Going With The Flow

30 ★ Married ♥ College Educated Hippie ✌ Yogi ☯ Barista ☕ TTC ✿ Red Head ☮ Human Rights Advocate

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So yeah, it's been a while...nothing to really report...until now. I wish it was something good, but my heart is broken. Today, my husband told me he doesn't know if I am what he wants in his future. I guess I don't give him what he needs. My world is crumbling. Of course I don't want him to stay with me if he is unhappy, but it just came out of nowhere. Earlier today, I brought up how we are about to celebrate 8 years together, only to be blindsided by his feelings. We have been ttc for 7 years now. I feel like that took its toll n our marriage and I shouldn't have let that happen. I don't know what to think. I don't know what to do. He said he needs some space and that we should keep things light. I don't even know what that means...

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How to make falafels…RECIPE

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Yum

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Me: If you could do anything for your birthday, what would you do? Nathan: Play Contra with you... Happy birthday @natethorpe ❤️ #contra #nintendo #nes #nathanthorpe #feeling32 #2player

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Somebody is happy we are home 😊 (the other pup was feeling camera shy, but he was excited to see us, too) #weekendgetaway #girlsbestfriend #missdaisy #dogsofinstagram

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Escaped the stormy skies over the campground and headed to the beach! #Florida #beachday #peacefromthebeach #ocean #weekendgetaway

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Our cozy home for @natethorpe's birthday weekend. ☺ #camping #ocalanationalforest #nature #fullmoon #rainydays

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I made a latte! 😊 #latteart #thetrendybarista #coffee #deathbeforedecaf

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Happy National Dog Day!!! #nationaldogday #dogsofinstagram #DogDaysOfSummer #knockknock #jokesnstuff

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Changed my blog name

it went from rockyourasana to rockthetalk, because this blog is less about my yoga life, and more about all the other stuff I like to talk about a share. No matter what I’m doing, I want to rock it ; )

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The Way This Dad Reacted When His Son Chose A Doll For A Gift Is Priceless

Mikki Willis, who hails from Ojai, California, says he’s been sharing videos of himself with his son, Azai, on social media for the past three years.

Watch the full video to really see this dad’s excitement, love and support of his sons. 

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More parents like this, please!!

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gentlemothering, lovemrsc, saturdaynightguys, auntaniesweird, and ohdearkel, I just want to thank you ladies from the bottom of my heart for your kind thoughts and words. I know what I went through was not the worst thing possible, but it is comforting to know you ladies were rooting for my husband and I.

I’ve been so lucky to have such a supportive community of people on and offline.

Now it’s just about what the next step is to take. Aunt Flo showed up today, and I decided not to call the doctor. I need a month off to process what is best for the husband and I. I feel like I need to have a the surgery done to find out if I for sure have endometreosis, but there are loopholes that we have to jump in order to have insurance cover it. I’m just not up for that quite yet.

We briefly discussed adoption. I kind of like having a few options to bringing a child into our family. It’s like not counting all the eggs in one basket...or ovary....ha! (too soon?!)

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When life gives me lemons, I suck it up, straighten my hair, put a skirt on, and deal with it (because what else can you do?)!! I am lucky enough to surround myself with incredible and understanding people, so I know I'm not alone in my journey. Things don't always go the way we plan, but we are never dealt a hand we can handle. #life #positivity #whenlifegivesyoulemons

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BFN

I'm crushed. I'm confused. I'm angry. My progesterone level was 18.5, and the nurse said everything looks beautiful on paper. I don't understand what happened. I don't think we can afford to do this again or move to further treatment. I guess all I can do is sit and wait for my period to come...

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Tomorrow is true blood test. I'm scared and trying to stay positive, but prepared for he worst.

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Probably TMI...

Monday is the day I get my blood drawn and find out if this whole IUI thing worked. I'm feeling boated, can go to the bathroom (yeah...) and my nipples are soooooorrrreee. I want to think these are al positive signs, but I've felt this all before. Every time, I go "this is it!!" Two days later, I start my period. I have had dreams the past two nights that I was pregnant. I could feel it physically in my dreams. Last night I announced it to my husband and cried in my dream. Please send us some baby dust. Seven years has taken its toll on us. We just want a family to love and learn with.