Burnt-Out-Dumbass

Average transmasc teen with too many issues

[roseenby]

Intro Post

Hi my name is Casper, I use He/they pronouns, and I am a transmasc minor.

This is my main blog, it mostly consists of fandom stuff, random stuff I reblog, and posts about things happening irl.

My other blogs are:

@astryl-paracosm - My paracosm account

@poetry-writer - My poetry account

@writing-a-novella - My writing account

@caspers-art-blog - My art account

(I'm really creative with naming my blogs, can you tell?)

I am in a lot of fandoms some of which include:

Musicals: EPIC: The Musical, Hades Town, Percy Jackson The Musical, 36 Questions, City Of Angels, Be More Chill, Heathers, Six, Ride The Cyclone, Beetlejuice, Rent, Chicago, Dracula The Musical, Frankenstein, Tuck Everlasting, The Addams Family, Waitress.

Cartoons: The Owl House, Amphibia, Gravity Falls, She-ra And The Princesses Of Power, Kipo And The Age Of Wonderbeasts, Young Justice, The Dragon Prince, Tangled The Series, Knights Of Guinevere.

Books: The Riordanverse, The Hunger Games, The Inheritance Games, The Naturals, The Raven Cycle, Wings Of Fire, Every Last Word, Song Of Achilles, Nevermoor, Land Of Stories, Hell Followed With Us, The Spirit Bares It's Teeth, Compound Fracture, Keeper Of The Lost Cities.

Shows: Sweet Tooth, Heartstopper, Merlin, The Amazing Digital Circus, Heated Rivalry.

Movies: Fanfik, Nimona, Dead Poets Society, My Girl, Bridge To Terabithia, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, Beautiful Boy, Ladybird, all Timburton claymation movies.

Video Games: Hades, Splatoon, The Mario Franchise.

Music Artists (there are far more than this, these are just the ones I can be bothered to list): Against Me!, AJJ, Alex G, American Hi-Fi, Ankle Grease, Arctic Monkeys, Autoheart, Baby Bugs, Beabadoobee, Bears In Trees, Billy Joel, Bitch and Animal, Blink-182, Bo Burnham, Boys Like Girls, Caroline Carr, Car Seat Headrest, Cat Crash, Cavetown, Childbirth, Chloe Moriondo, Cidney Bullens, Commando, The Crane Wives, Cults, The Cure, Cyberbully Mom Club, David Bowie, Dazey and the Scouts, Destroy Boys, Dog Park Dissidents, Draqule, Elio Mei, Ewy, Fatehartt, Foot Ox, The Front Bottoms, Gender Crisis, Good Charlotte, Gorrilaz, Gothcandy, Greenday, Inuday, Ixaras, Julia Alexa, La Dispute, Margø, The Masons, McCafferty, Modern Baseball, Mom Jeans, Mother Mother, Mute Frank, Noah Finnce, Noho, The Oozes, Peter McPoland, Pierce The Veil, Pigeon Pit, Rabbitology, Radiohead, Rat Bath, Red Remedy, Remo Drive, Seb Lowe, Sofia Isella, Sol Procter, Sunvale, Sushi Soucy, The Taxpayers, Waitress, Yaelokre, Yungblud.

Youtubers: Danny Motta.

And in like every section: DC - specifically the batfamily

I am otherhearted, and my heart-types include: Stars, Spirals, Red fox, Cross Fox, Bat, and Deer.

I am also an agnostic HelPol.

DNI if you are Racist, Transphobic, Homophobic, Neo-nazi, pedophile ect. Hateful comments will not be tolerated on my blog.

[roseenby]

OK I JUST GOT OUT OF THE TADC MOVIE AND HOLY FUCKING SHIT. MY ONLY RESPONSE IS AAAAHDUDVIEUSOSNZHSUQIPAPJAVDISOLSBDHDICOODJRBF.

Spoilers under the cut. If you open this fully you fault so dont blame me for spoilers.

BUBNLE NEVER FUCKING CAME BACK. JAX KILLED HIS FUCKING MOTHER WE ARE PRETTY SURE AND JAX IS CANON TRANS. ALSO ABSFRADGEDY IS CANON. AND ALL OF THE IRL CHARACTERS MEET UP. CAINE FUCKING COMES BACK BUT NO BUBBLE AND IM SO PISSED MAN. IM GONNA FUCKING ABSTRACT AT THIS POINT. ALSO WE KNOW ALL THEIR NAMES. POMNI IS ABIGAIL, GANGLE IS ZOEY, JAX JS LEROY, KINGER IS GRANT AND MY FUCKING BRAIN HAS TURNED KFF AND I CANT REMEMBER THE OTHERS NAMES. ALSO KINGER HAS KIDS. ALSO JAX WAS HOMELESS AFTER RUNNING AWAY. ALSO I RELATE TP JAX FAR TOO MUCH AFTER THAT FUCKING EPISODE JESUS CHRIST. AND RIBBITS FAMILY IS MORMON. OMFG I AM DYING AFTER THAT EPISODE HOLY SHIT

[roseenby]

bro bor bro what do u thinkg about this new legistations coming into place bro its gonna affect teenagers in melbourne

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPBeXr4wVIw

I do not trust you for one single second. I fully believe if i open that fucking link its gonna be the amazing digital circus if it was made by vivziepop. I hate you.

[zim-kinnie]

Whenever Americans use Cryillic like. That. I just. Instantly shrivel up an cry

[zim-kinnie]

Like idk how to tell you this but н isnt h and и isnt n

[skyheartstar13]

It’s true and you should say it.

[zim-kinnie]

Я isnt R

Р isnt P

В isnt B

[shipping-is-life-1-0-1]

If you want to explain, what does it mean then? 0.0

[zim-kinnie]

н makes n sound,и makes ee sound, я makes ya sound, р makes r sound, в makes v sound

[shimmedmilk]

you mean, like, ня?

[aveture]

oh no. It can be made with Cyrillic now

[zim-kinnie]

ня

[verminviscount]

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE EXPLAINED

[zim-kinnie]

НЯ

[degenerate-perturbation]

НЯ

[give-fnc-chocolate]

[zicygomar]

[exvind]

OH. GOD.

[lizord-lord]

THATS SO FUNNY

[pchelostas]

careful Merlin your Emrys is showing

[retrogamingblog2]

[nondelphic]

the plot is plotting but unfortunately so am i. against myself.

[heartattackinblackdye]

i do think we need to detach hygiene from value as a person. as someone who has dealt with not being able to shower or brush my teeth due to depression and executive dysfunction, it usually is not a choice. sometimes there are situations in which you CANNOT care for yourself properly and that shouldn’t mean you can now be stripped of your worth. physically disabled people who have trouble with hygiene i love you, mentally ill people who have trouble with hygiene i love you, neurodivergent people who struggle with hygiene i love you, people without access to adequate hygiene products i love you. it’s going to be ok

[heartattackinblackdye]

i need snake bites NEOW

[imconfusedallthetimehelp]

Grace: *does something*

Rocky: "why Grace so 🎶🎶🎶 stupid. Question."

Grace: "Excuse me buddy?"

Rocky: "...🎶🎶🎶 stupid. Hmm. Need word."

Grace: "...what does it mean?"

Rocky: "Meant add strength to word. But some Eridians think also .....rude"

Grace: "So a swear word. I'm not giving you the human word for that."

Rocky: "Why not. Question."

Grace: "Because this human thinks they are rude too."

Rocky: "Do not be little 🎶🎶🎶 Grace. Give Rocky human swear word."

[plaguedocboi]

ITS GREAT LAKES AWARENESS DAY!!!!!

On this excellent day, be aware that this is the largest group of freshwater lakes in the world, covering over 95,000 square miles and reaching depths of over a thousand feet. They are beautiful freshwater seas.

Also when you die in these lakes, the very cold, oxygen-poor conditions at the bottom preserves you perfectly for all eternity. You will not rot and nothing will eat you. You will exist for as long as the Great Lakes do. Many shipwrecks still have the crew on board. Be Aware.

[bunjywunjy]

that last paragraph only applies to Lake Superior, the northernmost Great Lake! to be fair though, Superior is bigger than all of the other Great Lakes combined.

and that's not to say that the other Great Lakes aren't equally dangerous! each of these things earned the 'Great' descriptor for a reason, and the only reason they aren't all classified as inland seas is because they're not salty.

Lake Michigan in particular is really good at creating waterlogged corpses and hiding them in weird places, and every single Great Lake is full of shipwrecks and ghost stories.

and you know what? 10/10 I would let these things eat me anyways.

be aware!

[bunjywunjy]

fun optional addition, LAKE SUPERIOR VS THE EAST COAST

you could drown an entire small country in this thing

[lookninjas]

Great Lakes Awareness Day is May 5th this year!

[thesanityclause]

LET'S GO LAKE WHO NEVER GIVES UP HER DEAD LET'S GO!!!

[alex51324]

Great Lakes Awareness Day for 2026 is May 4. You only have a few days to get ready!

[samalanderr]

@thelavendernarwhal

[pixiecaps]

big fan of whatever the youth is doing to torment scientology buildings

[pixiecaps]

they couldnt take the heat

[doctordotdj]

[fan-a-tink]

merlin from Arthur's perspective is actually so wild. like, merlin has the context of their great destiny and is knowingly working to bring it about but Arthur... to Arthur merlin is this random boy who turned up in Camelot one day and made him look like a fool in front of everyone then saved his life and was 'rewarded' by becoming his servant. and like the next week, Arthur already trusts merlin so much and jokes around with him and literally goes on life threatening quests just because merlin had this idea or merlin drank poison for him. like, Arthur doesn't know about the destiny stuff, and he does these things only because he likes this slightly odd guy who is terrible at his job and roasts Arthur 24/7. it just brings home the fact that merlin is Arthur's first real friend, that he must have been super lonely before merlin, and just how much Arthur genuinely likes merlin.

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

some things that horror movie culture has taught you are scary…. are just ableist

[artishroom]

….clarify?

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

okay sure. psychosis? scarier to have than to know someone who has it. DID? im more a threat to myself than people around me. wheelchairs and psych meds? are tools that help people live more functional and flexible lives and are not judgments of the persons character and for sure are not scary things. and for real, intellectually disabled people are not threats, but movies love to make them villains because they act different and understand the world differently. and people with notable physical differences? people who’s bodies look different? people with scars, growths, amputations, etc? are literally just people. and seeing themselves painted like monsters on the big screen is absolutely sickening and damaging to how society will see them.

its not only bad writing but its extremely harmful to people who actually live with conditions that are misrepresented in media. when i found out i had DID, my mom freaked out because her only point of reference was Sybil. when i was younger and first went on psych meds, i thought it meant i was set on a track to be a bad person, because in so many movies and video games you find out the bad guy has medication in his bed side table for some sort of psych disorder. the worst thing a hallucination has ever made me do was wake my mom up at 3 AM to check my bathroom to see if the bugs i saw everywhere were real and the worst thing an “episode” of any sort has made me do is hurt myself. my ptsd doesnt make me kill people, my alters dont kidnap people, my autism doesnt make me so morally unaware that ill murder for senselessly, my ocd doesnt make me hurt people etc etc etc

literally the only “horror” is the ableism. and the only way you can write good horror about disability and mental illness is if the focus is on how society and the medical field treat us rather than focusing on how we are apparently so scary, threatening, and bad.

[quiet-reassurance]

Horror is and has historically been an incredibly ableist genre, and it is still largely unrecognized as such. This has genuine severe and real-life consequences for disabled and neurodivergent people in real life. Please keep this in mind if you are abled and/or neurotypical.

[queerasaurus-rexx]

also asylum horror is deeply ableist.

oftentimes an asylum is much scarier for people who need to be there. surprise! you’re considered incompetent, so no one while believe you if you report abuse. so those doctors can really do anything to you.

[timmy-tuffknuckles]

@this-is-ableism

[this-is-ableism]

this is ableism.

[knightf1sh]

As someone who LOVES horror movies I do agree the genre has an ableism problem and really needs to end. I’m sick of the killer being someone with mental illness or deformed and that being the reason they’re a murderer. This is actually dangerous and it affects real people who struggle with this problems.

Anytime I see a horror movie with these tropes I immediately just stop watching. We need to start calling this out. Take ableism out of the horror genre, please.

[gay-vampire-with-a-violin]

it feels like the same bitching and moaning every time. “oh look at the Freak. they’re such a danger to us Normal People.” ok but why is the Freak so scary to you? have you considered that they have their own internal thoughts and experiences, and that -gasp- those experiences could be more horrifying than your perception of them?

“they lash out violently!” you would too if no one took you seriously.

“they’re deformed! that’s scary!” boo-hoo, bigot. it literally doesn’t affect you in the slightest, and in fact likely causes them pain.

i’d love to see more horror that explores disability through the lens of the experience itself being horrifying, rather than the perception of the bystander.

not that it’s exactly the same, but I Saw The TV Glow is a good example of this sort of thing. instead of queerphobic tropes that blame a character’s suffering on their queerness (i.e. framed as a moral failing), it takes the transgender experience, flips it inside out and upside down, and presents to us all the ugly and painful parts no one wants to talk about. it’s not a happy ending. it’s terrifying. it’s horrifying. it leaves you with a sinking feeling of dread and simultaneous panic.

i want more stories like that. not because marginalized people don’t deserve happy endings, but because the real world doesn’t always give us happy endings, and we need to tell those stories.

horror allegories for disabilities could be so good IF the horror is in the experience of the disabled person themself (e.g. the social ostracism, medical abuse, the persistent nature of disabilities) instead of just “ew this person looks scary”. i want stories that show Normal People what it’s like to be a Freak.

[knightf1sh]

EXACTLY. I WANT MORE HORROR MOVIES LIKE I SAW THE TV GLOW. We can do that with DID, instead showing them as the horror we see their disorder from their perspective. Show people how difficult it is. Especially when you have distasteful moves like stupid fucking split. Showing so much horrific misinformation of the disorder and also demonizing it.

We need more movies with main characters that have DID, schizophrenia, psychosis, BPD, and NPD. And show what is ACTUALLY LIKE. I am SICK of seeing movies demonize these disorders over and over again.

[pastapodcaster]

Why does everyone write Merlin like he’s some soft boy if this dude had a gun he’d use it everyday

[findows-10]

"two sides of the same coin" well why can't they both go to the same side and make out huh what's stopping them

[crocus-offical]

read the wicker king by k ancrum to deal with the dltfi and hazelthorn trauma

it actually made it worse

but hey! Jack didnt put up with physical abuse

First of the three to actually say no

yes they had many other problems but at least theres that?