if you're not sure how to call me, call me doc; i am ace, she/her but ok with any pronoun, 35+ and always willing to hug; everything else you can find out via the links below
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My current plan to recover from my mental and emotional existence is to just go so deep into being insane that I'll come out sane on the other side. Being a chronic people pleaser plagued with impostor syndrome stretched me too thin, and that leash simply snapped and I am now a completely untethered, unapologetic vermin.
Fuck having impostor syndrome, if I'm not entitled to be here they should've barred the doors better. If I'm doing everything wrong because of imaginary rules that nobody told me about, that's their problem, you should have made your confusing system more idiot-proof.
I'm not here to please everyone and do everything right. I'm here to make bad art, chew on furniture, make people laugh, cook awful food and look at pretty landscapes, and piss off the people who don't want me to exist. If I have an unseen infinite debt somewhere that I can never pay back, I'm going to keep running that tab until I die. I'm alive purely because the universe is shit at pest control.
zendaya wearing real 3000-year old ancient iranian earrings with no known track of provenance to the odyssey premiere. nasty work. even worse than the kim kardashian marilyn dress to me. they could have promoted modern greek jewelry designers but chose to do this instead. very tacky at best. especially in this geopolitical climate
some of you asked if you could print/chew/otherwise consume my Devil's Minion art, and i did ask if you needed a masterpost on the topic, so-
may i offer you this Google Drive folder, o gentle creatures..?
i'll add more, and i believe it's sensible to add the links to the original posts with these images, but frankly speaking i am chill with whatever way you use or share them if that's for your personal use
just keep them free, that's my only request
what was born as a free art should remain free art
any questions left? ask them, i don't bite unless you would really like that
now, have a peaceful day and my digital hug
💜UPDATE💜
it feels appropriate to make it a fully shaped masterpost, links and all, so... links to each and every artwork on the theme - below the cut
the Tarot cards (Hermit/Death)
"...rest" (but mirrored)
first take on Armand that looks like anime
some thoughts on the age of the magnolia tree
human!Daniel deliberately thinking of beautiful things
The Magnolia Tee Print
animated Daniel (literally, as in, a gif)
a very vampire!Daniel, thoroughly researched
Byzantine Icon Armand
a tender moment which is vague but there you go
sleeping Armand from a fic
hugs (the quiet)
more hugs (abrupt)
more hugs (headphones on, updated)
Daniel gently cleaning Armand's face
some extra somfte quiet gremlin
crack!chibi!Daniel on tees
crack!chibi!Daniel on teefs
sneaky sleepy uncertain hug for another fic
moar tender touch for another fic
beige pillow
the return of the beige pillow
"i see you"
kissing the maker's hand
more tender face-touching, couldn't choose one
Daniel comes to Louvre
Daniel collects art
four pages of Armand running and Daniel chasing
Hug The Gremlin
Hug The Gremlin For He Is Art
Armand as a candle, literally
Armand and magnolia petals (the art)
Armand and magnolia petals (the sculpture)
(slightly off-topic, but) Perforated Heart because ffs Eric knows his shit
good old don't you maître me thing which i keep forgetting to include
Only Fangs Molloy - keep in mind there's a JPEG and a TIFF version in the Drive folder, the TIFF works better if u wanna print it
(+bonus TALK SHIT GET BIT file is also there)
A LOT of traditional stuffs, scanned in 350 dpi for your entertainment
Daniel gently feeding his feral master, which is honestly one of the most tender things i have created
cozy sated hugs on a sofa
a domestic scene of Daniel waiting for Armand to enter his space, i suck at descriptions
trad art bonus! fighting with graphite dust, vol. 1, Luke
trad art bonus! fighting with graphite dust, vol. 2, Assad
an inspired old dogboy Molloy because face it, the world needs more hot aged people
trad art bonus! fighting with graphite dust, vol. 3, Armand
trad art bonus! Salomé Armand (+ vid)
MORE trad art! sculpting dat old hot man
what happens when you use ur own slightly inaccurate sculpture as a ref
EVEN MORE trad art!! Eric vs. watercolours, for his face compels me and his wild ig inspires me (+ vid)
TRAD ART AGAIN, since i found paper that looks like fun base for bookmarks (+ vid and bonus Daniel)
"he is behind my back, isn't he" (+ linked explanation)
"he is 100% behind my back and i have ideas about it 😈"
MORE TRAD ART WITH TIMELAPSE VIDS:
an honest-to-God oil-painted Eric
a very purple-eyed Eric/Daniel (gouache testing)
feral tenderness (tm)
lost bois found (a bit of LBF and ebogo in the same frame)
power imbalance pic (the one with face grab)
home dot jpg
honey i am home Daniel
a Devil's Minion zine entry with bloody Daniel consuming a person with Armand in the background
stylised Armand for the sake of the new brushes
Stalk The Minion Day
a Devil's Minion zine entry with bloody Daniel sitting on top of gentle Armand (i actually terribly like this one)
gonna keep the folder open and load there anything and everything from this list i didn't (minus one commission, commission is sacred)
let me also say that Assad Zaman and Eric Bogosian are breathtaking, beautiful, talented, amazing, incredible actors whom i had immense joy of painting - and hope to paint again one day
you can be peeling a boiled egg and think to yourself wow. that was so simple. and then you peel another one and it’s like being in the throes of war. shell everywhere. egg mangled. tears in your eyes. that’s how god keeps you humble
I may have said this recently, but it's worth saying again: I've been following you since the Coulson Art Days and I've loved your art ever since, no matter what the subject/tv show/movie/etc it's from. Thank you so much for sharing it with the world ❤️
PS I just realized that the Coulson Art Days were around 15-ish years ago and now I have to go collect my Tumblr Elderly Card
MASSIVE HUG
also i might need the directions to Tumblr Elderly Card office xD
Also, your Armand will forever hang on my fridge and stun me with his beauty ❤️🩹 Your devil's minion is my favourite version of them.
thank you 🥹
i am updating the downloadable folder of DM arts, since these characters genuinely gave me so much joy it's worth sharing - and i am happy to know my version of them have you a bit of that joy 💜
I'm continuing to be a fan, but I have very conflicted feelings and so far, it's more confused and worried than happy and excited.
So yeah, I feel you.and I'm sending you a big hug :(
aw, thank you for your suuport - and worry not about me: in my case, those feelings aren't strong enough to hurt, but consistent enough to keep me disinterested
i have a growing suspicion we are about to have some version of Lost 2.0 twist on our hands (iykyk), so i stick to staying away from TVL; if i am not wrong in my suspicions, that's... unfortunately lazy writing-wise, especially given the IWTV complexity
it's sad to see a lot of my friends genuinely upset by the current narrative as it is now, so - hugging you back 💜
YOUR ART IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! thank you for existing and sharing your drawings with us. my eyes are so blessed I love your style and daniel and armand come alive under your pen beautifully <33333333333 i esp love how you draw daniel!!! you capture the lines on his face so so well <333333333!!!!!!
ohhh i have only just got to the inbox...
thank you so, so much; i hope i did these characters justice - besides, Eric & Assad are absolutely fascinating to paint and study, and it was my absolute pleasure to try 💜🖤
The first rule of fandom is have fun. The second rule of fandom is find an enabler and become an enabler. Yes you should write that fic. What if it was even hornier? What if it was angstier? What if you wrote it just for me?
Every time I suck ass at doing crafts, I tell myself: do not think about David Shrigley's piano dog. And every time, my brain tells me, whatever you say, dog.
isn't it peculiar how one can witness a flame born and gone out..?
i respect this fandom and love, LOVE the beautiful people i've met, people who make art and write beautiful stories; trust me, i didn't know this was my last DM piece when i painted it
i love IWTV & its characters; for me, it just ended on a cliffhanger - and i cannot bring myself to watch TVL for multiple personal reasons, to the point that i treat it as a completely different show i'd rather not associate myself with
Human beings b like. *sits and stares peacefully at a fire* *sits and stares peacefully at the ocean* *sits and stares peacefully at a sleeping animal*