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19, sad and determined to be f*ucked up

[rosseim]

about me:

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

i am 19 and currently dealing with b*limia

starting stats: 170-63 kg

current: 56

gw: 50

a long journey with determination

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

[rosseim]

was able to eat 500-550€ per day since my b1nge on tuesday, going strong

[littlesparkequeen]

[angel3479]

I don’t remember most of my life.

It’s like big chunks are missing from my memories

[imjustagirlllxo]

Fucking ed

[l4st-angel-0n-earth]

Me after eating literally anything

[rosseim]

about me *update*

i am currently 22 (updated after almost 3 years) still dealing with bu1im1a and ana

current stats: 170 cm - 50

gw: 45 (for bmi 16 obvi)

[rosseim]

i b1ng3d twice today and took it all out, i don’t know whats happening to me, glitter all over

[viizi]

☙ reasons !!

=^_^=

☙ wearing a swimsuit and getting stared at bc you’re skinny

☙ someone else’s jacket being baggy

☙ not having to lift your legs up when sat down

☙ buying xs/xxs clothes in public

☙ getting picked up easily and being told how light you are

☙ someone fitting their hands around your waist

☙ cute outfits without feeling insecure

☙ proving other people wrong

☙ ‘you’ve lost weight’ comments

☙ becoming thinspo

☙ never being embarrassed to change in-front of them

☙ sitting on someones lap/laying on their chest without crushing them

☙ collarbones visible in cute shirts

☙ never get judged for eating

☙ the scales no longer being your enemy

u’ve got this beautiful <3

[viizi]

what you eat in private shows in public.

[rosseim]

wow i wish my disorder also deactivated as my long long tumbrl account, hello again old friends!

[rosseim]

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last 2 kilos to be underweight

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[rosseim]

i have just binged

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[imanutcase-10]

Then bring me luck

[thirddeadlysin]

the day after I posted this last time I was notified that I was selected for a really cool mentorship gig and got an unrelated glowing review at work

[rosseim]

🦢🤍🎀4 more kilos so that i can be underweight🎀🤍🦢

[anasleaf]

my reasons for losing weight that aren’t just ‘i wanna be skinny’:

i have adhd so i get overstimulated easily and being fat does NOT help there’s nothing worse than being hot and tired and everything’s loud and i can feel my fat rolls. nope.

so i can take photos with my friends :(

so i can go back to confidently buying clothes

CUTE LINGERIE

bc i feel like im going to be stuck in a lonely life if i don’t start looking pretty

bc i want to be cute and girly but im just too fucking FAT.

less body wash.. need i say more

SHORTS

i’ve always wanted to make cute vlogs without my face but what if someone sees my hand and they’re like.. yep that’s a fat bitch right there

cute pyjama sets

so i can pull my knees to my chest in the car

i feel like i could be pretty if i lose my face fat

and everywhere else actually

i’ll take up less space so the lingering feeling of being nothing but a waste of space can ease

cute side profile

i’m getting a gaming chair and i wanna curl up in it with a blanket that sounds so comfy

cute outfits!!

the whole messy vibe i have going on would be so cute if i wasn’t a ball of grease

so people can worry about me again :)

dainty jewellery!!

[rosseim]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚

i just need to loose a bit more… which i have said 10 kilos ago… it’s never enough!

[rosseim]

my favorite meal