his use of the word ‘slut.’
suddenly, his demeanor changed into something less angry, and more desperate. “do you- do you know what that fucking does to me? seeing you with all of those men, knowing that they aren't even remotely deserving of your time? it eats me up inside, y/n, knowing that none of them could love you the way i could.” he takes a shaky breath before continuing, “and what kills me is that you’ll never give me the chance to prove that to you.”
you sit on the couch frozen in shock, as ashton hangs his head low, counting how many stitches are in the carpet below his feet as an excuse to avoid looking you in the eyes.
after taking a couple of seconds to soak in his confession, you stand up and take a couple of steps to close the gap between you two, lifting his chin to look at you. immediately, you noticed the tears in his eyes that threatened to fall, making your heart ache. this was the most vulnerable you had ever seen him, his big sad eyes resembling that of a beaten puppy.
you quickly move your hands to cup his cheeks, rubbing your thumb against his three day old stubble. “ashton, the only reason i started bringing guys home in the first place was to help me get over you,” you confess.
his eyes widen in disbelief, his jaw agape yet no words seem to come out. you take his silence as a sign to continue.
“i’ve liked you for a while now, and when i realized this, my first instinct was to push it down and pray that it would go away. i soon realized that my feelings for you weren't going anywhere, so i figured the most effective way to get over you was to get under someone else.”
ashton swallows, before finally speaking up. “w-why didn’t you say something?”
“i didn’t think you felt the same,” you admitted shyly.
for a few minutes, neither of you dare to move, afraid that the other might break. you can feel your cheeks heating up under ashton’s intense stare, and take note of how his gaze begins to drift down to your lips.
before you knew it, his lips were on yours, giving you little time to react. as soon as your brain registers what's happening, you kiss him back hungrily, your hands flying to his hair. his hands roam your body, pulling you in as though you could slip away at any second.
once falling into the rhythm of it, he begins to run his tongue against your bottom lip, begging for entrance. you quickly oblige, opening your mouth a bit wider to grant him full access. he deepens the kiss, his tongue exploring every inch of your mouth like a man starved. you subconsciously pull on his hair lightly, as he lets out a raw moan into your open mouth. you take this opportunity to fight his tongue for dominance, wanting to memorize every part of him just incase this is the last time you’ll get the chance to.
eventually, you both come up for air, chests heaving as you desperately try to catch your breath. he leans his forehead against yours, his hand coming up to rest on the back of your neck.
“i need you,” he says weakly, lazily kissing down your neck, stopping to suck on your pulse point. a moan escapes your lips as he gently nips at the sensitive spot, only encouraging him to continue his assault on your skin.
once he felt satisfied in his work, his mouth drifted down to your shoulder, leaving light kisses in its wake. when he reached the collar of your shirt, his large hands reached under the fabric and gently tugged on it, asking for permission to take it off. you don't hesitate to lift your arms above your head, allowing him to pull it off with ease. after dropping your shirt onto the floor beside him, his eyes nearly pop out of his skull at the sight of your black lace bra that held your tits up perfectly. with your nipples visibly protruding through the fabric, he could hardly restrain himself from diving into your chest head first, leaving angry purple marks across your cleavage.
between quiet moans, you manage to mutter the word, “bedroom.” ashton swiftly lifts you up, your legs wrapping around his torso and his hands resting on your ass to support your weight. while he navigates his way through the house, he somehow manages not to break contact with your chest.
laying you down on the bed, his left hand begins to palm your tit through the fabric as his other hand makes its way to the hook of your bra, skillfully unclasping it before tossing it somewhere in the room, your perky breasts now on full display. then, his hands venture down to the pretty bow you had tied to keep your shorts in place, having never suspected that ashton would be the one taking them off later. looking up at you, his experienced fingers effortlessly undo the drawstrings upon receiving your approval. once he gets your shorts off, he throws them to the side and pulls away momentarily to take in the sight before him.
as he salivates over how your matching thong leaves little to the imagination, you suddenly come to a troubling realization.
“ashton, how come you’re still fully clothed?”
snapping him out of his trance, he looks down at himself before smirking.
“someone’s impatient,” he teases as he rushes to rid himself of his rolling stones tank top and plaid pajama pants.
you snort and roll your eyes, sitting up to get a better view of his almost naked body. of course you had seen ashton without his shirt on before, but in this context, the effect his toned abs had on you was unlike anything you had experienced in your life. you were so transfixed on his muscles that you failed to even register the raging hard on bulging out of his boxers until he was actively approaching the edge of the bed. once your eyes had landed on it, it was impossible to look away. ashton flashed you a cocky grin, the way you were so captivated by his boner only making him ten times harder, considering how he hadn't even taken it out yet.
you hadn't even realized that your mouth was open until ashton took two of his fingers and gingerly inserted them between your parted lips, careful not to make you gag. you meet his gaze through heavy lids as you begin to suck on his large fingers, your eyes glossed over with lust.
eventually, the heartbeat between your thighs became too much, as you pressed them together and whined against his fingers. noticing this, he removed his fingers and leaned over so that you were face to face.
“what’s the matter, baby?” he asks, the hand that wasn’t previously in your mouth coming up to brush your hair out of your face.
“i need to feel you inside of me,” you plead, fighting the urge to touch yourself in front of him.
a dark grin takes over his mouth, as he reaches down to play with the waist band of your thong.
“well then, i guess i have no other choice than to give you what you want,” he replies, voice coated in arousal.
without warning, he begins to slowly pull off your underwear, revealing your dripping cunt. “fuck, baby. is this all for me?”
you nod, a slight blush covering the apples of your cheeks. “all for you, ash.”
after discarding the underwear, he quickly removes his own, his thick cock fully exposed. your jaw dropped, and the pulsating of your clit only intensified. he then crawled onto the bed so that his body was resting between your thighs, your faces inches apart. holding his hand out in front of your mouth, you spit into it, as he begins to coat his length with your saliva.
running his dick up and down your folds, he checks on you in case you want to stop, but is met with you biting your lip in an attempt to muffle the unholy noises threatening to leave your mouth. catching onto what he was asking for, you look him in the eyes and muster out in between moans, “please fuck me, ashton.”
once getting the green light, he lines himself up with your entrance before slowly inserting himself, his width stretching you out perfectly. you whimper and grab onto his shoulders, digging your nails into his skin. a loud moan escapes his lips in response, having to take a second to gather himself so as to not cum right then and there.
when he’s finally bottomed out, you relish in the feeling of being completely filled up with his cock.
“are you ready?” he asks, voice so quiet that it was almost a whisper.
you nod and give him an encouraging smile, as he begins to slowly pull out before thrusting back into you. you gasp as he hits your g-spot perfectly, nails scratching down his back. he groans at the contact before thrusting back into you again. “fuck ash, don’t stop!” you call out.
as he continues to pound into you, you begin to feel a knot forming in your lower abdomen. after a couple more thrusts, you finally announce, “ash, i’m close!”
he grunts in response, reaching down between the two of you to rub your swollen clit.
“c’mon, baby. cum for me,” he pants.
a few more rough thrusts, coupled with the pressure being applied to your clit, had you feeling a wave of pleasure rush over you. you can't even begin to process any of the words leaving your mouth, as you’re too lost in the intensity of your orgasm to focus on the world around you.
ashton’s release follows soon after, causing him to moan into your shoulder as he works through his climax.
once coming down from your high, you're able to register the heavy weight resting on your chest as you reach one hand up to run a hand through his sweaty hair, using the other to draw soothing circles on his back.
ashton’s breathing slowly evens out, and once he’s able to breathe normally again, he leaves a trail of kisses in the dip of your collarbone before getting up to grab a wet cloth from the bathroom.
when he returns, he immediately takes the warm rag and carefully swipes it between your sensitive folds, making sure that there were no bodily fluids left behind.
after throwing the rag into the hamper, he lays down next to you, completely disregarding the concept of personal space. you nestle yourself into his chest, wrapping a sore arm around his torso as he traces shapes on your lower hip. as your eyelids grow heavier, you feel him lean down and place a kiss on the top of your head, murmuring quick “goodnight” before succumbing to sleep.
a/n: hey guys so like.. this is most literally my first one shot or writing of like any sort of fanfic… ever. (if you dont count the headcannons), so im really nervy and embarrassed to post it lowk.. i hope you like it tho. pls be nice..
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work was always boring, so boring. every day was the same. wake up, go to work, go home, work some more, and finally go to sleep.
the only reward of working a long and hard day at your treacherous job was being able to go to your comfort of a home and being warmly welcomed by your sweet boyfriend michael. it’s the only part of your day that you look forward too, the tension in your shoulders you didn’t even realize was there immediately loosening when you get to see his face.
you and michael have been together for quite a while now, and you swear you just fall more and more in love every single day, and as cliche as it sounded, it’s true.
michael was the kind of boy where you could just always tell how he worships you. its all in the eyes, its always the eyes. the way they soften the second you get home or when he spots you in a sea of people, and glimmer when he looks up at you fondly from the couch when he’s playing video games.
the kind of boy that knows how to treat you right, and not even realize it. being a gentleman was a second nature to michael, always paying when you beg him not to, constantly drowning you in compliments. his first priority has always been making sure his girl felt safe and loved. never once have you doubted your relationship or his love for you.
but, unfortunately, to get to those sweet domestic moments, you have to get through the long days of work first.
being stuck in the same building for hours at a time drives you absolutely wild, and after the day youve had, shitty customers, prank phone calls, and creepy coworkers, you could use a break.
the second the clock strikes 11:00, you take your lunch break. not being able to bare being in a building that reeked of scratch paper and old sandalwood candles any longer, you decide to treat yourself.
you head to your car and immediately let your head fall onto the carseat headrest, shutting your eyes and letting out a deep sigh.
all you want right now is a break, luckily your paycheck came in the other day, so of course, going shopping is the best decision you could make right now. it’s been far too long since you’ve had time to care for yourself.
when you get to the shops, you know your break time is limited. you stop at some stores, look at clothes, decor, but nothing peaks your interest.
except for the sweet aroma of perfume you smell from a little corner store down the street. youve been needing to get a new perfume for a while, your current one getting real old real quick.
the perfume is sweet, warm, comforting and familiar in a way with a hint of vanilla. you smile to yourself, michaels going to love this. applying it to your neck and arms when you get back to the car.
after heading back to work, the hours pass like months. until its finally closing time, and you get to head back home. you roll your shoulders as you sigh and head out to your car, driving home in silence, other than the low hum of the vehicle on the road.
when you get home, you crack open the front door and hang up your purse and jacket, the sounds of michael playing his game intensely in the living room filling your eardrums, the sound being familiar and safe, and the thought making you smile.
calling out from the kitchen, you make your way to the living room,
“mikey? i’m home!”
when you get to the living room, michael lets out a stream of groans and curses as big red letters highlight the screen, “GAME OVER”, as he’s leaning back against the couch.
he sets his controller down and runs a hand through his messy red hair, turning his head to look up at you, smiling soft. all the anger from two seconds melting in a second.
“hey, sweetheart… how was work?”
he speaks low and smooth, like honey, as he stands and makes his way to you slowly, smiling down at you as his hand slowly snake around your waist.
that’s one thing you loved about michael, he always asked and always cared about how your day was, interested, acting engaged despite him having a far more interesting life, being a rockstar and all.
but today, he seemed a little distracted.
“it was long, boring as always, not much to update there-“
as you go on about your very mediocre day, michael nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck, inhaling deep as his arms tighten around your waist.
he interrupts you softly, murmuring into your neck, “mmph.. baby, i hate to interrupt you, you know i do, but god.. what are you wearing right now?”
you giggle in confusion as he nuzzles deeper, almost like he forgets hes nearly two times your size, as youre trying to hold yourself up.
“my.. clothes? what are you doing, baby?” you say as you put your arms around him to keep yourself steady as he hugs you tighter, inhaling deep into your neck.
he can practically hear the grin and giggles in your voice as you speak.
“don’t play coy with me now, darling.. is this a new perfume?”
oh, right, the perfume. you nearly forgot you were wearing it, now you understand where his needy reaction has stemmed from.
“oh, yea.. i just got it today. you like it hmm?”
michael practically groans at your voice, backing you up until your knees give out under you as they hit the soft cushion, making you both collapse onto the couch, you laughing, michael hovering over you, face still buried in your neck, starting to pepper it up and down with kisses. you can feel the soft smile as he murmurs his words.
“i think you know the answer to that, baby. god i love you..”
you chuckle and tangle your fingers into his messy blonde hair, and tilting your head to give him easier access to your neck, causing him to let out a needy whine as he leans into your touch while also moving the kisses up to your jaw.
michael has the effect of constantly keeping you smiling and laughing. you chuckle as you speak your words all sultry, “all of this over some perfume huh..?”
michael finally lifts his head, his lips pink and glossed from his own kisses, looking down out you with large pupils, filled with nothing less than pure and utter love.
“no, baby. all of this because- because, god just look at you. how did i get so damn lucky?”
he leans his head back down, finally meeting your eager lips in a soft and deep kiss. you cup his cheeks as your eyes flutter shut and you kiss him back, causing him to let out a whine into your mouth, before pulling back slowly, eyelids batting back open.
you stay cupping his cheeks as you look up at him through your lashes, “yea.. it’s definitely the perfume.”
michael chuckles softly as he shakes his head and pushes your hair back, running his hand through your hair. his hands are calloused and fingertips rough from playing his guitar, but he’s so gentle with you, its like his hands are made of silk.
“mm maybe a little.. but can’t i also just love my girlfriend, without needing a reason why?”
you tilt your head slightly, smiling softly aswell, pretending to think. your lips now also glossed from the kiss, running your hands on his chest, teasing him lightly.
“i guess i can accept that.”
michael smirks and leans down slightly, barely inches apart.
a/n: hey guys so like.. this is most literally my first one shot or writing of like any sort of fanfic… ever. (if you dont count the headcannons), so im really nervy and embarrassed to post it lowk.. i hope you like it tho. pls be nice..
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
work was always boring, so boring. every day was the same. wake up, go to work, go home, work some more, and finally go to sleep.
the only reward of working a long and hard day at your treacherous job was being able to go to your comfort of a home and being warmly welcomed by your sweet boyfriend michael. it’s the only part of your day that you look forward too, the tension in your shoulders you didn’t even realize was there immediately loosening when you get to see his face.
you and michael have been together for quite a while now, and you swear you just fall more and more in love every single day, and as cliche as it sounded, it’s true.
michael was the kind of boy where you could just always tell how he worships you. its all in the eyes, its always the eyes. the way they soften the second you get home or when he spots you in a sea of people, and glimmer when he looks up at you fondly from the couch when he’s playing video games.
the kind of boy that knows how to treat you right, and not even realize it. being a gentleman was a second nature to michael, always paying when you beg him not to, constantly drowning you in compliments. his first priority has always been making sure his girl felt safe and loved. never once have you doubted your relationship or his love for you.
but, unfortunately, to get to those sweet domestic moments, you have to get through the long days of work first.
being stuck in the same building for hours at a time drives you absolutely wild, and after the day youve had, shitty customers, prank phone calls, and creepy coworkers, you could use a break.
the second the clock strikes 11:00, you take your lunch break. not being able to bare being in a building that reeked of scratch paper and old sandalwood candles any longer, you decide to treat yourself.
you head to your car and immediately let your head fall onto the carseat headrest, shutting your eyes and letting out a deep sigh.
all you want right now is a break, luckily your paycheck came in the other day, so of course, going shopping is the best decision you could make right now. it’s been far too long since you’ve had time to care for yourself.
when you get to the shops, you know your break time is limited. you stop at some stores, look at clothes, decor, but nothing peaks your interest.
except for the sweet aroma of perfume you smell from a little corner store down the street. youve been needing to get a new perfume for a while, your current one getting real old real quick.
the perfume is sweet, warm, comforting and familiar in a way with a hint of vanilla. you smile to yourself, michaels going to love this. applying it to your neck and arms when you get back to the car.
after heading back to work, the hours pass like months. until its finally closing time, and you get to head back home. you roll your shoulders as you sigh and head out to your car, driving home in silence, other than the low hum of the vehicle on the road.
when you get home, you crack open the front door and hang up your purse and jacket, the sounds of michael playing his game intensely in the living room filling your eardrums, the sound being familiar and safe, and the thought making you smile.
calling out from the kitchen, you make your way to the living room,
“mikey? i’m home!”
when you get to the living room, michael lets out a stream of groans and curses as big red letters highlight the screen, “GAME OVER”, as he’s leaning back against the couch.
he sets his controller down and runs a hand through his messy red hair, turning his head to look up at you, smiling soft. all the anger from two seconds melting in a second.
“hey, sweetheart… how was work?”
he speaks low and smooth, like honey, as he stands and makes his way to you slowly, smiling down at you as his hand slowly snake around your waist.
that’s one thing you loved about michael, he always asked and always cared about how your day was, interested, acting engaged despite him having a far more interesting life, being a rockstar and all.
but today, he seemed a little distracted.
“it was long, boring as always, not much to update there-“
as you go on about your very mediocre day, michael nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck, inhaling deep as his arms tighten around your waist.
he interrupts you softly, murmuring into your neck, “mmph.. baby, i hate to interrupt you, you know i do, but god.. what are you wearing right now?”
you giggle in confusion as he nuzzles deeper, almost like he forgets hes nearly two times your size, as youre trying to hold yourself up.
“my.. clothes? what are you doing, baby?” you say as you put your arms around him to keep yourself steady as he hugs you tighter, inhaling deep into your neck.
he can practically hear the grin and giggles in your voice as you speak.
“don’t play coy with me now, darling.. is this a new perfume?”
oh, right, the perfume. you nearly forgot you were wearing it, now you understand where his needy reaction has stemmed from.
“oh, yea.. i just got it today. you like it hmm?”
michael practically groans at your voice, backing you up until your knees give out under you as they hit the soft cushion, making you both collapse onto the couch, you laughing, michael hovering over you, face still buried in your neck, starting to pepper it up and down with kisses. you can feel the soft smile as he murmurs his words.
“i think you know the answer to that, baby. god i love you..”
you chuckle and tangle your fingers into his messy blonde hair, and tilting your head to give him easier access to your neck, causing him to let out a needy whine as he leans into your touch while also moving the kisses up to your jaw.
michael has the effect of constantly keeping you smiling and laughing. you chuckle as you speak your words all sultry, “all of this over some perfume huh..?”
michael finally lifts his head, his lips pink and glossed from his own kisses, looking down out you with large pupils, filled with nothing less than pure and utter love.
“no, baby. all of this because- because, god just look at you. how did i get so damn lucky?”
he leans his head back down, finally meeting your eager lips in a soft and deep kiss. you cup his cheeks as your eyes flutter shut and you kiss him back, causing him to let out a whine into your mouth, before pulling back slowly, eyelids batting back open.
you stay cupping his cheeks as you look up at him through your lashes, “yea.. it’s definitely the perfume.”
michael chuckles softly as he shakes his head and pushes your hair back, running his hand through your hair. his hands are calloused and fingertips rough from playing his guitar, but he’s so gentle with you, its like his hands are made of silk.
“mm maybe a little.. but can’t i also just love my girlfriend, without needing a reason why?”
you tilt your head slightly, smiling softly aswell, pretending to think. your lips now also glossed from the kiss, running your hands on his chest, teasing him lightly.
“i guess i can accept that.”
michael smirks and leans down slightly, barely inches apart.