Rocky Roadkillz @rockyroadkillz - Tumblr Blog

I dont even have the motivation to live but i dont have motivation to try ending it eitheir

I keep getting weaker,like my muscle starting to give up a bit more every years

I wish i've never meet him honestly,he treat me like everybody else,like i'm nothing and a joke,but it harsher everytimes

I just want anyone to tell me i look cool or beautiful without asking just they told me you look pretty or cool like that for no reason

I really think he dont like me

I eat like a fat ass today,i'm so disgusted and dissapointed i can't do shit that why he dont love me

deusben

let teens be teens, not kids nor adults, just teenagers.

How degrading it feel to never been the chose one,all your friends have something special, everybody always prefer one of them,but when it you they all ignore you like you never part of the deal,like i wanna have something special and be loved no just be 'their friend that nobody like' and everybody laugh at and wondering why they friend with someone like me

#vent post #vent #tw vent #personal vent #kinda sad #idk what else to tag #idk how to tag this #idk man #thoughts #yearning #everybody better than me #i'll never be something else that their shadow

I swear i can't control food eating..i had hot chocolate with toast with butter and oreo yesterday cause i was in pain and sick and i wake up still in pain, i'm lucky i dont have any biscuits or anything cause i'm in lack of money💔

#tw body image #tw body issues #i dont know #i dont like my body #but i can't manage to focus #i feel like i'm never gonna be better #i need to be skinnier

Idk if it just me it eitheir i forgot to eat or binge eat