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Reblogging Rules

Hey everyone.

I know I'm going to be strict, but not too strict when it comes to reblogging my stuff.

You guys are free to reblog my stuff, BUT I'll probably have to apply some rules:

1. Do not claim any of my fanfics and artwork as your own (as always, there might not be crediting via tag, but credits on my posts will be there in my description ^^)

2. DO NOT tag any of my posts as NSFW (some are fine, but the ones that are making me way too uncomfortable, than no)

3. Any tagging deals with mature content is something I would do myself by giving a warning (dunno if I'll be making mature content as if for now, but my art will always be a friendly one). I suggest you do the same by warning mature content.

4. You probably want to read this rule number 4. I am sorry if it sounded too strict, but if I had deleted my stuff, you would be asked (politely) to have my deleted post you reblogged deleted as well for my comfort. I just have to find one of the reblogs of the post I deleted FIRST before asking.

I am not trying to be strict and harsh, these rules are probably going to be good of how comfortable I might be for my posts and reblogs people did. Hopefully it helps.

Have a good one!

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Hello everyone.

Two weeks ago, I just learned that Final Fantasy VII: Ever Crisis is ending service in October of this year. :(

The game has been out for 3 years. Well, it's about to be fully 3 years since the game has come out. At first, I thought I wasn't going to do well in the game that I almost quit completely. It was by my phone that I started playing. I got it when it came out, but never got to play it until December of 2023. And now, Ever Crisis will soon shut down after 3 years.

I encountered the post on IG. I thought it was a joke or a hoax at first, but seeing the update or letter, then that's how I learned Ever Crisis is ACTUALLY ending in October :(.

After 3 years of the game?

Well, this is going to be the sad 3 months of playing until EC is officially ending the service :(.

To be honest, I never got into FFVII until 2022. I only watched Advent Children at the time. I never fully understood FFVII. I was slowly getting back to it around the summer of 2023. I have been getting back to playing the OG FFVII on my switch at that time, but it was only the short period of time. I even first played it around January of 2023 when I got it for Christmas along with FFVIII. I stopped for awhile after that. I wasn't very good at it.

Then Ever Crisis was announced. I thought it might be a good game to play, to even understand the story, along with Crisis Core and The First Soldier. Ever Crisis did include Advent Children, Dirge of Cerberus and Before Crisis, which is really awesome to experience (although I already watched Advent Children ^^). At first, I thought I wasn't going to do well in the game. Plus, it doesn't work well on my phone. Around May of 2024, I deleted it, and I was more willing to watch the gameplays of it on YouTube. Then I wondered if the game is on Steam. It's when I decided to give Ever Crisis a second chance, to see if it works on the computer. And it works a lot better than how it did on my phone.

And therefore, I started to enjoy it a lot! The art is amazing and the stories are impactful, touching, and amazing as well! It's fun to really experience the FFVII franchise! Playing as my favorite characters, experiencing the stories, and been drawing a lot of FFVII fanarts since! I was playing Crisis Core Reunion on both my PS5 (which I finished I think before playing Ever Crisis again) and on my switch during that time. It became my favorite Final Fantasy games! Since playing Ever Crisis, the game had gotten me so much into FFVII. The franchise has been in my heart since.

I think the reason for getting back into FFVII myself because of Sephiroth lol. He was a really popular villain in video game history. Also, he has the most handsome features ^^. Not only that, but (spoiler alert for those that didn't play FFVII) his backstory and his whole character is the reason why he is popular.

And now, after all this time, Ever Crisis is officially ending. I might replay the original FFVII chapters before the game shuts down to understand the full story, along with understanding the characters and all. Then I'll probably replay Dirge of Cerberus EC edition next and replay Before Crisis after completing all the chapters after the releases. I might replay two of The First Soldier stories as well.

I wasn't sure if I'm going to replay Advent Children EC edition, because I already watched the movie about two times, 2022 and 2024. I skipped the cutscene just to unlock Sephiroth (Original) faster because... I can't help it! He is my favorite character! Plus, it was getting late anyway. I might watch the movie after replaying the OG FFVII. I probably won't replay Crisis Core on Ever Crisis, because when replaying the whole OG FFVII, Dirge of Cerberus EC edition, Before Crisis and The First Soldier Episodes 1 and 2, it's probably going to take up a lot of time, and I have other plans, too, so I didn't think there would be time for Crisis Core on Ever Crisis. So I redownloaded Crisis Core Reunion on my PS5 that I got digitally after some time Christmas of 2023.

It's going to be sad to see Ever Crisis go :(.

I might still draw the FFVII EC fanarts, even after the game shuts down in October.

My love for FFVII will remain ❤️.

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roseprincessarts

My Experience With AI. Now I Shifted Away From It

Hello everyone.

I got nervous writing this, and don't know the right words or how to put it. Wasn't ready either, but I have to speak about this. I've written about this before, but I'll be writing this in better detail. This is about my experience with AI, and how I started to shift away from it after clear realization what it actually does.

Before I start, I would like to say that it took me awhile to write this because I was trying to find the right words and be true and honest about this. This is a full story of my experience with AI, and how it affected me as a whole, and I almost considered quitting my life as a fanfic writer and artist, and basically realized how bad AI is that I shifted away from it after seeing what it's purpose is.

No, I am not defending AI. Just talking about the experience I had before shifting away from it.

Well, here we go.

Around November of 2022, the announcement from DeviantArt was made about Dreamup AI. That was the first time I ever heard of AI. It became new to me, and I didn't even know it existed until now. I didn't understand what it actually was. As soon as the announcement came, I WAS about to do one, but luckily I did NOT do an AI art because a lot of artists say AI steals art. I happened to be against AI art since.

After when all that was going on, I still never fully understood what AI was besides the AI art. When 2023 arrived, I hadn't had any more awareness of AI. It was either I've forgotten everything about it or something else. Couple of years later is when it began when Google AI first became new to me.

The fanfic prompts was the start. I haven't been writing fanfics in a long time. Well, I've been writing some prompts on my notes on my phone for the future fics, also on Google Docs and Microsoft Word, until Google AI came. I thought they were the practice and guidance to my writing skills. I won't go into much further details because it can be any genre or type. I thought it would help with my future fanfics. It was until it shows some of the posts of fanfics from other sites. THAT made me realize and see what AI actually does, how bad it really is, and how it steals. So that ruined me as a fanfic writer.

But oh, no. It did NOT stop at fanfic prompts. There's more before the realization.

I thought it wasn't a big deal with Google AI for almost everything. I had used it for information whenever I am scared, curious or fear of something. I won't go until details as well because it can be anything. I thought it was useful for me to make myself feel better. Until now, I was wrong. Because I fully realized what AI actually is, and what it does. And how, at times, it can make some misinformation when searching about people, places, movies, events, etc. Can be basically anything. And about fanfics, fan stuff, and something random, too. What Google AI basically does that made me realize what AI's purpose is.

It was like a coping mechanism for me, until it's not even worth it anymore. How AI destroyed me that I would almost considered not doing any fanfics, or any art, or basically do anything online anymore.

All the AI stuff I've experienced isn't worth it anymore. When it worsened at times, it started to affect me. I can see how harmful AI really was. It isn't what I want to represent as an artist, nor do I want it to represent my fanfics and everything in my content. And mostly, it isn't what I want for my friends or anyone to see if I had AI stuff. That would ruin it all for me. And I don't want that. This isn't what I am. AI writer? No. Don't want to be that myself. AI creator? Never wanted to be that either.

It sucks, it really does. It made me WISH I had shifted away from AI, or rejected it WAY sooner. As the matter of fact, I had wished I have known about AI a long time ago. If I knew sooner of what it actually does and it's purpose, none of what's happened wouldn't be going on for this long. It was destroying me until it got to that point it affected my whole self. I feel really bad for everyone to this point, not just myself. I would've considered giving up on everything after all that. But after owning up to all that, I will take responsibilities and shift away from AI for good. It has become my responsibility to know better than doing AI slop.

The "-ai" at the end on every site (well, not all sites) does work at times to keep AI results away, which does help a lot without the AI stuff in the way. Still needed to be extra careful because it'll sometimes slip. I do search on different sites without AI. Just needed AI out of the way, even if I have to look away from it if necessary or do anything to keep AI away. This goes for online shopping as well.

The words and definitions I will have to look on my own on accurate sites. Because they were new to me, I wish Google AI hadn't done it for me. This goes for fanfics as well. Probably it'll be best that I make my own prompts and/or look for more accurate prompts than how the AI slop did. Will have a hard time when it comes to writing, but I'll do my best.

I am still using DeviantArt and Instagram, but I'll be ensure to keep AI away from my content as possible, as I will still exist there. Google Docs and Microsoft Word is what I use, because I like writing on computer. I will ensure nothing will be made with AI.

I did NOT post any artwork made with AI. And I did NOT post any fanfics with AI. Thankfully, I didn't. Especially after the Google AI I've been fooled myself into, it would've been disastrous and shameful. I don't intend to post anything AI. If I did, I would be ashamed of it right now. It ruined it all for me, but I'm not willing to give up. I have owned up to all of it, and I am working on taking responsibility for it. And to write with my own typing and the same ideas (or different) the right way, not making that mistake again. Hopefully to be given a second chance.

We all make mistakes. Mistakes can happen. That's part of life. However, it is to be careful, too. I have made mistakes in the past that I learned. Plagiarism is one thing I learned not to do again. That is the learning experience. I didn't want to make a mess, or get into every mess with my content and my whole life. I will be returning to my normal self and to be able to do things I love the right way without having to use AI. After shifting it away, that will be the start of actually being myself again.

Well, to be honest, the horrible slop is another reason why I was having such anxieties for awhile and that it ruined it all, and that it shouldn't be the answer to everything to make myself feel better. I would've looked at accurate info. I have wasted my all life for it. Now, I am working to fix my mistakes, which some I'm still working on fixing.

I'm just happy without using AI, as it'll help me follow the path of real art, real writing, real and accurate information and sites with no AI. Probably when the couple of months go by, I will start to feel A LOT better, and feel like myself again. I want to continue to connect with folks. I want to continue my whole life as an artist and writer. I won't let AI get in the way.

Just wanted everyone to know I have come to my senses. I wasn't sure if everyone would understand this, but I will make it right. I'll start to feel better after being away from the AI slop. It's just the beginning of me feeling like myself again. I felt really happy without having to use AI, and really excited to begin this journey to move forward into real art and writing without AI.

I've putted a lot of effort and heart, and honesty into writing this. I can see how AI is harmful to every artists and writers. I have chosen to continue fanfics, BUT to do it the right way as any real writers do without the AI slop.

Thank you for the kindness and support if given! And as always, my art and writing will always be real. I won't give up on my life as a writer and artist. I also won't give up on myself. ❤️

I'll feel like myself in no time! My journey continues!

roseprincessarts

Hey everyone.

Just a quick update regarding my recent rejection of AI, after I posted my full story for the experience last night. Perhaps, I should add something here.

I might be starting to feel better already without AI, and finally starting to be myself again. I never did any AI art, and never will. It is indeed that AI steals art. Now here is something I like to say and explain some of the things before the AI thing.

I use Sketchbook on my iPad for digital art with my three stylus pack that I had about three years. I had the small black stylus that was given to me, but it was hard to work with that I couldn't draw with it anymore. Some of the new ones are sometimes hard to work with as well since I use them a lot, but still manageable. I am thinking about getting a iPad mini when Christmas comes (and maybe a stylus that works for it). I've had my iPad about almost nine years. I had it since Christmas of 2017, and probably ready for a new one. It'll probably work a lot better than how my old one is doing. If I do get a new stylus, I would give it a try to see if it does work well drawing with it.

While I was drawing years ago, I used to trace drawings. It was until I realized that's something I should never do. That was the first learning experience that I never traced any art again. That was about seven years ago during the time. And that I am actually starting to draw in my own style for real. It'll take some time to practice on some drawings, as long as I am doing them the right way.

And now that AI is around, it took me awhile to actually start rejecting it after I realized it's purpose. It was becoming a huge deal that it was time that I shifted away from AI that makes misinformation about stuff and how harmful it is.

It shouldn't define who I am. AI creator is not who I am. Never was, and never will. I'll always make real art and write fanfics the better way. It has been awhile since writing fanfics, I'll be writing the right way.

After rejecting AI, it made me feel a lot happier. I won't give up what I love after. I will continue to draw, write, chat with folks and friends, and be myself. ❤️

My journey still continues!

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