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“I'm still learning. I hope you understand. I want to understand. I'm sorry.” Peridot

[robingirlwonder221b]

So it’s been a while… updates: Joey got married, I had a kid with my Fiancé? (He cheated on me my whole pregnancy and relationship but I’m stuck with him so I’ve made it work.)

I still dream about Joey consistently… he’s really the only man I dream about often.

I still think about Madison all the time and miss her so much.. :( oh well.

I’m actually struggling and very lonely. SAHM life has destroyed me mentally and the past 4 years have also destroyed me mentally and physically. I don’t think I’ll ever recover from it all but that’s okay. I don’t really have any friends now because I don’t trust anyone anymore thanks to every thing that has happened in the last 4 years. So I’m extremely extremely lonely and depressed. Idk how I survive each day but I do. I have to anyways because of Fox. He’s the only reason I’m still here.

June 11th, 2026

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Wtf am I doing. I want to marry this man and spend the rest of my life with him… I have since I was 14… he’s my priority..

January 2nd, 2021

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These images are free to the public on Facebook and honestly it feels so surreal. It’s the first time in 11 years photos of us have been put online for everyone to see. And he was 100% okay with it. And the fact that he was so affectionate in public with me too… AND he told everyone he was coming to see me. It just feels like a step in the right direction and it feels good. I just hope shit doesn’t hit the fan soon.

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It’s been 24 hours since I went to bed next to him… I can do this though lol I spent 5 months not seeing him, and like last year it had been 7 years sooo like I can wait (hopefully only a month) a little bit longer to see him again. 🥲🥺

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Sexting makes me so uncomfortable omg 😂🥴 like what the actual fuck… why do guys enjoy it? It’s so awkward.

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I miss him. I’ve missed him for 11 years and I had a chance to finally know what it’s like to be with him as an adult and now it’s over and honestly the last 8 months we’re the greatest months of my life. I’ll never love like I love Joseph. I’ll love Joey until I die. I will never be in love like I am with him. I love you Joseph ray Simons forever and always.

[robingirlwonder221b]

I don’t think I’ll ever be 100% happy or 100% in love. I know what that feeling is and unfortunately it’s an unrequited love. I think I’ll end up single or in a loveless marriage because the one I truly love the one I know would be my soul mate chose another... again... but this time I know as an adult what it’s like to love him. I feel lost again. So lost. And I think I’ve felt lost for 11 years until I was with him again. Now I’ll be lost for the rest of my life. I’ll never have a home.

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people: omg how are you single????

me *internally*: because i have deeply rooted emotional issues and a debilitating fear that im not good enough for anything

me: guess I just haven’t caught my fiSH yet! haha reel one in for me if you find one, sharon!!

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[robingirlwonder221b]

I miss you :(

[destroymylife]

have a nice day :)

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And what if he just got away again :(

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[kill2love]

[robingirlwonder221b]

It’s officially been a week since I said see you later to my favorite place and favorite person. And to say I’ve been very depressed about it is an understatement. I’ve lived in my memories all week 😞 I miss you Joseph Ray Simons.

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I can’t believe I got to go spend 3 days in Disney with him. It was the best time I’ve ever had at Disney. No other Disney trip will ever top it unless it’s with him again. I wish I could tell 14 year old Denise that the boy she had a crush on in science class would be around 11 years later and she’d get to do so many things with him that she only ever dreamt of doing.

[pikaole]

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