there's levels to this shit.

if we follow you, it's most likely for our side blogs, or we re-found you. (we "lost" our og blog a long while ago) this is just the consistent slow expansion of an ebbing of a tide domain, we flow and like a heartbeat, we pulse. (when i sigh, kingdoms fall, where we gather, we weep, and where the moon calls, i answer. we have many shadows and other darknesses. do not wish to look. unless we crest safely upon your shores, you will always be left to wonder. ♡)

[ry0iki-tenkai]

DOMAIN EXPANSION: INFINITY NIHILITY

SHE/THEY/FAE .VAWN. 92'. DID/BPD .

○•●° ♥︎¤☣️♋️★.♧~♤~◇.

Call us whatever you like. but for the purpose of a title, you can call me lauren (lorein) or vawn. pronouns are she/they/fae. still figuring shit out. our body is 33 years old. bpd, did, adhd, autism, anxiety, depression and buncha other fun stuff.

Non-binary/Genderfluid.

Pansexual/Demisexual/Asexual/Monogamous

Single, not *actively* looking.

this place is our journal. it isn't for anyone else's enjoyment or understanding but our own. complete fodder.

however, if you follow, and want us to tag something, let us know and we will do our best.

if you would like to know anything about us, you may ask nicely. please and thank you.

We write and speak on here. A lot. Often. In copious amounts. Ofc it's our blog, a diary of sorts. We find that writing or creatively expressing our emotions on here helps. Sometimes it makes sense and sometimes it doesn't. We dunno and we dont particularly care.

We are trying to learn how to live with ourselves. Rough goings tho. Comfort in the familiar and all that.

If you wanna chat, feel free to reach out. We're friendly. Mostly. Kinda. Sorry ahead of time if we're not.

tags are listed below. also some of our alters that wanna show off. have fun.

( lava; nsfw blog)

( ace; vent blog)

(sunshine; flower/plant/bug blog)

(erika; anime/fandom blog)

(jude; the fae.)

(a collective; mental vomit [shared space])

(poppy: just a petal.)

(vain; witch-bitch<3)

(idk: funny shit I guess.)

(bizquick: breaking news!)

(spade of an ace.)

(moomoo<3)

(pearl: main character energy)

(veridian: overflow.)

(you wont like us.)

(you will not like us even more)

[lamine-19]

and when i am six feet under and bugs are eating my heart.....all they will taste is yearning.

[nelaime-deactivated20210509]

[inkpressedpetals]

[inkpressedpetals]

[junkfoodcinemas]

Good morning. In less than an hour, aircraft from here will join others from around the world. And you will be launching the largest aerial battle in the history of mankind. “Mankind.” That word should have new meaning for all of us today. We can’t be consumed by our petty differences anymore. We will be united in our common interests. Perhaps it’s fate that today is the Fourth of July, and you will once again be fighting for our freedom… Not from tyranny, oppression, or persecution… but from annihilation. We are fighting for our right to live. To exist. And should we win the day, the Fourth of July will no longer be known as an American holiday, but as the day the world declared in one voice: “We will not go quietly into the night!” We will not vanish without a fight! We’re going to live on! We’re going to survive! Today we celebrate our Independence Day!

Independence Day (1996) dir. Roland Emmerich

[ry0iki-tenkai]

[thoughtkick]

“I was so afraid of hurting their feelings that I forgot that they could hurt mine too. And now that they have, I wonder if I’ve truly been alone all this time—I’ve just been too blind to see it.”

— Unknown

[ry0iki-tenkai]

9pm&9:30pm in the pnw.

[ry0iki-tenkai]

You wont see this.

But bye.

Hope you're happy, and healthy and have a good life.

[tendermimi]

Bilal Al-Shams, Sacrifice

[ry0iki-tenkai]

Our memories are woven like webs.

Carefully cultivated, yet easily disturbed.

A breeze shifts the waves of remembrance.

Taking dips and measures with them.

I do not yet know when we will find solace.

We have many talents but yet;

Not one accomplishment.

Our abilities cannot be measured in rewards.

Only the ability to make a life simpler.

A smile softer.

A laugh lighter.

We take things for granted,

that life provides for free.

You just sometimes need to seek.

Not destroy.

For it to be found.

[ry0iki-tenkai]

[ry0iki-tenkai]

Ayo, it's July 1st. Ribbit, rabbit, robot. Also, my birthday is in a week. :)

[ry0iki-tenkai]

[ry0iki-tenkai]

[literaryvein]

L. V., exhumed writings