Rojoraccoon

[rojoraccoon]

I've begun to realize that maybe the world is telling me that I don't need love. Every time I try, again and again, something happens. You didn't mean to leave.... but you have to. You have no choice. So I guess that means we won't be growing up together. We won't be experiencing things together. It's just a matter of if you're willing to wait. Till the day we can see each other again. And if you're not... then I'll just be here. Alone. Again.

Rojo

[rojoraccoon]

I'm so afraid of losing you. I keep getting left, and it hurts worse every time. I want to believe you're the one, but my fears- they contradict everything you say. Please... just don't leave me.

Rojo

[rojoraccoon]

Collapsing Call

Me: Hey...

Me: ... Do you like her?

Me: I just want to know

Me: Just tell me if you like her

Me: Bye

*＊✿❀Ending❀✿＊*

｡･ﾟﾟ･ Phone call　

｡･ﾟﾟ･ Relationship

｡･ﾟﾟ･ Happiness

｡･ﾟﾟ･ Life

*＊✿❀All previous data has now been wiped❀✿＊*

*＊✿❀All feeling has now been wiped❀✿＊*

*＊✿❀Are you ready to continue "LIFE"?❀✿＊*

Yes

No ←

[rojoraccoon]

Have you ever met the type of person who will have an anxiety attack and overthink the simplest things? If you have, it's because you've met me.

Rojo

[rojoraccoon]

You promised me. You wouldn't give me back my heart, so I made you promise me that you wouldn't break it. But you did it anyway. Why does everyone like to play with my emotions? I don't understand people anymore.

RojoRaccoon

[rojoraccoon]

Hearing your voice again frightened me right down to my core because all you did was make me feel miserable again.

Rojo

[rojoraccoon]

If I die before I wake, it's because of the wish that I had made.

Rojo

[rojoraccoon]

Guess I’ll Never Know

Not even TumblrBot has an answer for me, ehehe...

[rojoraccoon]

To be honest, I hate everyone... but I also care about some of those people I hate. And even though it doesn't make sense... I want you guys to be happy. So please, be happy for the both of us, alright?

Rojo

[rojoraccoon]

My Imagination - I Am Content (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/sn7Nm13ieY My silly imagination thinking of things no one ever knew

[rojoraccoon]

I'm sorry. Sorry if I seem cruel now, but I had to change over break. I had to dedicate my 3 months of rest, to ensure that my heart was stone hard, so that when I came back, I didn't break so easily. So, I stopped caring, I stopped hanging around waiting for others, and I became what you will see when we meet again. That girl who cared so much before, the one who just wanted love, now cares for no one. Because.... why should she?

Rojo

[rojoraccoon]

I thought maybe I could start uploading some art and stuff, so here ya go I guess

[rojoraccoon]

My Mistake

I think I messed up

Because you may have found out

And in all honesty

I knew I should’ve kept my mouth shut

We were playing a game

Pick a number and I’ll answer honestly

But you picked one I hadn’t even seen...

Number 4

“Who’s your crush”

The rules of the game say you have to answer honestly

But I couldn’t

Not after last time

When you found out I had liked you

And it had started out as gentle teasing

It was cute

Until you suddenly started hating me

So this time

Now that we’re friends again

I want to keep our friendship

And this time I said I’d keep my feelings to myself

But that game

And that number...

I stalled for a long time answering

But eventually afterward

You told me you were tired of me and my games

And it was like an arrow to the heart again

Just like before...

So I finally decided to say

“If I told you, we probably wouldn’t be friends”

And after that, you just said “Thanks for the answer”

And my heart stopped

Did you figure it out?

But you didn’t say anymore than that

All you said was “I’m tired, g’night”

And just like that

Fear surged over me 

Like a wave that’s been building up

And has finally crashed down

...

What have I done?

I’m so afraid I’ll lose you again

Please...

Don’t leave me

[rojoraccoon]

My Imagination - Worthless (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/1oRPHntXLX My silly imagination thinking of things no one ever knew

[rojoraccoon]

My Beginning - Our New Beginning (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/gi5B8yYxLX The start of something new perhaps? A type of happiness in having people to talk to, and someone to rely on.

[rojoraccoon]

Stay With Me

I told you my secrets

Expecting you to tell me yours

I poured my heart out to you

Hoping you would give me yours in return

Hoping you would stay with me

But that’s not the way things happened

You didn’t give me your love

You wouldn’t let me find out who you were

You didn’t let me be the keeper of your heart

And in fact....

You left me

Maybe it wasn’t meant to be

And that’s alright

Because you made me happy

For those times that we were together

And for that I thank you

And I wish you could’ve stayed with me

But it was your choice to leave

So now I say to you

さようなら私の愛

And I hope your dreams come true

And that you live happily

And find someone one day

Who can be the keeper of your heart

The one you stay with

The one who you love unconditionally

And they’ll make you happy

And I’ll be happy for you too

[rojoraccoon]

Sweet 🍡🍬🍭🍫🍦🍨

Sweet girls

With sweet tooths

Who want sweet boys

And have sweet lives

Everything may not be alright

But a sugary bite can make the entire day

Feel a tad bit better

For me

You’re my sweet thing

Not just my friend

Not just my crush

But the sweet thing that makes me smile

When things are getting rough

When life tastes so bitter

And my attitude is salty and sour

You make me feel happy again

And so I’m glad you’re with me

And I hope we’re together

Until the end of time

By the way...

Would you like a taste?

Maybe something sweet for your life too

I hope I get to be that sweet thing for you

The one that you choose

And even if I’m not

I’ll keep hoping