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the struggles of when your muse is a hustler and you’re everything but. it’s been three months since i’ve really worked on this boy but i’ve finally found his muse! ofc it’d be right before i have to disappear for two weeks though wheezes. i’m going to be productive while this muse lasts though so this is just an update for anyone who’s interested ... and also really just for my own records hA.
september 27 - last written solo sen’s mother confronts him about pursuing his music again. after long debate, he concedes to start up again. however, he will still continue with his residency for the time being.
october sen is once again beginning to pen lyrics on his free time. however, he has gone through multiple drafts, none of which he is complety satisfied. all advances have been individual efforts and he is still working full time.
november there has been a noticeable shift in his disposition. sen has been spotted smiling more and shows more of his old lively personality. while the shift has not been tremendous, it has been enough for close friends and family to notice the progress towards positive change. he has also been returning home more often and is making effort to spend more time with his family. also after talking with im jinah, they have concluded to remain as friends. he has been accepting of the results and is no longer romantically pursuing her.
december sen has been reaching out to a few old friends from the underground scene that he had previously cut off. they’ve been receptive to his return and have been encouraging for him to return to the scene as grimm. he has been scoping out clubs and events with them to see what the underground scene is like presently, though he has maintained his stance as merely a spectator for the time being.
he is currently in talks with a friend to use his studio for a recording. if all goes well, he may or may not decide to release the song which would mark his return after eight years.
