track 1

I forgot to put the name on it ..if you want some new music to listen to check out my sound cloud if you want. https://on.soundcloud.com/xXFnQGrn4ipNljCdHZ

[ripvanwinkl-e]

I feel like crying but it won’t come out

[anyskin]

Chrysler Building 1930

[enchantedbook]

Art by Reginald E. Higgins, c.1924

[iamwizzzzz]

[schlorb]

yes finally time to play jelyfish

I'm so happy playin jleyyfish

[aquarian-sunchild]

In two months we will see this image on YouTube accompanied by AI-generated 'Fruteger Aero Lo-fi'

[ripvanwinkl-e]

When I first saw Alana lintao on tik tok she was younger than she is now but there was something in her eyes that made me feel like home . Like I was looking at someone familiar. It was Maybe in 2021 when I saw her and I knew it wasn’t right to presue such a young girl so I told myself I would wait until I tried to speak to her she’s funny has a beautiful smile and a soft voice like pillows to my ears. She’s about twenty now I believe and Ive recently tried getting her attention commenting liking her videos. And she made I wan to say two videos about some guy that’s“obsessed” with her after I liked a whole bunch her videos I try and try and comment but I kind of feel like she’s using my overly compensated attempts to get her attention and it makes me feel really bad that she hasn’t even reached to tell me she’s not intrested or anything she just likes to watch me suffer in her comments at least that’s what it feels like . I guess I’m just writing this so that I can look back when I have my land and my house and my bigs dogs and my cats and all my cool stuff that I’m working hard for and think of how much of a fool I actually was thinking I could find love again .

[ripvanwinkl-e]

I wish she knew how it feels to be going through what people like me go through. I don’t wish she was going through it but knew how it feels. Seeing all the happy couples during this time coming out of their air condition apartment and out to the stores hanging out with each other laughing together smiling together holding hands shopping together. it’s been 8 years of just dealing with it I’ve bettered my mental health but everything else stayed the same. I really want Alana but like anything else. I do things to mess it all up she’s going to be it if I can’t get her to love me and few the way I feel I’m it gonna try anymore I’m just going to concentrate on my hobbies and working

[ripvanwinkl-e]

Explosion of negativity dwell with in a pained shell a beast professionally tamed to endure the suffering with a suit and tie . A full smile and a hello. Missing a gentle touch of a princess meant to be a queen but missing her king. The beast feels it slipping away and sits in silence. The cage unchained open without a sound when the beast unleashed. and closed with the a gentle tap as the seals meet. It’s left alone to wander the earth in pain and agony ,confusion disappointment and remorse. Not a tear to shed but plenty of blood to bleed as the blows of a broken heart meet his soulless shell a cry for help and love .a shout of pain and dispair echo through and unseen gust of air.

[mylittletinheart]

With your arm wrapped around my shoulder,

I feel the warmth of your body along the seam where we connect.

We are the perfect pair –

You, diplomatic

Me, sardonic.

Let us stay adhered for as long as possible.

Even with the space between us

We are closer than we have ever been.

[ripvanwinkl-e]

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Fall vibes #fallgetherequicker

[hazy-october]

[ripvanwinkl-e]

Future home layout

[ripvanwinkl-e]

You put your beautiful self out in this beautiful world and the forces of this earth put you in front of your crowd, but do they feel the way I feel. Do they wish to swim in the pool of your beautiful gaze . Do they wish to sleep in the bed created by the sound waves of your voice.

[ripvanwinkl-e]

Blasphemy god I hate the thought. Tht everything happens for a reason. Why would something be in control of what I do. Only I love my myself only I can save my self . When the thought of god comes into my mind I say “fuck you” . How could you make someone’s life like this how could you turn a life upside down and only bring it back to portion of what it was as long as you get worshipped. Fuck you fuck you fuck you god . I hope you what you have done to everyone goes back to in an infinite backfire

[ripvanwinkl-e]

[ripvanwinkl-e]

What would have been if man could be happy. Naturally joy filled inside without void. Every turn euphoric not chasing a feeling. No worry of end time only a grin from ear to ear. No worry of health deplete only good on earth. Needing to do extra work to be accepted into an unforgiving world. Only beauty no fear but perfection in the black hole we swim.

[ripvanwinkl-e]

Laugh internally scream mentally stay true externally. A plan of a warrior. A pull towards wrong or could it be right. Lashes on my back scars of the past on my mind. What can be done to relive the pressure, to make the blox fall into place . Make my dreams come true finally take my hidden covered sorrow and throw it into the fiery pits of love to be destroyed. For now I wait and hold the heavy weight of disappointment. More pain more failure to feed the beast that will defend and protect what’s true and righteous.

[autumn-leila]

Missing an early 2000s Halloween school party

[ripvanwinkl-e]

Who ever did black magic on me you’re gonna love this