Tags: They are both 18+, if they were never villains just traumatized kids, this happens after high school but before university starts, Drunk sex, dubcon , fluff and a little angst, love confessions??, #bringbackgrinding, Touya’s a little shit and Tomuras a brat.
A/N: yes i'm aware that tomura's real name is tenko, i just like tomura better better! don't hate me
The dark streets held a nostalgic feel to it all, wandering the streets at the dead of night was a good pass time. Especially with all the shit happening at home, Enji being a dick more often than not and his siblings Of course having to survive another day trapped in that house.
Touya has opted to drink the night away to hopefully drown the anxiety that filled every corner of his mind and to find a glimpse of peace.
So that’s why he was stumbling in a direction that his subconscious had laid out for him, his body moved on its own as he made his way to the only person who could soothe pain that blossomed from his chest and left him gaping.
He had made it to the front of the gate, a big on at that. Its tall walls stretching to the heavens it seemed, he wasn’t quite sure if he could clime the fence like he had so many nights before in the state he was: tipsy, heartbroken and horny as fuck.
But he had determination and with a stroke of luck he had successfully made it inside without anyone noticing him. The downside of this was the horrible landing he has managed, the compact soil really made for a painful landing.
He walked to the back of the house, where he knew he’d find him, that sexy little shit was probably up playing one of his stupid games he usually played at the dead hours of the night.
He searched around him for a small pebble, anything really to draw his attention and when he finally did he tossed it to the best of his abilities in this state. He missed the first try, then the second and finally after his failed third attempt he figured Tamura would’ve been able to hear him anyways.
He had the genius idea of climbing the tree and sneaking in, he was a real fucking idiot with dreams and alcohol that kept him alive enough to make such rash decisions.
The heart wants what the heart wants.
At the top of the tree it was peaceful, a warm breeze against his face as he turned to face the outside world. It was so beautiful from here and not the nasty, hate filled one he experienced from the bottom.
I will get to the top, not for my father but for me. The promise he vowed to keep now sealed within his heart along with every dream he kept close.
Before he could turn back to the real reason he was there he heard a voice that he could never mistaken but fuck did he get the scare of his like when he turned to see the familiar figure wearing a fucking face mask!?
“The fuck do you want Touya?” An eyebrow, his eyes scanned Touya and how he was literally dangling from the tree that would surely fall soon from him hanging onto it. The silence was abruptly broken by touya’s laugh, “what the fuck is that on your face?? Omg I can’t believe this! I am telling toga!” He giggles as the tree sways with him.
“Oh for fucks sake touya that poor tree is going to fall over with the weight of your heavy ass! AND STOP BEING SO LOUD!!! My dad is home dipshit!” His volume quickly drops as he realises he isn’t being much better either…
“Can I come in sweet cakes?” Touya smirks, his eyes filled with nothing but mischievous hunger for something tomura hadn’t quite figured out.
“Whatever you’re already here…” Tomura mumbles as he opens his window enough so that Touya could safely crawl inside.
When he finally got inside he could smell the chips he had been snacking on, his favourite flavour he always ate. Touya unceremoniously flopped himself on Tomura's bed which earned him a slap against his head from tomura.
“Why do you always have to be a drunken idiot whenever I see you?” He questions walking his way to his en suite bathroom to presumably rid his face of the charcoal mask he had on.
“Dunno I guess that’s the only time I-“
He paused “WAIT ARE YOU SAYING YOU’D LIKE TO SEE ME DRUNK?”
He sits up on the bed, cranking his head so he can see Tomura's face as he whispers shouts at him, so damn interested in the response.
“Guess it’s the only time what?” Tomura splashes water on his face then swiftly shifts to patting it dry with his wash cloth. “Baby you can’t avoid the question” he teasingly goggles, the alcohol was definitely getting into his system now if it hadn’t before.
“No I wouldn’t want to see you but you’re even more annoying now so I bet you’d be less…” he pauses, contemplating on what to say then continues, “frustrating .”
His face is visible of irritation as he strides back into his room, arms crossed against his chest just staring at Touya.
“Ah so basically what your trying to say is that I make you frustrated”
He cocks his head to the side, a small smirk still stupidly attached to his face.
“Yeah that’s what I said” without a beat, Touya replied “sexually or emotionally?”
He giggled a little as he laid back down onto the bed, snuggling his head against Tomura's many fluffy pillows. He doesn’t have these at home, his dad doesn’t believe in getting things that aren’t a necessity despite having the money and resources for luxury.
“EW! Can you get your head out of the gutters for once?” He walked over to the bed and tossed a pillow at touya, “and STOP rubbing your dirty ass on my shit!”
Touya flinches, turns his head and faces tomura. His face filled with pure and unwavering desire.
“M sorry, come here…”
Tomura’s clearly stunned at this, not having a smart reply to touya’s comment
“Tomura..” reached his hand over to Tomura's wrist, desperately trying to pull him closer. He was so incredibly drunk that if he was not so drunk he would've noticed the bulge in his pants and the fact that tomura was eyeing it.
He let touya pull him closer and when they were inches apart touya leaned forward -effectively closing the distance between them, he could smell the whiskey in his breath- and attempted to kiss him but tomura pulled away at the last second. “Touya your drunk as fuck…we can’t. Just not to-“
Touya’s hand nuzzled its way into his hair, his eyes closed and his expression relaxed.
He looked so peaceful like this…
Tomura didn’t want to look away but gosh the temptation was killing him, Touya always did this to him: sneaking in, having stupid arguments and somehow getting himself fucked senseless.
It was his cyan eyes, they just had this effect on him that he’d never dare to admit.
“Tomura? Are you listening? I said I need you~” he said in a sing-song voice, he sounded weirdly seductive for someone who looked like a mess. He was zoning out again and touya had noticed, but getting stuck in his brain was the only way he could reject Touya's advancements.
“Touya I don’t think it’s a good idea” that’s all he could manage to say before his lips were on touya’s, his hands -he could feel the heat radiating off them- roaming all across his body…god he was so fucked.
One kiss turned into two, then three then…they were making out, the bed sheets shifting as they made their way into the covers. Tomura was weak against Touya’s touch, melting into him with every touch and suffocating kiss.
Touya flipped over Tomura so he was laying on his back while he positioned himself in between his legs, crotch against his thigh and with another breathless kiss he started grinding against him. God the heat in the room was rising fast and these kisses weren’t satisfying him, shit nothing was!!
Tomura knew he shouldn’t let this go on, he should stop him and get him some water, bicker with him, watch him fall asleep in his bed and in the morning kick him out the same window he entered.
But touya was eager, his tongue slipped inside, exploring every corner of his soul. It was enthralling and he hated to admit it. Everything about touya was enthralling.
He had to keep it together fuck!
“Tomura stop fighting it, just this once” Touya whimpered as he thrust himself against tomura, he practically pleaded.
Touya just pleaded…
With that he couldn’t do anything but surrender himself to touya, his hands moving on their own dashing towards his face to pull him back into a kiss that they had previously broken out of.
His hands found themselves at the hem of touya’s hoodie but he attempted to get it off so he could gaze at the scared body littered with bruises and cuts -from endeavour of course- he was stopped.
“I wanna mhmm- serve you baby”
He said in between moans, the pure lust was evident from the moment he looked right at Tomura's eyes, crimson connections with cyan and the contrast was astonishing…
And with that tomura let touya do whatever he wanted, which led him to being propped up against his headboard fully naked from below.
While touya just stared at him, clearly surveying what he wanted first.
He wanted him in his mouth
Touya crawled in between tomura’s legs, nice and slow to provide a cheeky performance to hopefully wow him. His arms found themselves under Tomura's thighs as he slowly began kissing his inner thighs, taking his time appreciating his beautiful body.
But after a couple minutes of teasing tomura was getting restless, his dick twitching as pre cum leaked at the red swollen tip.
Touya noticed and his drunken ass decided to do something about it.
When his tongue playfully licked the top of his cock, shivers of pleasure washed over Tomura, his hips buckling towards the sensation.
Touya wastes no time as he slowly fills his mouth with more and more of tomura’s throbbing cock, he could taste the precum on his tongue and god was it intoxicating. Like clockwork he began moving, bobbing his head and as he rhythmically pushed his cock down his throat and a couple slutty gag. Touya loved the feeling of his cock lodged in his throat, being unable to breath as he locked up at tomura’s blissful expression -so beautiful- he adored it all.
Tomura was absolutely recked, nothing coherent left his mouth just whimpering and mumbling the more he came closer to his climax
“Hmhmm!”
“Touya oh! Fuck I-“
“Jesus, oh… shi-“
“No…no,no,no not the whole thing!”
“Ooohh fuck YES!!”
He was losing it, every thing that left his mouth felt desperate, and needy but he was too entrapped in pleasure to care how he probably appeared to touya. He was close anyway so I didn’t matter now…
Touya could sense he was close even in his drunken state. (how? Girl idk his just a boss in bed dude)
So he did the only thing he knew to do:
his right hand abandoned the legs he was gripping onto and instead lifted it to his mouth, releasing tomura’s cock from his mouth, the sudden loss of heat made tomura pout, “wait no don’t stop~” a lewd whine left his mouth
Without a word touya slipped his index finger into his mouth while making sure it was wet, he was going to help tomura finish so well he was so giddy he was practically smirking to himself as he pulled his fingers out his mouth again.
Then he quickly stuffed his mouth full of tomura, going deeper than he had before. His cock deeply lodged in his throat as he struggled to breathe, without wasting another breath he slipped his right index finger in tomura’s ass. A sharp gasp from tomura and touya started working on his hole, trying his best for Tomura to get comfortable so he could get him to come.
He started slow for a couple minutes but inevitably began thrusting fast in and out, constantly hitting his g spot and now tomura was really making a noise, “OH SHIT Touya!” Tomura’s voice was laced with lust and a pleading tone, he clearly needed fo come so bad and touya as gonna make it happen for fucks sake.
“Oh shit!, shit shit shit I’m-“ tomura’s hand now threaded deeply im between touya’s locks, pull and squeezing as pleasure quickly reached his peak.
Touya had no patience, this has been going on for long enough, he has been waiting for tomura to come forever ago so it was going to happen now.
He began moving his mouth that was still around tomura rapidly and a dangerous rhythm while he finger fucked tomura’s hole.
“OH SHIT TOUYA OH MY GOSH!” He screamed, as he came inside touya as he refused to stop sucking. His whole body went through the motions, his hips buckling, legs shaking, ass clenching around touya’s fingers as he desperately searched for a breath.
He was ruined by touya
Again.
”Ha, so what were you saying earlier about you being drunk and only being able to see me like this?” Damn he's still on this…
Touya thought. Having no other motives he tells the truth “when I’m drunk it’s like I feel more like myself , i miss you more than I wanna admit and seeing while I’m sober makes me feel too much emotional shit and I-“ he pauses as he stares fondly at tomura, “I can’t handle this could be right now, I got so much shit going on. You're so handsome and I- I lose my cool around you and it feels like I might… fuck. It’s like i might say something that’ll fuck everything up so I just…opt to seeing you like this because that way I won’t feel everything. I mean I’ll definitely feel it later when I’m sober but that is a problem for sober touya” he muttered in the last part as he lowered his head, he thinks he's sobering up now because the weight of his confession hits him hard.
Oh
Oh
I’M SO FUCKED!!
I wasn’t supposed to tell tomura that!!!
Of all the times the alcohol could’ve failed me, why now????
Tomura just stared at him, he wasn’t looking but he could feel his hot red eyes glaring down at him, and the silence was excruciating.
“Oh, okay. I get it now, you could've just told me” tomura sits up, wraps his duvet over his lower half and props himself against his headboard. He was a little ashamed that he’d let touya go down on him so he put a little distance between them.
“I gotta be honest that was the worst love confession I have ever heard and trust I’ve read a lot of bad cringy k-drama’s” he chuckles to himself, it’s like the air around them has suddenly lifted and so did touya’s head. “Right…” touya simply says, his anxiety fades and he gets up to propping himself against the head board too, perfectly matching tomura.
He turns to him with a small little dimple that appears on his face along with that grin eating smile before his face contours into a panicked expression.
“Oh shit I think im gonna-“
Tomura gets it immoderately, rushing to push him off the bed, “BATHROOM, NOT HERE OMG TOUYAAAAA!” He screams as touya runs to the toilet all giggles and smiles as he feels the nausea creeping up and infecting him.
Fuck I love him
I need to get my shit together…
He pukes, uncontrollably for what feels like forever, and in that time tomura has gotten up and put some boxers on. He was now hovering over him, rubbing his back gently. Well shit that was new.
Okay I definitely need to get my shit together cause I can’t lose him…fuck.
Summary: The cottage episode if they had window sex ;)
Warnings: Smut, Fluff, Canon divergence, THEY ARE FUCKING YALL
Authors Notes: Inspired by user @/kbfjdfh on x.com
Also this fic is available on AO3 so please check it out and leave some kudos!! Ao3
(Word Count: 2.6k words)
The gentle spraying of water flowed down Hollander's back, his muscles paving a pathway as the water trickled down and hit the floor.
He had woken up with a boner and thought a cold shower would help, but alas he stood there. The freezing water sent shivers down his spine and his hair drenched.
Shane's hand reaching over to the handles to shut off the water, he shook his head as he stepped out of the shower grabbing the towel from the rack right outside.
Clearly the shower didn't work so of course the next best option was to get Rozanov to help him.
After drying himself and wrapping the towel around his waist, aimlessly wandering the master bedroom after realizing Rozanov wasn't in bed where he'd left him.
Wandering into the hallway his head whipped between the rooms as he passed, confusion riddling his face. No panic, just confusion and a little concern to what mischief he could be getting into.
There he was laid-back on the couch staring into the forest, his eyes glaring into nature with a calculating stare. He wasn't wearing any clothes, just his boxer briefs and some socks. God did he look absolutely sexy just sitting there, it was like he knew Hollander needed him, it was like he was putting on a show to lure him in and it fucking worked.
"Ilya? What are you doing? Are you looking at the 'scary' bird from last night?" Shane walked over to him, closing the distance and looming over him. A small chuckle escaped his lips and he walked into the trap Rozanov had set. Ilya's eyes gazed up at Shane, a disobedient look plastered across his face.
"Are you sure this is private? Lots of windows..." Ilya lazily looked around, his eyebrows pointing right in front of them at the gigantic window.
"I thought you didn't care about being seen...you didn't care in Vegas" a small smirk creeping on Shane's face, his eyes softening at Ilya's suspicion because he knew he truly didn't care but he couldn't figure out why he was even asking.
"That, that was different, you know that. Plus we were in a skyscraper. Now we're in the forest with birds that sound like wolves!" He exasperated, his hands flying into the air at the sheer absurdity of it all. That earned a small chuckle from Shane as he opted to sit beside him on the couch, snuggling next to him and giving him a peck. He desperately needed his warmth from walking around naked with only a towel to keep him heated.
Gently nuzzled his nose into Ilya's neck, desperately trying to inhale his scent, the part of him that drove him feral.
Ilya glanced down at him, his eyes darting straight to his towel and the bulge staring right at him.
"Hollander you are hard..." He said matter-of-factly while looking down at Shane, an amused expression on his face while Shane's face was flushed, red spread all across like he always did when he was teased.
"I've been hard since this morning." Shane had a smudged expression, his arms crossed, now no longer leaning on Ilya but laying on the couch.
Ilya's body turned to him, his face resting on his fist, examining Shane carefully.
“Do you want a medal?”
Shane rolled his eyes at Ilya's snide comment, opting to not reply, instead he peeped down at Ilya only to notice he was hard too, a smile slowly spread across his cheeks which made Ilya raise an eyebrow.
Shane thought was about to get everything he wanted, a good fuck with boyfriend?? Well that hadn't established that part yet but basically. Shane shook the thought out of his head, instead focusing on seducing Ilya and leading him to his bed.
"Come on, let's head to the room" Shane gets up, grabbing Ilya's wrist and softly tugging at him to follow his lead. Ilya gets up but refuses to follow Shane as he attempts to lead them to their room. "We can fuck here no?" He glared at Shane, stepping closer and closing the distance between them. His hands began roaming around Shane's waist and as they slowly lowered to his ass Ilya began to lean closer to press their soft lips together. Rendering Shane speechless, he groaned into the kiss helpless against Ilya's ruthless tongue exploring and dominating him. The Ilya deepened the kiss the more Shane was pushed closer and closer to the window behind him.
Without a second thought Ilya pulled away then quickly slammed Shane against the window while simultaneously removing his towel. When Shane looked into his eyes all he could see was a mischievous fox with hunger, ready to tear him apart at that very moment.
His hands slithered from his ass to his waist, grabbing them as he deepened the kiss, cutting off air supply for the man submitting to him.
Shane's hand grasped at Ilya's hair, the gripping tightening the longer they kissed. Shane pushed Ilya pulled back, gasping for air while the other panted. The heat spreading across his body burning with desire and Shane's needing eyes staring right at him. "Ilya…What are you doing?" He said as he reached down to the floor to pick up his towel that had been discarded when he was stopped, grabbed by the wrist before he could cover himself. No Ilya needed to see him. All of him.
"This cottage is private, yes?"
"Yes but-"
"So we fuck then, right here.”
Before Shane could even formulate a response his mouth was already being infiltrated by Ilya's tongue that wondered, his sweet taste filling his senses.
Shane reluctantly leaned into it as Ilya's rough hands and tongue took complete dominance over him. It was like he was in a trance, all the cautions he had earlier had gone out the window unironically, he felt himself give Ilya full control, letting him irrevocably wreck him.
Ilya immediately grabbed a fist full of his hair and harshly pulled him back, gazing at Shane before slowly lowering him in line with his crotch. His cock pressed hard against the thin fabric, Shane's eyes stared for a beat then looked up with hungry eyes, the kind that screamed please use me. Fuck Ilya wouldn’t be able to resist him, no matter how tough he tried to act shane was his ruin. With a nod of approval from Ilya, Shane began making his journey upwards starting at his calves then, in between his thighs, over his throbbing cock threatening to burst out and finally to Rozanov's waistband. His fingers were tugging on the rim of his boxers, teasing to rip them off when he was interrupted instead. “Nah uh, use your mouth.” Ilya commanded, tugging his head closer to his crotch while Shane shamelessly obliged. He used his teeth to pull the briefs off him, careful not to rush it and tease him. Much to his lover's dismay.
He quickly regretted that because by the time he had successfully lowered the underwear to Ilya's ankles, looking up he could see Rozanov's frustrated expressions, unforgiving and hungry. He knew he was fucked but he still stared at the pink tipped cock staring back at him, slowly inching closer but not touching it. His breath hitching as he finally made contact, his soft plush lips kissed the tip. He could taste the pre-cum as he licked his lips seductively and looked up to see his reaction, but Ilya wasn’t offering one instead he kept muttering under his breath as he opted to stare at the ceiling instead.
So he got to work, kissing, licking and sucking on his tip. The taste of his precum was a little salty but highly addictive, he just couldn't stop teasing.
A couple more kisses, slow strokes and Rozanov had had enough of Hollander's games. Now over his teasing, Ilya grasped his hair shoving his cock into his mouth just as Shane's lips made contact.
The feeling of having his lover's dick lodged in between his lips was intoxicating and without hesitation he began sucking while Ilya guided him, tightening his grip on his hair when he thrust deeper into Shane's mouth. Small quite moans escaped him when he saw Shane's cheeks suck him while his lips wrapped around him, fuck even his tongue on the underside of his dick drove him crazy. The little gagging sounds he made when he thrusted too far back were intoxicating and the drool escaping his mouth really helped sell it. Ilya knew he wasn’t going to last long so he quickly pulled Shane up quickly connecting his lips, tasting himself as he slipped his tongue inside.
Rozanov couldn't play at this pace any longer so in one swift motion he flipped Shane around to get him facing the outdoors, his chest flesh against the chilling window while his head was turned to Ilya, desperately trying to put together what was happening but he was too slow. Ilya had grabbed his waist with both hands pulling his ass closer to his cock then snaking his right hand onto his lower back effectively making Shane arch his back with a shiver. Without any support Shane was forced to lean against the window, his arms easing the pressure.
“Fuck Hollander, you are so fucking slutty for me. Bent over for me, right in front of this huge window where anyone could walk past and see you getting hopelessly wrecked by me.” he softly whispered into Shane’s ear earning a whimper from him. “Your English is getting better” Shane mocked as he bit his lower lip, feeling the heat radiating from Ilya's body. Before he could make another smart mouthed comment directed and the sexy Russian behind him he felt something pressing against his entrance. A gasp rushes out as the man behind him nibbles on his neck while simultaneously moving his right hand from his lower back to his lips, taking his sweet time and he brushes past his shoulder blade and caresses his neck. He then abruptly shoves his right digits into Shane's mouth, who instantly begins sucking because knows what's next. The sudden contrast made Shane shiver, a loud whine left his lips. “So fucking sexy” is all Shane could make out now that his brain could take in with all the fuzz that now consumed him, wrapped around him and made him his.
He quickly pulled his fingers out, saliva coating them as he moved his fingers back between Shame’s thighs and up to his ass while his left hand moved his ass cheek so Ilya could get a better view of his rim.
Slowly he began working on stretching Shane out, sweet moans, gasps and pleading whenever Ilya would completely remove his digits leaving him empty just to put them in again and brush at his prostate. He added another finger, then another, then finally when a tear rolled down his beloved cheek, pure need looking at him, he couldn’t hold back. No more games he thought had he indefinitely removed his fingers out of him and focused his attention on Shane's positioning, Shane’s back now completely arched, Ilya grabbed a fist full of his hair pushing him against the window with his left and pulled him closer with his right, his chest and face plush against the window. Without warning Ilya shoved himself past his needy hole and inside him, his walls immediately squeezing him. “Fuckkkkk Hollander, you are so tight” was softly mumbled as he continued to descend deeper into him, and after a couple minutes Shane had given the okay for him to start thrusting.
“Ngh rozanov-”
“Fuckk you're all the way in, you're all the way in”
“Mhmmm yesss move”
“I thought Canadians had manners?”
“Your not going to beg for me to fuck you Hollander?”
He pulled mostly out, just leaving the tip in.
“Hmmm please, please Ilya!”
“Tell me you need me.”
“I need you!”
That was all it took for him to then suddenly slam back into him. A loud groan left Ilya when he finally heard what he wanted to. Shane on the other hand was struggling to find something to grasp onto, opting to just press his hands against the window. The fear bubbling underneath all the pleasure wouldn’t let him make too much noise other than grunting and heavy breathing. The relentless ramming of Ilya’s cock into Shane ass was mind fucking, the clapping sounds drove them only further into madness and only encouraged the feral Ilya to continue his ruthless rhythm that didn’t let leeway for anything.
Ilya leaned in again, his mouth right next to his left ear, “Shane for fucksake. Let them hear you, you are so sexy baby” and with that he rolled his hips while inside him harshly hitting his prostate only receiving a scream from his partner.
They kept at this pace, with each thrust he felt the pain through his cock but it only turned him on further. The idea of Ilya shoving him against glass, ass being wrecked with his cock pressed between him and the wall like windows was enough to make him feel so intoxicated under Ilya's will and that truly a cock jerking thought. He could feel the precum from his cock dripping down the window but he was enjoying this too much to care.
So much so that as Ilya kept abusing his whole and using him like the slut he knew he was the moment his stomach began to knot, the feeling becoming too much he helplessly mumbled incorrectly, so absolutely demolished. He tried to tell him but he could open his mouth long enough to say anything, especially with a scabbled brain (and insides hehehe).
Rozanov understood though, he always did, so he quickened the pace without a single word exchanged between them and when Ilya said, “come for be Shane, like a whore” Shane couldn't hold back anymore and the knot in this stomach released, Causing his body to spasm, his legs turning into mush and come splatting then dripping down the window. It was a fucking sight to witness.
But Ilya hadn’t come yet so with a nod of approval from Shane he keeps mercilessly ramming into Shane's tight hole until he can't handle the tight walls suffocating his cock. Satisfied, whispering sweet nothings after he released inside him. Filling Shane up with his warm cum, some leaked out and dripped down Shane's balls while he was still balls deep, Shane’s body shook with overstimulation making him extremely sensitive especially when Ilya began sucking on his neck, for that he earned a whine and a whimper. The moment Ilya pulled out of his dripping hole his legs finally gave in, but not before Rozanov grabbed him, turning him around and finally embracing him. “Fuck Hollander, you are so pretty.” he chuckles as Shane rested his head on Rozanov's shoulder completely melting into him. “I Love you” is all Shane could muster but it was enough for Ilya who pulled back from the hug to tenderly kiss him before returning back to the embrace.
“Oh shit there is a person in the bush with a big camera!” He says quickly pointing behind Shane at no certain area, clear sarcasm in his voice however Shane takes him seriously, rapidly turning around to check what was going on. “WHERE?” Shane yell whispered pure panic in his voice as he turning back to Ilya to see a smirk plastered on his face, so proud of himself that he was able to trick him and that’s when Shane realized he was just fucking around. So he shoved his way out of the tender embrace they had once found themselves in and pouted. “Heyyy don’t be mad, i was just kidding yeah?” he rushed over to put his arms around his waist to pull him back to his former position then going in for a hug and whispering “I love you too, even when you are so boring.” and that earns a huff from Shane as he reluctantly wraps his arms around Ilya bringing him closer than delivering one more kiss.
watching heated rivalry right now genuinely feels like witnessing TV history. i know it’s the hockey yaoi show bla bla bla but genuinely i have not seen this level of quality writing and filmmaking on TV in such a long ass time, and i don’t just mean for queer shows, i mean TV, period. especially after episode four it’s clear to me that this show isn’t just good because it’s gay it’s good because it’s just actually fucking good. it is being created by actual artists who care about the craft of filmmaking and storytelling and are using a queer story to do so. but because that queer story is all about gay sex, and gay sex is icky and taboo and makes the general hetero populace clutch their pearls, people are gonna do everything imaginable to not take it as seriously as they could. even though the acting, writing, and cinematography is some of the best i’ve ever seen. and even though they’re using sex to tell a story in a way i have literally never seen anything onscreen EVER do before. this is an emmy award winning show to me
Authors Note: Hii yall here's a little something while i write chapter 2 of my new ellie fanfic!! Enjoy!
Wife!Ellie who refuses to let you drive if you don’t have to, she prefers to drive you around even when you go parting with your friends. She’d rather drive at 3am to pick you up from a club then let you uber home.
Wife!Ellie who pampers you during your period, I'm talking chocolate, hot water bottle, blankets and bubble baths.
Wife!Ellie who loves working out with you, sometimes she uses you as equipment, squatting with you on her back or making you sit on her back while she does her push ups.
Wife!Ellie who helps you wash your hair, shampooing and conditioning with care. Giving small head massages in between and admiring how beautiful your hair is, which always makes me blush.
Wife!Ellie who constantly hypes you up on your Instagram posts because you are just that damn gorgeous and she can’t resist but compliment you.
Wife!Ellie who still believes in chivalry, so she’s constantly opening doors for you, making you walk on the inner side of the sidewalk. She once insisted to let you walk on her jacket because there was a puddle in the way, of course you wouldn’t let her because it was just ridiculous.
Wife!Ellie who constantly texts you whenever you're out, what can i say she’s extremely clingy and always checks in on you.
Wife!Ellie who loves spoiling you, taking you to as many stores as you want. Her favourite part of shopping with you is she gets to watch you dress and undress into cute outfits that hug your figure so well.
Wife!Ellie loves when you sit on her lap, it’s actually gotten to the point where she’ll constantly say “babe why don't you sit on my lap instead?” even when you two are in public…
Wife!Ellie who listens to your endless rambles about your special interests or random internet drama you hear about to fall asleep, of course she’s listening to you but she mostly loves listening to your voice.
Someone said on a post that the reason why Ilya and Shane can't communicate properly is because Shane's comfort is his family (which Ilya is sensitive about) and Ilya's comfort is his identity (which Shane is uncomfortable about since his still closeted) and that's why they keep triggering each other...
Summary: A small town to the east coast, seemingly frozen in the 80s, filled with mesmerizing nostalgia. That's where you'd be staying for the summer, with your father's childhood friend joel and his daughter ellie.
This is the summer when your finally broke free and lived for the first time, and just maybe found love
Warnings: Modern day AU, Highschool Au, Angst, Internalized homophobia, implied past relationships. confession, underage drinking, no use of y/n, reader is fem (she/her).
Author's notes: hiya! this is my first fic so be kind and i kinda such at dialogue so my apologize i will try to improve!!
Also although the town is giving heavy 1980's vibes it is kinda a mix of the 1980s and modern day aesthetics so the music is kinda a little from both the resent and past. I hope that makes sense lol.
anywayy enjoyy the first chapter :3
(Word Count: 1.5k words) BOYCOTT TLOU ⋆ Ao3
Chapter 1: Joel's Daughter
Riding through the country side with your father was awkward to say the least, you could feel the bumping of the wheels over pot holes and uneven terrain.
He was silent scared to say something and sour the ride, and you were content with keeping it that way. The emotions bubbling whenever you turned his way was obvious - even to him - he could tell that you were upset and still fragile since everything happened.
Your parents had recently separated, it was horrible and nasty, leaving you torn in pieces.
Your mother had never been there in your life, constantly neglecting you, stealing from your father and partying her life away. Her reasoning for her actions was that she had you so young and now that you were a teenager she could run off and have fun, "relive her youth" she said...
Your father hated how she acted, her lies, and her manipulation she constantly used towards anyone who dared to call her out.
Although all this he never left her, opting to keep your mother in your life knowing he couldn't parent himself, naively thinking you needed her even though she wasn't there.
"um so is your friend's kid nice?" you broke the silence, as curiosity had finally taken over
Your father taken aback by this question fumbles to put his words together, clearly startled. "Well yeah I've meet her a couple times and she's a peach, i little bit of a rebel but hey i am also sitting with one so who am i to judge..." he chuckled lightly at the last line. He was so weird sometimes, using words like rebel, gosh he was old.
When he glanced at you through the review mirror an amused expression had been plastered on your face. It was like all the tension that was once consuming the car had suddenly gone; he always had a way of doing that.
"Well i guess that's pretty great dad" a small smiled perked from your lips.
Three hours and many pit stops later you had finally made it to Jacksonville - the famous backwards town - although people called it that it was just like any other town except for the overwhelming 80's nostalgia. It was like a pocket it time, the buildings, posters and even the way people dressed was reminiscent of the late 80's fashion style but mixed wit a modern style too, it was certainly unique.
Your eyes scanned the streets as you drove past, soaking in every little detail. This was so different from where you were from - the bussing people, loud cars and random chaos - no this was so much more different, peaceful even. It was fascinating honestly.
After a couple turns the two of you had made it to your father's best friends home.
You learnt on the ride over that he was a single father, raising his daughter ellie who according to her father was sometimes a handful. You were doing to be staying there for the summer while your dad finalized the divorce and got his life back on track. His best friend had offered to take you in for the summer since he understood how hard it would be for your father to begin raising you on his own for the first time.
When you and your father pulled up to their house they were already waiting outside. It was around 6pm so the sun had already began setting, an pink hue was draped across the sky in the most beautiful way. The clouds has softened closely resembling cotton candy.
Your dad walked out first, clearly excited to see his long time buddy. They greeted one another made a stupid joke and chuckled together, but you weren't focused on that.
The first thing that caught your eye was a rigid figure, she has short hair that matched the framing of her face. She was wearing a Limp bizkit shirt that was to big that she looked almost lost inside it, and shorts that were barely visible and.... no shoes. She was definitely strange but she was absolutely mesmerizing, especially with how the soft light of the setting sun hit her face. It looked straight out of a movie scene. But soon your borderline gawking had caught up to you because she was now staring straight at you and it was nerve racking but at the same time she was so mesmerizing that you couldn't look away.
You got out, taking a deep breath and taking in the atmosphere this town built. When you went over to great Joel he quickly joked, "woah! Tom is this your kid?? She looks huge last time i saw her she was shitting herself non stop" he turned to your father - tom - offering a hefty laugh as your father tagged along. They were such platonic soulmates and it made you happy seeing him like this after years of him being miserable.
Nonetheless you gave Joel a strange face, slightly annoyed but appreciating the effort at a conversation. "I'm just pulling you leg kid, no need to get all serious"
Your features softened after that, something about him was so welcoming yet not so... it was hard to put a finger on it.
He was quite intimidating...
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You were sitting on the couch while you watched Ellie head towards her room, Joel and your father and gone out for a bit said they needed to watch up; they thought living you alone with Ellie would give you two time to get to know each other since you would be sharing a space for a couple weeks.
So that's what lead you to this moment, the two of you awkwardly sitting beside each other on the couch. Up till know she hasn't spoken a word other then "hey, i'm ellie" which isn't much, and of course you didn't say too much either; too consumed with anxiety to lead the conversation.
Ellie finally caught up to the fact that if she wanted to get know you she was going to have to start.
"So...my dad said you were from outta town but he didn't really say where..." she dragged the question out a little pointed look, clearly waiting for an answer.
"Oh um i'm from New York, loud and you know how it is" you trailed off, intimidated by her gaze. She was creeping you out with the unwavering look she gave you. It was like she was scanning you up and down trying to figure out what kinda person you were.
"So a city girl in the bum crack of nowhere, pretty funny huh, that's so cliche." Ellie giggled to her self, very amused by this situation. Leaning back against the couch, the tension in her body all shaken off. Oddly enough hearing her giggle somehow calmed you down, immediately you defensive walls lowered as you two continued to converse.
You filled her in with the bare bones explanation, not wanting to fully expose your self to someone else you just meet.
"Wow I thought that was the type of shit that only happens in movies" a slight joking tone peaking through Ellie's lips.
"What divorces?" You glared at her in joking disbelief, because how in the world is that anyhow unlikely?! There was a beat of silence before she spoke again. "No, i mean a pretty city girl from outta town visiting a small town for the summer" you scoffed at that. "Like some Bella swan shit!" You gave her a pointed stare then she continued "you know like twilight the movie with the two guys pining over the most average girl?"
You immediately scoffed, "so i'm an average girl huh"
Ellie's grin slowly melted off and she seemed panicked by what she said, immediately sinking into the coach.
"NO! Um no but like in the movie she uh movies into a small city for a couple months.... sorry I didn't mean to offend you"
Her voice was slightly higher, obviously more panicked. You were just kidding and she took it so serious. Gosh was she precious, you felt so bad for stressing her out.
"i was just teasing relax" you giggled as you spoke amusement clearly spread across your face. Ellie on the other had just stared at you with this expression you could make out.
"oh, well anyway it's getting late so i'm going to head to bed now"
you glances at your watch as it read only 8pm, wow time had past quite a bit since you arrived an hour ago.
"oh okay, goodnight i guess" ellie was already heading out the living room, she didn't' even bother responding. Gosh you must've really pissed her off which wasn't exactly ideal, since you did find her weirdly attractive. Like in a cute nerdy way.
You just melted into the cozy coach and glanced around at the house you'd be spending you break at. Lazily laying you head you wondered if they had parties even in this small town and booze and or even queer girls, i mean just cause the town was stuck in the 1980's didn't mean the people were too right?
Everyone really liked my last post, so here i am to give you more!!! Requested by @sleepyking :)
Polytrix headcanons (rumi centric)
Mira x rumi x zoey
Rumi is constantly being pampered by zoey and mira. She honestly loves it! Having constant kisses from her girlfriends felt like heaven, especially cuddling, which was the best part of a long, stressful day.
Rumi who says the most suggestive things without realizing it, which drives her girlfriends crazy. For example....
Zoey: AYO WHAT THE HELLL
Rumi: Huh? what??
Mira: What??? do NOT play dumb rn
Rumi: i didn't say anything... at least not out loud
Zoey and Mira side eye each other
Zoey: she is definitely lying...
Mira: Oh yeah, TOTALLY
Rumi who often misuses gen z slang, which drives Zoey into a laughing fit because it's just too hilarious, and Rumi refuses to learn the actual meaning because she's just so stubborn and refuses to be wrong.
Zoey will smother Rumi and Mira in smooches. Mira is more focused on hand holding and just being physically present. Rumi's much like Mira at first but once she gets comfortable she ends up more like Zoey. Mira has to endure the wrath of constant smooches from both at that point.
Mira is easily the most jealous when someone else takes an interest in one of the other girls and makes it very noticeable. Rumi is second but makes it more subtle. Zoey is third and is the least worried simply because she knows how much the three of them all love each other.
During private dates they like to share each other's food. Food is easily their most constant gift given to each other considering how much these three tend to eat. Bobby always dreads seeing their bills when they go out to get something to eat.
i don't really ship this as hard as i do other ships but the love for this pair is dying and we cant have that happening can we now?? Also kiri is trans and katsuki is bad at feelings as always...
Although they were friends, katsuki still held back so much about himself like for example that he had feelings for his friend. Somehow he had developed feelings for him. It was so obvious to kirishima but he couldn't admit it, he was just too fucking stubborn.
Katuski's stubbornness is what lead them to this very moment....
it had been 2 days since we had hooked up, it was absolute bliss, it felt like finally being able to fly. Katuski's lips on mine and his hands in my hair, i really didn't want it to end. It was a selfish thought to want him all to myself when i knew he wasn't opening to dating anyone much less me... a trans dude. A good friend but never his.
Sometimes i wish he would pay attention to me like he did to Midoriya....i know it's selfish, i mean they've know each other for longer than i have i just...
it wouldn't mater anymore, I'm not even sure if we were friends anymore. When i had woken up he was already up looking down a me as he got dressed.
He just went on like we had just had some silly sleepover, like we hadn't just explored each others body with such passion and yearning.
For the past 2 days his been acting so....normal... it was honesty freaking me out, so that's why i was rushing to his dorm room the second the bell rang that school was over because i wasn't going to give a chance for him to run away and avoid questions like he usually does when confronted with his emotions.
I got to his dorm before him and decided to let myself in which isn't something too unusually since we regularly let ourselves in each others dorm but for some reason this time felt to much different. I felt like a creep as i sat on his bed eventually laying down so i could smell his pillows, which just like i had thought smelt like his shampoo & conditioner he always used.
I got up immediately after realizing how weird it would be if katsuki walked in on me doing that and opted for sitting as his desk while fiddling with my fingers, desperately trying to figure out what to say and not freak him out...
He walked in and without even thinking i blurted out "we need to talk because we can't keep pretending like this never happened, i just don't understand how you can be so okay after that..."
He just stared at me for longer than i expected, he didn't make an attempt to run away or making excuses. He just stood there a painful look in his eyes.
"it has to be this way, i just can't with you" his voice had a weird tone to it, like he was forcing it out of himself. He made an attempted to walk out the room but i grabbed his wrist, it can't end like this
"why not, i like you and it's pretty damn obvious you like me so what's with this push and pull?"
he turned to me, slightly shocked like he hadn't expected me to reach out to him and stop him from leaving or saying what i had.
"maybe I'm wrong but i just want you to look at me the same way you look at Midoriya, I'm tired of doing everything to make you happy when you treat my like crap every time. No matter what i do you always end up running back to him, leaving me feeling like crap. Now we're hooked up which i DIDN'T EVEN INNITIATE and your treating me like....normal... i can't do this with you i-"
It was like my mouth had mind of it's own because it would listen to reason, i was making absolutely no sense and kat's face was showing that. i hadn't mean to say all that and now i was in deep shit... he's totality going to ditch now if he wasn't before. If only i could keep my stupid mouth shut!! There was no going back now so i just let the last of my thoughts out
"how can we go back to being friends when we just shared a bed?? make that make sense to me, please"
I dont know if this is even in demand, but here!! I haven't written in a while, so apologies :<
!!Rumi x Mira x Zoey
Some polytrix heacanons (mira centric) fluffyyy
Mira is super protective over rumi and zoey
She literally eyes them whenever they interact with fans, even though they have security she still watches to make sure non of the fans cross rumi or zoeys boundaries.
Mira is constantly walking into the bathroom without knocking because in her own words "i've already seen everything there is to see"
Mira is insanely good at video games but tones it down for zoey since she's just so cute and mira loves seeing her giggle and smile whenever she wins while for rumi, mira likes to shit talk a lot and agitate her a little because she's just so hot she's mad/frustrated. Ofcourse in the end she gives in and lets her win.
They both know mira does but dont care because at least they win :)
Mira's love language is quality time
She just loves hanging out with her girlfriends, whether they're napping, yapping or practicing she absofuckinglutely enjoys it.
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