Talk to me about my swap AU or SearchLai I beg

My name is Netto, sometimes Zacharie, He/Xe I love Rockman and sometimes Hetalia I LOVE SEARCHLAI!!! #1 SEARCHLAI FAN RIGHT HERE!!!! I post a lotta my thoughts and tomodachi life Commission always open 🐱

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Go my MediRoll!!!

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realizing that none of my net navi ships are doomed (with the exception of every ship I have including blues)

If there's a human involved its doomed in some way shape or form (because I say so)

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I had a dream where my Enzan and Jasmine Miis had a baby and I'm just now realizing like 5 hours later that that's not possible 😭😭 1. Enzan is marked as only liking boys 2. Shes married to Netto 3. Jasmine is with Meiru

What was my dream doing last night bruh

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This baby was also a carbon copy of jasmine btw like she didn't even get any of Enzan's colors, no eye color no hair color

This was just Jasmine 2 electric boogaloo

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I had a dream where my Enzan and Jasmine Miis had a baby and I'm just now realizing like 5 hours later that that's not possible 😭😭 1. Enzan is marked as only liking boys 2. Shes married to Netto 3. Jasmine is with Meiru

What was my dream doing last night bruh

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Got into ace attorney recently and thought it this crossover would be funny

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chat idk what ship to draw tomorrow I'm torn between a serious TomaRock drawinf that isnt kits or if I wanna do MediRoll or PrideNetta IDKKKKK I also have no ideas what to draw for any of those

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in a shocking turn of events, I'm debuting some new Kits everyone welcome the TomaRock kits

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Guys rate my haul

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chat should I post my haul of stuff I just bought

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So called free thinker when his operator is grumpy

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Talking about Manga SearchLai cuz why not

I imagine this was their first experience of almost losing eachother

Sure, they've been on numerous other missions, but nothing as life threatening as this arc

before this, the worst injuries Searchman would have would be at most a missing arm, but that wouldnt be until the very end of the missions, it happened very rarely, so encountering an enemy that wiped out as many navis as he did with no effort, one that was able to get Searchman to the verge of deletion multiple times

That scared Laika

I think initially, neither of them were scared, cause their rage towards the situation overpowered whatever fear they could have had. It wasn't a matter of "i can't believe there a threat this big" but more so "i can't believe we were caught so off guard" and thus they truly weren't prepared for what they were getting into

Because they had never experience something on such a big scale, they didnt fully comprehend just how dangerous it truly was until Searchman was on the verge of defeat

I feel like this could be Laika showing some form of co-dependancy with searchman, not seeing a point in continuing the sight without him because to him, there really is no point to continue fighting without him. To Laika, Searchman comes first and then Sharo, and it's probably the same way for Searchman, Laika first and then Sharo. And when you really think about how young Laika is, if you really lean in to the "he's a child prodigy, he's so young and yet hes a military commander" it would make sense for Laika to be so dependent on Searchman because let's be honest do we think hed even have the TIME to have friends if he wanted them? Searchman is the only person in his life who really knows him

And for Searchman, he's a military navi so of course he will never have the time to make friends of his own. Sure, he'll always have his comrades, but he'll never get to know them as friends, just as allies. Laika is the only person to know him beyond just being a weapon

Anyways

Searchman still being alive was already enough of a miracle, they both knew that. And since we didnt get Laika's reaction of finding out he was still alive, I imagine him feeling an overwhelming crush of relief, thinking that they could get out of this. But he failed to take into account Searchman's pride and loyalty to doing the right thing. Laika's reaction wasn't because of the disobeying, but because he realized that he had just gotten Searchman back only to lose him again right away. Searchman, of course, knew this too.

He knows what he was about to put Laika through, but he just couldn't bring himself to retreat with so much on the line. It could be restricted to the net right now, but how long will such a powerful entity have that restriction and how much longer until it really affects Laika and potentially puts him in danger?

I think after it's all over, the threat is gone, it takes everything in the both of them to not just break down at how if just one thing went differently, they'd have never seen eachother again. It's not until where they get back to their room and Laika just breaks down, begging Searchman to never pull that stunt again, despite knowing Searchman couldn't promise that. Meanwhile Searchman has to sit and being unable to comfort Laika beyond words, which wasn't the best way to help, because at that point in time he was still completely restricted to the net. He couldn't pull Laika close, nor could he reassure him that everything was okay because he was still here, he could only exist and try to make his presence comforting as all Laika could do was clutch the PET

I fear I talked to much about Laika than Searchman but anyways. Searchman of course hates making Laika feel bad, no one likes making their companions upset of course. So it eats at him and in a way amps their codependency because Searchman never wants to leave Laika's side so Laika's comfort stays stable, so that he never has to put Laika in such a devastating mood ever again. Of course, it's not that easy and it continues creating a cycle of Laika terrified of the possibility of losing Searchman and Searchman staying as close by as possible, outside of missions, to keep Laika comfortable. They both worry for eachother out of pure love and affection, what they do isn't exactly all that bad, it just makes them insanely worried for eachother all the time. It's not the healthiest, really, but it's far from toxic. What matters to them is that the other is alive and well.

They love eachother more than anything

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I've had this searchlai ramble half finished sitting in my drafts for a few months now maybe I should finish it tonight

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Manager jokingly said "navi x operator" to me and the way I looked at him with pure joy

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Did you know

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love when my manager just walks out the store without telling me bruh where are you going come back 😭😭