We're All Mad Here👑🎩

This is my blog dedicated to looking for roleplay partners, sharing roleplay characters or ideas, or even have others share their roleplay requests! I will try to post daily.

[roleplaymadness]

Just a little something.

My intentions are always good when it comes to roleplaying, but motivation comes and goes. It wanes and waxes. I know I am not the only one this has happened to. The point is, I have had a few issues with some previous partners because my brain is all over the place at times. And trust me, no one is more annoyed about that than me. I genuinely have tried to think of reasoning behind why I am unable to hyperfixate on things as easily as I could in the past. The only explanation I can come up with is that I am getting older. I am not an eighteen year old with all the time on my hands. I am nearly 30 now, and it's tougher to sit back and write constantly and with so many people. That being said, I have been in this game a long time, since I was about fourteen. Back then, it was so easy to stop and redirect my focus on whatever I was writing at the time. This was when platforms like Quotev and Geeking existed. Now, the only roleplaying platform that I personally believe has any substance is Discord. Why I choose Discord over anything else is a story in and of itself, which maybe one day I will go into, but not right now. When I was a kid, of course I had all the time in the world to write stories. All of this is leading up to me saying this. Be patient with me. Understand that I truly do want to write with you. It's never your fault that I cannot muster up the strength to respond. And I genuinely never ghost on purpose. Inspiration wanes a lot faster than it used to. I work a full time job now, and I have other responsibilities that come first when I am not writing. Do not let this deter you from writing with me; just understand that I never mean to leave you hanging. My intentions are always good. Sometimes, it just doesn't pan out for me. My current roleplay ads are what my brain is fixated on for the most part, so anything I want to write is what is there. Thank you all for reading.

[princessrhcenyra]

André is the head of British Intelligence and bases his operations out of New York. Far more versed in counter espionage tactics than his counterpart, Ben Tallmadge, he is experienced and cunning in his ability to take down targets. Known for his keen eye for human weakness, André employs a variety of methods to turn sources and isn’t above using sex, money and the promise of power to get his man.

[roleplaymadness]

Need to save this information for an upcoming roleplay, don't mind me.

[roleplaymadness]

FANDOM ROLEPLAY REQUEST! 21+ PLEASE

This one is a longshot, but I have to try! I am looking for 21+, female writers please! ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+ This is for the fandom TURN: WASHINGTON'S SPIES It will include romance, as of right now I don't double up. CC X OC OR CC X CC

I started rewatching this show recently and lately I have been dipping my toes into historical roleplays. This is obviously set during the American Revolution, so our roleplay would be set during that time. We can obviously remove the focus on the war aspect and maybe focus more on the romance? The war will still be present, just in a distant sort of way. I am looking for a specific plot in a way that your female OC is pulled into a love triangle completely by accident. I would want to play Major John Andre from the British side FOR SURE, and as for the other love interest I am still undecided as long as it is someone from the American side (I'm still rewatching to find some candidates, I don't really want to play Abraham). I think that love triangles are beneficial for drama and angst and a lot of other reasons. I would be playing both males! Basically, she can be a spy for the Americans or for the British, and regardless of how it comes about she falls for both men, and them for her. This can lead to a messy, heartbreaking story once they realize she is a spy for the other side. I ROLEPLAY ON DISCORD IN A SERVER!!

My in depth rules are pinned to my blog, but I will leave a quick blast below:

NSFW content is included. I don't fade to black when it comes to smut. As for everything else, obviously this was a time of war so blood and fighting and semi gore will be mentioned. I have this image of her caring for an injured love interest--anyway. 21+ and female writers only, please.

You are more than welcome to use an OC, in fact I encourage it. If you'd like to use a female canon character from the show, just let me know who and we can potentially talk about it! I will only be playing canons, no OCs on my end.

Headcanons, music, playlists, all of it I live (and die) for. Someone who plots with me, will help carry the flow of the story, will keep me watching my phone hoping for that next Discord ping...I am adv-lit to novella depending on the scene. Not a whole lot of pressure for super quick replies as long as we are making some headway.

USA time zones only, please. I am CST (central standard time).

Really hoping to hear from you!

[roleplaymadness]

FANDOM ROLEPLAYING INFO.

First of all, 18+ peeps only should be viewing this. I do not interact with minors, ever.

I decided to redo this and have a fresh start on all my fandoms and pairings that I will do. Things change over the years, and so do my interests and what not. All of my rules still apply, the post is pinned to the top of my blog. This ad will be a little different only because some fandoms will actually be asking for MxM pairings, which I never did in the past. The only difference with these is all MxM pairings, I will be fading to black when the time comes (with few exceptions). Any MxF pairings, I will NOT be expecting to FTB and will instead be wanting to write out these scenes. If you are confused at all, feel free to message and ask, I will happily clarify! I do not do FxF! **Quick note: I do not watch any anime, Teen Wolf, Hannibal, Harry Potter, The Last Of Us, Bridgerton, Orange Is The New Black, or American Horror Story. I also have not watched Yellowstone although I plan to soon! I also will not roleplay Sonic The Hedgehog or any characters from it! Please do not ask me for any of the above fandoms!** If you do not see your fandom listed besides the ones above, message me and ask! I could have forgotten to include it!

Bolded fandoms are fandoms I have been really looking forward to writing. Unless specified, I will be playing the male role, and you the female role. I DO NOT DOUBLE UP. I find it difficult, overwhelming, and confusing at times. I apologize. Doesn’t mean I never will, just not at the moment. If I am convinced to, my replies will be overwhelmingly short. Pairings will be in bolded italics. Also, any movies or shows (unless specified), will require real life faceclaims if you plan to use an OC. Any video games, it doesn’t matter unless otherwise specified. I am open to love triangles!

FANDOMS:

Movies

Star Wars movies 1-9: MxF I will play Anakin Skywalker, Poe Dameron, Darth Maul, or my own OC with Pedro Pascal as a FC against your female OC or Rey Skywalker (I have seen no Star Wars shows. And the only other movie I have seen is Rogue One).

The Hobbit: MxF or MxM I will play Thorin Oakenshield, Bard, or Fili against Bilbo Baggins (Thorin only), Sigrid, or a female OC.

LOTR: MxF or MxM I will play Boromir, Faramir, Samwise Gamgee, Aragorn, or Eomer against Frodo (Sam only), Eowyn, Galadriel, or a female OC.

Saw Franchise (1-7): MxF I will play Mark Hoffman, Peter Strahm, or Adam Stanheight against Amanda or a female OC. This one does not have to necessarily have Mark helping Jigsaw if we go that route. 

The Hunger Games: MxF I will play Finnick Odair, Cato, or a male OC against Johanna Mason or a female OC. (I have not read or seen A Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes so it is not included in this.)

The Barbie Movie: MxF I will play Ryan Gosling’s Ken against your female OC. This one I have changed up the lore and moved stuff around, it usually turns out pretty good! Marvel Cinematic Universe (including and up to Avengers Endgame and Spiderman No Way Home. I have not seen Thunderbolts and probably never will): MxF or MxM I will play Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Bucky Barnes, Pietro Maximoff, Clint Barton, Peter Parker (Tom Holland), or Loki against Natasha Romanov, Wanda Maximoff, or a female OC. For MxM, it will ONLY be Tony x Steve! (Will accept AUs!)

Xmen First Class: MxF I will play Charles Xavier or Erik Lensherr against your female OC or Mystique. 

DC (includes Suicide Squad, The Dark Knight, and The Dark Knight Rises, respectively). MxF I will play The Joker, Bane (TDKR), or my male OC that I’m basing off the Joker against Harley Quinn, Poison Ivy, or a female OC.

Pirates Of The Caribbean: MxF I will write Jack Sparrow or a male OC against Elizabeth Swann or your female OC. 

Mad Max Fury Road: I will play Max against your female OC!

Sky High (all of them will be seniors in high school): MxF I will play Zack or Warren against your female OC or Magenta.

Shows

ER: MxF I will play Luka Kovac, John Carter, or Dave Malucci against a female OC or Carol Hathaway. (This one is a large want!)

Game Of Thrones: MxF I will play Jaime Lannister, Podrick Payne, or Ramsay Bolton against Sansa Stark, an older Arya Stark, or a female OC. (First seven seasons only, no HOTD) Taboo plots allowed! Survivor: MxF This is a whole other animal and I am probably crazy for even suggesting it, but during some seasons I shipped certain people or even found some males hot. I will happily change their names and make up our own ideas and stuff surrounding this as long as we use the original FCs. Nothing beyond season 30 or before season 7.

Lost: MxF I will play Jack, Jacob, or Sawyer against Shannon, Juliet, or a female OC.

Supernatural: MxM or MxF I will play Dean Winchester against Castiel, Sam Winchester, or a female OC. 

Law And Order SVU: MxF I will play William Lewis, Dominic Carisi, or Elliot Stabler against Olivia Benson, Amanda Rollins, Casey Novak, or a female OC.

Star Trek Enterprise: MxF I will play Captain Jonathan Archer against T’Pol or a female OC. 

The Walking Dead: MxF I will play Daryl Dixon, Glenn, Rick, Shane or a male OC against Andrea, Rosita, Tara, or a female OC. I really only want this for the dystopian/post apocalyptic vibe. The zombies can make an appearance, but I have not seen beyond season 7. No Negan! Sorry ladies.

Weeds: MxF I will play Andy Botwin or Silas Botwin against Nancy Botwin or a female OC.

Flight 29 Down: MxF I will play Jackson or Eric against Daley, Taylor, Melissa, or a female OC. 

Video games (these do not require IRL fcs!)

Skyrim: MxF I will play my male OC or Sam Guevenne/Sanguine against Serana, Sapphire, or Uthgerd War-Bear.

Baldur’s Gate 3: MxF I will play my male OC against a female Tav, Karlach, or Shadowheart.

Mass Effect Andromeda: MxF I will play my male Ryder against your female OC or Cora.

Fallout 4: MxF This will be strictly OC x OC. And it will be set in the game universe only, no show. 

Final Fantasy: MxF This has a whole other google doc dedicated to it. If this tickles your fancy, ask for the doc.

This will be added onto regularly as I think of and come up with more. All of my rules still apply. Any MxM pairings will be fading to black during spicy scenes. MxF pairings will not FTB. I will do love triangles but no doubling. If you like a fandom and do not see it listed, just ask me if I like it. I may have forgotten to put it. I do not do FxF so please do not ask. I am barely dipping my toes into MxM just for these fandoms. 

[roleplaymadness]

ROLEPLAY RULES AND GUIDELINES.

Pay attention to bolded text!

MDNI!!

First and foremost, allow me to introduce myself. I am a 29 year old female from the USA. I work Mon-Fri and am most active on the weekends. I do not give my real name out unless we have roleplayed for a while and become friends, so you can call me Azazel or Aza. I literally am comfortable being referred to with any pronoun. I am in the central standard time zone. I am advanced lit to novella depending on the scene. I will never roleplay with men or anyone under the age of 18. I have no triggers and have no issue with "darker" or more taboo topics. I have roleplayed nearly everything under the Sun, so nothing phases me. Again, I do not roleplay with men (even if you want to play a female) or minors. Females and non binary folk are welcomed.

Genres I write include: slice of life/modern, sci fi, fantasy (mainly high or medieval fantasy), dystopian/post apocalyptic, Wild West, and I am dipping my toes into historical roleplays as well (think American Revolution era). I will also roleplay certain taboo topics (mainly 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦). I am interested in many fandoms and enjoy playing canon characters or OCs. I will have a post dedicated to my fandoms coming soon. For the time being, I do not double up. If I ever decide to, it will shorten my replies by a very, very large margin. I require real life face claims for all of these genres with the exception of sci fi, fantasy, and certain fandoms. I do not accept AI faceclaims!!!

I only roleplay on DISCORD in a server that is preferably created by me. Do not come to my dms and talk to me for two minutes and ask for a server. We need to be 100% sure we are compatible partners first. This will include sharing OCs, writing samples, plot ideas, the whole shibang. I will not jump into a server randomly after two minutes. I put a lot of energy and time into them. Proper grammar/sentence structuring is extremely important. Punctuation, capitalization, spacing out words--please do all of it. I can overlook typos unless they are excessive. Italics should not be used for ANYTHING other than thought, emphasis, or for the use of a text message or otherwise within a roleplay. I have female FC preferences that I can share if asked.

I personally prefer USA timezones. This is because when I roleplay with someone outside of my timezone, I can be stuck waiting days for a response. I am pretty good at rapid fire and can usually get decent replies out multiple times a day. I want enthusiastic partners who will share songs, gush OOC, help me come up with ideas, and share memes and whatnot. I only accept and write in 3rd person POV. This is non negotiable. Unless it is a fandom roleplay, I only do the MxF pairing with me playing as the male. For certain fandoms, I will write MxM but never FxF.

NSFW content is always present in my roleplays. It is never excessively written, and never strictly ERP. There will be build up and story, but I do not fade to black (there is only one exception to this that I'll explain later). A lot of my OCs have tragic pasts, although very few don't. NSFW can mean more than smut. It can include topics such as addiction, past traumas, all of that good stuff. Any triggers you have will need to be sent to me upon dm'ing.

I am ghosting friendly. I am notorious for having done it enough myself, although it is never on purpose. If we're inactive for more than two weeks, I will leave the server, and I expect you to as well if I'm not being active. We can always create it again and there's never any hard feelings. I will never block anyone unless you give me the ick or spam incessantly in a way that isn't necessary to the roleplay. If I ever post an ad that is different than the one we are doing, it is my RP ADHD acting up. It doesn't mean I am replacing you, it simply means my brain is spitting out ideas I want fulfilled. I have no problem creating a new thread or starting a brand new server if the new ad interests you.

Last bits: I do not mind one-two paragraph replies if it's absolutely necessary and can carry the scene forward. Just know I may mirror that response for my next reply. Feel free to dm me with questions on taboo topics. I will have a post with more detail on this and my fandoms coming soon!

Do not hesitate to dm/comment with any questions! I look forward to future roleplaying shenanigans!

[sodiumpop]

holy hot stuff man

[roleplaymadness]

Jesus Christ...he is definitely someone I'm willing to play in a doctor roleplay. Been binge watching ER for a while now and let me just say...Croatian men hit different!

[roleplaymadness]

WHEN WORLDS COLLIDE (ROLEPLAY AD)

ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+ PAIRINGS: M X F

TAGS: KEN, BARBIE MOVIE, 18+, NSFW, SLOW BURN, FRIENDS TO LOVERS

Deep in the heart of LA, something is stirring…two realms are connected by the slightest shifts in the space time continuum. But a small, harmless 'wish' in a shopping mall wishing fountain disrupts this fragile balance. On one side of this portal, there is the utopia that is Barbieland. Here, there is no hunger, no thirst, or any reason to give into any intimate desires, for all of these things are suppressed. No one knows much about how these 'Barbies' came to be, except they are humans with repressed emotion and physical needs. Sometimes, the Barbies find their way out of the portal connecting their worlds, but oftentimes they return. However, a Ken rarely passes through unless summoned…

A young woman, looking for love in all the wrong places, has just about given up on finding true love. A harmless wish, for true love in the form of a man or a friend, starts an entire crazy adventure when Ken is pulled through the portal. He's a beautiful man that needs help navigating the real world, her world. The two of them become fast friends, and while there are mutual feelings of attraction, the romance itself takes a bit to form. But once it does, it's beautiful and wonderful and far greater than anyone could have imagined. The question remains: will Ken be willing to throw away his chance to return to a perfect utopia to stay with her in the real world?

Listen, I know how unorthodox this idea may sound, but it will not leave me alone. My thoughts are plagued by it daily. You would play the female OC, while I play Ken. I want wholesome heartbreak (her choosing to go hang out with Mr. Wrong instead of Ken). I want to feel their journey of falling in love. I want to be screaming at them to 'just kiss already!' as we write the story. NSFW content will be involved, but it will have buildup. There will be drinking and mentions of smoking, because I have this scene in my head of them sitting at the edge of the water, smoking and talking, falling more and more in love. Ken gets a job as a surfing instructor because he's a natural. Maybe jealousy on her end comes into play when she sees other women making a pass at him. Give me all the music, all the aesthetics, all the shipping. Give me the tears (happy and sad) and the outpouring of gushing and plotting together. NSFW content will be mentioned, and when it comes time, I don't fade to black. I'm 28 and female, would prefer for my partner to be female and be 18-21+. USa timezones are preferred. I'm adv-lit to novella depending on the scene. 3rd person POV. I changed some of the lore of Barbieland to fix this story. I will make us a server with designated channels. I have been told I play Ken quite well, so please give me a chance. I put a lot of thought into this, so if you have any questions, do not hesitate to ask.

Ain't no wave that could break or define you…

I have a few ideas consisting of: them going shopping to get Ken a new wardrobe; him getting a job as a surfing instructor and being amazing at it; the two of them sitting by the waves smoking and talking about life; their first kiss in an unexpected place; some fun at a beach carnival; and others that I can't type out here.

Dm me, or comment below! I don't respond to likes :) I have written this once before and played as Ken and was told I did a good job. I am also working on a story surrounding this idea. I'd love to write this with someone who will enjoy it!

[roleplaymadness]

Believe me when I say having roleplay ADHD is literally the worst thing ever. I cannot get my mind to focus on ANYTHING. I remember that sweet, sweet time when I was obsessed with my OC Axel and I was hyperfixated on him. Those were great times. But now I literally cannot get my brain to focus on ANYTHING. It is jumping around all over and it's discouraging. I just want to write, man. I want to be able to write something longer than a few more replies before my stupid brain feels like switching to something else.

[dicklessthewonderclown]

no matter what your most embarrassing moment in life is, at least it’s not having fucking chat gpt write fanfic for you bc you’re too lazy to do it yourself

[roleplaymadness]

Or using AI to write your roleplay response....

[roleplaymadness]

!! DISCORD PURGE !!

This is my PSA to anyone that is in an INACTIVE roleplaying server with me. I am doing my monthly Discord server purge, which means I go through and leave/delete inactive servers. I look at when all the last messages were sent, and if it has been more than a week with no communication, I'm deleting or leaving the server. It clutters up my Discord and I have no use for inactive servers. It really isn't that hard to communicate. Not everyone meshes well as rp partners, and that is okay. I will have no hard feelings if you say this to me. We'll simply wish each other well and move on. Life got in the way? Understandable! I do not blame you. But what's the point of being in a server that I am not active in? Anyway, I'll be leaving/deleting inactive servers by the end of today. Just a quick PSA in case any of my inactive partners are wondering what happened.

[sourdough-seal]

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

[roleplaymadness]

One of my hardest things to deal with while roleplaying. I'm lucky I found a man to hyperfixate on for hopefully the next month or two. Fingers crossed!!

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

fanfic writers are so fucking awesome man. they write novel length fics that are sometimes even better than some published bestselling books written by professional writers. like fanfic writers are professional writers to me and they gift us their masterpieces for free. they give us something we can look forward to after a long day. something from which we can seek comfort when life is hard. something that can be our own little getaway. in a world of capitalism, despite everything, they give us all of these for free. like holy fuck. shout out to every fanfic writer. I wish all fanfic writers a very ‘I love you with all my heart and soul. I thank you from the bottom of my heart’

[roleplaymadness]

Since I am lumped in with this as a fanfic writer, I will happily say thank you :)

[roleplaymadness]

Monthly Rant :)

It has been an exhausting, rather daunting process finding partners to roleplay with. I know I am only getting older, which everyone does, and it's kind of becoming a chore to find partners that actually work out. I know myself that I am sometimes quite indecisive on what I want to do, and I have a tendency to jump around genres and ideas, but the ONE time I actually fixate on something, I can't find any partners. Maybe I am asking for too much. I don't know. I have read other rules and regulations that others have and I feel like mine are not nearly as strict in comparison. I just feel like maybe I am the problem. The one time I fixate on a character and a story, nobody wants to roleplay. But whenever I had rp adhd and was jumping around like an absolute madwoman, everyone was all over it. Don't get me wrong. There are still wonderful roleplayers out there. I have found many diamonds in the rough, although they are few and far between. But sometimes these diamonds disappear. Ghosting is a major problem within this community and I wish there were ways for us to communicate better.

I love roleplaying, because I love writing. I took a hiatus recently to try and get my mind together to fixate on something. And now that I have, no one is interested. Or if they say they are, they disappear two replies in. Here is what I am going to do. I am going to post a brand new pinned post of my rules and guidelines for roleplaying. Then, I will be posting an rp ad underneath that. This idea has been stuck in my head and probably will be for a few months now. I need to exhaust this idea and I want others to enjoy it as much as I do. And if I sound picky in my ad, it's because I am.

Stay tuned.

[filmgifs]

The Dark Knight Rises (2012)

[filmgifs]

"Now is not the time for fear. That comes later."

Tom Hardy as Bane || The Dark Knight Rises (2012)

[roleplaymadness]

Baby boy

[superprofesh]

Me: I keep rewatching The Fall Guy for the plot

the plot:

[hollandmarrch]

RYAN GOSLING interviewed by Fandango, April 2024 (x)

[roleplaymadness]

This needs to be on my blog. No reason. It just needs to be here.