BELLHOP'S OUT

|BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD! 6/30/22|WARDEN/RUSH |They/Them/He/Him/it/its | 22/ADULT| Ambush & Halt appreciation blog

[rush1ngatyou]

Obligatory intro

Warden/Rush - Calicrackic- Demisexual Panromantic - He/they/it - 22 - Has some EXTREME autism be nice - 667 terfs skinned - half fininished associates degree in wildlife ecology

Falsely marked red on shinigami eyes!! Tell the emperor that my hall has fallen to the ground. Phoibos no longer has his house, nor his mantic bay, nor his prophetic spring; the water has dried up.

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-> DO NOT ASK ME FOR DONATIONS I SUFFER FROM PARANOIA AND I WILL BLOCK YOU. <-

Fanfiction Writer, Seasoned roleplayer, Novice artist, Novice fiber artist. ACCOUNT CONTAINS:

mentions of abuse and interfamilial violence as well as blog posts from periods of my life where I was abused!!

talks about the enviorment

lots...and lots of soapboxxing.

Occasional suggestive post Blogs:

Food Png blog (I stare at them)

Wizardposting roleplay blog (inactive/semi-active)

My writing blog

Important tags + resources: Free chest binders. https://www.pointofpride.org/free-chest-binders

- #important

Stuff I gotta do

- #Wardens-mussel-mission

Me trying to find a living member of a vague extinct species of freshwater river mussel. It ended pretty early lol.

#Wardens-bug-pics

An exercise thing I don’t take too seriously because I’m constantly exhausted.

#eclipseblogging

Warden during the 2024 eclipse

#collegeposting

I am in college

Vent blog (?) - dni it’s just to keep track of my anxiety / cptsd

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@therealgeeber-deactivated202311 is always welcome here.

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My basic dni criteria + Boundaries

I block freely, you could not be on the dni and there would be people I don’t like.

Do not call me transexual, I prefer transgender.

Do call me cuntboy, fakeboy or Tboy, TME, birthday boy, or ajacent slurs. Epecially if you’re not transmasc. I do not feel comfortable being called that.

Do not ask for my agab

Do not ask for my birthname/deadname

Anon is off indefinitely, if you send me death threats, rape threats, what fuckin ever, you do so publicly so you can live with that for the rest of your life and so people know what subhuman filth you are.

Anyone who rejects good faith labels

Anti-Xenogender

Transmed, Swerfs, TERFs (and variants of terf)

Proship, antiship.ect

Big three paraphile (any contact stance + any recovery phase). I’ve been abused by one and don’t want one in my personal space regardless of personal progress. Please respect that.

Nonrecovery

If you are 15- do not interact with my blog. I’ll keep the ones 15- ones I currently have since it’d be kinda weird to expel them after I knew them while I was a child myself, but everyone else needs to leave me alone.

Please do not go into my ask box asking for donations. I don't have any money and will likely not be able to answer your asks for a very, very long time. Your ask will not be answered. You will not get any coverage. Your message will die in my askbox.

Please do not send me (WEIRD) anonymous messages without warning. If you want to send me cryptic asks or something please add /arg/ or /Unreality/ thank you! Especially ones that can trigger fight or flight response.

Syscourse + fakeclaiming is not allowed in my comments!!! Regardless of system stance!

By the way, it’s highly recommended that you have a pfp + Atleast confirmation that you’re a person as I’m a bit paranoid., but if you do recognize us from somewhere, please let us be. We're TRYING to be a kinder person.

TMA/TME users dni dni dni stop making new binaries stop with the infighting we are all being murdered.

ISFF, Lilly orchard, Baeddel supporters + anti trans masculinity people

Radqueer + xenosatanists

Trying to be my own person separate from source. Please use Warden more often then Rush thank u.

Pluto is a planet. I will hear no more of it.

Every time you complain I add more to my bio and Dni.

[smorksthings]

I'm tired of seeing prolific and popular transandophobes whenever I go to ANY social media.

Pocket-deer-belly and their ilk is popular enough to be getting voiceovers on YouTube shorts and it's so annoying. I've seen him, Pladios, Byjove and plenty of others get so much attention and it's so... It's taking a toll on my mental health, I can't escape them. People can't understand/see how damaging these people are and it feels like I'm going insane.

This is just a symptom of how ignored and overlooked trans men are.

[quastions-i-dont-ask-on-main]

"AFAB only groups are fault of those dirty NBs and Transmascs" Everytime I've seen an AFAB-only group they've been organized by cis women but go off I guess

[magicfairygirl]

[rush1ngatyou]

Every single woman in my family tree, on their own free goddamn will finding the most abusive and mentally unstable individual possible to have children with.

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[rush1ngatyou]

An ex divorcee with one daughter who he abandoned and a battery charge from assaulting a minor while you were pregnant? Constantly demeans you and belittles you? Misogynistic and racist? Oh boy, let’s give him two kids!

[rush1ngatyou]

Taro by alt j is actually so mournful now that I know.

[northstareclipse]

Hyper-individualist cultures go, “Your emotions are your personal responsibility. Don’t burden others. Regulate privately. Maintain functionality. If you’re upset, process it offstage so the machine keeps moving.” Meanwhile certain collectivist or harmony-focused frameworks go, “Your emotions disrupt group cohesion. Don’t create discomfort. Don’t impose disharmony. Transcend or contain your reactions for the sake of the whole.”

Different mythology, same trembling fear that one person saying “actually, I feel terrible” will cause civilization to peel apart like wet drywall.

[rush1ngatyou]

Every single woman in my family tree, on their own free goddamn will finding the most abusive and mentally unstable individual possible to have children with.

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[ein-kleiner]

Transandrophobes go on about protecting the dolls and the nebulous harm transmascs and transandrophobia theory pose to transfems but. They're so eager to Do a Transmisogyny. From interpreting a transfem in the most bad faith way possible, to plausibly-deniably misgendering a transfem, to sending wishes that they're subject to horrible things

[starstruckbaby]

"transmascs love misgendering themselves" hey so are you aware that everytime we try to create inclusive terms we get made fun of? Did you not see how mad TERFs got over the terms "birthing person" or "uterus owner"? We literally can't use terms that wouldn't misgender us because when we do other queer people and people outside the community turn it into a joke.

[dualight]

Preserving @jadwigaspeaks's tags:

#also as far as i can tell most alleged instances of ''transmascs misgendering themselves'' are either#1. a transmasc being gnc / otherwise having fun with gender#2. a transmasc talking about his experiences with misogyny + how being seen *by others* as a woman affected him#or 3. transmascs going into a team/restroom/shelter that's stated to be for women because A. transphobes have specifically banned them from#the men's version or B. the men's version doesn't exist#or C. if the men's version does exist it either cannot or will not meet trans men's needs#none of those can be described in good faith as misgendering one's self#transandrophobia

[rush1ngatyou]

Tbh I do not trust “transfeminist” theory bullshit people have spewing lately as far as I can throw it atp. Every version I’ve seen of it has been hostile to survivors of S/A or afab people. I’ll stick with my trustworthy trans inclusive intersectional feminism, thanks.

[rush1ngatyou]

Tumblr seriously needs to work on containing harassment, people abuse the ask system all the time and send some predatory shit and actually take their bans seriously. Their moderation system a fucking joke.

[rush1ngatyou]

Or even better, allow users to block certain words from being used in asks, maybe even a shitty ai harassment filter that reads asks and sorts them into a separate spot so you don’t have to be flashed with “kys” on christmas morning. Tumblr NEEDS a moderation boost and a revamp of the ask system.

[rush1ngatyou]

Tumblr seriously needs to work on containing harassment, people abuse the ask system all the time and send some predatory shit and actually take their bans seriously. Their moderation system a fucking joke.

[sebsketchs]

sticker design for pride this year! 💞🏳️‍⚧️

[rush1ngatyou]

I’ve had to unfollow a person I’ve followed for awhile, I feel awful. They’re being treated fucking awfully. And god it was a hard decision, I’ve followed them for a long time and I’m still worried about them.

[rush1ngatyou]

I’ve reblogged him frequently. You may have even seen him.

I’m not going to announce why other than he did something I did not approve of nor condone and I’ll leave it at that. He’s dealing with some vile, awful shit and despite me not agreeing with him- I don’t want any harassment to go further his way. If I see you harassing him, I’ll block you. This feels like something done out of immense trauma and anger that I know all too well myself. It’s the latter that makes me unfollow.

I’m gonna be honest, this transandrophobia stuff has scared me away from tumblr. It’s reached a terrifying boiling point that makes me genuinely want to go on an indefinite hiatus.

[rush1ngatyou]

I’ve had to unfollow a person I’ve followed for awhile, I feel awful. He’s being treated fucking awfully. And god it was a hard decision, I’ve followed him for a long time and I’m still worried about him.

[rush1ngatyou]

By the way, I know I’m broaching on a sad topic, but since someone asked, here I go:

“Warden, if Tangelo lays eggs/was Gravid, what will you do?”

If I find any eggs, I’ll freeze them so they won’t hatch.