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Philosophy, Dmitry Kochanovich, 2019

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Astrology on Reddit is harsh as fuck because why do so many people ask the wrong people to see their charts i see stuff like "People tell me that my chart is the worst"..😭?? Nobody who is seriously into astrology will say that nor "ugly chart". These people deserve better looking at their charts + a hug

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placements in your birth chart that rewrite the atmosphere the second you walk in

the 29th degree on your rising sign or your sun if your identity or your presence sits at the very last degree of a sign you carry the heavy energy of a veteran. you look like someone who has already finished the game and is just waiting for the next one to start. there is a quiet and weary wisdom in your eyes that makes everyone else feel like a child. people stop talking when you enter because you carry the weight of a story that ended long ago. you don’t have to prove anything because your presence suggests you have already seen it all and won.

pluto sitting right on the midheaven your reputation and your public image carry a magnetic power that people find impossible to ignore. even if you are just starting out you look like someone who owns the deed to the mountain. your aura is one of total resilience and you carry the air of a person who has survived the fire and decided to stay in the ashes until the gold was found. people are fixated on your presence because they can sense it was earned through sweat and total self reinvention. you are the authority that doesn't need a title to be felt.

ruler of the 1st house in the 8th house you walk into a room and you bring the dark with you in the best way possible. you don't even have to open your mouth for people to realize that you aren't interested in the shallow version of reality. you carry an aura of pure transformation and hidden truth. people stare because they sense you can see right through their skin. you look like a ride or die alliance and a total soul merger all in one. your presence is an invitation to the deep end and most people are both terrified and desperate to dive in with you.

jupiter sitting on your ascendant you carry the energy of an open road and a big idea in your very skin. people instinctively trust you and want to be in your orbit because your presence makes the world feel massive and full of possibilities again. you possess a natural bigness to your spirit that refuses to be caged by narrow rules or petty gossip. when you walk in the atmosphere shifts from being stuck in the details to looking at the far horizon. luck seems to follow you like a shadow and people want to stand near you just to catch a bit of your optimism.

planets at the bending (square the lunar nodes) when a planet like mars venus or the sun is exactly between your north and south node it acts like a loud siren that everyone can hear. you look like a person who is constantly standing at a crossroads. people feel a sense of fatedness around you as if meeting you is a turning point in their own lives. you carry this tension of being stuck between the past and the future which makes you look incredibly intense and purposeful even when you are just ordering a coffee. you are the person the universe uses to get things moving.

mutual reception between the 1st and 10th rulers if the planet ruling your identity and the one ruling your reputation are in each others signs your self and your status are in a secret and unbreakable alliance. you look like a person who is completely whole. there is zero gap between who you are and what you do. this creates a level of integrity and consistency that acts like a magnet for respect. people look at you and see someone who owns their own name and their own destiny. you are the boss of your own skin and the world naturally falls into line behind you.

uranus aspecting your midheaven or ascendant you are the lightning bolt in the room. people see you and they immediately realize that the old way of doing things is dead. you look like a sudden update to a software that everyone else is still trying to figure out. your presence is a glitch in the social norm that forces people to look at the future. you carry a detached and brilliant clarity that makes you the ultimate rebel. they stare because you look like the person who is about to change the rules of the game just for the hell of it.

neptune on an angle (ascendant or midheaven) you walk through reality like you are a dream that everyone in the room is currently having at the same time. there is a blurry and beautiful quality to your presence that makes you look like a character from a film or a ghost from a past life. people project their fantasies and their deepest longings onto you because you look like a sanctuary of pure sea water and smoke. you are the secret poetry they didn't know they were looking for and they stay obsessed because reality feels too grey without your fog.

sun aspecting pluto (the supernova presence) you carry an aura that feels like a permanent high stakes moment. your identity and your power stay welded together in a way that feels radioactive to others. you don't even have to open your mouth for people to sense that you have survived things that would have broken a regular person. they stare because they are trying to figure out how you can carry that much intensity so quietly. you possess a raw and honest authority that makes the rest of the world feel a bit shallow. you find your grit when you realize that your light is allowed to be intimidating and that you own the dark just as much as the gold.

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EXPLORING 8H SYNASTRY: LOVE UNDER THE SURFACE

Honestly, I think with 8th-house synastry, both people feel things very deeply for each other. I don’t believe the deeper feelings are ever truly one-sided. What usually happens is that if one partner is more emotionally aware and able to express those feelings, while the other struggles to access or communicate them, it can start to look like the connection isn’t mutual — even when it is.

This kind of dynamic is about bringing what’s underneath the surface into awareness. If one or both people aren’t able to do that, that’s when the relationship starts to struggle.

If you’re the more emotionally aware partner and the other person isn’t, then the responsibility becomes maintaining your boundaries and challenging them to see whether they are willing to bring their true feelings into the open. If they’re not able to do that, you need to pull your energy away, in whichever way feels right for you.

Pulling away is what gives the other person the space and clarity to understand what has been blocking them from being fully emotionally present and in tune with the relationship. When they realise that and you realise you don’t need to continuously give yourself away emotionally — that’s when the relationship has the potential to become truly balanced and healthy.

What lies beneath the surface doesn’t disappear. Whether they realise it in the moment you pull away or years later, there can still be a deep attachment and emotional pull that remains. But attachment alone isn’t enough if it can’t be expressed in a healthy, present way.

Trust me, the love here is and always will be deep for both people, but if it's not expressed truly for what it is, you need to walk away or you will literally feel like you are "dying". Someone can love you so much underneath all their ego and issues, but you deserve to be loved outwardly and with someone who isn't afraid to show their love for you.

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The bad news is that you have been abducted by aliens. The good news is that you've been abducted by the alien equivalent of Steve Irwin, who has decided to make you the subject of an alien nature documentary.

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and i’m like, why are u so obsessed? - pluto aspects 😘

disclaimer: this is for all ( trine, sextile, conjunct, square, opposite) no matter what it will create an obsession. the softer aspects may make it easier for one to deal with the aspect than the harsher aspects which can make it more difficult for the person to understand or navigate.

pluto-moon: strangers and lovers are obsessed with u. strangers linger in ur aura, watch u, and wait to talk to u, there is always an eye on u, u can walk down a street and feel someone behind u staring u down. once u love someone it consumes u, u become completely devoted which leaves a person aching for ur energy everytime they leave ur presence.

pluto-sun: u see through people like no other, u clock lies, u can see when someone is fake, and u detect BS before it even happens. PRETENTIOUS AND PERFORMATIVE people are obsessed with u. they yearn to be as authentic and raw as u truly are, they hate that u can see through their facade, but yet u don’t get petty.

pluto-mercury: INTELLECTUALS and extroverts are obsessed with u. they want to know what u r thinking or how u come to ur conclusions, but also fascinated by conversations with u. they can’t reconcile how u can be so damn smart without research or deductive analysis. they’re surprised at how good u r at reading people and how ur intuition is always so damn accurate. a bit jealous as well.

pluto-venus: HOT PEOPLE AND strangers are obsessed with u. they can’t look away because u have a visceral sexiness that oozes out ur aura. u have a mystery that makes them think ur both a GREAT person but also dangerous, they like the feeling of being pulled in and intimidated. the thought of u lingers even for a stranger.

pluto-mars: POWERFUL AND RICH people are obsessed with u. u have an immense amount of power in ur energy and incredible stamina. u can run circles around others. u dont exhaust easy. u r not easily defeated. u can win over and over again before taking an L. nothing knocks u down for long. u know how to transform the worst situation in ur favor. ahhh … they envy u. success is easy for u, u dont need generational wealth, u make a way for urself.

pluto-ascendant: JEALOUS people are obsessed with u. they don’t like that ur image is carved in a darkness that isn’t depressing, but powerful. they can’t read ur motives, they can’t translate ur body language. they don’t have the same aura as u. they don’t hold power in their essence like u. they don’t know how to read a room like u. they don’t know how to have the self control u do. and they don’t make people feel from their presence like u.

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There is no moral.

The wolf eats you one day,

And until it does,

The forest is beautiful

[Neverafter - Brennan Lee Mulligan]

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MARS THROUGH THE HOUSES IN SYNASTRY (18+) 💋

* Do not plagiarize my writing under any circumstances *❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 1st house: The mars person quickly captures the house person's attention, and they are unable to look away from one another. Sex may be very passionate and powerful, and the bedroom may have a strong, competitive air. This is a partnership in which you will feel as if this person has altered your identity, and the mars person will urge the house person to be their best, most powerful self. The mars individual may be an excellent motivator, and the house individual enjoys movement, excitement, and unique experiences, so they will likely be delighted by the Mars individual's enthusiasm. Sex is most enjoyable when it is spontaneous and unrestrained. This could also show sex where you both are pulling at each others hair and gripping each other’s face during it. There can be a lot of taunting, pleading, lip-biting, hair pulling, holding each other's faces, and oral sex (especially with someone sitting on someone’s face). You may want to proceed slowly when it comes to a sexual encounter but this may seem impossible, and so you instantly tear each other's clothes off. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 2nd house: The mars individual teaches the house individual their values and how to advocate for their goals and needs. The mars person may encourage the house person to take better care of their possessions and resources, as well as increase the house person's self-esteem. The house person may adore the way the mars person speaks, and vice versa. Simply hearing one another talk might quickly turn the other on. During sex, there is a multisensory sensation, and both partners are unable to take their hands off one another. There is an overwhelming desire to own the other. The house person has the ability to convince the mars person that what they say and who they are offer value to people's lives, particularly their own. This synastry depicts intense kissing, neck kissing, neck pulling, choking, and oral sex. and getting turned on by one other's valuables; haha, this is basically the couple who has sex while wearing their most expensive jewelry. This is a really sensual encounter between the house and mars person in which they take care of one another in every manner possible—feeding one another, foreplay, and sharing a lovely bed. Oh, as well as several massages. This is also the couple who is always trying to “steady” each other whether it’s physical like “oh, be careful” and pressing a hand on their back or gently grabbing their arm or in an emotional way where they help the other calm down. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 3rd house: The mars person enters the life of the house person with the power of a hurricane. When the Mars person is in close proximity to the house person, they provide flare and dynamic energy to the environment, making the house person very giddy. This synastry might involve teasing, joking, and taunting as foreplay (could also involve a lot of car sex). It's giving "oh yeah, then why don't you make me" energy and a lot of dirty talk haha. The Mars person may get aroused by a heated debate with the house person. When the house person dares to confront the mars person, they might get even more turned on. Additionally, there are more sensory touches, particularly with the hands. If you get what I'm saying, this synastry shows a lot of enjoyment and pleasing each other through fingering or handjobs, etc., just stimulation using the hands. Not a single inch is left untouched, urgently gripped, or pressed against another. Even when asleep or sitting together, there is an inclination to touch the fingers or bring the hands closer together, just needing the reassurance that they are there. It’s like they can’t help it and have to touch each other, even in the slightest way. Like even laughing together, they have to rest their hand on their arm or reach out to each other. The house person could need that reassurance more than the mars person but it is still required for both. This could be the couple who bickers and then makes out passionately afterward.❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 4th house: There is a lot of emotional attachment involved and sensitivity. The Mars person can become very protective over the house person. The house person could see the mars person as too harsh but then realize that the mars person is trying to teach them how to defend their boundaries and establish a sense of security. Sex is intense on both a physical and an emotional level. Both could find each other incredibly sexy or like you happen to be each other's types. Over time, this can show a relationship where the mars person teaches the house person new things about sex and pushes the house person to be assertive. While the house person can serve as someone who helps ground the mars person. This is the couple with unprotected sex, has a lot of sex in the house, or ends up having sex when they least expect it. The mars person could try to comfort the house person through pleasing them and vice versa. There could be crying from pleasure and emotion. It gives me missionary vibes but not in a boring way. Very intense, with a lot of eye contact, heavy breathing, and roughly grabbing each other. And also can easily imagine living with each other. laying on each others chest, kissing each other there. there can be squirting, creaming, and someone finishing in the other. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 5th house: The house person views the mars person as their ideal romantic partner and is readily tempted to fantasize about having sex with them. Both the mars and house individuals find the other physically appealing. This synastry may imply an extremely competitive couple with one another and enjoys doing enjoyable activities or playing games together. This is another type of synastry that entails a great deal of foreplay in terms of teasing or mocking one another. This is "I can do this way better than you" energy and a constant attempt to outdo one another just to get undressed five seconds later. This is the couple that is constantly pushing each other or wrestling around and laughing together. However, they swiftly find themselves side by side, their hands creeping beneath one another's sweaters and blouses. Sex can be memorable and enjoyable because the other person understands just how to please the other, and there is no awkwardness. The house person could also enjoy teasing the mars person, knowing they can easily get a reaction out of them. This synastry entails a great deal of devotion and adoration during sex. Many compliments are being given to each other, and a lot of "you feel so good," "you smell amazing" comments, etc. Most of the time, the mars person tries to make a good impression on the house person. The house person could have never wanted or been interested in having children until the mars person showed up (or vice versa), and now they can perfectly imagine having children together. I feel like this synastry can also show a lot of unprotected sex because it tends to be so uncontrollable since both the house and mars person get very turned on by the other. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 6th house: The mars person could lively up the daily routine of the house person. This is very underrated synastry and deserves more recognition. The 6th house rules our daily life and that’s very important when we want to share our time with someone. Both the mars and house person fit into the life of the other in their own unique and slightly chaotic way. This synastry forms energetic and proactive relationships and both the house and mars person are attracted to each other’s physical bodies. The mars person provides the house person the supportive energy they need to get through the day. And in turn, the house person teaches the mars person about how to better their life and problem solve. Sex here can be a way of decompressing after a long day. It can be very loud and a lot of energy is being poured out as both the mars and house person show a lack of restraints and the sex can be rough. Casual situations like both talking or relaxing on the couch together can quickly turn into a make out session and sex. The mars person plays very close attention to the needs of the house person in attempt to satisfy them. The house person can feel worshiped by the mars person. However the house person also makes sure to notice and embrace the small details. They show they care for the mars person through the most mundane moments like brushing a strand of hair back from their face, to the most intimate moments as they moan into the bed. The house person could also enjoy when the mars person is more dominant, they could enjoy being submissive and have a lot of doggy style, holding arms behind the back, roughly pulling hair back etc. It’s viewed as a healthy way to decompress from a hectic day. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 7th house: There's a lot of physical attraction here, which can feel a little unsettling at first. For the house person, the mars person is this alluring and powerful force that they might fantasize about. The mars person, on the other hand, sees the house person as a beautiful being who represents their ideal lover. The mars person encourages the House person to express themselves more actively in all aspects of their lives, while the house person assists the mars person in being more patient and gracious. I feel like this gives off enemies to lovers energy haha after all, the seventh house is the home to both and there can be a very thin line between the two. This can show that the mars person can really get under the house persons skin and Vice versa. They might bicker and irritate each other, only to have passionate and all-consuming sex later. This reminds me of the movies where the protagonist slaps the person she despises, but they eventually make out LMFAOO Bc he secretly likes it. If you've had a long day of confrontation or passive aggression, you can let off steam in the bedroom with this synastry. There may be a lot of role playing, complimenting each other’s beauty, dressing up, wearing lingerie, bending over, getting told how good you & it feels, or even saying I love you during sex. This could also be a couple that likes taking nudes of each other haha. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 8th house: Sex in the eighth house is about merging with your partner. It is about physically and emotionally committing yourself to another person. Mars in this situation can heighten the sense of urgency and make the house person feel compelled to bond on every level. Mars can generate a sense of yearning and a desire to conquer when it comes to the house person. In the presence of the mars person, the house person will feel extremely excited and aroused. The mars individual may view the house person as the ideal lover in terms of being able to go deep with them and share the depths of intimacy. This synastry involves a lot of eye contact, obsessive and controlling behavior (it’s giving tell me it’s mine energy LMFAOO), having sex like the world is going to end haha. It could mean having sex in places you’re not suppose to or in secret spots. There can be a lot of power plays and teasing, helping each other masturbate, holding each other as close as possible or having sex in front of a mirror. This is the synastry of the couple that gets their names tatted due to the amazing sex haha and can literally always be horny for each other pls. This is also the synastry of the couple that makes eye contact across the room in the party and already know it’s time to leaveeeee. The mars person changes the life of the house person and the house person becomes someone unforgettable to the mars person.❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 9th house: This could imply a connection in which both individuals come from differing cultures or backgrounds. When interacting with the house person, the mars person provides completely fresh viewpoints on life and life experiences. The house person serves as a type of sanctuary for the mars person, allowing them to express themselves freely and debate and discuss all their life ideas and personal beliefs. The Mars person is similar to a spark of excitement that propels the house person forward, searching for adventure. Mars enhances the house person's desire for pleasure, romance, and sex. This synastry could indicate that sex is viewed as enjoyable but almost like a sport, in which both partners can showcase their best skills. There may be considerable teasing, hehe. It may contain statements such as "just wait till I see you" or just directly making them know what they are going to expect. Mars and House persons can be candid about their desires and demands in bed and exhibit a delightful childlike truthfulness with one another. The Mars person may be able to express themselves clearly and unfiltered, and the house person may then be interested in delving deeply into new learning experiences as a result of all their conversation. There may be plenty of laughter and enjoyable sex. Perhaps even risky, such as outdoors or in unfamiliar locations. There is a strong desire to travel together and experience the world together. The Mars person may feel pulled in and fascinated by the house person. And the house person has no objection to falling with them. The mars person could be the best person/ best partner in bed that the house person has ever had because they both learn so much about sex from one another. Additionally, there may be a high level of physical contact, an interest in running hands-on on someone's legs, kissing the inner thigh, etc. Sex is exciting and enjoyable, but it can feel sacred when combined with this synastry.❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 10th house: The Mars person energizes the house person's drive for power and ambition. The mars person offers a spark of life to the house person's career and viewpoint on their reputation, prestige, marriage, authority, and vocation. The Mars person is fully qualified to encourage and support the house person to grow farther in life. The commitment of the Mars person may impress the house person, and vice versa. The house person admires the mars person's strength and strong decision-making skills. The Mars person is regarded as a leader and a strategist by the house person. There are many power plays in this synastry, especially with the mars person displaying greater dominance, which can be extremely attractive to the house person. There can be handcuffs, gagging, tying each other up, spanking, edging, aggressive language, and bondage. There could also be making dom/sub-scenes in the fantasy of it all, like a boss and subordinate and more stuff like that. The Mars person can benefit from the guidance of the house person in becoming more responsible, disciplined, ambitious, and realistic. There is an earthy and powerful sexual element to it and a sense of pride. This indicates that when it comes to gratifying each other, both the mars and the house person are highly strategic and straightforward. There is an intense need for there not only to be great sex but also for it to mean something to the mars and house person's reputation and opinions of one another. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 11th house: When interacting with groups of people or organizations, the Mars person gives the house person more confidence and assertiveness. Both the Mars and House person may belong to the same social group or have a common idea of how the community they're in operates. The House person can teach the mars person how to be more creative in their ambitions and dreams. The Mars person can support the house person in obtaining more of what they desire in life and their social circle. This synastry gives off friends with benefits vibes, haha. On a more personal level, though, there can be a strong bond of friendship between both, where you can easily connect and have someone who can inspire you to think outside the box. There is a big emphasis on mental connection and stimulation and getting turned on by the inspirational ideas and opinions of the other. The house person could care about their community deeply, and the Mars person could feel encouraged or pushed to help the house person with that, and both invest in each other's goals. When it comes to sex, this synastry can show a couple into various kinky things. They are the ones that will try a new technique they learned or even use sex toys like vibrators, d*ldos, and strap-ons. They could be turned on by the idea of making a sex tape and watching it together, having a threesome or group sex. ❤️‍🔥

Mars in the 12th house: All synastry has its ups and downs. However, I believe this synastry is more intense since it could go in two opposite directions. The presence of the house person might aggravate the Mars person and push their buttons. Meanwhile, the house person may feel as if they are being gaslighted since the mars person might get irritated by even the smallest of actions. On the other hand, the mars person might inspire the house person to address their anxieties and traumas lurking in their subconscious. The Mars person has their best interests at heart, and they can assist the house person in recognizing and overcoming the habits that are holding them back. This individual has the potential to be a powerful ally in the house person's spiritual development. The mars person already understands how to utilize the house person's energy is having trouble seeing in themselves. The Mars person may also benefit from the house person's help in getting to know themselves and encouraging inner breakthroughs and growth. A powerful connection like that can be intimidating to some. The house and mars person might have intense and erotic dreams and fantasies about each other in terms of romance. The Mars person can have a hidden crush on the house person, or vice versa. Both could enjoy sex while being high or drunk. Whether they feel romance, desire, or happiness, they're all engulfed and entwined with the mars and house person's deepest feelings. It's as if the other person served as a candle in the dark, and it's now hard to look away from each other. This synastry may produce passionate sex that seems almost euphoric, and both partners develop an instant bond. The house person can be willing to satisfy the mars person in whatever manner they choose, even if it means being submissive. There's a lot of eye contact here and communication through the eyes, gentle smiles but rough hands, and frantic kisses (lmfao could also involve foot play). This is also a synastry that may compel the house person to question all they thought they knew about sex since the mars person will thoroughly satisfy the house person. This synastry shows many orgasms, haha , and sex may also be a spiritual awakening-like event. On the flip side of that, it can also show an unspoken (12h) sexual attraction (mars) so neither the house or mars person ever attempts to make a move. It can leave one person (or both) wondering, is this attraction mutual or in my head? due to that subconscious effect. ❤️‍🔥

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a love that’s a safe place to hide. a love that’s bandaging each other’s wounds. a love that’s an oasis, a haven, salvation. a love whose form angels envy.

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Favorite Jupiter houses? 👀

first, jupiter in the 9th house is the #1 luckiest placements to me because jupiter is at home here. when it comes to the masses people tend to trust you off the bat bc of your perspective on things. also, most of your luck will come from the government. When the government releases any sort of funds to the public you will 9/10 qualify for it. When you travel you will be treated like royalty too. you may have expenses paid for or have someone doing most of the heavy lifting when your traveling. protection while traveling. best of the best hotels and car rentals. i could go on and on.

secondly, jupiter in the 11th house is probably the one of luckiest placement to me because you never have to feel like you don't belong. something I've struggled with my whole life. you're friends are usually from childhood. No fake/flaky friends. You will always have a sense of community online and offline. 20+ year friendships. natural networker. people just seem to come at the right time for you.

third, jupiter in the 12th house is like having gods personal assistants helping you. shit happens at the right timeeee omgg. if you have jupiter in the 12th house you need to be asking for what you want out loud and an opportunity will show within 5 business days lol. you are protected like a mf its not even funny. i had this for my solar return last year and im yearning for it back bc money was literally coming in boat loads.

fourth, jupiter in the 5th house is a damn good placement because these people are usually a chef, yoga instructor, pilot, and belly dancer all at the same damn time and you're good at it lmaoo i'm jealous pleaseee. They also have a business over here, there, everywhere LIKE DAMN. you probably know how to play an instrument too. This is a nice placement because it tells me you are having fun and having a lot of causal hookups.. lucky ass.

lastly, jupiter in first house is a really good placement because you're able to get away with things bc...its you lmao. people like being in your presence. you can be blessed with a shapely body too.