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This blog is in memory of my love for Kor. You may call her Taffy or Pizza or Kor or Mabel or Ha........ ppy, bleh- I am currently in the stage of moving on. Anyway, posts here are not all about Kor, but some of them are.. I'm glad that Kor came into my life. I just wanna say thanks to her. Ciao. ·v· ~19

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Me: Roses are red, violets are blue, I have 5 fingers, the middle one's for you

Ruart: Roses are red, violets are blue, I don't give a shit, and fuck you

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3RD YEAR. PT3

-CONTINUED- lame morning excercises, listening assignments, FCKING HARD tests, hip hop sht, domination of new gen stickmen, staying up all night, eyebags, a facebook group, twitter, tumblr, HAG WAYS TO DIE, "awwww" gift giving on a Koreans bday, volleyball fights where boys r better than girls, a jersey 19, flying balls everywhere, jason voorhees, angles, okay..... Thats a bit too many. No its just one fcking percent of the whole SVDP or 2 i think idk okay bye gotta sleep (to be continued? Lol)

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3RD YEAR. PT2

CONTINUATION! Clarito, the treasurer who's pretty good in literature and stuff. And Abat, who likes Clarito, is chubby, single, and ready for a pringle. He's a sporty big and supersmart dude. And hes kind of my bodyguard? Lol. Friends with him is Belgado, chubby too and supersmart but less sporty. Friends with them is Cacho, awesome cool dude, free flowin hair. Together with me, Abat, Belgado, Anjelika, Clarito, Cacho, and Roma, we form the Seatmates. 3RD YEAR IS AWESOME. We have copying, teamwork, The Helping Hands (u know what i mean), eating, drawing, chatting, sleeping, texting and 2fusing during class, eating in classroom during lunch and recess, singing with high decibels, free time (equal to chemistry class), daily group jamming, mcdo, young teachers (most of em r cool), reverse hide n seek, a fake fight for a teachers birthday?, epic field trip, boring mission fair, long convos with a Korean, a christmas party, a fun run, an eww reflection, confirmation, a dramatic recollection (as usual) -CONTINUED-

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3RD YEAR.

OK. I will miss 3rd year so much I thnk its the best of all. Except 4 others. It has all. I mean, had. SAINT VINCENT DE PAUL. Nice name? Dont u dare say no cuz its cool its just long. Here, I met a cute chubby 5'3 Korean whom i likeD. I also met this girl, Anjelika, who was friends with the Korean girl. Shes pretty tall and tumblry. Then also I met Janelle, who was friends with Anjelika. SHES A FCKING GODDESS AT DRAWING and so is Roma, my long lost SIS. And then I met this guy named Johniti who liked my sis but is giving up idk y but its his choice. He also gave me love tips on the Korean girl as well as Anjelika did. Friends with Johniti, I met a guy named Ruart, anime lover, doesnt like girls that much aaand is a hearthrob. And I met Sombilon, friends with Ruart, who also gave me love tips and is a fan of KPOP. But he doesnt like the Korean girl. Ok I think u noticed da chain of people. Ill have to break it. Next's Michelle, happy-go-lucky girl, supasmart, and chinese-british, I think. Okay ill resume it w8

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Why is everyone leaving, I feel so left behind.

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First song ng first album "Nostalgia Potion", made by my band "Frozen Memories", ft. Johniti. XD

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Pierce The Veil - King For A Day (My Cover)

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Senti mode part 5

Di ko na alam gagawin ko. Galit na siya sa akin. Kalahati kong gusto siyang makita, kalahati rin na ayoko na siyang makita. Natatakot lang kasi ako eh. Alam ko. Madrama talaga ako, kaya pagpasensiyahan nyo na ako. TwT Kung nababasa man niya to, gusto ko sanang humingi sa kanya ng patawad sa mga nagawa ko. Alam kong maling mali tong nagawa ko. Kasi naman tong mga kaibigan ko, "move on na kasiiii." "ibuhos mo na!" kaya yun. Nagawa ko ang hindi nararapat. Ang makasakit ng damdamin ng iba. Di ko talaga sinasadya. Nabuhos ko lang talaga. Di ko na kasi alam gagawin ko eh. Alam kong kat*ngahan yung ginawa ko. Ako yung may kasalanan wag mo na sisihin ang sarili mo. Sorry. Sorry talaga. Ayoko na ng gulo kaya nakikiusap ako ng tawad. Kung hindi mo pa kaya, ayos lang sa akin. Hindi kita mapipiilit. Pero kung ok lang sayo na patawarin ako, ok na tayong dalawa. Wala nang away, wala nang hatred sa isa't isa. Let's just forgive and forget para mawala na ang stress sa buhay. Kaya sorry na. Sana mapatawad mo ako sa ginawa ko.

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Senti mode pt 4

Part 4 na? Wow. Sorry ah, hanggang 1024 characters lang ung kaya ng cellphone ko. Grabeee. Sobrang daming memories. Di ko maisa-isa. Halos lahat ng drawings ko e may kinalaman sa kanya. Siya ang naging inspirasyon ko sa lahat; pag-aaral, pagkanta, pagreport sa harap ng klase, magawa yung mga bagay bagay (e.g. mind: "gawin mo yan kung mahal mo siya." me: *does everything with a lot of effort*), maging nakakatawa, at marami pang iba. Maiiyak ulit ako pag naalala ko ulit ung mga memories namin. Mahirap. Mahirap talagang mawalan ng kaibgan. Parang pagkain lang na may expiratiom date eh. Wala eh. Expired na. Pag in-ano mo pa baka sumakit lang puso mo, este, tiyan mo. Grabeee. Ang hiraaap. Kung ikaw ang nasa pusisyon ko, parang gusto mo nang mamatay. Araw-araw kang depressed, plus pinapagalitn ka pa ng magulang mo dahil sa palpak mo na dulot ng depression. Buti may mga kaibigan diyan na tinutulungan akong maging ok ang pakiramdam ko at nagmamalasakit sakin. Alam kong nasaktan ko siya, pero mas nasasaktan ako.

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Senti mode part 3

Natandaan ko rin nung field trip namin. Nung pauwi na kami nag text siya ng Hi sa akin. Ewonko ba kung DM yun kasi walang nakalagay eh. Nag-reply ako ng usual kong "Heyyo" pero with a smiley face. Nagreply siya, anong bus ka? Nagreply ako na bus 4 ako tas tinanong niya "I mean, what section". Tapos, nagreply ako SVDP kasi di ko alam kung nakasave ba ung number ko sa kanya (NALASAVE YUN SYEMPRE PANO NIYA AKO NA-PM KUNG DI NAKASAVE, bobo ko lang nun eh.). Kaya yun. "BALIIWWWWW. Anong section kasama mo?" Dun ko lang nalaman na nakasave number ko sa kanya. Taos yun usap-usap, text-text. Hapon na yun. Pagdating ng gabi, nasa may malapit na kami sa Manila Bay, tinext niya ako ng taga-Savio crush ko. Tapos biglang umulan. #boomsenti. Yun ang pinaka-first ever "may sense" na conversation ko sa cellphone sa buhay ko at sa crush pa yun. Kaya di ko talaga makakalimutan. Sya lang talaga ang pinakagusto ko. The rest, psh. Siya lang ang nagiisang crush ko. DI TULAD NG IBA JAN, "Uy loyal ako ah!" Tapos ang dami nyang crush.

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Senti mode pa rin.

Although ang memories na binigay niya sa akin ay importante sa akin, ewonko lang sa kanya. Trying hard akong idelete yung mga convo ko at nagawa ko. Sobrang pagsisisihan ko man tong ginawa ko na idelete ang mga convo pero eto ang nararapat. Mamimiss ko yung una ko siyang nakita, nakaupo siya dun sa gilid, may larang dalawang blue na chopsticks sa buhok. Nabighani ako sa ganda niya. Nung nakita ko siya, nasa isip ko, "Ano kayang pangalan niya?". Tapos nung uwian nung first o second day, nakasabay ko siya sa jeep. Nagkahiyaan pa kami nun syempre. Pero masaya ako at kinilig. Mamimiss ko yung time na first time na walang pask dahil sa bagyo, sobrang saya naming pareho nun. Tuwabg tuwa kami sa Facebook nun oh. Tapos nagtext pa siya ng walang pasok. Nakakatuwa talaga siya. Mamimiss ko yung boses niyang napaka-cute pati yung mukha niyang na-idrawing ko na sa sketch pad ko. Mamimiss ko yung mga times na she actually cared for me. Tulad nung practice; "Gabi na ah?" "Malapit na to :)" "Buti naman! Hahaha".

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Senti mode.

Since matagal na akong di nagpopost, magpopost ako ng nararamdaman ko, para maiba naman. Napakahirap talaga ng buhay na ganito. Mula nung una ko siyang nakilala, I mean, nakita, naramdaman ko na, gusto ko siya; siya ang nararapat sa akin, hanggang sa huling beses ko siyang nakita; masayang masaya, nagpapaalam sa mga kaklase ko. Pero, pagkatapos ng 10 buwang pagsasama namin ay nauwi rin sa wakas ang ito. Mahirap mang tanggapin pero ako pa rin ang may kasalanan. Dahil sa dahilan na gusto ko nang mag-move on, nauwi sa galit ang damdamin ko tapos binuhos ko sa public. Hanggang sa nalaman niya ang kawalang-hiyaang ginawa ko. Inosente siya. Wala siyang kasalanan. Dahil dito, nagalit na siya sa akin, sinabihan ako ng mga salita na nakasugat sa puso ko na kailan ma'y di maghihilom. Mula nung una ko siyang makita, naramdaman ko nang mabait siya. Ang bait pa nga niya sa text eh. Dahil sa ka-g*guhang ginawa ko, nauwi lang sa wala ang pakikisama namin. Mahirap talaga. Mahirap mag-let go pag first time ma-in love.

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My new sounds:

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I love how whenever Ibarra greets Elias, he's all "Oh Elias, it's you, I was just thinking about you."

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my new song

Go To Sleep (Let It Go Parody) by me the wind blows cold in the classroom today not a silence to be heard a classroom of combination and it looks like im asleep the teachers howling like a swirling storm in front couldnt listen it seatmate knows i tried dont let them look dont let them see be the student you always had to be conceal dont sleep dont let them know well now your asleep go to sleep 2x cant hold it back anymore go to sleep 2x the cold really relaxed me anyway the sleepy boring lessons seems everything so hard and it appears the ones who teach me cant capture me at all right here in the cold thin air i finally can sleep i know itll take a lifetime but im too relieved to sleep go to sleep 2x cant hold it back anymore go to sleep 2x turn my head and slam it on and here ill sleep and here ill stay go to sleep 2x the cold really relaxed me anyway sleeping frozen in the chair thats wooden you wont see me my friend im on behind her covered in my hoooooood go to sleep 2x cant hold it back anymore go to sleep 2x turn my head and slam it on and here ill sleep here ill stay go to sleep 2x the cold really relaxed me anyway na na na na (its so coooooold) go to sleep 2x oooh go to sleep

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nintendorifically retro

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its not nyan its doge

wow