XESHA'S BLOG (1.1)

he/she | 20 y.o | ru/eng/deu (poor) | gay boygirl

[rustyxesha]

Hi I'm Xesha. It's my second tumblr account, because my first one (rustyksanax) was suspended for unknown to me reason.

It was no introduction post on my first page, so let me introduce myself:

- I'm 20

- Enby, bi, fagdyke

- biology sciences student (freshman)

- Main interests/fandoms are: Overclocked: A History of Violence (and other House of Tales games, including MOTD), Bully, VtM: Redemption, Bayonetta, ObsCure (the first one), Total Overdose, Naoki Urasawa's Monster, CoF & AoM, Grey, Still Life game series, Pathologic (Мор: Утопия), Postal 2 (Eternal Damnation), other rare and obscure games

- The most favourite music genres are post-hardcore (Fliter, Helmet, Unwound, Unsane, Rites of Spring, Cherubs, Quicksand), industrial (NIN, SMG, Ministry Revolting Cocks, Pigface, Die Warzau, Chemlab) and noise hardcore

DNI:

- russian government supporters, tankies, nazis, zionists, imperialists and other scums

- homophobes, transphobes, racists and other types of xenophobes

- proship, real g0re blogs and tcc. fuck off. really.

[feytouched]

family tea session: snowflake queen dancong oolong.

[naggingatlas]

food/bills/meds help + commissions!

Support yasha 💐

Support yasha 💐

hi im yasha. im on here a lot. ive recently started living on my own preparing for uni and saving up money for the times when i cant work. its. kinda bumpy least to say. and i really dont wanna depend on my parents (<- weird) for stuff. if you could throw a euro or two my way i would really appreciate it!!!

comms are also open!!! u can find examples on kofi, my art tag (in bio) and by simply inquiring for whatever your heart desires in dms here on tumblr :)

thank you to everyone who supported and shared my posts before as well!!

[viejospellejos]

What the duck?

[humanbeanisnotamused]

[Description: the video is captioned "Find the duck game", and we see several blindfolded women in hijabs groping around an enclosed ring while spectators look on, cheering and laughing . After a few seconds the camera pans so that you can see the duck, who is waddling around, casually yet resolutely resisting capture. Periodically the women collide with each other. They do not find the duck. End ID]

[elvashayam]

#it is a beautiful day in indonesia and you are a terrible duck

tags via @humanbeanisnotamused

[hasufin]

That duck is having the most fun of anyone present.

[birds-in-posts]

Domestic duck (Anas platyrhynchos domesticus)

Indian runner duck

[radicalgraff]

“If you promise to stay alive just a little bit longer I promise that we are going to make this world a place worth living in by any means necessary. I ain’t giving up. I swear.” 

Spotted in Clackamas, Oregon

[anarchopuppy]

I can’t stop thinking about this message, so I spent a while trying to isolate just the writing and make it transparent. I might order a shirt with it

Whoever in Clackamas wrote this message on their bus stop, I love you

[shimejikin]

implying the r slur is anything like reclaiming faggot or dyke implies there's some sort of community and comfort and care behind the social group "retard" is being applied to. which there isn't, because disabled people haven't ever had the ability to create communities for themselves let alone archive or take down their own history and experiences. that is happening now, this is the first time that has ever been allowed to happen. there is no comfort when another disabled person calls me it, there is lateral ableism. that's it. they're just weaponizing our oppressors' words against me in a way that gains them power. that's not reclamation. that's just slur slinging.

[chicagos-finest-forges]

i have never felt such massive gender envy in my entire life until i discovered Steve Albini...

[earthatomizergo]

This is so real

[flintenweib]

[spaceshipsandpurpledrank]

She right

[spaceshipsandpurpledrank]

@free-range-tiddies

[nigelgraz]

Just drawing anything

[bigcatslions]

Photography Beverly Joubert

©Blood-stained and content after a big meal. The epitome of a blood bath. These cubs get a much needed grooming after a big, messy meal.  Little wild #lion soaked in blood from his parent’s windfall. They will eat well an he’ll need a very good cleaning afterwards.

Kalahari Desert Botswana

[honeybeeofficial]

this comic is technically a lie, mulberry season has come to a close where I live 😔

(materials: pen, paper, and the last 3 mulberries I could find)

[gooselycharm]

DISCLAIMER: THE VIEWS EXPRESSED IN THIS PROGRAM ARE THOSE SOLEY OF MY OWN AND DO NOT REFLECT THE VIEWS OF MY EMPLOYER(S)

[hjarper]

i've been playing vtmb lately ...

[rustyxesha]

i didn't want to say it but i guess i have to. it kinda disturbs me how the fandom changed since 2017 when i first got into it (i guess it could be affected by events of 2020). especially the way people mischaracterise simon, disabled young guy with severe mental issues and addiction, into 0w0 edgy boi sex/fetish (sometimes those fetishes are really disturbing) object, like he's not even a human. feels especially funny when you're the same age yourself. and, well, the fandom itself: every time i go through the tag the possibility to see some edgelord or tcc in first 10 publications reaches 99%. like, i know, most of them are teens and stuff, but it's still bad (for them) and it's fucked up that tcc started to root into the fandom, making it super uncomfortable to be in here.

i know it'll change nothing, i actually think it'll get even worse (as i see myself), but maybe it'll at least make someone think about it.

and andreas is still a dirty pig by the way, just a little reminder.

[directorlyric]

[careydraws]

No, seriously,