~Althea~

A writer (?) Hi! I’m an avid fan of many forms of reading and writing, and often write some bits and bobs myself. Thank you for stopping by <3

[rosylavender-lady]

ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮

Hi! Call me Althea <3

I usually post random writing stuff, reblog poetry or art I like, and sometimes little things about myself! If you read anything at all; thank you!

𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔

[rosylavender-lady]

your words are a mockery of my flesh. do you think you're better than me? you with your rigid rules and your unwilling taste? how are you to judge the mind when your eyes are only looking at the rules??

[rosylavender-lady]

sorry guys I was mad at my English score

[rosylavender-lady]

your words are a mockery of my flesh. do you think you're better than me? you with your rigid rules and your unwilling taste? how are you to judge the mind when your eyes are only looking at the rules??

[stay-chill-vibes]

REBLOG IF YOU ARE HELLA BORED AND WOULDN’T MIND SOME CURIOUS ANONS.

[rosylavender-lady]

I wonder if the people crossing my path feel as sad as I do when I notice my greetings getting smaller by the day. I miss screaming someone's name whilst I run full speed at them.

I miss having friends who I could see without wondering if they still want to talk to me.

I'm gonna miss a lot more, I'm sure.

[rosylavender-lady]

I'm going to do something great and awful and no one can stop me 👍

[rosylavender-lady]

And some part of me will always go about life wondering what it might have been like if I was a baker. Or an explorer. Or a singer. Or anything before I knew what those words meant beyond words. 

I wanted attention when I was young. Fame. Acknowledgement. The blinding lights and the eyes. Then I realised that I just wanted approval. I wanted to make people smile, I wanted to make those around me proud by doing something I was proud of. Recognition of someone who was greater than I actually was.

I wanted to be a singer.

I wanted adventure when I got older. Risk. Thrill. Then I realised that I just wanted the people around me that you would see in adventures. People to fall back on, people who argue and get back together, people who are a family far away from home in a home they found. That I could be somewhere more mystical than where I actually was. 

I wanted to be an explorer.

I wanted comfort when I got even older. Safety. Routine. Then I just realised I didn’t want to spend my time wondering what I was going to do when I got older. Competing for jobs in cities, burning myself to the ground for awards and admissions. I hoped for something simpler. Something that would maybe make me happier than I actually was.

I wanted to be a baker.

And sometimes I wonder what I had wanted for myself before I was told anything about what I should want. Not glory or excitement or money. Did I want simple existence or did I dream of grand journeys? 

I think I wanted to dip my feet in a cold river and feel the stones beneath it. I think I wanted to taste the heat of summer and sink into warm grass. I think I wanted to see the stars someday. 

I think I’ve achieved everything I’ve ever wanted.

[rosylavender-lady]

Maybe in another universe I am a God. Not because I became one, but because I recognised my holy yearning and traded it for life

[rosylavender-lady]

sometimes I think that judgement is dying to meet yourself as a child and them asking ‘how did you love me?’

[rosylavender-lady]

Do your eyes burn too? Do you scan the crowd for me - can you find me? Is there anything you can say about me that takes me apart? 

And I’ve been waiting from the sidelines, watching you walk further down the road. I do not know whether to be happy that you are going forward or be sad that forward is away from me.

Did my years mean anything to you? I wear soles from your feet, I have hairbands from your wrist, I have nights where I stayed awake for you. Do you sleep fine? Do you wake early? Did you wait? 

Or was I a step on the podium to first place? Was I another forgettable face? 

Why are you so much kinder for them. Why did you not bother to stay for me. 

I’m sorry. 

I hate you.

You are my friend. You were good. You were not a friend. I was not good. I was a friend.

I hate you. I’m sorry.

[rosylavender-lady]

How to turn this house into your childhood home;

Bleach the corners until they begin to peel, tell your children you built this

Take down the drawings, replace them with broken plates

Tell the mirror you love her

Draw the curtains and the blinds a) The light will come through anyway b) The darkness will scare you in anyday

Run up the stairs burn your hand

Fill the vases with sorrow and furnish it  with roses lilies lavender

Promise the mirror you werent lying

You grew up here you will die 

here

Leave in the afternoons, lie  in the sun 

Graze your knees, stock the bathroom with alcohol

See who leaves first a) See who cries harder  b) They spent years making a mistake c) You spent your life living it

Tell the mirror you were  lying, its old enough to know

Dream of your childhood home you’ll never get it back.

[rosylavender-lady]

I thought I loved you. It was the love that an awkward teenage girl has, one that meant I would kill for you but if you ever reciprocated, I would have torn off my hands because you touched them. I'm sorry. You deserved better. You still do. I want to be loved and to love but I cannot do the loving for any living people. I can only love in concepts. I'm sorry.

[rosylavender-lady]

But how about soy beans as a sauce WITH the beans

Mmmm there’s probably a specific sauce bean ratio

but yes

tofu

[rosylavender-lady]

What is your favorite type of legume

soy beans but as a sauce and without the beans

[rosylavender-lady]

God looked at me and said ‘you will love. Whether you are loved is up to you’ and has left me grasping at the straws of his presence ever since.

[rosylavender-lady]

Tell me everything I’ve ever felt and rename it to love. The absence or the concentration of it, isn’t that what I was made more?

[pal-the-professional-fool]

Everyone introduce yourself and the first fact that comes to mind about yourself.

Hi, I'm Pal and I eat the paper on straws.

@i-eat-rusty-nails @alocalpizzadruid @punkeropercyjackson @f3lixthecatboy @stup1d-k1llj0y @bunny-and-the-ink-machine @averydeadshootingstar @meicherienewsies @yourl0calqueer @demigod-jack-hearth

@purple-dinosaur17 @idkimgayasf @cowboisposts @perfection-official @mr-tellmeafuckingsecret @sicko-with-a-bat @justabunchofcrowsinatrenchcoat @mimilove2003

[yourl0calqueer]

Hi I'm Vin and I have advanced mobility in my thumbs

@not-really-a-conjunction @kerokerrrokerroppi @dearlyadoredfashion @thevalkyrieflies @deedeethedevil @luckybeansy @aroacegirlsworld @cr0wxo @kingofkaumidy @fluidlee @/rest of moots

[fluidlee]

hi I’m lee and I have no idea what the fuck I’m doing

@duckinatruck, @bydofox, @idontexist734, @kaytaythegay, @seraph1mtears, anyone else

[idontexist734]

hi im rhya and im questioning life

@a-mbr0sia @i-need-a-user @bibliophile4ever

[bibliophile4ever]

hi im len and apparently I scare a lot of people w/ my stare™

@freak-went-void @enitnelavenna @rocketwolf08 @the-existent-entity-2 @thedragonetcat + anyone else :)

[thedragonetcat]

hi i'm bird or luna or whatever

and i like jeans

@danger-gayss @freaky-always @infectiouspiss @theowlishlibrarian @fr3r4rd-n4t10n

[gay-draag-path]

hi im Nox and i'm a singer!

@here-and-queer312 @alexluvsskittlez @murtvets @iridescentcrow @justanotherknockoffmothman @sparklingpurplewaffles @theduke-2 @cruorcrave @system-of-an-up @lunaqstar

[cruorcrave]

hey I'm Ferrum and I love numetal

@evry1h8s-me @asadstatue @sugarhues @ftm-will-graham @zombi-teeth // open tags

[evry1h8s-me]

im zakariah and I havent been active on here in a hot minute also I'm rewatching The Originals rn

// open tags

[willis-watches]

im (legally gonna be once i move out) willis farthren and when i read say the first fun fact about yourself that comes to mind i completely blanked and forgot everything i once knew about myself

open tags

[imaproperstranger]

hi, I'm strange and I like cats

@david-watts @whereismypancake @stravinsky-naked-photos @s0wi @attackweeb @fastenyourseatbelts @itscapital @masterofmyownchaos @tilforeverfalls + anybody who feels like it

[masterofmyownchaos]

Hi im Carlos and I play guitar

@chaoswascaught @silly-goober031115

[the-unlucky-foster]

My name is Foster and I am hyperfixated on Drama Camp

@skrewtiny @stormydraws @snowwtrapped34 @chemzee

[skrewtiny]

Hai i’m Lico anddddd i have a habit of making unnecessary AUs about anything and everything

(not forcing ofc :) @ookyspookycreature @skyjtp @lavenasea567 @amethystandemma

[emma-reblogs-stuff]

Hii I’m Emma and I’ve had three concussions 🩵

NPT: @sapphirethorne @berserkerrose @light-of-the-room @butternutt613 @leawshum @starry-slithers @monyokami @tuliprosepeony and YOU

[baby-snakey]

Hi I’m Avie(can’t disclose actual name bc minor lol so have my nickname) and I have waaaaay too many one shots

NPT: @myokk @rene-hl-trashcan @nighthuntingclato @diana-bluewolf @sunnyrealist @traceyc-uk @trashygayspooder @dougiesgirl2 and anyone else!

[dougiesgirl2]

Hi I'm Izzy and I'm rooting for Byler in Stranger Things S5!!!

@jamychenfordfan @rubbish78

[notjustajamychenfordfan]

Hi im Liz, and i can make my voice do this thing that some say sounds like a goat

@jus-a-silly-little-ting @whosbex +who ever sees this

[whosbex]

Hey I’m Bex and I can sing Golden - HUNT/X in its original key and hit the high notes.

@not-eli @theoneandonlyespa @th3p0rtalmaker @colonelcat-deactivated20250926 @ineedmoretrevorcardcontent

[th3p0rtalmaker]

Hey I'm Portal! I can sing both Angel Dust and Husker's parts in Loser Baby. 😁

@adventuretolkienlover @majorabbey @tbspiritss @alchemicalwerewolf @chameliyun

[alchemicalwerewolf]

hey I’m Alchem and I’m a dancer

@luckystar1327 @thecrazyalchemist

[luckystar1327]

yello im lucky and i know how to and have used my school’s soundboard

@musical-dash-trash @fire-breathing-potato

[fire-breathing-potato-deactivat]

hii i'm Wren and I sometimes mouth along to the songs playing in my head

@world-romanticiser @mentally-tori-261 @what-is-going-on-im-confused

[world-romanticiser]

hi!! I’m world and I love chocolate covered pretzels :D

no pressure tags!!

@xx-cupcak3cult-xx @rosylavender-lady

[rosylavender-lady]

hiya! I’m Althea and chocolate burns my throat <3 (i still eat it :,D)

no pressure tags!

@lemonheadnope @bleucalyptus