salty river rye

gg//grace they//them farmer in western mass back from the dead

[juncst]

he’s just like me

[ih8runescape]

[confetticalf]

Concept: Alternate surgical techniques for top surgery that mask what the scars are from, for stealth trans men

Ex:

Call this one Fought A Grizzly And Won

Call this one the Industrial Workplace Accident

This one is the Got Vivisectioned But I’m Ok Now

[camilicy]

Onions 🧅✨

[cryptonature]

Vultures are holy creatures.

Tending the dead.

Bowing low.

Bared head.

Whispers to cold flesh,

“Your old name is not your king.

I rename you ‘Everything.’”

[tangerinespf40]

When is Biden going to do something about these dishes

[lucky-number-8]

Faye Wong wearing Bernhard Willhelm, 2000.

[funny-history]

[riverryee]

sooOooO uh

the place i was supposed to live was a bud at the farm but turns out it wasn’t theirs to offer and the person who owns it wants to take it away???

so now there’s this big confusing scramble to find me housing that potentially involves me either starting work later than expected or trying to commute 40 mins each way for an undetermined amount of time…..

needless to say i’m anxious and pissed tbh. i can’t really trust their timeline for anything bc of how pushed back each piece of this process has been. plus idek if my car could handle that kind of commute rn. there’s a small potential that someone is moving off farm and that would open up a sweet sweet little cabin for me?? there’s also potential to find a place to live w my dear friend off farm. but good god i’m so tired of these in between logistics and just want to have a solid plan. there’s still like a month til i was slated to start moving in so trying to Cool It a little bit but i’m just so frustrated w them bc it’s clear they didn’t have their shit together before making me this offer uGH

[yuhara-ichiro]

この身朽ちるまで

[riverryee]

can’t believe what a difference it makes when the sun is out when i have to work weekends. yesterday i was the only one working and i was so miserable in the sleet freezing rain disaster lol. today i’m so much more chipper ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[riverryee]

ok it was obViously a saga w my car but it finally got to where it needed to be last night (5 hours late but okayy) and now i can bREATHE a little. before i jump into moving and packing logistics bc i leave in a month and half?? oohhh lord

[riverryee]

in a few mins i’m gonna call the sweet person who’s gonna take care of my car!

then hopefully drive to honda, call aaa, get it towed from there to their house and then i can breathe way fuckin easier aaaaahhhhggghhh

[elenaboils]

Another flower loop

[riverryee]

i know i’m only talking abt my car and this job but that’s some major shit happening in my life so

here we are

officially accepted the job today !!?! they gave me a start date of 14 march and i can move in like a week before phewww. that’s like five weeks y’all holy shit

on the car front i’m talking this sweet queer mechanic person who’s a friend of my roommate and could do a lot of work for wayyy less money and seems so knowledgeable and amazing. big hiccup is that my cars at the dealershipppp ugh. so we gotta figure out if i can drive it to their place like is it safe enough or if i’ll have to just get it towed there? which is possible i think bc i’m p sure i have aaa, they also said they do so we could try to figure that out. but feeling one step closer to hopefully having a semi functional car again while i scheme abt how to buy a new car in the next few months?? idk how to get a loan lmao. also i’m p sure i just don’t have credit so who knows what that whole process will be like

but one step at a time i guess.

job accepted. car maybe not dead in the water. new car is an on the horizon problem my brain doesn’t have space for rn so i’m gonna try to leave it on the side for a moment

[riverryee]

also i’m not a car guy at all but wow the prospect of saying goodbye to the car i’ve had for 8 years that has seen me thru graduating college, starting to farm, moving across the country and back again, living v rurally, and just being a home and an escape for my sagittarius ass..it honestly breaks my heart. she’s been so good to me, really that’s my bABY. ohhh robbie u sweet angel girl thank u for everything

it’s not official that she’s out of commission but i def can’t afford to fix everything and for a 2004 car w 256,000 miles on it prob shouldn’t anyway. ohhh my little heart :’(

[riverryee]

woke up sO anxious. better have coffee and a cigarette