dead lungs.

❝ you are a trueborn heir of gotham ❞ indie / selective jason todd

[ruinedwonder]

i can’t believe jason got possessed in one comic, and is old and has lost an eye in another, both having been published on his birthday.

[efgf]

let boys be emotional 2k17

[emitsdeatha-deactivated20170804]

JASON

teeth gnaw into the bar he’d kept for himself, suppressing the urge to roll his eye HIMSELF –listening to the boy who speaks volumes with only a few words. typical. he supposes, however, it’s one of the many reasons he took to jason over the years. they don’t need to SPEAK much to understand the other.

                                ❛  there’s no beating around the bush                                 with you, is there ?  ❜

a huff escapes him, half amused half ANNOYED at himself for reaching out too soon. the conversation was inevitable…and slade wasn’t sure if he was ready to have it. with ANYONE. but he’s there and the vigilante says something that grounds him. DOUBTS his honesty, and whether or not it’s genuine…he will soon find out.

                                ❛  can you blame me for AVOIDANCE if                                 you already know the reason for it ? heh..                                 you know at one point you would have                                  loved to throw my FAILURES in my face.  ❜

he pauses for a moment, slows his chewing and glances at the legs swinging over the roof. he’d neglected his own children trying to save the one long gone. he’d neglected jason all the same…and he KNOWS that isn’t fair.

                               ❛  there’s no pointing in explaining the                                decision made. it didn’t work.  ❜

[ruinedwonder]

        — —         ❝ only if it’s BENEFICIAL. ❞ he wants to know why, so right now he doesn’t feel like playing games with slade. sure, he might change his mind, but the MAIN purpose of this conversation is to get answers. and right now the man isn’t exactly being HELPFUL.

jason SHRUGS his shoulders and places his hand behind him, leaning back as he absently nibbles on the chocolate. ❝ i don’t know why you avoided me, i have my SUSPICIONS, and i know the most likely reason, sure, but you don’t have a HABIT of talking about your kids. ❞

        — —         ❝ you’re very much aware that it doesn’t say much, slade, ❞ a look of IRRITATION crosses over jason’s face. ❝ at one point i’d have loved to carve your SKULL into a toothpick. and you know that’s one of the MILDER things i’d have loved to do. ❞

by now he should know that it’s not NORMAL to say things like that, and while logically he does realise that most people are horrified by the things he has thought of doing — OR HAS DONE —, he’s quite satisfied that he has kept it mild this time. hell, he’s almost PROUD of himself for keeping it to a minimum.

        — —         ❝ i would understand, that’s the point of explaining it to me. by HERMES, avoiding me is one thing, but avoiding the TOPIC is another. if you don’t want to talk about it just PLAINLY tell me. ❞

[emitsdeatha-deactivated20170804]

JASON

                                  ❛  yah. i got your messages –just                                   been a little…. busy lately.  ❜

if temporary blindness, traveling back into the past, and getting trapped in the SPEED FORCE could be so simply put. he’s had a hell of a past few months but doesn’t LINGER on it much, considering it was the last thing the boy in front of him needed. EITHER of them needed. stepping forward he lets out a breath and tosses him one of the two candy bars he’d picked up on the way over. pushing his helmet up until it’s clinging to his temples, allowing him to bite into the chocolate while hiking up a foot on the edge of the roof.

                                  ❛  did a little SOUL SEARCHING. not                                   as fun as the movies. so ? what’s the                                    deal ? last time you wanted me around,                                   we were filling up MORGUES.  ❜

│ starter │ closed │ @ruinedwonder │

[ruinedwonder]

❛ busy ❜, slade says. jason feels the urge to SCOFF but instead rolls his eyes and looks back at the skyline. his feet dangle off the edge, making him relish in the thought that if would shift just a little closer, he’d fall off and experience a FREE FALL.

       — —         ❝ don’t SUGARCOAT it, you can say that you’ve been AVOIDING me, i’m not made of glass. ❞ he glances over at slade, only just in time to catch the chocolate bar thrown at him, and gives him a WARY look. ❝ thanks ? ❞

he’s not sure why he’d taken off his helmet as he waited for slade to show up, but right now he’s glad he decided to keep his MASK on, if only because the eyes were windows to the SOUL. heh, soul searching… there’s so much he wants to say, but he knows himself, and slade probably knows him even better, so he keeps it SIMPLE, ❝ why did you try to save grant ? ❞

[ruinedwonder]

i’ve been absent for a longgg time so i pretty much have to start over on this blog. but here’s the thing, i’m not sure if there’s a point. i feel secure with my writing and characterisation, but that doesn’t mean people want to write with me, so hereby i’ll leave it open, do you guys still want to rp, or would it be better to leave this blog be as it currently is?

[ruinedwonder]

i’ve been absent for a longgg time so i pretty much have to start over on this blog. but here’s the thing, i’m not sure if there’s a point. i feel secure with my writing and characterisation, but that doesn’t mean people want to write with me, so hereby i’ll leave it open, do you guys still want to rp, or would it be better to leave this blog be as it currently is?

[bluesmemethings]

various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

[ruinedwonder]

fashion/appearance stats

BOLD what applies to your character .

TAGGED  BY   : @emitsdeath​ TAGGING  : @vleermuiis​, @batgirlbatarangs​, @rxttenheart​, @trickarrowd​, @itsnothawkingbird​, @jxsontodd​

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HAIR .

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floral    /     fruity   /    perfumes /     aftershave     /     cocoa     /     moisturizer     /    shampoo   /    cigarettes    /     leather     /     sweat     /     food     /     incense     /    marijuana     /    cologne     /    whiskey    /    wine     /     fried food     /    blood    /     fire     /    metal    /    ice

CLOTHES .

jeans   /   tight pants   /     over knee socks     /     tights     /     leggings     /     yoga pants     /     pencil skirt     /     tight skirt   /     loose skirt  /     formfitting dress     /     cardigans     /     blouse     /    button up shirt     /     band t - shirt   /     sweatpants     /     tank top     /    wifebeater   /   cutoff t - shirt     /   designer  /     high street     /     online stores     /   thrift  /     lingerie     /     long skirt     /     miniskirt    /    maxidress     /     sundress     /     tie     /   tuxedo     /     cocktail dress     /     highslit dress/skirt     /     t - shirt     /     loose clothing     /   tight clothing /     jean shorts     /     sweater     /     sweater vest    /     khaki pants     /    suit  /    hoodie    /     harem pants     /     basketball shorts  /     boxers   /     briefs    /     thong     /     hotpants     /     hipster pants   /     bra     /     sportsbra     /     crop top     /     corset     /     ballerina skirt     /     leotard     /     polka dot     /     stripes     /     glitter     /   silk     /     lace   /     leather    /    velvet  /     chemise     /    patterns   /   florals     /     neon colors    /     pastels    /     black  /     dark colors /     fur     /     faux fur

SHOES .

sneakers     /     slip - ons     /     flats     /     slippers     /     sandals     /    high heels     /     kitten heels     /   ankle boots     /     combat boots   /     knee - high     /     platforms     /     stripper heels     /     bare feet     /     loafers     /     oxfords    /     gladiator shoes     /  boots   /  

[ruinedwonder]

me, after seeing the injustice 2 dlc trailer: nothing in this trailer came to me as a surprise, but i really hope this means it isn’t jason that’s dressed up as bruce in the comic.

[ruinedwonder]

vleermuiis:

Even though she kept telling herself she had no idea why he was being this cruel to her, a part of her understood his rage all too well. She had failed him, more than once, and now it all came back to bite her in the ass. Now, she was forced to watch her son become everything she had hoped he would never be.

His jab about Alfred hurt, but she wouldn’t admit that to his face. Not when it made it glaringly obvious that his only goal was to do just that, break her heart and step on it as hard as he could. She wouldn’t let him win, she couldn’t. She didn’t reply, brown eyes just focused on his face as she swallowed. 

“I know,” she replied calmly as he revealed what he’d done. One hand moved to rest on her stomach, her shoulders stretching as she took a breath. “I know all about the Red Hood and his activities.” And she had sworn to take him down. Not that she could do that anymore, knowing who hid underneath that helmet. “And I also know that whatever I say or do, there is no changing your mind.” 

Was she giving up? No, not at all. But right now, she was too tired and too in pain to keep fighting. It would only be wasted energy, as it was more than clear the only thing this conversation could end in was more misery. “I have lost you, Jason. Somewhere along the line, I failed you one time too many and I lost you. I — truly am sorry for that. You deserved better than this.” A short sigh, a shake of her head and then she steps back. “Go, I won’t stop you. But know that you can always come back, that you have a home here. Whatever happens, you are welcome here. And I will try not to fail you again.”

no, he doesn’t deserve better than this. he’d earned his place in hell like any regular ol’ VIGILANTE. the law might call him a criminal, but he isn’t the only one. she and all her adoptive little SIDEKICKS are considered criminals by law as well, so how will she ever differentiate between what’s RIGHT and WRONG when she’s the very thing she tries to stop ?

        — —         ❝ i deserve better than this ? don’t make me LAUGH, brenda, what did you call me ? a GOOD SOLDIER ? that’s what it says, right, that i was a good little soldier who died for a ❛ righteous cause ❜. don’t say i deserve better when i’m just a common — REPLACEABLE — foot soldier to you ! ❞

he’s angry, filled with a rage he knows isn’t entirely NATURAL, and as much as he wants to lash out at her, he knows this isn’t the right time. not when he has a bigger plan than this. he will get his REVENGE, he will give brenda a choice, but not now. he isn’t ready yet, but he will be.

jason takes another step back and crosses his arms over his chest, showing a childish DEFIANCE not displayed since he was with talia at the league of assassin. ❝ you haven’t stopped failing me. ❞ with every breath that CLOWN took, he was let down. ❝ you won’t stop me, brenda, if there’s one thing i’m good at, it’s getting what i want. ❞

and with a finger salute, he ends the conversation by simply turning around and walking away. 

[lightningstrikes-art]

[ruinedwonder]

i’m screaming about the super move of the last revealed injustice 2 character !?!

[trickarrowd-a-blog]

“ don’t you love them enough to stay ? ”  //  @ruinedwonder  /  lyric starter

[ruinedwonder]

        — —         ❝ what the underworld are you babbling on about, harper ? shouldn’t you, ya know, be staying with your DAUGHTER or something ? ❞

[polmcarts]

[ruinedwonder]

on the 27th day of april, jason peter todd was murdered by the joker.

[ruinedwonder]

okay, but consider: hogwarts group au

[ruinedwonder]

HOGWARTS HOUSE PERCENTAGE BREAKDOWN. repost, don’t reblog.  take the quiz here !

You Are 36% Ravenclaw, 30% Slytherin, 19% Gryffindor, and 15% Hufflepuff!

You are a Ravenclaw through and through, but your ruthless ambition means you may also fit well in Slytherin. Knowledge is incredibly important to you, and you love nothing more than learning new things, but your love of learning is undeniably motivated by your determination for success. Unlike some of your fellow Ravenclaws, you often avoid any task that requires teamwork, preferring to work alone. Your slight compatibility with Gryffindor house hints at an underlying desire for adventure that may manifest itself in a love of travel or trying new things.

TAGGED BY. @vleermuiis & @emitsdeath TAGGING. anyone who wants to do it !!