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#look at them looking so damn cool #it’s da baby!!#I love them #I want this fit for myself #my art #hollow knight thk #the hollow knight #hollow knight #pure vessel #the pure vessel #hk pure vessel #hollow knight pure vessel #should I drew all three siblings in cool fits? maybe I should #I think it would be fun

Disappeared for a year. Depression got my ass but I’m back with a new fandom and yearning to start drawing again

#my art #fanart #stray kids #stray kids fanart #jeonglix #yang jeongin #lee felix

vesnawinters

Family activities 🌿

opens-up-4-nobody

:-P

storybookprincess

one of the best ways i’ve found to combat that inherent depressive pessimism without veering into toxic positivity territory is simply the phrase “i’m open to the possibility”

this particularly works with anything negative i’ve forecasted. “i woke up feeling like shit today, so my day is gonna suck” isn’t a particularly helpful thought, but “it’s a great day to be alive!!!!!” feels hollow and insincere when i have a pounding headache & am running on three hours of sleep

instead i’ll tell myself, “i really don’t feel good right now, but i’m open to the possibility that coffee and breakfast might perk me up a bit.” or “i’m in a lot of pain today, but i’m open to the possibility that my workday might still have fun parts despite that”

sometimes, when your impulse is to slam the door on anything good, but you’re not exactly up to going out & hunting it down yourself, leaving the door open just a crack makes all the difference

rainbowd00dles

"I hated the peace I felt. The relief that bowled over me, as if I ever really stood a chance against it."

pigeon-noises

Had to design my own magical girl-adjacent Cyno for the new weapon!

pakchoys

boy with the hand shaped scar

friedri-ce

i feel like if i threw them in my mouth and chewed on them they'd have crunchy crisp and chewy filling...

julcreates

Dagger, dagger , dagger 🗡️

newtmqs-deactivated20200629

Friendly reminder that Thomas has cononically:

dreamt of Newt

held hands with Newt, several times

shared a long hug with Newt

ran head first into certain death, multiple times, for Newt (the maze, the crank palace, that alleyway, etc. etc.)

put Teresa and Newt in the same category, always, when talking about the Gladers in general

been teased by Teresa about Newt

shaken his head when Newt insisted he enjoys being hoarded by girls

felt his heart break every time Newt is even remotely sad

felt himself tremble with rage when he imagined someone hurting Newt

nearly passed out at the thought of losing Newt (didn’t, because Newt was there to steady him)

never ever wanted Newt to think badly of him, even when they’d just met!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

recognized him??? when no else could???? when he could barely see anything at all???

just sat and watched Newt eat like a fuckin’ creep

Felt a draw to Newt before he’d even seen the boy, wtf

newtmaspassion

skyofstardust-deactivated201808

to add:

panicked when he couldn’t find Newt within the group in the Scorch (but he calmed down when Newt said he was there)

had a revelation that he “hadn’t realized just how much Newt meant to him”

literally once thought “Newt, Newt, Newt.”

felt crushed when Newt mad at him

admitted to Teresa, the supposed love interest, no one else calls him “Tommy” but Newt

laughed or at least smiled at Newt’s jokes

mentioned multiple times Newt is one of the few people he likes

missed!!! Newt!!!!!!

felt super duper mega protective over Newt

felt unsure what to do with himself if Newt didn’t believe him (but Newt does believe him and wow Newtmas is so canon)

felt “a wave of reassurance” like “he was finding the world was okay again” when he saw Newt smile

said that he was coming for Newt (wait no that sounds wrong i meant,, this is the quote: “I’m coming for you, Newt,” Thomas whispered, so softly that no one could possibly hear him.)

gotten upset when he saw Newt was upset

viriidianed

Found it. This is by far the best thing I have ever read.

velnna

soft-butch-cassidy

depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over.

put on clean, comfortable clothes.

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink.

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something.

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

yournudemom

Circulating. Seasonal depression is creeping around now.