Had Emma been actively watching the other, perhaps she would have noticed. There wasnât much that got past the Krusnikâ- And while Ronja may have thought that she was being subtle, that couldnât have been farther from the truth. Emma had noticed. Mira had noticed.
   Fuck, everyone had noticed.
   It was hard now, not to get lost in her own thoughts when Ronja was around. A defense mechanism, of sorts, and still, it was just as important to pay attention to the princessâs words. Little one, little one. It had stuck in her head, and it always would, as far as Emma was concernedâ- Ronja was growing up, that much was certain, but as long as she remained little in Emmaâs head⊠Well, Emma was the one that was in the clear.
   âŠAnything beyond friendship with Ronja could have disastrous implications, and yet it was clear that that was what the young woman had on her mind. What the teenager had on her mind. And, in only a few years, she wouldnât be a teenager anymoreâ- She would be a big, real problem. Oh, Emma didnât want to ruin this. Emma didnât want to ruin her.
   She would be a dead woman. If not Mara, then Cain. If not the Reef, then the Orden. Gods, all of space at her finger tips, and she had still found herself caught between a rock and a hard placeâŠ
   Clearing her throat (and her thoughts) after the other finishes, Emma allows herself to lie down as well, looking over at her younger companion. âIâve⊠Not put much thought into where Iâm headed, beyond the Reef. We are all kind of penned in like animals, waiting for the butcher to come backâŠâ Grim, Emma. How wonderfully she managed to betray her own mindset, even after thousands of years concealing it. A pause.
   ââŠIâm sorry. That was classless, IâŠâ
   The Krusnik took a deep breath, cracking her neck and returning her gaze to the ceiling before closing her eyes and letting a little smile curl full lips. âI love spending time with you too, Ronja. And I do promise, I do try not to fill the atmosphere with an existential dreadâŠâ One more pause, and a glance over at the other. âAnything interesting happening in school? Any cute boys?â
The blush was finally gone from her cheeks, and she was able to let herself look at the other again. Her brows pulled together for a moment at Emmaâs rather dark statement. She knew that the Reef was rather vulnerable, if you really look at it, but putting it so blatantly was just a little bit . . . unnerving.
âYeah, just a tiny bit,â she said with a soft laugh, holding her thumb and index finger maybe a centimetre or two apart. She dropped her hand and then looked to the ceiling as well. She actually couldnât see it from here; the room was too dark to see much more than inky blackness above her. She just didnât want to look at Emma for too long, or else that blush would make itâs return.
The Princess sighed, and then rolled onto her side so that she was facing Emma, and then draped one arm over the otherâs middle. She tried to pull her closer, but she wasnât all that strong, and ended up just pulling herself those last few inches across the floor. Not what she had intended, but she gave a slight shrug to herself.
She rested her chin against Emmaâs shoulder and let her eyes drift closed. A little smile tugged at the teenagerâs lips, and she gave a breathy laugh that mostly came out of her nose. âGood. For both things. Iâve dealt with enough dread to last a lifetime, existential or not,â she said.
 Her eyes opened to look at Emma at the last couple of questions, and it took enormous effort to not roll her eyes at the one about cute boys. But she would at least give Emma an answer, which was a lot more than what most people got when they asked that sort of question.
âSchoolâs the usual, I guess. People are starting to be a little less afraid of me for being the Crown Princess, which is nice. Nothing much more interesting, though. Same old, same old,â she said. And now came the second question. She wasnât sure what to think of it, coming from her crush. It felt almost deflecting, and she had to wonder if that meant that Emma had caught on. And she wasnât sure if she wanted that to be the case or not.Â
âPff, no. Boys my age are annoying. Actually . . . boys in general are annoying.â She let her head drop to the floor again, but kept her arm across Emmaâs stomach. âI prefer girls, but none at school have caught my interest.â