no new writing.

[robbyology]

no longer writing.

ᯓ★ nil. 30s. she/they.

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[thememedaddy]

[harbingerofsoup]

my opinion of every sad white boy doctor in any medical drama is that they will never be hawkeye. no one can be hawkeye do something else

[robbyology]

i don’t want anyone to panic or anything, but so everyone knows, i’ve orphaned my works on ao3. they’re still there in the abyss, and they will still be here on this blog. i just wanted to separate myself from them over there specifically.

the show will continue to be special to me. it helped me and is still helping me process a lot of stuff, but i’m so jaded and over most of the fandom.

if i decide to write for it again, y’all will be the first to know, believe me, but after however many months of zero motivation, the chances of that happening are only getting lower.

anyway, the main take away from this is the fics are still here, and i don’t plan on deleting them, but i also don’t have any plans to continue any of them. sowwy </3

[subsequentibis]

not an apologizer but a contextualizer. yes the character did that but please understand the Circumstance. yes they had other options but they had to make this choice in a sea of available bad choices. and also it made the narrative more interesting. won't anybody think about the narrative!!!!!

[robbyology]

Hey nil! (I’ve sent anon asks before lol)

Have you listened to the new Noah Kahan album yet??? My emotional support white man did it again 😭😭😭

late on this but YEAH. been listening to it nonstop omg my Spotify wrapped is gonna be fucked this year.

What are your favorites off the album? I have so many but I think my top are Orbiter, A Few of Your Own, Doors, and Porch Light (I know it’s been out for a while but it’s just SO good, man)

[2nd-massachusetts]

*gently takes your face in my hands* hey. remember that fandom is for fun. if you're not having fun it is ok to step back. if you're intentionally making it unfun for others it is ok to step back. none of this is real. go sit in the sun and smell a flower. i love you.

[robbyology]

don’t remember if anyone remembers the tale of the MD who i used to hate but now we get along, but he’s on call again tonight, and he truly is known for being a huge dickhead, and i’m working on a shift with like not my usual crew and all of them are like “shit he’s been such an asshole these last few days. I hope we don’t have to call for anything i’m so sick of him”

well, guess who DID have to call him?

and guess who had a fine, bordering on pleasant, conversation with him?

like, damn y’all, if you go into a conversation already sounding like you wanna fight, the other person is probably gonna get defensive and match that energy

[robbyology]

had to talk to him two other times before leaving and one time was taking over a call someone had made for me and he sounded irritated at first then i guess realized it was me or something cause his tune changed pretty quick so i guess he likes me or something idk whatever i don’t event care……….. 💅🏻

[robbyology]

almost 4 months later, had to wake him up to get his eyes on something at 1:30am and got a “really good catch on that one.” like okay, fine you’ve officially won me over. i am not immune to praise ugh

[rubaayi]

do you wish you were seeing somebody

a therapist 

[dailymanners]

I don't think a lot of people realize how addictive outrage can be. You do get a dopamine hit from feeling and expressing outrage, so your own biology rewards you for it.

I feel like I see it more on facebook these days, but it is on every social media website that you're getting posts meant to inspire outrage thrown into your feed or dash or whatever. And so many people really are addicted to scrolling and looking at videos and posts that inspire outrage in them and getting more dopamine from expressing their outrage in the comments.

Being addicted to outrage on the internet is only going to make you miserable. If you find yourself scrolling and looking for things to express your outrage at and getting a little high from feeling and expressing that outrage, maybe it's time to take a step back. I promise you will feel happier if you stop spending all your time outraged at silly posts on the internet.

[robbyology]

a big brother - little sister dynamic with a coworker is something that can be so beautiful

[khanuckle-deactivated20250628]

[robbyology]

It’s good to see you again and I hope the fandom calms down enough one day to inspire your wonderful writing brain 🧘‍♀️

oof we’ll see. I truly have nooooo idea when the inspiration will come back, but I’m happy to lurk and chat! Especially after utilizing the block button more lmaoooo

and it’s good to see you too!!

[robbyology]

get to know the writer

If tagged, copy the questions into a new post and let us know your answers!

thank you @docrobinavitch ily <3

When did you start writing?

i remember writing when i couldn’t even write. like my mom would make me blank “books” out of folded printer paper and i’d just scribble in them. the first story i remember enjoying writing was a project in the 4th grade (so like 8-9) and then i started regularly writing probably in 6th grade (11-12). it’s been on and off since then with the last 6 years being my most uhh prolific period of time.

What fic do you wish could get a little more love?

going unknown as any angel to me

i put a lot into that one and feel like it’s probably the best thing i’ve ever written tbh

First fictional or famous crush?

nick carter 100%

How open are you to people IRL about writing fanfiction?

i’m more open about it now, but it’s still not, like, common knowledge about me. my closest friends know, my mom, mr. rblgy, a couple of work friends lol. it’s really just like if for some reason it comes up in conversation, i don’t hide or deny it anymore. that said, I’m definitely not giving my handles away hfkshfkd

What is a mundane fact about you?

i have never not slept with at least one stuffed animal. something i just never grew out of.

tagging: @robbyrobinavitch @thedamnqueenofhell @lucis-dove @mintmatcha (no pressure, sorry for double tags, blah blah)

[robbyology]

You’re back!!! Yay!

I am back in some ways and definitely still absent in others 😂 I don’t think the blog will ever quite be the same as before, but ya know. Times and fandoms change, and I’d still like to be around for friends and some yapping <3

[robbyology]

i swear once i finish reading this beautiful monster of a beejhawk fic i’ll be back to my usual self

[robbyology]

mr. rblgy finally came out and told me that he really wants me to actually sit down and watch the show instead of just catching episodes here and there, and i had to tell him that i absolutely will but i’m gonna be appreciating it in a different way than him

[robbyology]

lmfao i really had no idea. like i had some idea but… oh i had no idea

[exeggcute]

I need a polite and effective way to say "hey your heart is truly in the right place and your anger is often righteous but I think sometimes you’re getting recreationally mad about things that are frankly not worth the amount of energy you’re spending on them, and every time you do this you're driving yourself slightly more insane with nothing to show for it," and then I need a way to broadcast that message through a loudspeaker to roughly 30,000 people at once, and THEN I need a time machine to send that message to my past self lol. and maybe a second time machine in case past me tries to be clever and sabotage the version of me who comes through the first time machine