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Starting to think I’m just not meant to be in love. Found someone who is perfect for me but i keep picking fights over small stuff. Dunno if I’m just a bitch at this point or if i should be bothered by it. Either way I’ll drive him away like everyone else and i wish i knew why i was like this.
So tired of the endless longing that’s constantly changing
I’m one more shit event from disappearing from the face of the earth .-.
God...”If I Can’t Love Her” is such a powerful song, I wish it was in every version of Beauty and the Beast. It shows the man behind the monster before the act of going and saving her from the wolves could.
“No beauty could move me
No goodness improve me
No power on earth, if I can't love her”
He saw Belle do something as selfless take her father’s place as a prisoner, and he laments that there’s more monster than man because if he could be able to love anyone, it should be someone as beautiful, selfless, and brave as her.
“Careless and unthinking, I moved onward”
He knows that instead of trying to be better after being cursed, he just pushed on in his selfish ways, not bothering to accept that he needs to change. Now he’s realizing the consequences of those actions.
“No pain could be deeper
No life could be cheaper
No point anymore, if I can't love her
...
If I can't love her
Let the world be done with me.”
He sees that he’s pushing her away and if he wants to break the curse and save the last of his humanity, he has to learn how to love her and if he can’t, let him die, because he’d rather die trying as a man then live any longer as the beast he’s become.
This song shows such raw and painful emotion, it makes you sympathize with him so much earlier in the show, and it really shows what made him go after her and save her life. THEN you can see him trying to change and understand it’s not just like flipping a switch, it’s unlearning all his old, selfish behaviors and desperately trying to become better and learn to be human again.
I’ve spent so long destroying myself because I don’t feel like I deserve happiness that now I don’t know how to stop it. I want to learn how to let little good things affect me as much as I let any negative thing affect me. I’m just learning this information, and don’t know what to do with it, so might as well throw it out there.
45 OTP ANGST PROMPTS
“It’s all my fault.”
“I trusted you.”
“I never wanted this.”
“Get out of here! Just leave!”
“Please talk to me.”
“I don’t want to talk.”
“You’re a horrible person.”
“I can’t do this again. I won’t.”
“What the hell do you want now?”
“Please, just let me go.”
“You deserve so much better than me.”
“Don’t put me in this position.”
“I can’t live without you. Don’t go. Please.”
“Why the hell didn’t you tell me?”
“Hang on. You’re gonna be okay. Keep breathing.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Why can’t you forgive me?”
“I’m never coming back here.”
“I can’t believe you did this to me.”
“You ruined my life.”
“I know you won’t forgive me, but I’m still sorry.”
“You crossed a line.”
“I never want to see you again.”
“That was the only lie! I swear.”
“Our child is dead.”
“That was the worst day of my life.”
“I just want you to be happy. Even if it’s not with me.”
“Did it take you long to move on from me?”
“It was an accident!”
“Why don’t you believe me?”
“We have to let go.”
“Burn in hell, for all I care.”
“You broke my heart.”
“I can’t stop crying.”
“Why didn’t you say something?”
“Another nightmare?”
“I regret ever loving you.”
“I needed you. And you weren’t there.”
“Just let me help you.”
“I’m still not over you.”
“This can’t be the end.”
“Doesn’t my love mean anything?”
“I swear, I’ll make it up to you.”
“I’ll always be there for you. Don’t you know that?”
“The worst part is, I loved you anyway.”
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We’re almost halfway there
Halfway through the year and it’s been such a roller coaster. I’ve dealt with death, lost love, rekindled friendship, and so much joy...but so much sorrow.
God I’ve never had my heart broken this badly and it sucks that it’s in such a way that I can’t fix it. Every time I think I’m moving past it, my brain puts another scrap of hope in my mind. I don’t even know how I’m living anymore. I’ve fought for so many years but it takes so much out of me. When am I going to run out of energy to spare?
So I’m working on something big.
Y’all like soulmate AU’s, right? Well I’m writing a book about one. Not fanfiction, characters of my own creation. I’m already a bit in, and there’s already angst, drinking, dancing, and some very unstructured writing. If you’re tired of seeing writing that looks like they’re reading off a script...I assure you this doesn’t. If this post gets 100 notes, I’ll post a sneak peek for y’all~
What I wish I could say without sounding desperate for attention
I disappeared off the grid for a few days, just because I was tired of always being the one to reach out. Nobody even seemed to notice. If I vanished, it wouldn't really inconvenience anyone. It'd be easy to find a better replacement. Someone who works right, instead of being a cobbled together, barely functioning mess. Nobody has to worry about that weirdo trying to awkwardly make friends. It's okay. I'm not mad, I know it's true. I'm used to it. I need to stop thinking it'll be different, that I can change. Nothing will change. That can't change. I am truly sorry.
God damn do I have a lot of emotions. What the fuck I'm not even mad I'm just confused why I gotta have so many
Every time I think about him I just start crying. I miss him so much and this isn’t fair. None of this situation is fair to anyone. I just want everything to go back to normal. It’s been four fucking shit months.
Why am I still here
With him gone, everything has changed. I feel unwanted and a bother, but I suppose it was only a matter of time until it happened again. He just makes me feel so happy and loved...I hope he can come home soon....
I’m talking to one of my friends right now and I just realized that all our mutual friends still talk to him but don’t answer me anymore. I’m trying to figure out what went wrong but I honestly don’t understand. I’m a better person now than I was when they befriended me, so if we were friends at my worst, why not now? People are weird I guess. That’s kinda lame.
i’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. i’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. i’m that friend that gets left behind when i asked for them to wait for me. i’m that friend that doesn’t get invited to hang out alot. i’m that friend that if i want to go to the mall or some place with a friend i have to be the one to invite people to make sure i get included. i’ll always be that friend.
this hit me hard as fuck
i’ve actually made plans with friends before and then they decided on something different and went without me. this has happened multiple times with different people
Screams at self because I'm a mess
