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one thing about allura is that she is hotheaded and crazy but shes not unreasonable. shes crazy for extremely valid reasons. youd go crazy too if u were her. shes the queen of grace and decorum all things considered. if i were her i wouldve started biting people

#this is what i've been saying

Not enough songs about made science being made these days

#she blinded me with science #weird science #etc #you get it #maybe that's what's wrong with modern society #or one of the things #music

ecobanshee

For all that we joke about the action itself, the phm Antarctica scene guts me every single time. Never has an apocalyptic scenario been made to feel so threatening and real by the sheer measures humanity takes to save itself. It's the dead of night, bitter cold air and two people with unfathomable power, someone is crying, it's not enough, the shockwave reaches us in ten minutes. I'll be in the cell next to you.

annabelle--cane

I think stratt's approach to her health is a combination of a) believing that it absolutely, comprehensively does not matter in the context of her current situation and being willing to put herself through literally any hardship if it can give humanity a better chance and b) viewing herself as a critical piece of equipment that cannot be allowed to malfunction or, god forbid, breakdown under any circumstances. she has the precise numbers on how little sleep she can get, how many meals she can miss, and how much caffeine she can have before it significantly affects how she operates. the psychiatrists she's consulted have all told her that the pressure and the knowledge of her impending prison sentence should probably be making her "actively suicidal" or "completely fucking insane" or smth so if/when it all ever starts to feel a little heavy she makes sure to verbalize her concerns to someone else to "share the burden" (lol. lmao.) so she doesn't snap and turn into emperor caligula or whatever. she's not stupid, she knows she's too important to risk putting herself out-of-commission, so she methodically schedules in the necessary maintenance.

this isn't out of any measure of self-compassion, mind you. before all of this she used to relish the thrill of giving a project every ounce of her energy, finishing it flawlessly, then crashing for a week after, and now if she ever overextends she gets absolutely vicious with herself about "falling to her vices" and being reckless with her responsibility. she's given to insomnia and her appetite comes and goes but she makes herself go through the motions like she's her own hyper-controlling parent. she yearns to sleep for ten hours, she yearns to get her hands on some illicit amphetamines and stay up for two days, but she is categorically not allowed to be comfortable or have fun ever again. she feels her heartbeat start to pick up out of control, goes for a "mental health walk" on the deck of the aircraft carrier, and all she can see in the sky and reflected in the water is the dimming sun.

roostercrowedatmidnight

she's having a little ponder

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