Just the Girl

"Sometimes I don't belong"

[ryanxhale]

heathxemerson:

I think you’re just blinded by teenage hormones. Hey, I might not be one for happy endings and all that bullshit but it’s nice to hear that one of my good friends is doing well for himself; It’s gonna be one of us and if we’re being honest, better you than me.. I don’t need any of that drama. Tomato tamotto, you’re both of age and she doesn’t give grades so it’s not illegal nor is it bribery for good grades. Dude just tell her, what do you have to lose? Maybe she’ll surprise you.. ladies in their twenties are sometimes kinky as hell. Yeah she might be pretty but this whole tutoring thing is shit. I’m just there to graduate high school with a passing grade, the lowest one possible.

You are truly insufferable you know that right? I’m not going to just tell her that’s so not I dunno cool y’know ? You’re definitely going to get into college with that optimism Heath-- You’re smart show her that maybe then she’ll get off her high and mighty stool yeah ?

[wnq-writers]

Oh, the stars looked so beautiful, and just like her, they could never be mine.

bleedingatakeyboard (via clairewords)

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violetxevans:

A chuckle left Violet’s lips. She remembered having to read the book herself when she was in school and though even then she loved books just as much as she does now, she could agree with Ryan that it was rather boring and would much rather stick to authors like Stephen King and Nicholas Sparks. “I can’t say I’ve read such a boring book in all of Twenty Two years either,” the librarian agreed with him. “Oh yeah, they said they didn’t need me today, they closed early for that festival that’s going on on Maple Street,” the woman smiled, flattered that he had remembered what she was rambling on about on Monday morning. “I can’t say I miss my parents doing that to me,” the brunette started. “But you’ll get it figured out and if you need any help, I’d be happy to volunteer,” she replied casually, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. She noticed he was looking at her. “I might have gotten it cut a bit the other day,” she admitted, grinning at him.

The festival... Groaning out loud Ryan had completely forgotten about the annual festival their town threw; a festival that his parents had a helping hand in. “I completely forgot that the festival was today... I told my mom I’d help out with some booths-- Damn she’s going to be mad at me.” Ryan mumbled under his breath pulling at his dark roots of his hair. Looking up at Violet he nodded at her comment. “Yeah, I think hearing my parents nagging is going to be one less thing I’m going to miss when I move on with my life.” Agreeing with her, Ryan chewed on his bottom lip his eyes perking up at her suggestion to help. “Really? You’d help me? Cause I’ve been going out of my mind just thinking about all the things I still have to do and the time that I don’t have to do it.” Ryan’s life was slowly becoming a jumbled together mess of college application after application and then throw in some more ACT/SAT study books and that was his daily life. He hadn’t even had the chance to catch up on reading his dear comics they sat on his nightstand collecting dust. A sin really when he thought about it. “Oh well it looks really good, I like it.” A blush spreading across his already rosy cheeks Ryan bashfully looked away to the entrance to check if anyone was near the library, before he went through with his plan. “Uh-- Violet, are you busy right now?” He hummed sliding off of the desk and walking closer to her.

[heathxemerson]

Thank God, I thought my ears were going to start bleeding. I might be a gift to the ladies but certainly not how they’d like me to be. Always wanting romance and all that shit, I don’t understand it. I’m just giving you a hard time, I’m actually happy to hear that it’s going good for you in that aspect. Of course you can’t tell anyone that or I’d have to kick your ass. I can see how that is a bit weird but if you think about it, technically she’s not really a teacher - just a person working in the library - no big deal if you ask me. Naive? Hell man, if you want a relationship, that’s your prerogative, fuck what anyone else thinks. She’s not bad looking, no. I’d have to say it’s probably both.

[ryanxhale]

Yeah... Yeah, whatever romance isn’t really that bad. Oh you are? I didn’t think you would be. She’s still technically a teacher at the school though so it is still very much off limits. I don’t even know if she thinks of me like that she probably thinks I’m too young for her when I think about it. I’m just tired of the whole one nights; not that I have a lot of experience with it... At least you can stare at something pretty. Maybe you should just try a little harder? I mean it’s not like it can kill you to try and enjoy the tutoring sessions.

[ryanxhale]

heathxemerson:

Don’t me getting all soft on me now, dude.. you know I can’t handle that shit. No, maybe sometime in the future like several years from now but right now I’m just fine with the single life. I knew you always had a creepy side to ya. All jokes aside, it is kind of weird that you two are friend’s being she’s the freakin’ librarian and you’re the student but hell if she’s 22, you’re 19.. it’s age of consent, why the hell not? The tutoring thing is shit and sometimes I wonder why I even made the promise but actually he’s a she and she’s just irritating dude.

Awe you can’t handle feelings, alright you got me no more softy feelings. Of course you are, I mean come on aren’t you some gift to females. Please, I so am not all creepy by far the least creepiest. I guess you could say that... It gets a little weird cause like I consider her a close friend, but then again she’s like my teacher when I get to school. I don’t just want to sleep with her, I mean that’d be fine also I just kinda want something more stable. Is that naive of me? You got yourself a girl tutor? Damn lucky... I mean lucky if she’s cute is she cute? Irritating huh? More so than the kind of irritating it is when you’re around other people or just cause you don’t want to be there it’s irritating.

[ryanxhale]

heathxemerson:

Come on, you know it was funny but hey, I’ll stop if you want me to. You never know, truthfully I’d probably think the same thing but let’s hope that doesn’t happen, I’m already screwed up enough as it is. Are you two friends or something? Because if you’re talking about her like that and you don’t actually talk to her then something’s wrong here. No trouble with the ladies.. I’m just trying to figure out what’s up with my tutor. How much older are we talking? Please don’t tell me she’s older than 35.

Nah you’re fine I don’t mind your teasing. You’re not that bad dude, who knows maybe something serious would do you something good? Or it could just be a bad idea altogether. No we aren’t I just you know stare at her from afar like the creep I am. Yes we are friends! I kind of ditch my classes sometimes to hang out with her, not like it is something super serious. Oh your tutor huh? I didn’t even think you’d take the tutoring thing seriously. Is he as annoying as me? Or is he worse cause there’s this one guy I compete with in class and he is the most annoying person I’ve ever met. Not that much older she’s like 22 or something.

[ryanxhale]

heathxemerson:

You know I’m just joking around, man. But it definitely was fawning and I can bet you a dollar to a penny you’re about to fawn some more. Sure you didn’t.. you’re at least thinking it though. You have no idea. Buy her chocolates and flowers, that’s every girl’s thing right?

It wasn’t funny honestly if you were to tell me you fancied someone I wouldn’t tease you... I’d probably ask if you’d been possessed though. Fine, I was fawning and still am. She’s seriously something else Heath like there isn’t a word in the world that could describe just how amazing she is. Oh? Sounds like you are having trouble with the ladies, this I got to hear about. One of them finally decide to argue with you before you kicked them out? Chocolates and flowers? She’s older than us I don’t think she’d like just that.

[ryanxhale]

heathxemerson:

Oh yes, how could I not remember.. you fawned over her even then. So you’re telling me the student wants to bang his teacher? Damn, and I thought I had issues. What do you need my help for?

Hey! I told you that in confidence not so you could use it against me and it wasn’t fawning! I- I nev- never said I wanted to b-bang her Heath. Yeah like you could have any issues dealing with females. I need-- I dunno help whoo’ing her or something.

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violetxevans:

Three months had passed by and Violet enjoyed her job more and more everyday. Some of the students had taken a liking to reading more though modest as ever, never once realized they only checked books out to see her. She enjoyed helping the students find books or even giving them suggestions on the next series they should read. One of the biggest things she enjoyed was Ryan, though it was strictly a friendship – harmless. He’d help her on days when the library got busy or even on slow days he seemed to always be there. He was eating lunch there too but Violet didn’t mind as she enjoyed his company and the conversations the two both shared. As the young woman started stocking the shelves of returned books, she jumped a little at the voice of her friend, not expecting him to still be there. “Hey there..” she turned around and smiled at him. “Oh yes.. luckily for you I always keep all lost and found items here,” she replied, walking over behind her desk and grabbing the bin full of things she has found. She pulled the book out and walked back over to him. “Here you go.”

Letting out a breath of relief Ryan took the book from her hands clutching it to his chest. “I think I would have cried in joy and pain if you didn’t have it.” He commented seriously with a few chuckles following it as he stuffed the novel into his bag. “I don’t think I’ve read such a boring book in all my Nineteen years.” Running a hand through his sweaty hair, only getting out of gym fifteen minutes ago Ry was sure he smelled all to well like the cliche teenager boy smell. “What are you still doing here? I thought you had to go to the bookstore today?” Placing his bag behind the desk and picking up the little bouncy ball, Ryan pondered the thought wondering if he had heard her wrong the last time they spoke which actually seemed to be longer than he thought it was. “Or maybe I’m getting my days confused... I swear I haven’t slept for more than five hours a night this whole ‘pick a school Ryan’ ‘You need to pick an exceptional’ one is driving me insane.” Hesitantly he commented even though their harmless friendship had been going strong he was still a bit hesitant with what she’d like to hear from him. Sitting across from her on one of the table tops carelessly bouncing the ball and catching it he took a moment to look at Violet. The boyish grin slowly making its appearance when looking at her, yet something was different about her and he couldn’t seem to put his finger on it. “Did you do something different with your hair?” Asking while motioning to the difference while trying to imitate it with his own despite the obvious differences between his hair and hers.

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in a room full of art I’d still stare at you

(via quotes117)

[ryanxhale]

{ @heathxemerson }

You remember that little tid bit I told you about how my school got a new I librarian and she was pretty? Well, I lied she’s a lot prettier then I anticipated and you’re the man of this friendship so I need your help.

[hplyrikz]

[fitzgeraldquotes]

Hard to sit here and be close to you, and not kiss you.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender is the Night  (via heseatingmyheart)

[arielrpt]

Character Aesthetic ➔The Nerd

“That’s the wonderful thing with nerds: they’re enthusiasts. Not having a life means you get to love things with a passion and nobody bothers you about it.”

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violetxevans:

“I suppose so,” she grinned up at the high school boy, her eyes trailing behind him at a group of kids who stood up from the table they were sat at and headed out of the library. Before they reached the door though, she stopped them kindly. “Let me know if you kids need anything else, I’m happy to help.” With that they gave her a thank you and left, her attention focusing back on Ryan. Her cheeks flushed a light pink at his compliment and though she figured he’d meant it innocently, it didn’t help her from feeling flattered. “I like you too,” she stated in the same tone. “I think we’re going to get a long just fine,” Violet smiled at the dark-headed boy.

A few weeks had passed which in turn turned into 3 months and while Ryan wasn’t too thrilled about his tests and essays piling up the library certainly had gotten better. Throughout the school the substitute librarian was held with the greatest admiration and he couldn’t argue with it Miss Evans certainly was something to admire. And maybe he actually partook in the whole actually admiring her thing alittle too serious as he spent his every waking moment in the library helping with anything he could, hell he even began to eat his lunch regularly in the quiet building talking only occurring if prompted first. Ryan dug around in his bag for the latest book his class was reading, dumping nearly all of the contents onto the empty table. The clock had struck 4 and while most kids were raising home Ryan had opted to stay back and get some help on a paper he needed, but really he just wanted to spend a bit more time with Violet. “Hey... You wouldn’t happen to have seen any copies of the 1984 around recently right? I think I left it here last Friday but I’m not too sure.”