Bitch Boy

hello :3! side blog

[russianandgerman]

side blog for @therussiangerman !

venting + horny posting

idk those things mix sometimes

[russianandgerman]

rant cuz i feel like it

I am like very uhm how do i put it apathetic towards people? no empathy/sympathy. I frame myself as a comfort source but it’s weird because i truly dont care about others feelings or situations. Same with suicidal talk. I don’t care like at all and also with deaths. i can comfort someone and be completely blank face behind the screen. one person has made me feel anything they know who they r but yk. anyway, im a very uncaring thing gulp

[russianandgerman]

rant

I hate not being able to comfort my bf. Like, I can, but it makes me so uncomfortable comforting others and it has for as long as I can remember. Except when it’s feeling bad then its not my right to also be uncomfortable when hes feeling bad. I still try and be as accommodating as possible, and like he always comforts me when i’m upset but he cant always be strong. Its like obvious knowledge comfort should go both ways in relationships, but like i dont do it good enough. It feels he’s gonna lose interest because I’m just not good at comforting and feelings. Sigh. i need to get better at comforting. I was raised in a house where all it was screaming and arguing and then forgetting about it the next day, and we were fine. I just don’t know how to help and i could ask him but i’m horrible at communication. This is why my relationships always fell someone slime me out

[kitkatkarmaaa532]

✧₊⁺ 》 TransSuccuLoli

✧₊⁺ 》 a term for those who identify as a succubus loli

✧₊⁺ 》 gender does not have to apply to the usage of this term

✧₊⁺ 》 TransIncuShota

✧₊⁺ 》 a term for those who identify as an incubus shota

✧₊⁺ 》 gender does not have to apply to the usage of this term

[radqueerhydrangeas]

PERMISINLOVE

a permisID for those who are both perma-in love and cis-in love

[retryinglifeoncemore]

Unstable Love Disorder (ULD) 

Idk if theres an actual term for this but this exists now! Mainly self indulgent

Unstable Love Disorder is when someone loves someone to an unstable amount. Often leading to feeling dependent on them. Needing constant reassurance, neglecting basic needs, isolating themselves, and often leading to more self harming habits due to their love

There is no right or wrong way to use this, it's for everyone!

[what-sw33t-tragedae]

ProtectQueer: a radqueer adjacent term for being safe and kind to literally everyone. this the user must be anti harassment but if attacked the user will attack back with no filter

[russianandgerman]

yk, ever since meeting witg mt bf, i like. ive had fbiz urge to just be whatever and everything he iz. all his ids prns names everything. i am him

[russianandgerman]

auhhgggg #iloveminecraft burp

[russianandgerman]

I WAS MEANT TO BE URS

[russianandgerman]

im so scared hes gonna leave me now holy fuck

[russianandgerman]

sometimes when j hit my geek i run out of breath blowing the smoke out and have to breathe baxk in to bloe the rest of it out and it gags me ❤️‍🩹

edit: yes i enjoy it

[russianandgerman]

I love my bf smmmm

he will never ever ever leave me. never. even trying to would be stupid. idc if he hates my guts he WILL talk to me and acknowledge me. he WILL love me. i don’t care. talk to as many people as u want, u’ll never find any one else like me. Never.

[russianandgerman]

why do beings romanticize bpd so much. “beautiful princess disorder” right cuz having panic attacks nightly cuz ur fp said “here” instead of “IMHERE” like it always does is TOTALLY desirable. do every being with bpd a favor and educate urselves on it.

[russianandgerman]

sum1 told me i feel too much?? and my bpd is a CURSE??? okay bro.

[eldritchwhor3r]

The lack of attention I am receiving right now is absolutely appalling.

[russianandgerman]

actually insane

[russianandgerman]

i louve bf.,,,,