I disappear these days a lot
which I always did anyway,
but somehow this time it was different.
Different as if I didn't care anymore,
Which is the alternate truth, I don't.
I've become so good at letting go of people
That now it feels as if its nothing.
As if it's a daily chore, people come and go.
But you? I gave my heart to you one last time.
To check whether it's still beating or not,
Guess not only did it beat but that to be so violently.
And so strong it swiped me off my feet but only to fall,
To fall into my own mistakes once more.
To fall into a love that wasn't written for me.
To fall into the shallow end created by you.
And I had to let go of you as my final test.
That I knew you were never mine to keep.
That you were here to test my last straw.
And you became another testimony of
letting go in my life.
-Rz














