i knew you were trouble,
she was lacking confidence at that moment, she couldn’t make herself walk around with her chin raised high, it was hard. sudden popularity just struck her hard, and the underground scene was not happy with her public appearance like that.
[[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] practice makes perfect haha [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] me as a dancing queen? [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] i’ve already taken the place as royal’s dancing black hole. i’d rather be rap queen you know? something i am good at. [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] its actually my roommate. its nova;s hyuna.
didn’t hurt in telling him would it? wonwoo was so close to elly, she could practically call him a younger brother. right now, her car was her ex’s ferarri he had trashed a few months ago. until she had decided to actually get a new car, for which she was looking around now, a few already catching her eyes.
[[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] we yelled, screamed. he slammed a few things [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] he even hit me [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] he also slapped me.. [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] it wasn’t a pretty sight haha.. [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] i seriously should be over this but.. he’s back with my mother who he divorced nearly twenty years ago.. [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] i kind of feel betrayed.. [[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] is it wrong to feel like this? even after months?
she was desperate to tell someone who would understand her. so far, it was only minsoo who knew, and no one else needed to know. but wonwoo would understand her situation, he knew her too well to just shake it off.
[[ txt to;; mr low voice ]] hey… wanna go on a ride tonight?
she needed fresh air.
emotions are hard to express through text. collections of lifeless alphabets on a glowing screen isn’t enough a container to deliver one’s state of mind in its most natural and rawest form. yet somehow, he comprehends completely how the older female is feeling, and a part of him aches for her. maybe it’s rejection. he’s experienced that a couple of times before. because despite being the oldest of two brothers, the younger always has a way to one-up him.
[ text → 엄마 #2 ] oh come on, who doesn’t love a woman who can do both? [ text → 엄마 #2 ] *wink emoji* [ text → 엄마 #2 ] wait, you know hyuna? and you’re roommates with her? [ text → 엄마 #2 ] how come you’ve never told me this?
being unaware of his best friend’s living situation makes him feel ashamed. has he never visited elly’s place before? probably not, or maybe not after she moved in with hyuna. considering the fact that elly gave hyuna a car as a gift though, they must’ve been sharing the same space for a while now. noting the new fact, he makes sure to be more in touch with the lives of people he treasure most.
[ text → 엄마 #2 ] shit that sounds pretty bad, you sure you okay? [ text → 엄마 #2 ] you can always tell me if anything else happens, i promise i’ll be there for you [ text → 엄마 #2 ] i’m not sure... [ text → 엄마 #2 ] my parents almost got a divorce a few months back, that’s part of the reason why i flew back to the states [ text → 엄마 #2 ] i’m pretty sure it’s normal, change is scary... especially when it comes to your family [ text → 엄마 #2 ] did he get the thought through you first before getting back with your mom? i feel like he owes you that at least
his own thoughts fly back in retrospect, wondering what would’ve happened if he and bohyung hadn’t convinced their parents to stay as they were. maybe he would’ve been crushed, more than he had ever been. shaking his head, he buries it down in the depths of his mind.
[ text → 엄마 #2 ] sure, where should we meet up? [ text → 엄마 #2 ] my place? your place? the park by my old school?
he too, needed fresh air.














