Like a horror monster she descended upon him without mercy. Coiling around him, her ribbons spreading like sentient roots to encompass him. All of him, every inch, ever fibre of his being, she wouldn't let him go. Whatever was fuelling her to do this she wasn't sure. But deep within her core she said those words to herself over and over. And seeing the one who had hurt her so much say them back. It broke something within Gangle. Something that had always held her back.
Her fear was gone, she felt so angry right now more than ever before.
"You don't get to say that, after everything you've done to me. You don't get to say that! Where do you get off saying that?! When I have felt that way for so long! When I chose to end myself before coming here! You don't think you have a point? You of all people dare say that to me?!"
The ribbons try to hold him tighter like a snake coiling around prey she held him. There was a level of desperation within the coiling through, like deep down she didn't want to lose him despite it all. Because it meant she was losing someone else. They were leaving her behind, and she couldn't take that, wouldn't take that anymore. She would fight even if it was in vain she was going to make him feel everything.
"Sounds to me like you're trying to run away. To hide from all the terrible things you've done to us all. It isn't just me, it's Ragatha, it's Zooble, it's Pomni and who knows who else. If you're going to run then I'll stop you, I'll drag you back as many times as it takes because I am owed that. You owe me so much Jax! With how you relied on me and how I relied on you! You trying to give up now is you trying to escape your debts. I won't let you escape...I won't let you...I won't!"
Even if she was doomed along with him she wouldn't give up. She was tried of it, tired of people leaving, tired of people thinking they knew better, she was so sick of holding everything back so she wouldn't.
"You matter to us, you think your tricks, and your cruelty makes you beyond help. Well, Zooble said it didn't they? You're still one of us. And you're spitting on that! You're spitting on their kindness to you! Just like you've spat on anyone trying to help you! Well, I'm not here to help you but I will still be here. Because I latched onto you! You were the only thing keeping me going for the longest time until Zooble came."
Yes, it was messed up but Jax had done that. And she wanted him to take responsibility, to acknowledge that his presence affected her. That even now he still mattered even he it didn't seem to matter to him.
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