➻Speeding’s Probably Safer

🐇💥 ♡ ⚾️🎀 ♡🍓🥤 selfship blog ~ - real feelings she/her Comfort and dreaming that keeps me living. Read pinned + tags

[runnersbunny]

Selfship side blog + safe space 🐇. ~ I like + follow from @bunnyb0nkers , please be respectful! ♡

INFO: sometimes I vent on this blog, feel free to block the tags #tw vent + #vent or #selfship rant + #rant if you don’t like my rants, some are goofy, like #goofy rant, all selfship related things are tagged with my ship tags in this post, I only selfship w my comfort character ; Scout from TF2, he is my bf !! <3 and I refer to him as such since he is my irl bf (though I know he's fictional.)

PLEASE DONT MENTION THIS BLOG ON MY MAIN MY IRLS FOLLOW THAT ONE

My s/i (info) is me irl just with a few minor edits to make her appropriately fit into the tf2 universe + my selfship , she is directly drawn based off of my irl appearance (shes just me but from the future/older,,,) - the middle art is current irl me n him :3

all art of my selfship is made by me unless said otherwise

Thank you @erxyu for the template !! <333 I love calling him my king lol ♡

[runnersbunny]

I prefer not to use the terms yume/yumeship so please don’t refer to my selfship as such

[a-armageddons]

Would Scout eat a tablespoon of wasabi on a dare?

Yes cuz he's got the IQ of a dial tone 💀

Nah he stupid but he ain't THAT stupid 🤣

Remaining time: 6 days 14 hours

[runnersbunny]

YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO FAITH ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️💔💔💔💔

[spysgf]

he has a very interesting life

[runnersbunny]

haha he has a dent in his head

🫵🫵hahah

[spysgf]

THESE ARE CAT EARS, HE IS A NEKO HSGAHPPGGP

[runnersbunny]

L dent

[spysgf]

he has a very interesting life

[runnersbunny]

haha he has a dent in his head

🫵🫵hahah

[runnersbunny]

Tiny Scout’s lil christmas sock-sweater hehe ft. My voice

[greythemutt]

i also have an F/O plush! Got her at a comic con :3

Me picking her up. Yes I was dressed as skull trooper from fortnite

I put her makeup on with some fabric marker

[runnersbunny]

ooooo tuff tuff tuff

you got to put her makeup on !! ^ ^

[runnersbunny]

Tiny Scout’s lil christmas sock-sweater hehe ft. My voice

[runnersbunny]

Tiny Scout’s lil christmas sweater,, hehe ft. my voice

[scaryselfship]

imagine if your f/o was green LMAOOOOOOOO

[runnersbunny]

he is green he’s kind of green

i bet his bones are green

[paisley-patterned]

😨

[runnersbunny]

My lettuce fwavored cutiepie 🥬🐇💚💚

HEHE THANK YOU FOR THIS IMAGE BTW PAISLEY <333 eehehe

[runnersbunny]

scout lookin soo fine mmmmwwwrrrroowrrr

mwweeooorrrr

[scaryselfship]

imagine if your f/o was green LMAOOOOOOOO

[runnersbunny]

he is green he’s kind of green

i bet his bones are green

[hardtimez4dracula]

MAKE YOUR CHARACTERS MORE HAIRY NOW,!!! GIVE THEM VISIBLE PUBES, THICK ARMPIT HAIR, HAIRY LEGS, BUSHY MUSTACHES, LONG BEAUTIFUL BEARDS, HAIRY ARMS, HAIRY KNUCKLES, LARGE EYEBROWS, SIDE BURNS, MUTTON CHOPS, ETC!!! DONT FORGET TO MAKE YOUR MALE, FEMALE, AND OTHER CHARACTERS HAIRY!!!

[hardtimez4dracula]

MAKE YOUR CHARACTERS MORE HAIRY NOW,!!! GIVE THEM VISIBLE PUBES, THICK ARMPIT HAIR, HAIRY LEGS, BUSHY MUSTACHES, LONG BEAUTIFUL BEARDS, HAIRY ARMS, HAIRY KNUCKLES, LARGE EYEBROWS, SIDE BURNS, MUTTON CHOPS, ETC!!! DONT FORGET TO MAKE YOUR MALE, FEMALE, AND OTHER CHARACTERS HAIRY!!!

[runnersbunny]

freakin miserable dream again

Don't want to put this in my scout dreams document because its another sad, half lucid one.

But what I remember is I saw him, I really saw him. He was talking to his friend, cool and all, but I came over, I really missed my boyfriend, I didn't care about interrupting. Then as soon as I was about to come over they got up and moved to another place on this truck, so I hurriedly, almost frustratedly came over between the two seater.

I came up to Scout saying something like; 'Why do you keep running away from me? I just wanna be with you, please.’

I get him off of the truck and I'm holding his face and honestly getting a bit emotional and I'm walking with him until we're alone together and its like I blink and all I have in my hands is a stupid stupid spatula.

He’s a figment again.

So I turn around and it looks like the dream just had all my irls walking down to make it seem like I was interrupting a perfectly good, normal, moment with some weird hallucinations. I remind myself nothing made sense and its still a dream.

I'm still sad about the spatula, I hold onto it.

So I go up to this old lady and describe him to her and she tells me she's has to have seen him around.

I see a few guys with similar haircuts or whatever as him.

But I know its not him.

I look around and nothing is there.

I wake up.

Does anyone have any advice? Whenever I’m lucid I kind of try to look for him and there’s always these almost annoyingly scripted sounding endings and I hate it

[runnersbunny]

Looking at my record of dreams w/ my sweet boyfriend Scout (<333) I have not had one normal one lately, why have I had like 3 dreams in a row that are insane

[runnersbunny]

Man one of those moods where its like the cartoon episode where someone put a love potion on me oh i love you scout i love you scouttt aughh i love his voice

[cursed-casanova]

I think self shippers deserve to be nicer to themselves and make the way they imagine their f/os nicer to them bc being miserable as fuck gets old quickly but gets addicting given the right circumstances. I think self shippers should give themselves grace and allow themselves to grow into happier people bc of their f/o.

[runnersbunny]

i kind of feel bad but I ended up filtering the ship tags of the moots who also selfship with my f/o 😭

I don’t know at some point I felt bad being nonsharing so I was a little bit more sharing but I’m definitely a lott more selective wwww

[overjoyedstarzy-reblog]

dude me too, its difficult to maintain boundaries especially when it comes to being a nonsharer, even i keep talking to doubles because i feel guilty about blocking them.

but its also important to remember that if they have the right to share, you also have the right to not share!

cuz if something makes you uncomfy, you shouldnt feel guilty about it!! <33

[runnersbunny]

so true 🫂🫂