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the process of pcr involves repeated cycles of heating and cooling which amplifies the target region of dna. pcr can amplify dna to help solve crimes, settle paternity suits and diagnose genetic disorders.
dna is heated to between 92°C and 98°C to separate the strands. it is then cooled to between 50°C and 65°C to allow the primers to bind to their target sequences of dna. it is once again heated to between 70°C and 80°C for heat-tolerant dna polymerase to replicate the region of dna.
A esse ponto o meu feed do xiaohongshu se resume a receitas de macarrão, partidas de kendô e penteados. Já estou comendo muito mais macarrão (delícia), fazendo mais penteados (esses fui eu quem inventei), falta ficar boe no kendô (*^｡^*).
Imagine conhecer alguém por poucas semanas, você se conectar com ela de uma forma que nunca sentiu com nenhuma outra pessoa, arriscar a sua vida por ela porque você sente que o seu amor e seu dever para com ela está acima da sua vida, você transborda de amor por essa pessoa, para no fim... Ambos acabarem de coração partido. Não querendo se separar, mas o dever é mais importante que os próprios sentimentos...
Deve ser uma sensação de luto excruciante. Deve causar dores e um sofrimento irreparável e inconsolável.
Imagine ambos terem que conviver e se encontrarem por razões diplomáticas/profissionais, com sentimentos tão avassaladores assim no meio.
Imagine tudo isso e ter apenas 17~18 anos.
English translation below ~♡
Imagine knowing someone for just a few weeks, connecting with them in a way you've never felt with anyone else, risking your life for them because you feel your love and your duty to them are above your own life, overflowing with love for this person, only for... both of you to end up heartbroken. Not wanting to separate, but duty is more important than your own feelings...
It must be an excruciating feeling of grief. It must cause irreparable and inconsolable pain and suffering.
Imagine both of you having to coexist and meet for diplomatic/professional reasons, with such overwhelming feelings in the middle.
Imagine all this and being only 17 or 18 years old.
I am bias because i really enjoy Jane Austen books, okay?? 😭
BUT!
I never read a book that i hated a man SO MUCH and at the same time I wanted them to be nice and good so i could say "oh i forgive you!"
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
Spoiler from everything of the book from here
Edward, being engaged to Lucy and still going to see Elinor and being obvious that he liked her (at least in the beginning, before he started playing the uninterested)??
If you regret your marriage, if you don't like your bride (I can say bride in this situation??) anymore, that's totally fine, this kind of stuff happens, you can't really control your emotions. Also, this book was published in 1811, a woman being divorced was obviously putting a stigma on her, and I get all of this things, but
They were not married yet, only engaged. It could also be viewed badly to the people on town, but I think it was relatively common. Sad, controvesial, but common enough.
Lucy,as we find out later on, was the one holding Edward in this relationship, because it was beneficial to her, even if with this she was sacrificing his (and probably hers, in the future) happiness.
SO that being said, he could be less coward and say "hey, I don't really have this kind of feelings towards you anymore" and if he really feels that bad, try to find a way to make her life stable so he could persue his happiness and be with Elinor, idk!!!! But not throw this massive info on Elinor, leving her desolated and working things out on his own with no fucking communication, like come on!!! I know you are shy and it's hard to talk about your feelings, but tell your lover you want to be with them and explain the situation!!
Also Elinor, the same goes for you!! I know you are very rational and don't want to talk about or show your emotions as well, but girrllll!! If you want to be with him, TELL HIM THAT!!! Don't act like it's okay if he marries with another woman and be nonchalant, it seems like you don't care 😭😭
And Willoughby....
He is your typical fuck boy (o famoso boy lixo) . He's great, amazing, loving and everything your could ever imagine, but it's all bullshit.
I don't know if it's just me and I trust a lot on people, but i didn't see anything wrong in the beginning, only when I found out I was looking back on things and reacting like OHHHHH!
He just completely ignores Marianne out of the blue because he found a richer woman 🙄🙄
And thennn this motherfucker even have the audacity to say after all that he's sorry and regrets it.. you regret shit, it's just because now you are heartbroken (and even that i doubt!), got caught and realized that having money doesn't change the fact that you don't have nothing in common or like the woman you chose to live with.
In terms of writing, I think that Jane Austen gives me the vibe of a big gossip between friends, which it's a compliment!! Like we are friends, and this whole book starts with a "You have NO IDEA of what i found out!!!" hahaha
So I always find her books very easy and confortable to read, it's a very fluid reading. I also like the way she criticizes the rich and aristocrats because of their arrogant sense of self OR show that despite that being their stereotype, are good people in this circle.
Speaking of money, a very good point that i find in this book it's the financial struggles that are connected with the gender norms, for example with Lucy wanting to marry Edward but his mother didn't aproving because Lucy is poor, which could have massive implications for her, if she couldn't find a husband (financial stability, hello??), or even Willoughby wanting to marry a rich woman to to receive a large dowry...
And the topic of money can be extended to expectations of a life, which can also be linked with the book title, even. Elinor, wanting the marriage to secure her future and being cautious, thinking about money and more pratical things first than love, really trying to ensure not only her future, but their mother and sisters as well. Differently for Marriane, that really wishes to marry for love, and if it can't be that way, she's not sure if she want it, with money being more of a secundary thing.
In the beginning of the book I thought i was more like Marianne, but i'm OBVIOUSLY an Elinor hahaha
thinking about Clarion and Milori, how they must have gone through so many stages of grief in all their years separated from each other
how many nights did he haunt the border, how many nights did she spend gazing at the mountain from her window
do you think they would have been angry? inconsolable and isolated, for months, years, as they fight between denial and grim acceptance? whispers of other fairies, the winter fairies especially, and how they can tell something's wrong with their Lord
Clarion always keeping the bravest of faces, suppressing the deep loneliness she feels, and still on some nights she has to come alongside that grieving, young part of her that would take over if she didn't allow it some small moment to be wholly and completely devastated
I imagine that sometimes the only way to get through would be to pretend they had died. it is simpler to mourn the dead than the living, after all. even if it doesn't work for long before the wound rips anew.
And still, sometimes, there's happiness. bittersweet and tinged with melancholy, but happiness nonetheless. and gratitude.
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I'm thinking about doing it as a series, since I have quite some things to talk about and a lot of people are still afraid to do anything with their books please comment something you want me to talk about! Writing in the book, highlighting, maybe good pensa/markers to use in book pages... idk, anything you want help with related to books!
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