R o b y n ♡

22. GU-PH-VA.

[olearypoetry]

[catarinehancock]

from ‘the boys i’ve loved and the end of the world’ by catarine hancock, available on amazon now.

[andcallalilies]

“The Sun and Her Flowers” by Rupi Kaur (2017), pg. 22 (iBooks)

god. if this isn’t how I feel every single fucking day. I love this book. I love everything by Rupi Kaur.

[queerly-belov3d]

if i’m not the love of your life, i’ll be the greatest loss instead

- the sun and her flowers // rupi kaur

[rlcd]

It might be difficult but to turn that sadness into something else might work.

[wordsnquotes]

“It’s strange. I felt less lonely when I didn’t know you.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, The Flies (via fy-perspectives)

[synqra]

[mywhisperedcolors]

[lyjerria]

as you get older, you realize that you’re not always right and there’s so many things you could’ve handled better, so many situations where you could’ve been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.

[thelonelyplayboy]

[rlcd]

What does it mean to be lonely?

There are different definitions of lonely, but experiencing it is the worst feeling. 10 months of living in a new place (almost a year) and it has been quite difficult finding friends. There were a few people I have met but sadly, I have failed them multiple times. The past couple of months I had control of doing things on my own and did not need anyone. As soon as I got attached to one person who I considered a friend, he did not show up as often when I did needed him. My other friend said that I only needed her when I’m going through something, which is true, that is why I have not decided to reach out to her at this time. I find it difficult to be alone since majority of the time, I am by myself at home because my sister is always gone on trips for work. Today, I went to the dog shelter and tried to bring a dog I had walked back to his cage. He resisted going back into his cage because it would mean that he would be trapped between two walls of concrete separated from the outside world. 

I popped open a bottle of Riesling, which I would never do if I was drinking alone. Sadly, me and the glass of white wine have a connection because we both have a purpose. I remember what he said when he told me that he could no longer be there for me because I was not a responsibility he had to care for other than the other things in his life he was responsible for. I used to mean a lot to him when he liked me for so long, only for him to realize I was not what he was looking for and I did too. Our friendship had now become awkward, meaningless and dry. Sitting from my living room couch, I continued to watch Netflix and television... alone. When it comes to being lonely, you are responsible for you. No one will ever ask or look for you unless you say something. In the word lonely it has the word “one.” Meaning, not two people but one person and that is you.

7:57 PM in the evening and I just finished from two hours of non-stop crying. The words could not be spoken through my mouth but through the use of my fingers by typing. It’s been a week and half since my head was filled up with overwhelming and unwanted thoughts. The last time I had cried this much was my last break-up, but this was not one of them. How does it feel to be lonely, you say? Like you are the only human being in the world, like you are the only person alone on an island and like the only prisoner trapped in your own head with no way out. 

[thegirlwiththepurpletights]

[2ndperiod]

snoke: take that ridiculous thing off

kylo: *takes off shirt*

snoke: THE MASK YOU FUCK

[rlcd]

Good-bye.

[rlcd]

10 reasons why I miss you

1. You always know what to say even at times when i’m just quiet like when we met for the first time.

2. I love how you’re a complete nerd/geek when it comes to star trek like how i’m a geek for star wars.

3. You saw me and told me I was interesting in your eyes that no guy has ever told me before.

4. I love how you always reply so quickly whenever we text each other and I always calling you to make sure you got home safe.

5. It amazes me the effort that you give every time you drive all the way to my house or pick me up from the gym so I don’t have to commute.

6. I miss the smell of your Lacoste & Calvin Klein. 

7. I like how every time we fight, you put up with me and all my problems when i’m feeling sad.

8. I miss and love the way you slowly held my hand in public, because i’ve never done that before.

9. I miss watching netflix shows and movies down in my living room until 10 pm.

10. And lastly, i miss you always holding the door for me even if it’s just small gentleman-like manners.

I know you would never see this post, but if you still remember my tumblr account, this account, just know that these are the 10 reasons why i miss you.

[beautiful-wildlife]

Little one by Peter Krejzl

[rachelmercer]

When to Close Your Eyes