russjmnz

Liberty be the color of my blood and freedom be the language of my soul.

[1617]

[russjmnz]

Every TL's motto :D

[russjmnz]

Hi there!

It's been a looooooooong time. I wanna revive my love for writing and blogging. Where to begin?

[russjmnz]

Someone tore my heart to pieces so I decided to be fabulous 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

[russjmnz]

Hi.

[russjmnz]

You once loved me like I was the only flower in a parched garden. Your smile was my sunlight and your kisses slaked my weary heart. You were the night and day that nourished me. I was so eager to grow my petals and bloom - and bloom I did. I basked in the warmth of your love when I reached my zenith. When my petals were full grown, you didn't like the attention I was getting. I was so blind to see the darkness behind those eyes as you cut me from the ground. Your jealousy placed me in a solitary confinement. Your anger dimmed the rays of your love. There is nothing beautiful in death, darling, but just like this flower, there is so much beauty in its process. I lost a petal for every shout and curse you uttered. I tried to hold on to the last petal I have but pain gave way to pressure. As I wither and dry, I try to imagine how beautiful we once were. As I slowly die, I hold on to the fleeting memory of your once beautiful love.

[russjmnz]

I cannot believe that the lawyer of the POTUS just committed the equivalency fallacy. Dear lord what is happening to this country 🤜😭

[russjmnz]

You were the most important subject I've ever had. The most beautiful concrete noun I've ever gazed at. I could come up with 99 superlative adjectives to describe your eyes and 99 more adverbs to describe your movement. You were the loveliest third person pronoun I've ever referred to. No complex sentence had ever been more pefect for each other than you and me. I was there as your independent clause when you needed someone to lean on. I was but a broken phrase until you came along to complete me. We used to talk for hours on end using just future tenses. I used to rely on present perfect progressives when I write letters for you and use the simple present to affirm my love for you. Now I only talk about you using past tenses but the pain you have left behind deserves the present perfect. I thought you were the perfect conjunction to make my sentence better until I realized that I was writing a run-on sentence for years. I guess we just cannot fight the law of brevity. We became compound sentences until we decided to remove the coordinating conjunction between us. But how could I function as a complete thought when my subject was always you? What would be the sense of writing a beautiful predicate without you? I thought we would discover the pragmatics of life together. Now, I roam aimlessly without a syntax to follow. As I relearn the phonetics of love, let me tell you that your name will always be the saddest word in my lexicon.

[notyouraveragecerealkiller]

[alisonzai]

[russjmnz]

Love is the imaginary friend I have to outgrow. A childhood illusion of companion to replace the fear of being alone. A product of imagination to survive loneliness. I would gladly trade my emotions for emptiness just to remove this pain.

[russjmnz]

Creeping

Nearing

Darkness unceasing

Take me

Give me

Sadness unfailing

Linger

Enter

Sorrow unending

Numb me

Fill me

Poison enticing

Replace

Erase

Love unforgiving

[russjmnz]

I feel most inadequate when I think of you.

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“The soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone.”

—

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

[russjmnz]

I was shining for you but all you did was take my colors away. I was burning bright but all you did was drain my life. I now envy the rainbow and all its colors, for now I only glow with pain and sorrow.

[x-lil-sad-lil-anxious-x]

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[schwierigephase]

“Healing is layers. Healing is time. Healing is excruciating. Once you think it’s done, it’s not.”

—

Mary DeMuth

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