RottingSage

She/They Commissions are open

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"I think you're the perfect candidate to be promoted to assistant manager"

I'm sorry please whatever I did I'll never do it again.

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Bloody Mary: Cold alcoholic tomato juice. Like sleeping with someone who hates you. Bitter, salty, and somehow still easier to swallow than admitting the relationship ended six months ago.

Hot tomato soup with a shit ton of vodka in it and a little grilled cheese on the side: Warm, welcoming, filling, waits for you by the door after a long day at work, lays your head down on their lap and runs their fingers through your hair, they smile at you with that smile that always grounds youz the one that lets you know you are seen, and you are loved, and when night comes the bed is warm and beckoning.

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A guy called me "sweet girl" and ruffled my hair and in that moment I violently and suddenly reliazed I do have daddy issues.

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It's a god damn shame that eating another girl out is the closest I'll ever get to cannablism.

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I dreamt an entire episode of smiling friends. the whole episode centered around Pim being like "Charlie I just had unprotected sex I need to get a plan b" and everyone is trying to convince him "Pim you're a guy you can't get pregnant, that's scientifically not possible." Eventually they give in and go to the pharmacy, but turns out they are out of plan b so they go to another and the same thing is true there, and so on. After like 2 minutes of that pims crying "my parents are going to kill me if I get pregnant out of wedlock" cue more trying to convince him he can't get pregnant. Finally they ask him who he slept with and he pulls out a picture of a very obvious sex doll and like the plot twist was that the sex doll was very much in fact a real person.

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Working on a drawing of shirtless Bruce Wayne here's what I've got so far

(Comms open)

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I hate learning how to draw NSFW requires looking at porn and naked people. No I'm not getting off to it I'm just trying to pay rent.

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Not now kitten daddy is actually going to do it this time.

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Call me an alcoholic the way I'm dependent in alcohol to function and feel human

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I am not a Christian but I do love people who are less fortunate than me. I love people who are mentally ill and need help. I love substance abusers. I love the homeless. I love people who have hurt themselves. I love sex workers and prostitutes. I love people who are lbgtqia+. I love child free women. I love people who have different religions. I love women who have had abortions. I love teen parents. I love unmarried people.

And if those people are not allowed into heaven, than I am more capable of love than your god.

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The life of a living dead girl.

As always questions are welcomed

I can feel the fat on my bones. I was skinny once. I was beautiful once. But Im forced into recovery. I can feel my disgusting shape coming back, pockets of fat slithering around. Making me bulge.

My collar bones use to naturally stick out and you could easily make your pinky and thumb touch around my wrist. My hip bones use to just out and my thighs use to be several inches apart.

How quickly I lost that.

How disgusting I am

At my core I am disgusting. The rot inside of me knows that.

I look at pictures of my self from when I was beautiful and I cry.

Why can't I stop?

I don't eat at work but its hard not to eat in a house of people.

I don't want to be a hideous corpse.

I don't want to to die when I am not beautiful.

I bent over and felt my flesh fold and I wanted to burst into tears.

Why can't I stop.

Tomorrow I will fast. I will become better. I have to. I'll see how long I can go.

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Oh we are so back

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Can sex blogs stop liking and reblogging me por favor.

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From the moment I opened my eyes I was lusted for

A product to be used and consumed.

You ripped open my legs, like forcing a closed flower to open, I did not get to blossom before you ruined me.

You liked the juice off of me and ate at my flesh, and left me with just the pit.

You left something in me when you ruined me, a awful rotten thing.

It continued to rot inside of me.

I need to hide my rotten core, so I wear bright colors and promise sweetness, I let people hurt me if it means I'm easier to consume.

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Oh we are so back

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Inexperienced top Clark Kent getting talked through it. RUFF RUFF WOOF AWRF. Wait what who said that.

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Wow yall loved virgin Superman being talked though it. (Me to)

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Inexperienced top Clark Kent getting talked through it. RUFF RUFF WOOF AWRF. Wait what who said that.

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Wait why do I need to draw Bruce Wayne getting prone boned by Clark kent