become gnarly → gnarlissimo!

they/them • i love rock lee

[fleshanimal]

🤔 much to think about

[aomitois]

rb and tag your favorite song that's not in english, japanese or korean

[eheuwygfmfnnrb-deactivated20210]

[capacity2]

It’s actually crazy how bad feeling bad feels

[rockleaves]

anyway seems like episodes 3 and 6 in particular will leave me silently staring at the wall for hours in perfect agony. can’t wait.

[rockleaves]

under da cut because of more explicit spoilers

i don’t mind the change that lestat and gabrielle kill their family i think that is probably fine. like i’ll wait and see how it’s played before i make my final decision but i don’t personally think it’s worth freaking out over rn. yes book lestat wanting to go back and take care of his dad despite everything/not being able to kill him even when he’s dying are big character moments buuuuuuut the biggest thing for me is that show lestat was at home for at least 10 years more than book lestat was. that’s a decade more of abuse from everyone for and in particular a decade more of manipulation and control from gabi, who was very frustrated with lestat wanting to go care for his dad in the book.

i won’t like this change if they play it as lestat being totally down with killing his dad and brothers and having no complicated feelings about any of it. but i don’t think they’ll do that. i think it is most likely that it will be gabi’s idea, and lestat will be talked into it/agree to appease her, and he might even get through killing his brothers alright, but he’ll chicken out or hesitate with his dad (i think this is how we’d get the “lestat remember you were the gentlest of them all” line from his dad) and gabi will have to finish the job, and then that’s the rupture that leads to her leaving him.

i think something like that would work with everything they’ve said about gabriella and lestat’s relationship so far. and it would remind me of their post-wolf conversation in the book where lestat (bedridden, near-catatonic from trauma) does say he dreams about killing his father and brothers sometimes, and gabrielle encourages that. which is notably the same conversation in which lestat says he doesn’t like this violence he did and he doesn’t feel like himself in the wake of it and gabrielle tells him “no this is who you are and you need to accept that.” i think that conflict is going to be a cornerstone of their dynamic.

[rockleaves]

let’s talk about it

[rockleaves]

jenn getting asked what she wants people to pay attention to the most with gabriella in the reddit AMA and saying “look out for all the ways she controls and attempts to control [lestat]. they’re pretty obvious some of them, but some of them may be less obvious.” yay yippee etc etc!

[rockleaves]

i said this to meems and river before but i think paramount should let the minds behind riverdale take a crack at writing a star trek show. captain kirk has things to tell me via offkey singing.

[lestatscunt]

Jam for GQ

[64mpg]

finishing something you worked really hard for feels like nothing

[rockleaves]

coffee table was temporarily banished yesterday while i cleaned the rug and when i got up to go to bed behemoth had decided it was a box

[damndorothea]

i saw this somewhere else but reply / tag what you did today so everyone can see that we all did something different today

[iphisesque]

my dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “early 2000s harry potter livejournal forum” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯

me: yeah whatever. i don’t feel shit.

5 minutes later: dude i swear i just saw cassandra clare post an incest fic

my buddy angua9 pacing: msscribe is lying to us

[kidzbopdeathgrips]

crush totally wasn't impressed by my miraculous flying machine fml

[kidzbopdeathgrips]

oh my god i just saw her get onto an airship with a woman whose tophat has at least twice as many sprockets as mine. i will be killing myself with an elaborate pneumatic pistol tonight

[rockleaves]

i’ve had hannibal on in the background during some tasks this week because i needed something silly that i’ve seen before (so it doesn’t require all my attention) but not recently (so i’m not bored) and i forgot it takes place in a world where minnesota is a 30 minute drive from washington dc

[lexdelioncourt]

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