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feeling my way back to you

Jack’s mind, unbidden, goes I jerked off to your dorky Facebook pictures this summer. He shoves that thought into an oxygen-less back room and slams the door.

(Or, Jack and Nico break up. Jack’s doing fine, thanks for asking.)

nico hischier/jack hughes, 32k words, rated e

(written for @raisesomehellfest!)

#nicojack #jacknico #1386 #jack hughes #nico hischier #hockey rpf #hrpf #new jersey devils #nj devils #am i doing any of this tagging right idk #anyway pls enjoy pathetic disasterboy jhugh my beloved<3 #my fic

i know you dont keep up with kpop like that anymore but...yo. negl i thought of u bc you used to talk abt that late night scribble he wrote (a boy who grew up with sharks never had to be taught how to swim) and I'm finding myself really looking back on that with the letter he dropped

ok 1. i am insanely flattered and touched to get kpop messages like this over a year after sort of disappearing like what do you mean you remember me..... and 2. you want to know something really funny. after pretty much entirely tapping out of hockey this past month+, i have been revisiting a lot of the kpop fics i loved and find myself getting re-endeared.... AND THEN THIS HAPPENS lmao. i'm so happy-sad for markly. i completely forgot about that poem omg but yes those words seriously resonate now

#ask #like i'm nearly at the point of reviving my old kpop twt acc #and then markly LEAVES NCT #i didn't know he could do that #anyway don't say damn if you see me uploading kpop fic again at some point this year lol

hi eri, i know you're not active in kpop fandoms really anymore but wanted to ask if you knew about this yeonbin photobooth session existing in 2026 i'm gagged i almost crieddd tumblr. com / yeonbins / 809456031178620928

wahhh i am actually so touched that you thought of me :’) i did not know about it but this is exactly the type of shit i would expect them to be up to LOL. crazy that it’s been SEVEN YEARS since their debut and they are still in love! good for them

#ask #i am extremely out of the loop but i still think of them so fondly #my original guys #hope they’re doing well

gonna be honest, that phone call video gave me such a visceral ick that i think i need to log off and choose love and light for a bit lol

#rpf is an amoral act etc etc do whatever you want forever #and don’t say damn if i’m back to it later lmao #but like at least for now… ick! ick. you know?#wasn’t sure what my boundary is for what kills my vibe re: writing explicit jack hughes fanfiction #but boy have i found it

jockpoetry

hockey history & culture reading rec list

We Breed Lions - Rick Westhead

Call Me Indian - Fred Saskamoose

Game Misconduct - Evan F. Moore & Jashvina Shah

Game Change - Ken Dryden

Burke’s Law - Bryan Burke

Men at Play - Michael A. Robidoux

Skating on Thin Ice - Martin D. Schwartz, Stu Cowan, & Walter S. DeKeseredy

Black Aces - Julian McKenzie*

Boy on Ice - John Branch

The Russian Five - Keith Gave

Black Ice - Valmore James

Black Ice - George & Darril Fosty

Why I Didn't Say Anything - Sheldon Kennedy, James Grainger

Crossing the Line - Laura Robinson

Breaking the Ice - Cecil Harris

Coast to Coast - Various, John Chi-Kit Wong (editor)

Willie - Willie O'Ree, Michael McKinley

Dreamer - Nazem Kadri

Breakaway - Tal Pinchevsky

Too Many Men On The Ice - Joanna Avery & Julie Stevens

Let Us Play - Harrison Browne & Rachel Browne

A Fly in a Pail of Milk - Herb Carnegie

Out of Play - Michael A. Messner

The Arena of Masculinity: Sports, Homosexuality, and the Meaning of Sex - Brian Pronger

Sport and Postmodern Times (Sport Culture Social Relations) - Various, Geneviève Rail (editor)

Post-Sport: Transgressing Boundaries in Physical Culture - Brian Pronger**

In Search of the Sports Bar - Lawrence A. Wenner**

Conflicted Scars - Justin Davis

Dreamer - Akim Aliu (author) Karen De la Vega (illustrator)

notes: * - published feb 2026 ** - relevant essays found within Sport and Postmodern Times

#relevant now and always #don’t see it on here but leveling the ice by steven sandor is also good if imperfect #and of course we breed lions is foundational

snowangel415

From insta 260222

#crazy photo #ok i’m done posting about team usa after this probably bc it does make me want to throw up a little lmao #but like. family… narratives… etc etc #you get it

pensherosjourney

when you're having one of the worst days at work and then someone has the nerve to give you a cute stuffed stoat

#sorry for laughing natemac

jonasiegenthaler

oh jacky

#HIS FACE 😭😭😭😭😭#he’ll say it was worth it but oh my god. feral weasel boy

JACK OH MY GOD

#if it had to be anyone i’m so glad it was him 😭😭😭😭😭

jonasiegenthaler

usa v can | 22.02.26

#squinting into the dark cavern of his mouth to try and figure out which teeth are broken

i need jack to smile rn so i can see the damage 😭 his beautiful face 😭

#people are saying he lost his two front teeth and others are saying one is just chipped show me the truth!!!!#this is more important to me than who wins gold lmao

redgerines

megan keller dangles claire thompson for the world's nastiest overtime olympics gold gaming winning goal // usa vs. can // feb 19, 2026

#was i watching this game instead of getting any work done today. maybe so #this was crazy

jonasiegenthaler

One step closer to the dream. Slovakia is working in every way.

#oh cute!!

tendietandem

#so crazy that you think the horrors are in new jersey so you go to italy just to find the horrors waiting for you there too #can someone pls let this man experience hockey joy sometime this calendar year

vietnamgp

Jack and Quinn watching USA vs SWE — women's tournament semifinals

morganfrost

they need to stop making the team usa jerseys look like the r*ngers’ or I’ll kill myself

morganfrost

I’m so serious if I see jack hughes in a rags ass jersey one more time I’m gonna puke

#real #can’t even reblog gifs of him in that jersey it icks me out on sight

jonasiegenthaler

Grits and Amanda Do Sweep the Deck

#i can’t prove it but they were flirting right before this

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