The Human Calculator

"I love yooo-ur hair." Rokuro said awkwardly, running his own hand through his hair as he laughed nervously.

"Oh r-really?" Nagi inquired giving Rokuro a blank stare. He wondered if the other man was alright. "You…haven’t been drinking again have you?"

Rokuro laughed, scratching the back of his head. Nagi actually thought that he already had someone… Well, he better clear things up before things got confusing… “Just one problem with that Nagi, I haven’t exactly found her yet. Well, them I should actually say. I don’t know who it’s going to be yet. I’d kind of like it to stay like that too. But yeah, when I eventually do meet them, I can introduce you. Massage? I don’t know.. I’ve never really liked other’s touching me in strange ways.. I guess that’s why I have a hard time in relationships…”

He sighed, thinking of what he could say next. All of this was just getting a little bit depressing. “So, what would you like to know next?”

"Oh…" Nagi uttered averting his gaze slightly embarrassed "s-sorry," he murmured "it really seemed as though you had someone in mind. For you I’m sure that if you were to seriously pursue someone they couldn’t help but to fall for you." Running a hand though his hair he blushed "some how, I’m sure they wouldn’t see you coming but you’d have the courtship planned down to the smallest detail before even making a move."

"it’s a bit funny thinking about how different we are, ah that is I tried my best of course but back when I was dating oh my I was never sure what I was doing, everything was so clumsy." sighing Nagi leaned back in his chair feeling the slightest but nostalgic "when I look back on it now, I had every reason to be lucky to get another date, even more so that my wife decided to agree to marry someone like me. It truly was a once in a lifetime experience."

Closing his eyes Nagi rolled his shoulders “that would be nice, I hope that once we escape we can still be friends. I’d like to still be able to spent time together like this…as desperate as that might sound.” he confessed teeth nibbling at his lower lip nervously as he fidgeted with his hands. Needing something to preoccupy himself with his signaled for a drink. Tilting his head to the side he then turned his attention to Rokuro somewhat perplexed “I see how that might be a problem. I know this might seem personal so please feel free to say so if you are uncomfortable or would rather not answer but do you in turn…have a problem touching people?”

Rokuro looked the other way. He thought it would have been obvious, especially to Nagi, the one person in his hell hole that didn't know him the best, but certainly knew the most about him. He was silent for moment, chewing on his inside cheek as he twiddle his thumbs, trying to think of what he should say. He waited until the bartender brought over his drink, shaking his head no when the man asked if he himself would like one. Rokuro waited patiently for him to leave, finally having planned out what he should say.

"It's not.. It's not that I have a problem.. it's just a long story okay? From when I was a kid.. I was bullied back in school. I have never been very sociable with people, so that probably didn't help my chances. After that, I kind of just avoided people altogether; played by myself, worked on computers.. the rest is history. You know how it goes.. and now I'm here, just waiting to get out."

He sighed; he wasn't able to look at Nagi during that whole thing. What if he thought badly of him now? Then he would just be like everyone else he supposed, nothing new there. "I sometimes wonder if it's better for me in here than it is out there.. I don't have so many people to deal with.."

pokemonpalooza

Really silly holiday Pokemon asks that I made for the holiday season.

I know that I am a little late for Hannukah (and I believe Kwanzaa as well), but I hope that all of you celebrating the holidays are having a wonderful holiday season. uwu

I really tried not to make this focus too much on any one holiday, so that any Pokemon listed can be asked, rather than a bunch of Christmas-related questions that really only apply to people celebrating Christmas. I tried to consider the ideals of the other holidays as well, and use Pokemon that reference different winter holidays.

Belated happy hannukah, and happy kwanzaa, as well as merry early Christmas and happy solstice. For all the holidays I am missing that are in December, I hope that they are wonderful as well. c:

"I love yooo-ur hair." Rokuro said awkwardly, running his own hand through his hair as he laughed nervously.

"Oh r-really?" Nagi inquired giving Rokuro a blank stare. He wondered if the other man was alright. "You…haven’t been drinking again have you?"

"Well… I suppose I’ll start at the beginning then and work my way through the list. My hopes? Well of course, the first one is to get out of this shit hole. Probably go back to school and get a degree of some sort; most likely with something to do with numbers and computers. I guess a job that I like would be nice too.. and finding friends or just people in general that care about me. I can’t ever imagine having a family though or settling down.. The thought of being a father has crossed my mind a couple of times and I just see horrible things happening. It’s probably best for me to stay away from kids…"

Rokuro sighed. He had to admit, this wasn’t so hard to talk about as he thought it would be. Maybe it was the fact that it was Nagi he was talking to. “I’m not sure if I really have any dreams.. I don’t want to be famous, and sure money is nice but what the hell would I do with it all? Maybe my dream is to just find someone that cares about me just as much as I care about them..” He cracked his neck out of bad habit. He should probably stop doing that, who knows that it would probably come back to kick him in the ass later.

"Your ambitions…are just what I expected them to be somehow." he murmured running a hand through his hair "n-not that I’m not impressed or anything…just those things seem to be…very like you. Hearing you say them out loud like this, I really believed you can do them." Nagi stammered out awkwardly worrying that he might have offended the other. "I-if you don’t mind my saying though…I was surprised by one thing. That you want to settle down someday." he said lowing his gaze to the scuffed up table chewing his lower lip.

"I hope you won’t take offense to this but, I’ve never though you would want things like that." playing with his hands in his lap "Having been married myself once, it comes as a relief that having seen what happened to my wife, you didn’t allow that part of you to die." he said softly somewhat reluctantly placing a hand over Rokuro’s "I hope things work out for you, everyone deserves to experience the joys of having their feelings returned at least once in their life. She must be wonderful…when we finally get out of here I’d very much like to meet her." Nagi requested taking his hand back and leaning back against his chair. Sighing as Rokuro cracked his neck smiling slightly "instead of cracking your neck like that all of the time it might be better to massage it, or put some gel of some sort."

Rokuro laughed, scratching the back of his head. Nagi actually thought that he already had someone... Well, he better clear things up before things got confusing... "Just one problem with that Nagi, I haven't exactly found her yet. Well, them I should actually say. I don't know who it's going to be yet. I'd kind of like it to stay like that too. But yeah, when I eventually do meet them, I can introduce you. Massage? I don't know.. I've never really liked other's touching me in strange ways.. I guess that's why I have a hard time in relationships..."

He sighed, thinking of what he could say next. All of this was just getting a little bit depressing. "So, what would you like to know next?"

//we have no wifi currently at my house, and I only have it now because Im at a friends. So... Yeah....

#rokuromun #ooc

disturbed-raven

Okay so like...I haven't done this on here before yet, but like this if you'd like to play Cards Agaisnt Humanity?

I usually wouldn’t ask (since no one usually responds), but I really wanna play and no one is on in my skype contacts ^^”

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//Cards Against Humanity it literally one of my favourite games ever

#rokuro mun #ooc

Ask my muse questions about their relationship with another character.

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I LOVE THESE PLEASE

"I love yooo-ur hair." Rokuro said awkwardly, running his own hand through his hair as he laughed nervously.

"Oh r-really?" Nagi inquired giving Rokuro a blank stare. He wondered if the other man was alright. "You…haven’t been drinking again have you?"

"Hm.. well.. Is there anything you’d like me say in particular? An idea of somewhere I should start? To be perfectly honest.. I don’t really have a clue what to say. I thought you may have had questions yourself that you wanted me to answer..I never really.. talk about myself with others, so I don’t really know what they’d like to know…"

Rokuro’s hands were in his lap, his thumbs twiddling back and forth.He was chewing on the inside of his cheek and tapping his foot lightly on the floor. This was was obviously quite nerve wracking for him, and he didn’t think that he was hiding it too well. What was he suppose to say?! He was so bad at this; why did Nagi even bother hanging around him?

"My favourite colour is… midnight blue.." He said quietly, the first thing that came to mind.

Nagi looked at Rokuro slightly embarrassed “I see.” he murmured with an awkward chuckle “then in that case I suppose I’ll come up with a few. I wasn’t…I didn’t realize that by not prying I would make you uncomfortable.” he explained with a serene smile. Placing his elbow on the table, he rested his face against his hand “I suppose I’d like to know normal things such as your hopes, dreams, or even something more personal like your childhood, likes or dislikes…anything really. I hope you don’t take offense but to me you seem to be like an unsolved mystery, in a lot of ways.” he said softly

"You fight with us for your own freedom, and take on more work than anyone else but very rarely open up or even seem to like other people. You still come here even when there aren’t meetings though, so I wonder if you just have a hard time communicating with everyone. I…honestly, as embarrassing as it is…I feel somewhat honored that you agreed to talk with me like this." he rambled on unable to contain his smile having just learned something new, and somewhat unexpected. "Midnight blue?" he questioned tilting his head to the side "hmm, based off your clothing I was sure the answer would be black." he commented "I think that color would suit you though, if you ever wanted to try it out."

"Well... I suppose I'll start at the beginning then and work my way through the list. My hopes? Well of course, the first one is to get out of this shit hole. Probably go back to school and get a degree of some sort; most likely with something to do with numbers and computers. I guess a job that I like would be nice too.. and finding friends or just people in general that care about me. I can't ever imagine having a family though or settling down.. The thought of being a father has crossed my mind a couple of times and I just see horrible things happening. It's probably best for me to stay away from kids..." Rokuro sighed. He had to admit, this wasn't so hard to talk about as he thought it would be. Maybe it was the fact that it was Nagi he was talking to. "I'm not sure if I really have any dreams.. I don't want to be famous, and sure money is nice but what the hell would I do with it all? Maybe my dream is to just find someone that cares about me just as much as I care about them.." He cracked his neck out of bad habit. He should probably stop doing that, who knows that it would probably come back to kick him in the ass later.

"I love yooo-ur hair." Rokuro said awkwardly, running his own hand through his hair as he laughed nervously.

"Oh r-really?" Nagi inquired giving Rokuro a blank stare. He wondered if the other man was alright. "You…haven’t been drinking again have you?"

"O-oh.. yeah of course, we can do that Nagi. You don’t have to ask. Shall we then?” Rokuro gestured to a set of chairs just across them room, farther away from other people.

As they took their seats, Rokuro began to think to himself; what if Nagi asked a question he didn’t have an answer to? Rokuro could be a very simple person, but at the same time a very complex one to understand. What if Rokuro wasn’t sure how to answer a question? “So.. umm.. what did you want to ask?

"Thank you, I really am sorry for keeping you if you wanted to get back to the others." Nagi murmured apologetically bowing his head. Chewing his lip he followed Rokuro to a more secluded area. Tilting his head to the side he wondered why it was that the other man had chosen such an area. However he dismissed the question deciding that it was because Rokuro wanted to keep things private, or at least it would be easier to talk. Deep down he felt somewhat honored that the other had agreed to spend time with him.

Taking a seat across from the younger man, Nagi’s hands danced in his lap “ah nothing really, just…whatever you feel like sharing…that’ll be more than enough. I’d just like to get to know you better without, well making you uncomfortable.”

Rokuro’s hands were in his lap, his thumbs twiddling back and forth.He was chewing on the inside of his cheek and tapping his foot lightly on the floor. This was was obviously quite nerve wracking for him, and he didn't think that he was hiding it too well. What was he suppose to say?! He was so bad at this; why did Nagi even bother hanging around him?

"My favourite colour is... midnight blue.." He said quietly, the first thing that came to mind.

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First person to submit a wedding ring to me gets to marry me for a week.

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"I love yooo-ur hair." Rokuro said awkwardly, running his own hand through his hair as he laughed nervously.

"Oh r-really?" Nagi inquired giving Rokuro a blank stare. He wondered if the other man was alright. "You…haven’t been drinking again have you?"

Oh Nagi.. couldn’t he tell that Rokuro was kidding about the whole dare situation? Rokuro had been drinking by himself, and had tried to tell Nagi his feelings for him, however that was a failure. But.. if they were friends like he said, shouldn’t he tell Nagi the truth? Friends didn’t lie to each other, did they?

”No, I actually do like your hair Nagi. Keep it the way it is; it suits you.” Well, at least he didn’t lie about that..

"a-ah…well then I won’t change it." Nagi replied awkwardly. Chewing on his lower lip, his eyes darted around the room.

"If you don’t mind would you like to sit down somewhere together?" he asked scratching his cheek "I don’t mind talking about whatever you want to talk about, it isn’t very often that we spend time together. I feel like I hardly know anything about you, so I think that…it will be nice to get to know you better, that is if you don’t mind sharing."

"O-oh.. yeah of course, we can do that Nagi. You don't have to ask. Shall we then?" Rokuro gestured to a set of chairs just across them room, farther away from other people. As they took their seats, Rokuro began to think to himself; what if Nagi asked a question he didn't have an answer to? Rokuro could be a very simple person, but at the same time a very complex one to understand. What if Rokuro wasn't sure how to answer a question? "So.. umm.. what did you want to ask?

#nagilkarp #what have I done

"Do it."

3. My muse handcuffs yours to an office chair

"I swear Nagi, it’s not what you think it is. It’s just.. no one else would help with this.. so I kind of volunteered you myself, if you don’t mind." Rokuro swung the other pair of handcuffs around his fingers; one, two, three times before placing Nagi’s other wrist in them and clicking it shut. He then handcuffed him to the chair, looking at his fine work. "I just really needed someone to help me test out these new handcuffs I got. I don’t see why people would be afraid to help me anyways. Anyways, try to break out of them. If they break, it was a waste of my Cast."

"I love yooo-ur hair." Rokuro said awkwardly, running his own hand through his hair as he laughed nervously.

"Oh r-really?" Nagi inquired giving Rokuro a blank stare. He wondered if the other man was alright. "You…haven’t been drinking again have you?"

"You were worried about.. about me?" Rokuro looked up to him. Maybe it had been more than just a few drinks. Maybe it hadn’t been a dare. Maybe he had chickened out at the last second and thought of the next best thing to say. But was Nagi really worried about him?

"Why worry about someone like me?"

"Why wouldn’t I be worried about you? We’re allies…and if I’m not being too presumptuous…friends as well?"

"You’re doing most of the work, and for a while I thought you had issues with other people since you don’t seem to talk very much to the others unless you have to but, I feel relieved knowing you have put yourself out there and have started talking with your fellow allies though I do find it a bit perplexing that my hair should come up in conversation. Do you honestly like it or…do you think I should try something new?"

Oh Nagi.. couldn't he tell that Rokuro was kidding about the whole dare situation? Rokuro had been drinking by himself, and had tried to tell Nagi his feelings for him, however that was a failure. But.. if they were friends like he said, shouldn't he tell Nagi the truth? Friends didn't lie to each other, did they? "No, I actually do like your hair Nagi. Keep it the way it is; it suits you." Well, at least he didn't lie about that..