mochizushi:
Ryoji found the best way to ignore things was to pull others closer to you. When he finally realized who he was, he was so overcome with guilt that he offered Minako the chance to kill him. That way, she and her friends could have spent the rest of their days happily together before the end came. That was what Ryoji had genuinely though would be the best possible conclusion.
People needed the connections they made in order to live. He understood this implicitly. After all, before he and Minako began to date, she was his first friend. Pharos was just a lonely little boy who snuck into her room to ask her questions. The questions he could not simply resolve by watching life through her eyes.
They had been so close back then, Ryoji felt almost a little bit lonely now that they were in separate bodies. He wondered if this emptiness inside was part of what it meant to feel human. Perhaps he should ask Minako-chan to let him go inside of her again. Though she might take it the wrong way. As Ryoji thought of this he giggled, breaking the strong atmosphere between the two of them as they were dancing.
“Ah, let me just…” He said for a moment before he reached back and changed the track on the boombox that was playing with a press of a button. It became a much slower song. He was okay for now, being far apart from her because he could always lean on her when they were in two separate bodies, Ryoji thought as he lenead forward and moved his head towards the crook of her neck.
Just then though, he felt a jolt of energy run through him. Ryoji backed off suddenly, holding his head.
“Get behind me Minako-chan, I heard something.”
Before them, from the bushes a shadowy presence emerged. It lunged but Ryoji stepped in the way, in front of Minako. It did not matter, if his body was destroyed. He was made of shadows after all.
As kind as he was, he was wrong to think she needed to be protected from something so small. Ryoji of all people should have known that she was the opposite of helpless.
So she moved around him, both to get a better look and ready herself for combat. It had been so long, part of her wondered if she could have possibly forgotten how to fight or control her Personas, but something like that couldn’t be forgotten — right? It was an instinct you kept in your heart, it was the mask you used to deal with the world... and a fool like her had a small army of them.
“It’s fine,” she reassured him, touching his shoulder for only a moment before assessing the creature prowling nearby. Whatever it was, it felt negative and threatening. She had to dispose of it. Watch out, she wanted to say to Ryoji, but she knew that he probably already knew what she was going to do.
Her first summon since arriving there to the school.
She held the evoker against her temple, remembering the fear of her last battle and her desperate attempts to keep her world from ending. The same feelings of protectiveness overcame her; her finger squeezed against the trigger.
But nothing happened. And, for good measure, she tried again — only for the same feeling of emptiness to reveal itself. No, no, she began to panic. No, this can’t be happening. I can’t —
Something heavy weighed on her chest just then, pushing out all of her breath and leaving her collapsed on the ground. Her headache surged and surged through her body, bringing that same pain as her very first summoning on the dorm rooftop.
Twelve of them escaped her all at once and she could do nothing but scream as they circled her. Personas were nothing but shadows that had been tamed... what happened to them after laying dormant for so long? After being stuck in a type of purgatory, unused and restless?











