rising in love

just a simple human sharing little thoughts as they rise into love

[gracebriarwoodwrites]

My heart lies buried in mud and moss for the winter. Hibernation is a natural state in this season.

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When you get to look forward to seeing them on the weekend and you get this feeling that somethings gonna happen and you can’t stop being happy about it...

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Today I was surprised by my human and their family at my work... (for background, he is my best friend’s brother and she didn’t tell me she had invited them to eat at my workplace). I couldn’t breathe, my heart skipped bests, and I’m pretty sure the entire family knows I’m in love with him now because I was not able to collect myself in any way. To see his smile as he walked up with his family lit up my entire day. I don’t think he quite has noticed me yet, but oh my he sets my soul flying while somehow grounding me st the same time. I’m so ready to finally be in a relationship with this human.

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Working all weekend instead of spending time with the love of your life kinda really sucks and I feel like this is just a mood to be expressed and related to. Yeah I’m mopey, but damn it I didn’t get my weekly dose of my human.

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My close friends keep telling me I’m glowing and beautiful. Yes, some of it is probably my classes being over for a few days and not being so stressed, but I also think a huge part is falling in love. Gaining confidence, feeling beautiful, rising into love with a wonderful human, it affects how you look. Makes you glow. I kinda like it... and I hope it lasts.

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Sometimes there are moments where you just curl up and hug a pillow because you can’t physically handle the emotions filling your entire soul and being... where the love you feel goes from a deep and solid bubbly center and radiates tingling out into your fingertips.  When that one person fills you with more joy you knew was possible. 

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When you’re curled up all warm and cozy in the morning, and listening to the family mingle and the kids be super happy, and all you can think of/feel is how happy your kids would be and you can just picture them running up to your human saying “daddy, daddy!”

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When a simple smile and “goodnight” gives you a little thrill and the calm happy of it is almost overwhelming...

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I never thought I could miss someone so much that I don’t have a give and take relationship with yet. It almost feels like I’m homesick.

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When they leave after coming over for a family lunch and you can’t stop smiling because your human was here and smiling and laughing and you just dissolve into a puddle of mushy feels

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Sometimes I have to slow down and realize that love isn’t a bad emotion and it’s good and happy to feel...

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You know it’s a lost cause when you hear their voice on the phone as they talk to someone else... and you can’t help but smile and get ridiculously happy.

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It’s strange, missing someone so much when you don’t even know if they miss you. Knowing your soul is a match to another’s, and you don’t know if they realize it yet.

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Sometimes it feels like you’re loosing control as love takes over and lifts you off this earth into a world of bubbles