It Wasn’t Your Fault.

TRUST KAIMIR; ORIGINAL TIEFLING ROGUE. // Follows from @catsdisco

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𝐑𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐃 ► 𝐀 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐋𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄, 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐄, tiefling original character ; 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐀𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐑 ; 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐅 𝐑𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄. Based generally in 𝐃𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐒 & 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝟓𝐞; but can be put into the worlds of 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄 & 𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐃𝐔𝐑’𝐒 𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝟑.

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CARRD IS A WIP. RULES CAN BE FOUND HERE FOR NOW.

𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. 𝟐𝟏+ 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘.

𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐍 ► Hypersexuality from grief, toxic coping mechanisms, watching the love of your life die right in front of you, proving your father wrong, understanding your own self worth, and awakening to the magic within your very soul.

Reference sheet done by @Melodjium on Instagram! ( coloured by me! )

𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐂𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 ► PLEASE NOTE THAT THE FOLLOWING DOCUMENTS MAY CONTAIN MENTIONS OF ABUSE AND DEATH.

BASIC INFORMATION.

BACKSTORY.

MISERY. ( The death of Trust’s boyfriend, Vigilance Malris. )

AFTERMATH. ( Trust buries his boyfriend’s corpse, then tells his sister when he goes to visit her in a different city. )

BAD NEWS. ( Trust confronts his boyfriends family about the death of their son & brother )

TRUST’S EMOTIONS ( based on tail movements )

These documents pertain to Trust’s character and lore. Until a Carrd is made, you can find out about him with the information above. All art of Trust on this blog was either made by me or commissioned by me.

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While in-depth rules can be found on the carrd linked above, I will state somethings under the cut. This is in regards to shipping ect.

Trust his hypersexual, however, I do not write him to make people uncomfortable. Any relationships whether they’re romantic, or a one stands or whatever need to be severely plotted. Trust is this way because it’s a toxic coping mechanism from losing the most important person to him, and being unable to do anything but watch. He has a lot of sex to clear his mind so he stops thinking about it for a while.

Trust is homosexual so it’s very unlikely for him to even flirt with a female muse.

He will casually flirt with male characters, but if it’s not reciprocated, he will kindly back off. The flirtatious nature is part of his stupid personality.

While he has a very outgoing behaviour, Trust is very deceiving. He will not tell anyone about his current situation unless a bond has been formed of some sort. He is a very damaged character.

He’s a bottom.

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So great news is that I’m not losing my job! I will be focusing on my graphics and art commissions that I need to finish up, because it was really close and the stress sapped my energy. But I feel great now!

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If u don’t get the primal feral urge to fuck me every time you see me then I don’t want it

[journcys-archived]

Since we’re still dealing with my old shot head renters, come this Friday I’m going to be struggling really hard to get groceries. We struggled last pay too and don’t really have much for this week which isn’t great. I’m doing quick PAY WHAT YOU WANT sketches between my current art commission lys ( I do them as warm ups anyway). Reference of what they look like below. I just want to not struggle next week in the grocery department like I am rn.

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Send me  “👀 + interaction ideas“

For me to give you two (or more) plot /dynamic ideas.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  add " + " to reverse the action.  )

❛  do you want to tell me about your day?  ❜ ❛  here, you look like you're freezing.  ❜ ❛  i love you just the way you are, and i'm here to remind you of that whenever you need to hear it.  ❜ ❛  i promise i'll always be here if you need me.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could take away all your pain.  ❜ ❛  i'll stand by you, no matter what challenges may come our way.  ❜ ❛  i'm gonna make sure nothing bad will ever happen to you.  ❜ ❛  if you need a shoulder to lean on or someone to listen, i'm here.  ❜ ❛  if you need someone to talk to i'm always just one phone call away.  ❜ ❛  it's okay. i've got you. you're safe now.  ❜ ❛  it's okay to feel this way, we've all been there.  ❜ ❛  it's okay to lean on others for support occasionally.  ❜ ❛  just let me take care of you for a bit.  ❜ ❛  no matter what happens, you'll always have a place in my heart.  ❜ ❛  what do you need me to do to make you feel better?  ❜ ❛  you can always ask me for help if you need it.  ❜ ❛  you just relax and let me do the rest. you deserve a break.  ❜ ❛  you look like you could use a hug.  ❜ ❛  you're always taking care of me so no it's my turn to return the favor.  ❜ ❛  you're not alone in this. i'm here for you, no matter what.  ❜

[ blanket ] sender draping a blanket over receiver's shoulders [ breaths ] sender helping receiver to calm down by using breathing techniques [ compliment ] sender complimenting receiver to make them smile [ cry ] sender offering receiver a shoulder to cry on [ gift ] sender giving receiver a small gift [ hand ] sender holding receiver's hand while they're walking [ hug ] sender pulling receiver into a tight embrace [ injured ] sender helping an injured receiver with everyday tasks [ jokes ] sender trying to make receiver laugh [ kindness ] sender surprising receiver with random acts of kindness [ massage ] sender giving receiver a shoulder massage to tend to their sore muscles [ patterns ] sender drawing random patterns on receiver's skin [ pillow ] sender offering receiver to use them as a pillow [ scars ] sender gently tracing receiver's scars [ sick ] sender bringing a sick receiver whatever they need ( food / medicine / etc. ) [ steady ] sender wrapping an arm around receiver's waist to steady them [ support ] sender quietly sitting down next to receiver to let them know they're there [ touch ] sender letting receiver know they're there through simple touch [ warmth ] sender pulling receiver into their arms to share body heat [ wound ] sender cleaning / bandaging receiver's wound(s)

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I want to write here but every time I get here I feel like it’s fruitless

[geryone]

Desire Museum, Danielle Cadena Deulen

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Creature, Michael Dumanis

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— SHIPPING CALL.

I’m gonna do another one of these. Can be romantic, platonic, ect. Pre established is fine too! I really want to start writing with people and this would probably help lmao

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Send ‘Ship Bias’ and I will share up to 5 Ships I have a bias for for my muse!

Remember to specify muse for Multi-Muse blogs!

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more people need to call trust out for his sexual habits being a horrible coping mechanism

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I’m sorry for all the ooc, I will write here I swear, I’ve just been dealing with a lot.

Also thanks to my poll I do have a url for karlach, and I made one for Wyll anyway lol

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@lunaerising sent: ❝ I too am in love with someone else, but they will never allow me to marry my beloved. Why don’t we make an agreement? ❞ // u can ignroe the too if it doesnt vibe w you!! from gale :)

‘YEAH, WELL MINE’S DEAD, SO—‘ these are words that don’t leave the lips of the tiefling, but instead they purse together in thought. VIGILANCE WAS DEAD—gone from this place of existence and Trust could remember cleaning the mess up as clear as day. He could still see the deep purple blood on his hand; remember how his body was still warm before it finally became cold and lifeless; or how he went and buried him in his own backyard; only a few feet from his murder.

This whole thing almost felt like a slap in the face.

Gale was a good looking guy, sure—an interesting one, too; but Trust’s heart still beat for his deceased lover. This was a situation he couldn’t back out of; a frustrating one…an annoying one. However, the offer of an agreement piqued his curiosity more then anything; head cocking to the side in curiosity as a white brow cocked upwards and arms crossed over his chest.

“An agreement, huh?” He mused, bringing fingers up to his chin in thought.

“What are you thinkin’, Wizard boy?”

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Tbh trusts dad would more likely sell his son off to someone rather then do an arranged marriage for him but yolo ksksksk

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ* ARRANGED MARRIAGE SENTENCE STARTERS 2.0

arranged marriage thematic starters, only revamped! change pronouns/adapt as needed!

refusal and disagreements

❝ I would rather die than marry the likes of you. ❞

❝ I will run away! I won’t accept this marriage! ❞

❝ I cannot accept this. I will not marry them – my heart belongs to someone else. ❞

❝ Please – please do not make me wed them! ❞

❝ Anyone else would be better! Please, I know you can find me a better match! ❞

❝ Do not touch me! I only married you for duty, stay away from me! ❞

❝ I do not care what you want, we did not marry out of love. ❞

❝ You are mine now. Act properly. ❞

❝ Who you loved before is meaningless. We are married now, and your lover will remain in the past. ❞

❝ I will never love you! ❞

❝ It isn’t fair! I don’t even know them! ❞

❝ You will not give my only child to that monster! ❞

❝ It is a match beneath my daughter. You insult us with the mere proposition of it. ❞

❝ She is a princess. She won’t be wed to someone lesser. ❞

❝ He will marry the one we chose, not that peasant! ❞

❝ You refuse me to give yourself to a peasant?! ❞

❝ The match is already made but I cannot accept it. I love you! ❞

❝ It is you I love! I could not bear to be with them instead. ❞

meetings and beginnings

❝ You are not at all what I imagined. ❞

❝ I know you hold no love for me. How could you when we are practically strangers? And I know we may never come to love each other, but we can at least be friends. ❞

❝ Love can be built, too. And if you’re willing, I would like to try and learn to love you. ❞

❝ The descriptions I heard did not do justice to your beauty. ❞

❝ You are lovely. I am lucky you are to be wed to me. ❞

❝ I must admit I expected far worse from an arranged marriage. ❞

❝ I want to know you better if we are to be wed. Tell me about the things you like. ❞

❝ We are only marrying because I need an heir. What you do and with who beyond that does not matter to me. ❞

❝ I too am in love with someone else, but they will never allow me to marry my beloved. Why don’t we make an agreement? ❞

❝ Am I not what you expected? ❞

❝ You seem disappointed… I may not be as good-looking as you expected, but I shall never treat you unkindly. ❞

❝ This is your home too, now. You are free to go wherever you wish. ❞

❝ How odd we have been betrothed for so long but never saw each other before our wedding day. ❞

❝ I do not care about power and wealth. I want to marry for love. ❞

❝ Even though I have been told this would happen my entire life, I still can’t quite accept it. ❞

discussing the topic

❝ In just a few days I will be wed to someone I never met. ❞

❝ It is so odd to think my entire life will change so fast. A person I don’t even know, and we will be bound for life! ❞

❝ I know they plan to marry me off to someone soon, even if no one said a thing yet. ❞

❝ How could you agree to this without even asking me what I want? ❞

❝ You will do as you’re told and marry them! ❞

❝ We picked the best match available for you. ❞

❝ It is the best we managed. I am sorry you don’t like them, but there was no other way. ❞

❝ You knew this day would come. People like us only marry for duty, dear. ❞

❝ Love is not the priority for the likes of us. ❞

❝ Marrying for love is a delusion. ❞

❝ You are a princess. You will have to agree to a match eventually. ❞

❝ There are so many good proposals! How come no one is to your tastes? ❞

❝ Our bloodline must continue, and for that, you need to marry and have heirs. ❞

❝ I do not wish to leave home. My betrothed lives in such a different place… ❞

❝ I will never let them ship you off to a stranger. ❞

❝ You will not be sold for power like I was. ❞

❝ I won’t let them trade you for their alliance! ❞

❝ The arrangement was made when you were both still children. It is much too late to go back on it. ❞

❝ We have been promised to each other for years, and yet we have never met. ❞

❝ They are deciding your life for you! How can you simply accept it?! ❞

❝ There is no reason to make a fuss. I have known for years someday I would be married to some stranger my family found suitable. ❞

❝ Through them, we shall finally join our bloodlines! ❞

❝ Our children make quite the pair. I am glad they seem to get along so easily. ❞

❝ Only kings would be worthy of you. We will accept no less on your behalf. ❞

❝ A complete stranger is suddenly mine. And then, I am hers, too – I must offer her my all. ❞

❝ What do you think your betrothed will be like? ❞

love, duty, ambition and alliances

❝ Don’t pretend to care. The only reason you agreed to this is because of my title. ❞

❝ You married me for my claim, I know that! I just thought, given time, we could grow to be fond of each other. ❞

❝ I shall marry you only because I must. ❞

❝ Ours is a union of duty. You would do well to remember that. ❞

❝ Every good child knows: duty before your heart’s desire. ❞

❝ Remember what is at stake. Peace relies on our union. ❞

❝ Even if we married for duty, our union can still become one of true love. ❞

❝ A marriage is a marriage – love or arranged. Both require the same level of commitment. ❞

❝ Both our lands benefit from our match – and I know will be a good queen. ❞

❝ My people will love you in time. I think I might, too. ❞

❝ We were wed for an alliance, but this doesn’t need to be terrible. We can at least be friends. ❞

❝ Duty brought us together, but it is love that will make this bearable. ❞

❝ My father used to say the strongest loves are built by choice, not by chance. ❞

❝ Do you believe in love at first sight? I think I’m already in love with you. ❞

❝ Even if you love me, your people never will. ❞

❝ I married you for your title. I do not care for love. ❞

❝ My heart is yours, but we cannot be together. My family would never agree to a match like this. ❞

❝ Marrying them will give the realm peace. I have to agree to the match, even if you are the one I truly love. ❞

❝ It seems silly to think a single union will end decades of conflict. This is just the start. ❞

❝ They found me someone rich to marry! I will finally have everything I wanted. ❞

❝ I do not care my betrothed is not handsome – I only care that he is rich. ❞

❝ You will learn to love. You have to be determined to grow a love that will sustain your marriage for a lifetime.  ❞

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beep beep how’s my portrayal ?