Fandom has gotten so much worse to be in over the last few years jfc.
Anyways, I was supposed to be storm chasing right now and using that week to work more on sasha and that story, but the uh... nearly 9k in vet bills really fucked that up.. hah.
Im gonna make more art of him and Lucas though, I miss them....
Here's a snippet from a comment where I answered someone's question regarding Zanka actually leaving and how that would be terrible for the equilibrium of the planet!!
Hey, do you know what happened to Loyal? It isn't like them to disappear fully. I asked someone else and they didn't know and I know you were close.
Hey, I am concerned. We talk nearly everyday, though it's been harder as things have been very busy on my end. We haven't spoken in a few days and I've noticed their social media is inactive. I've sent a few DM's, I'm hoping they reply tomorrow.
I have been writing! Have you read my new fic? I'm just a little slower with it y'know.. cause my cat almost died and I'm in debt and had to take emergency commissions 😭
Hey! I'm open for a long-term roleplay partner. I recently switched to the Gachiakuta fandom and have been obsessed. I'm in between roleplays and honestly just crave writing and making aus with other similarly obsessed people again.
Im looking specifically to do Janka roleplays.
More info below line:
Hard 18+ only (with a preference for 21+). I'm 23.
I have limited triggers, mostly pertaining to main character deaths and very oddly specific kinks. Feel free to ask and we can discuss!
I like most aus except for modern. I have a couple ideas, tho I also like coming up with and working on them together!
Unless its a canon adjacent/ compliant au, I would prefer to age up characters.
I have the most experience writing Zanka and would probably do better with his characterization.
Open to other ships as long as they include either zanka or jabber..
I am literate- advanced lit. (Though will occasionally write less if given little to work with/ if irl is being weird).
I really like long, detailed plots! I enjoy lots of character exploration. I typically write slow-burns with heavy angst.
Examples of some of my writing:
Fic I wrote. Hadestown au, Zanka-centric
Snippet of WIP I'm working on, Jabber-centric:
The endless alley ways and shaded overhangs provided little reprieve from the torturous temperatures. Jabber was sure the blood loss wasn’t helping. Not that he wasn’t used to the feeling, he’d been at death's door plenty of times, it was practically a past time for him, evading death.
Between the poisons he consistently tested on himself or the missions that ended in bloody brawls, Jabber was no stranger to pain.
This felt different though. It wasn’t quite a physical pain, despite his injuries. It was something that was settling in deeper, nestling itself beneath his ribs and making it hard to power on. He’d felt it before, the same hollowing ache that had consumed him years prior when he hadn’t had a purpose in life. Jabber supposed he didn’t really have a purpose now either.
His foot gave out and Jabber stumbled forward, hands coming up to brace himself against a brick wall. He should have let himself fall into it. He already had a broken nose, but the pain might have felt better. Might have given him a little bit of euphoria in the pit of despair he was floating through.
There was a trail of blood behind him.
Standing still, Jabber could hear the droplets platter against the dirt below. He looked down, crimson splattering against tanned soil. It was pretty. He wished he was bleeding more, but his body was already struggling with how much it had already lost.
He wondered, vaguely, in the back of his mind, if he’d been followed. He’d made it obvious where he’d limped off to, with the blood trail and all. But even as Jabber leaned against the wall for longer, as the seconds turned to minutes, nobody came.
Were they leaving him for dead? Just as they had done to Fu?
His teeth creaked as he clamped them shut, struggling to swallow past the swell of emotion in his throat. Usually Cthoni was always there to help patch him up. She’d always had a stoic care about her, it almost felt sisterly, maybe, if he looked at it through the right lens.
But this was different. Orders were orders and Zodyl’s word trumped whatever miniscule bond the two had formed.
This comic is TECHNICALLY a prequel to both the actual musical and to my fic "Can't Go Back."
It's vaguely alluded to in the first chapter where Zanka had gotten the courage to leave Jabber. He didn't even make it a full season before he caved and went back.
