Ongaku to Hito 2018/11 edition - 京 interview
Kyo is chasing something that he feels is a vision, is visible, but cannot be seen. He knows that it’s out there though.
Since forever, he feels this profound loneliness, even if he were to surround himself with people. And yet, he finds that this makes his heart strong. When describing this feeling, he tapped on his chest.
He reflected that it has been a while since he went out to eat with the other members of Dir en grey. However, he wouldn’t know what to say.
To fill the loneliness, he works. He considers that no person can fill it. His job consists of staying in shape and reflecting on his self-expression.
He feared getting hurt by exposing himself so bare with the latest songs. However, if only one person is able to understand anything and everything, then it will have been worth it and everyone else can attack him.
Again, if he ever becomes happy/finds happiness, then the artist named Kyo no longer exists.
The older he becomes, the higher anxiety he feels. From what I understand, he imagined talking to his self from back when he started a band, and he would say: “Is that right?!” (Eh? Maji de?) if he had known that his level of anxiety would rise so much.
If he did not have art/music to express himself, he guessed that he would publish a hundred Tweets per day instead.
Regarding other artists that do similar things or litterally sing his songs, he thinks that there are some lies, but if, even by a misunderstanding, someone really does something with pure feelings, then he will be glad that he was not alone.
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