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Itâs been a while since Iâve posted some poetry on here, take this Pattern poetry I did to try out a new style. (If you recognize this poem as in you know me in real life, bro leave me alone đ)
When you wanna make a character an omega in your omegaverse fanfic due to story reasons and behaviors that are easy to twist but they also happen to be the character that the fandom feminized so you lowkey look like a jackass since nobody knows your reasoning
(Also the other way around with masculinized characters and wanting to write them as an alpha)
I know Iâve been posting a lot about fanfiction here lately (I PROMISE IâM WRITING IT ALL) but I actually also write my own original stories as well. âWriteâ is loose term I guess, I mostly just develop the plot, world, and characters; no actual like book or whatever
Currently, Iâm at the starting point of a story with an emotion based magic system. This is gonna be a whole lot of unintelligible rambling:
Basically the idea is emotions are pieces of our soul that we can feel. People who have the ability to manipulate these pieces are known as mentalists, but they are more commonly called âsuper-feelersâ.
You can tell what emotion a mentalist is tied to through their pupils, for example; a mentalist who manipulates anger will have red pupils. Brighter colored pupils = Stronger mentalist. So someone with neon red pupils would be stronger than someone with maroon pupils (at least at a base level, kinda like how a male can grow muscles easier but a female can still be more muscular than a male, for an example.) This is why ordinary people have black pupils, they have no way to touch the pieces of their soul, so they have no power.
Some people are born mentalists, and some people have an experience where they feel a particular emotion so strongly they become a mentalist. People can be predisposed to being a mentalist and trigger the activation of their abilities easier, requiring a less extreme moment of emotion.
There are two ways to manipulate your emotion; catharsis or cathexis. Catharsis is any style of manipulation that has the magic as an outside force like fire generation and manipulation. Cathexis is any style of manipulation where the magic remains inside the personâs soul or is transferred to anotherâs soul, like mind reading or healing. It is still considered cathexis if you imbue a soulless object with your emotions, like a sword.
Becoming a mentalist is emotionally-taxing, even if itâs linked to a more positive emotion like happiness. It changes how you behave even if it doesnât change who you are. Some find this change anxiety inducing.
Thatâs all I think đ¤
Imagine being Enjin,
You take in two children. One struggles with suicidal ideation, the other struggles with homicidal ideation. Already, youâre worried both will realize this and make their dreams a reality.
But they donât, and they manage to become somewhat stable, they are still in need of serious therapy but theyâre doing better. Theyâre like a bonded pair of animals.
Then another kid drops from the sky and heâs like Mentally Ill Child Pro. He wants to commit genocide on his homeland and he genuinely believes that him existing in a space means heâs tainting it. Oh and also, a group of known criminals are constantly after him. He thinks expressing part of his culture means heâs just as bad as the place he came from. Heâs the most empathetic kid youâve ever met in your life, and regularly calls people turdface.
Those two first kids? Theyâre actually obsessed with you, one of them is so obvious with it and you need to make sure you donât laugh at him. The other? Sheâs becoming more like you everyday, sheâs slowly becoming even more attached to your hip.
The three of them, all at once? Every single day until the rest of time? Theyâre making sure youâre fully grey by your next birthday and youâre only 28.
I was listening to Brand New City by Mitski as one does and while listening to the âHoney, look at me, tell me what you took. Tell me whatâd you take?â part, I was thinking to myself and was like âWow. This is kind of how singing/vocal arts feels like to me because I love it so much it feels like it took a part of me.â
Which then led me to the realization that if I was a Giver in Gachiakuta, my jinki would be my choir binder. Like loving something so much it takes part of your soul to give it life? Thats me with the vocal arts.
What ability would a choir binder give me? đ¤
Since Iâm trying to get the most out of my choir binder through singing as much as possible in my life, throwing myself entirely into my passion. Itâd likely be an attacker type jinki (based on Chapter 46).
Maybe each piece of music in the binder gives me a different ability/type of attack? Maybe something like a siren song? Maybe the papers in the binder turn into really sharp rectangle weapons?
I donât know but itâs fun to think about đ¤ˇ
I like to imagine that Zanka got desensitized like a horse when it comes to physical affection, like Enjin and Riyo just bothered him so much that now he doesnât even think about it.
Riyo will lean on him and side-hug him, Enjin will pat his head or his back. And Zanka will just⌠not even notice or just not care (except for if that Enjin affection is tied to some praise)
So by the time Rudo comes along Zanka genuinely doesnât care about Rudo subconsciously leaning on him or standing too close. He just has his cool guy persona like most teenagers do, so he pretends to hate it and uses it to fuel his brotherly anger towards Rudo.
Rudo is the only one who falls for it and thinks Zanka doesnât like physical affection. Literally everybody else knows better.
Still writing my Gachiakuta omegaverse fic, but here is a excerpt from that in-universe textbook I was talking about, written by Alice Stilza (This is technically the first draft of the textbook, let me know if thereâs any typos):
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âYour mother wouldnât approve of how my mother raised meâ
But itâs me being half white and talking to my Salvadoran father
When being half white, pale, and unable to speak Spanish â but having wavy to curly hair, a Hispanic last name and bloodâ effectively just alienates you from both sides of your family
âWell, Iâm not the moon, Iâm not even a starâ
Lord someone take Mitski away from me
Soo⌠Iâve been working on all those fics I was talking about BUT Iâve also started working on a omegaverse AU for Gachiakuta. I say AU instead of fic because, well thatâs technically what it is, but also because aside from the main fic â which will be multi-chapteredâ Iâll probably post short prequel stories and other stuff to do with it.
So in preparation and also coinciding with me writing some first drafts, Iâve begun to make two guides to explain some of my omegaverse worldbuilding.
One is meant to be an in-universe textbook written by Alice Stilza called âSecondary Sex and Youâ the premise is that she wasnât satisfied with any of the current textbooks so she wrote her own. For me, the one actually writing it, itâs so I can explain how secondary sex works in my version of omegaverse, because it does stray a little from the typical. I have 5 secondary sexes instead of three, and jinkiâs have their own secondary sexesâŚin a way. Itâs more like the jinki is the âinner wolfâ that happens in some omegaverse stories. But like, for example, Zanka is an Omega and Lovely Assistaff is Alphan. She amplifies Zankaâs Omegan instincts but she goes about it in a way that is more typical for an Alpha, so Zanka acts more âlike an Alphaâ.
The second guide isnât anything in universe, itâs just an actual character guide where I tell you what the characterâs designation and scent is, maybe a little blurb on why I did it that way and some small details. To clear any confusion or just to satiate some curiosity.
Here is a screenshot of Amoâs character guide that I am currently working on (Spoilers??? Kinda for my unposted and not fully written fic, itâs just what she presents as) (But also kinda Manga spoilers for Amoâs outfit?):
And yes EVERY SINGLE character will be getting one of these, in alphabetical order. (Probably no Background Character #2 though) I love making unnecessary work for myself. Also this isnât the finished thing, Amoâs is very much unfinished.
If thereâs anything youâd like me to add or think would be good to add to the Character Guides or Textbook, let me know!
Some Development Trivia because I want to share more about this but itâs not ready to be posted yet, everything is subject to change but currently this is all true to my fic:
Character Designations
(remember I have 5 secondary sexes in this story; Alphas, Gammas, Betas, Deltas, and Omegas. Gammas and Deltas are also referred to as Beta-A and Beta-O, respectively. They are technically subtypes of Betas. Basically, Gammas are a mixture of Alphas and Betas, they take a role of âAlpha Attendantâ kind of like a Queen Bee and her attendants. Deltas are like Gammas but instead of relating to Alphas, they relate to Omegas and are âOmega Attendantsâ, obviously this doesnât mean thatâs all they are, but itâs their instincts.)
(Second note: a personâs jinki takes apart of their soul and with their soul it takes their instincts and amplifies them, however, it is possible for a jinki to âpresentâ as something different than their Giver. For example, an Alpha becomes a giver, their jinki takes in their alphan instincts but suddenly the alpha begins to give into urge they never had. Urges like, checking on pups, collecting scented items, and maybe even building a nest. Their jinki has caused them to go through a âpseudo-presentationâ as an omega, their biology does not change at all, they just have the addition of Omegan behaviors because their jinki is an omega. However, these instincts are still theirs, nothing the jinki makes them do is something they wouldnât have already done. Itâs just harder to resist it now that itâs been given a voice. Jinkis donât have a scent, instead they give off a sound that only other givers can hear, however non-givers can hear it a little if the jinki is reacting strongly to something. Jinkis can communicate to one another via these sounds.)
âźď¸THIS INCLUDES MANGA KNOWLEDGE, DONT READ THIS UNLESS YOU DONT MIND SMALL TO MEDIUM SIZED SPOILERS âźď¸
Cleaners
(Minus Epalte and Otto Adderoy, Shikage, Mildretta, and Meriege. I havenât gotten anything solid about these guys down yet.)
Amo Empool
Starts story off as an Unpresented pup, presents as an Alpha. Her boots are Alphan, they made her go through a pseudo-presentation before she actually presented. Her pup scent was buttermilk, but her scent post-presentation is a desert landscape. Her jinkiâs sound is tapping. She was a late-bloomer due to stress.
Arkha Corvus
A big mystery, no one knows what his designation is. Since they donât know what his jinki is either, no one knows what his jinkiâs designation or sound is. His scent is a little less of a mystery, coffee beans. Though, it stays neutral, never emoting with him. He might just really like coffee.
August Stilza
A beta just like his sister. Smells of cloth and mineral oil, he says he smells like a sewing machine. Him and Eishiaâs scent share some notes, when theyâre distressed or upset they smell like an electrical fire.
Bro Santa
One of about three omegas at Cleaners HQ. Iâm not set on a scent for this guy yet. His jinki is also an omega and has the sound of cloth fluttering in the wind. I was debating giving him a scent like gasoline or maybe a jar of cookies or like maybe baby powder. I donât know.
Dear Santa
Unpresented Pup, every pup has a lactonic scent. His is the scent of cream. His scent changes with his emotions just like everyone else, however instead of souring when heâs upset or getting sweeter when happy like most pups, his scent changes to a different type of cream. His jinki is Alphan and has the sound of grinding. Like other pups, his scent is very faint as pups are meant to be scented by their guardians, so he frequently smells like Bro Santa and sometimes Guita.
Delmon Gates
One of about three omegas at Cleaners HQ. He smells like healthy compost, with notes of rain and leaves. His scent has the addition of flowers, this is from his mating mark left by his Alphan wife. The mating mark allows for mates to âinjectâ some of their pheromones into their partnerâs scent gland, allowing their scents to mix more permanently. His jinki is Deltan (Beta-O) and has the sound of dripping. Heâs also one of the few people in the Cleaners with a mating mark.
Eishia Stiliza
A beta just like her brother. She has a rather strong scent of ozone. Her scent shares some notes with her brotherâs, they both smell like electrical fires when distressed or upset. Her jinki is also Betan and has the sound of crackling.
Enjin
An alpha with the scent of petrichor, a mixture of soil and rain. Umbreaker is omegan and has the sound of rumbling. Enjin is often carrying out the whims of Umbreaker, he finds it easier to just give in to it than just ignore it.
Follo Tunito
A Delta (Beta-O) with the scent of snow covered cloth. People tend to be tricked by his scent, often assuming the negative notes of his scent to be positive as his most negative scent is sun-dried cloth. The more positive he is feeling the âcolderâ his scent gets, as his mood decreases it gets warmer. His jinkiâs designation is unpresented, giving him some pup instincts. This does not mean he is childish, pups have certain instincts that they follow that have nothing to do with being immature. His hammer has the sound of knocking.
Fu Orostor
Despite his demeanor, heâs an alpha with an alphan jinki. People tend to think heâs a Gamma due to his behavior. Iâm not set on his scent yet, but I was thinking of Fur and/or Wood. Hii has the sound of chittering to everyone else, Fu just hears his voice.
Gris Rubion
A Betan supporter, leader of the Supporterâs sub-pack. Gris is a little superstitious so my first thought for his scent was sterling silver (you know like how silver can be used to ward of vampires and werewolves) then I thought of frankincense due to itâs religious ties. I havenât decided which Iâm going with yet. I also briefly entertained the idea of ambergris just because his name was in there.
Guita Hebby Fantasia
An alphan pup with an unpresented jinki. Her scent is one I havenât fully nailed down yet, all I have written as options is Running River, Pebbles and Scales. Still considering those options. While in the midst of her presentation she bit Zanka who had freshly arrived at HQ in a drop, before Bro could scold her for biting him and figure out if she had bitten him because he was an omega, Zanka bit her back. His teeth didnât do as much damage as they couldâve due to his rounded canines. The only reason he bit her was because he was going through an alphan pseudo-presentation due to Lovely Assistaff, who hadnât been named yet at the time. They both got in trouble. Guita now respects Zanka and stops acting up while heâs nearby. Her jinki makes a quiet growling sound.
Riyo Reaper
A gamma with an equally gamman jinki. She has the scent of bone, although her scent mostly shines in how much it changes with her emotions, but she knows how to keep them under control. She use to wear scent patches everyday, but since joining the Cleaners and changing her ways, she has taken to only wearing them during jobs, claiming she doesnât want to bother people with the nastier parts of her scent if she loses her cool. Her jinki has the sound of clinking.
Rudo Surebrec
A late-bloomer who is still an unpresented pup with seemingly no signs of presenting. Allegedly. How does secondary sex work on the sphere? Is it the same? Does he have Scent Loss like Tamsy? Whatâs he hiding? And why? 3R is strangely quiet, refusing to answer the call of the other jinkis.
Semiu Grier
A Delta with a Betan jinki. Semiuâs scent is that of pollen and rather than creating a more rotten scent when she is upset or angry, her pheromones replicate the feeling of irritation that pollen can sometimes cause. Due to her Deltan instincts, she tries to take care of Zanka, Riyo, and Rudo during her cycle, as her jinki recognizes that Umbreaker is an omega and has declared Enjin as an omega by proxy. She finds it annoying that Enjinâs stray collector tendencies have managed to affect her instincts. Her jinki makes a soft chiming sound.
Tamsy Caines
A beta with Scent Loss, and a jinki with an unknown designation. When questioned about his lack of scent and instinctual behaviors, Tamsy informed the Cleaners that he had Scent Loss, meaning he could not produce or recognize any pheromones. He added that it messed with his instincts as well. Delmon was particularly upset that his packmate had such an affliction, and assured Tamsy heâd treat him just how he treats the rest of the pack. A kind statement, but one misguided. Due to hailing from the city of The Sphere, Tamsy does not actually have a secondary sex, and his jinki is sexless as well as it cannot take from a part of the soul that does not exist.
Tomme Mima
A gamma supporter with the scent of wine. When she was younger, her parents tried to convince themselves and others that her scent was actually grapes, but everyone involved knew the truth. They constantly assume sheâs completely addicted to alcohol.
Zanka Nijiku
One of about three omegas in HQ, with an alphan jinki. He has the scent of incense and his jinkiâs sound is humming. Zankaâs canines were rounded down by his family after he presented as part of âOmegan Etiquetteâ lessons he was forced into, they also regularly cut his claws as low as they could go to âimpress potential matesâ. He has since grown back his claws, but he canât do much about his canines. Enjin and Riyo built his first nest at HQ for him since he was in a drop couldnât do it himself, the nest wasnât very good but the gesture was appreciated.
Maybe Iâll post about the Raiders and all the extras đ¤ˇ
Im like half asleep so please ignore my typos
Soo⌠Iâve been working on all those fics I was talking about BUT Iâve also started working on a omegaverse AU for Gachiakuta. I say AU instead of fic because, well thatâs technically what it is, but also because aside from the main fic â which will be multi-chapteredâ Iâll probably post short prequel stories and other stuff to do with it.
So in preparation and also coinciding with me writing some first drafts, Iâve begun to make two guides to explain some of my omegaverse worldbuilding.
One is meant to be an in-universe textbook written by Alice Stilza called âSecondary Sex and Youâ the premise is that she wasnât satisfied with any of the current textbooks so she wrote her own. For me, the one actually writing it, itâs so I can explain how secondary sex works in my version of omegaverse, because it does stray a little from the typical. I have 5 secondary sexes instead of three, and jinkiâs have their own secondary sexesâŚin a way. Itâs more like the jinki is the âinner wolfâ that happens in some omegaverse stories. But like, for example, Zanka is an Omega and Lovely Assistaff is Alphan. She amplifies Zankaâs Omegan instincts but she goes about it in a way that is more typical for an Alpha, so Zanka acts more âlike an Alphaâ.
The second guide isnât anything in universe, itâs just an actual character guide where I tell you what the characterâs designation and scent is, maybe a little blurb on why I did it that way and some small details. To clear any confusion or just to satiate some curiosity.
Here is a screenshot of Amoâs character guide that I am currently working on (Spoilers??? Kinda for my unposted and not fully written fic, itâs just what she presents as) (But also kinda Manga spoilers for Amoâs outfit?):
And yes EVERY SINGLE character will be getting one of these, in alphabetical order. (Probably no Background Character #2 though) I love making unnecessary work for myself. Also this isnât the finished thing, Amoâs is very much unfinished.
If thereâs anything youâd like me to add or think would be good to add to the Character Guides or Textbook, let me know!
LIGHT GACHIAKUTA CHAPTER 166 SPOILERS
I need fanfics of Alice raising Enjin STAT, of Enjin being like a weird older cousin to August and Eishia đŁď¸âźď¸
He was 13 I think when he wouldâve been given from Alto to Alice (and almost a full year past when he met Alto again) sooo that would make it
Enjin: 13
August: 5
Eishia: 2
The angst potential of Enjin waking up in Aliceâs clinic with no Alto in sight (he didnât even get the guys name) after Alto said he wouldnât sell him to someone, he probably thought he got lied to before Alice knocked it into him that she didnât buy him.
Unless the next chapter comes out and Iâm just totally pulling this from my ass.
I need more Delmon content in Gachiakuta, I need more Delmon fanart, I need more Delmon fics.
Him and Zanka are my favorites and their respective popularities are like night and day đ
Rereading the entire Gachiakuta manga for like the third time just to make sure I remember all their manners of speaking for my fanfic
Why do I not remember Regto being funny as fuck
More Lovestruck AU doodles
also I made a google doc for info about the au for funsies!
Rereading the entire Gachiakuta manga for like the third time just to make sure I remember all their manners of speaking for my fanfic